THE CALL BACK TO WANTING AND TAKING AHHHHH i love it so so so very much!!! and gosh that last sentence is so poetic and beautiful, ofc julien dosent expects this to last! ahh my poor heart!
*dobules cursinng and blessing your as revange and a gift for my poor feelings hehe*
-🌸
I wonder what it would take for Julien to notice the other things Azune wants and takes?
Azune taking a moment to drop a quick kiss to his shoulder in passing.
Azune taking a bite of food off his own plate and pressing it to Julien's lips.
Azune taking a quick intake of breath when Julien touches his arm.
Azune taking comfort in a solid warm body against his at night when the nightmares come.
Azune taking his hand to give it a brief squeeze over breakfast.
Azune taking Julien into a tight hug before he leaves.
Azune taking Julien aside just to hear his voice by his ear.
Azune taking a chance to hold him close when he comes home.
If only Julien knew how many different ways Azune would take everyday, just because he wanted. Just because Julien was there and was loved, and had made it safe for him to take.
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Omg azune giving Julien a blank "okay" when Julien gets defensive and spikey would have him SO confused and disoriented. Definitely a blue-screen, "404 bitchy comeback not found" moment from Julien, because "what do you mean you're not mad and yelling at me? I'm intentionally being an asshole! That's how this works!" and Azune's over here just accepting that this is how Julien needs to react in this moment, like he won't encourage it, but he'll give him the space to do it, and Julien just wants to know what sort of deranged fuckery this is
~ bliss anon
The worst part is the louder and spikier Julien gets the softer Azune's little 'okay' gets and it's not exactly his kicked puppy face (Julien is extremely aware of the kicked puppy face and will go OFF on someone) but it's close enough that it makes uncomfortable things happen in Julien's stomach?
And if he huffs off Azune just gives him this understanding look look (terrible) and if he stays he's going to do something like accidentally say "you should be yelling at me" all accusingly.
And Azune's confused little "... Why would I yell at you? I love you." Just fundamentally changes something in Julien's brain that he can't fix.
(Much later they'll have to eventually deal with the fact that Azune is horrified at the idea of yelling or insulting someone you love but also takes that from Julien with his little soft "okay" without a second thought.)
Still considering Everyone Is Poly Because C4... Julien and Thimble (and Azuze) (and some other glimpses) edition...
It wasn't that Julien was jealous of Thimble. In fact, over the time their group had formed and bonded he had become quite fond of their smallest member. He remembers seeing for the first time how she handled herself in battle, how fierce and dangerous she was, how lucky he was to count her as an ally.
(He remembers too, the first bet he lost to her. He had been drinking with her and Teor and Kattigen after a mission gone well. She had joked about taking him over her knee and he had instantly bet 50 gold that she wouldn't be able to get a single tear out of him, an easy tease for a fairy so small. He had guessed his error from the look on the other's faces, but had gladly paid up after she had thoroughly proven him wrong.)
And it wasn't that Julien was jealous of other people taking Azune's time and good company, either. The young man always found time for Julien, and his bed was always open provided it wasn't otherwise occupied. And even when it was... Azune made room for him in a way that Julien didn't care to look at too closely.
Julien had assumed when they first met that the serious young Arcane Marshal was something of a prude. Probably not a virgin, but boring in bed when bothered to make time for such things. He had rolled his eyes when Azune seemed to have no clue when a pretty barmaid was flirting with him, when inuendo and offers were brushed aside unseen.
How wrong he had been.
Those sunset eyes may not always see those that looked at him with a heated interest, but for those who approached him more directly Azune was an enthusiastic and often intense partner, from what Julien had seen.
And oh, Julien had seen. As soon as he learned the magic words (Azune, I would like to watch you have sex) so many doors had been opened to him. Always the gentleman, Azune would secure permission from the relevant parties, but having that....
He had watched him fuck Vaelus so deeply, for longer than most men could manage. He'd watched his body tremble and shake and more before permission to take his release in her body was whispered in his ear. Julien had tucked those sounds away, to see if in another time and another place he could draw him out and shatter him like the elven warrior had.
He had watched him on Teor's lap, leaning in to press his face against that mane so Julien could see and reach out to feel just how stretched he was taking that inhuman cock. Teor's paws always looked so large on his back, and Azune's sobs would reach fever pitch when the claws came out to bring light welts against the pale skin of his back.
He had seen him with Hal, tucked small and vulnerable between the bard's thighs, kneeling before him as though the older man would shield him from the world. It wasn't as if he was a child, exactly, certainty not with the way he silently beg for and then eagerly choke on that cock, but there was something confusingly and enticingly soft about him in those moments. Julien had been invited to watch, but he was not sure how much Azune was even was aware he was there. And a stern look from Hal had kept him uncharacteristically quiet and apart, an observer only.
He had even been invited to watch Occtis take his pleasure with him, although there was less pleasure to it than he would have suspected, and certainly no beds had been involved. It seems Azune was just as able to surrender to pain as pleasure, allowing Occtis what seemed like unlimited cruelties without protest. Both had reassured him that Azune had, through access to his message spell, the ability to call a pause or halt to the evenings activities, but Julien had still found it more disconcerting than he had let on in the moment, and was glad when it seemed Occtis was not inclined to stay the night, leaving Azune to rest with an exhausted smile against Julien's chest until morning.
But Thimble... Thimble was where his magic words had failed him. He had asked, but Azune had not gone to check, merely shook his head with a kind smile. "No, she says that's private," he said easily.
Prívate. What could be private to Thimble? She had had no issues the night of his ill advised bet taking him to task and making him wail in front of others. And she had been delighted by the custom made glove Julien had had commissioned, the one with a series of bumps and ridges that let him ride his hand to her own completion.
Julien wasn't jealous. Julien didn't get jealous. And even if he did there was no reason to be so here. In fact this group was... remarkably... open with each other about a great many things these days. And it wasn't as if he had any particular claim on either Thimble or Azune.
He was just curious, okay? And no one could fault him for that, right?
The denseness in the pit of his stomach was something else, clearly. Perhaps it mearly needed to be filled with wine. Since he had found himself alone tonight. That was all.
