#backfromthepit

My moter has no respect for my study time. How does she expect me to have high grades if every time I am studying or I mean to do it she calls me to show me something utterly stupid, or asks me to make dinner or something of that nature?

Since a few days ago was Book Day (im not really sure if thats the translation) we had to take a book to school and talk about it and why did we had chosen it. First thing i thought was "The Perks of Being a Wallflower", and when i passed to the front i was like 'I dont have idea of why i chose this book. I havent even read it more than twice. Its weird, it touched me in strange ways (but many books touched me a lot more), i dont read this type of books, i wouldnt qualify it as the best nor worst book ive read, but somehow i chose it' and i sat down again.

So ive been getting late to school, you know? Like last week i was on time just once, and because i went with my mother. Today, tuesday, im late too. And its awful because being late you cant enter to the first subject and it counts like you arent there. So i have like 10 absences and eventually i will end up losing the year because im late. And i really want to collapse and ask for help, but everyone has better things to care about, and my sister is usually like "at your age i took the bus you are taking rn and got on time everyday" and that shit doesnt help me at all.

If i lay here... If i just lay here at bed... Could i postpone school for a day or two?