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avirewosbian: a lesbian who is attracted to women who are man- and woman-adjacent, man- and woman-aligned, partially a man and partially a woman, or otherwise a man and a woman in some way; an avirewo- lesbian

aviremasbian: a lesbian who is attracted to men who are man- and woman-adjacent, man- and woman-aligned, partially a man and partially a woman, or otherwise a man and a woman in some way; an avirema- lesbian

avirewoldian: a veldian/turian/gay man who is attracted to women who are man- and woman-adjacent, man- and woman-aligned, partially a man and partially a woman, or otherwise a man and a woman in some way; an avirewo- veldian

aviremaldian: a veldian/turian/gay man who is attracted to men who are man- and woman-adjacent, man- and woman-aligned, partially a man and partially a woman, or otherwise a man and a woman in some way; an avirema- veldian

based on erama- and virwo- by @neopronouns, as well as his genderavire redesigns, and my virwosbian, eramasbian, virwoldian, and eramaldian terms

Findorr

It flusters him horribly every time. No matter how many times you do it, Findorr has a minor mental keysmash with each one. It's partially because of the sheer amount of trust in him you're offering... and partially because a sort of second-hand embarrassment is kicking in hard. When he sees you making yourself so openly, trustingly vulnerable for him, the thought creeps in of what it would feel like if he did the same in return.

Avirama

Quit messing with him!! That's not funny! Avirama isn't sure if you're trying to disturb him or just trying to get a reaction, but it's definitely working. Every time you lie back and expose way too much vulnerable skin, it hits like being stabbed. As he starts to understand that you're doing it to show how much you love him, it almost gets harder to handle. The emotional response that kind of trust drags out of him is overwhelmingly intense.

Charlotte

The show of trust gets to him. A lot. It's strange to imagine a human, of all things, willingly offering up such vulnerability, but the sight of it from someone he loves gives Charlotte all kinds of soft feelings. Expect plenty of gushing over how sweet you are every time you do that— and it's obvious that he's not fully expressing how much that gesture affects him. You're truly precious, to have so much faith in something like him.

Poww

He really doesn't know how to respond to that. You're so very small and weak next to him— there's no need to highlight your inherent vulnerability even more. At the same time, though, your willingness to show your trust in him is oddly impactful. He's not at all worthy of such open affection from anyone, and it's almost uncomfortable, for a while, to see you giving that exact thing so freely. Do you not understand what that means to him?

Ggio

You'll see his face going red every time you casually tip your head back around him. As much as Ggio would like to act cool and unaffected by what you keep doing, he ends up flustered and trying not to show it without fail. You're supposed to be above him! Showing weakness like this isn't fair. It's hard to understand why you trust him so much, and even harder to process the weird, soft feelings for you that the sight of that trust gives him.

Nirgge

It's kind of uncomfortable to see you do that, in a way where it's just... too intimate. Too trusting. It's one thing for you to put up with him, in the first place. Going out of your way to be vulnerable around him is just too much emotional softness for Nirgge to tolerate well. He won't tell you to stop, but it's not hard to notice that he's affected by what you're doing and trying his best not to show it. Humans really are stupid, if you can act like this so easily.

Di-Roy

Yeess let me write for his squad!

Yylfordt

He is a sucker for physical affection of any kind, even though it’s embarrassing for him to admit it. He’ll enjoy having a arm wrapped around your shoulder, or hugging you from behind with his chin on your shoulder. But when alone? He’ll pull you into his lap and just hug you.

HE’S A LITTLE SPOON. I’m sorry, but I honestly see him liking the idea of being held. If you hold him he just slumps against you. He’ll be prone to even collapsing on you if you’re laying on the couch. 

He gives noogies to those he cares about. So feel free to elbow him or give him one back. It shows your comfortable around him, and he appreciates that.

Di Roy

You think Yylfordt has it bad when it comes to physical affection? Well Di Roy is about a thousand times worse. Affection that not’s harmful or demeaning in any way? Well it’s a good thing you like him, because now you’re his security blanket.

He will rest his head in your lap, or just curl up with you in general. Kisses leave him unable to form words, so he just face-plants into your lap. He can be needy or overly clingy at times, but seeing how he gets treated, can you really blame him?

He’ll try not to physically latch onto you (he’s trying to be taken seriously) but will be really close most of the time.

Shawlong

He’s very reserved. He’s not big on PDA so don’t expect a lot of physical affection from him. He’s more subtle, like a kiss on the hand or brushing of the hands. 

He would prefer you be that way too, or at least in public. In private he doesn’t care if you act more affectionate as you long as you don’t overdo it.  He’d be more willing to give affection in private too.

Basically a relationship with Shawlong is more of a mental connection rather than a physical relationship. Though if you have a breakdown of any kind and need some kind of contact, he will hold you.

Edorad

He’s not a mushy gushy guy, but he is down for hugs or hand holding. He doesn’t want to make you feel that you’re the only one giving affection in the relationship. He’s also worried though he might hurt you, so he can be a bit limited in affection at first.

He really likes it when you hop onto his back and give him a hug from behind. He just finds it cute how you cling to him that way due to his size, and will support your legs and walk around like that for a short while. 

If anyone really tries to tease him about it, he doesn’t really care. Like mentioned before in previous headcanons, very little will get in the way of his relationships.

Nakeem

He tends to get nervous about physical affection. He can be sweet, don’t get me wrong, but he’s not sure how to…well do nice affection. He’s unwilling to really give much at the beginning but once eased in he’ll hold your hand.

On the outside he may seem calm, but on the inside when you give him affection he is turning into a mess. Once he gets through the awkward stage he’s much more at ease in reciprocating.

Please keep the PDA in check. He doesn’t know how to handle that, and never will depending on where you are.

Avirama

Okay now…it would be a understatement to say that he LOVES your attention. Biggest understatement of the century. He probably looks at you like you’re the greatest thing ever if you give him even just a peck on the cheek. He’s used to be yelled at for being too obnoxious.

The type that when he sees you, he will pick you up and spin you around. Things have been broken due to this. When he hugs you, take a deep breath because you’re going to get squeezed.

Need to calm him down? Focus on the back of his neck, around his upper back. Fluffy affection there has him turned into putty.

Findorr

He feeds off your affection. In a way it feeds his ego, so yeah he’ll appreciate the attention even though he acts like he doesn’t need it. It’s like, okay Findorr, but you’re the one clinging onto your s/o if they leave for a long time and come back. A crowbar may be needed.

When he’s feeling affectionate, he actually peppers kisses onto your cheeks, nose, and hands. Basically he’ll try his best to turn you into a mess, and act smug afterwards. 

16. “I won’t apologise for marking you up, everyone should know you’re taken.”

You put him on his back just so he can feel pinned. If it was anyone else, Avirama would hate it, but with your weight on his stomach, solid and warm and alive, he can’t make himself mind the indignity of it at all. 

Leaning forward so you can kiss the tip of his mask, you shift your weight just enough that the instinct to go still under the pressure kicks in hard. “Are you ready?” you ask him, palms braced against his shoulders, and Avirama immediately nods. 

That’s all the more permission you need. You scoot back a little, lift your hips, then line up, and lower yourself down on his dick with a sigh. 

The heat is instant. Human bodies, living things that they are, are warm inside and out. Your pulse pounds subtly inside of you, like this, and the steady throb is all Avirama can focus on. Your heartbeat. You. 

Soon enough, you’re moving. It’s just grinding, slow and deep, but even that small amount of friction draws a high, trilling noise out of his throat as his back arches. Your teeth are at his throat a second later— not rough enough to hurt, but enough pressure that it really feels like being pinned. He’s prey underneath you, but nothing hurts. Your nails drag down his chest, and Avirama chokes on a staggering moan. 

It’s too much. Too many sources of stimulation all at once, scrambling up his brain because pleasure is still a foreign thing to his nerves. 

When you bite down harder, he chirps— high and sweet and pathetically submissive. His hips buck, the strength almost knocking you off his lap, but you just laugh against his skin and keep sucking what will surely become a bruised, tender mark. His Hierro is down, so it’s easy. 

“E-Easy—” he pleads, even though it doesn’t sound genuine at all. Gripping your waist just firmly enough to ground himself, Avirama still tips his head back to give you full access to his throat. 

“I won’t apologize for marking you up,” you tell him with your lips still against his neck. “Everyone should know you’re mine. That you let me do this to you. That you’re so good for me. They can all be jealous that you get to be claimed.” You say it all so easily, then go right back to nipping at the thinnest parts of his skin like it’s no big deal at all that you’re doing this. 

The rush of arousal that follows leaves Avirama’s head spinning. He should probably be ashamed of himself, but your possessiveness only leaves him preening at the thought. You kiss a path up his throat, then bite down again just under his jaw. He takes it with a groan, unresisting. 

• When they first end up in Mayuri's clutches, it's tense. Baraggan is absolutely furious, leaving Charlotte and Avirama almost more worried about what their king will do to them than anything Mayuri could attempt. There's no way they can be kept together, at least, not at first. Baraggan is in a mental state well beyond murderous, and he's far too likely to lash out at his allies out of sheer fury with the situation... and that would ruin the specimens.

• Avirama is the most outwardly agitated. Once it's just him and Charlotte, he's unable to keep still at all, pacing if he can, or anything just so he feels a little less trapped. He's far more obviously distressed than Charlotte, who's trying to assess the situation as best he can before things can get bad. Charlotte is more focused on figuring out what's going to keep them alive; they're clearly stuck in this nightmare, so making the best of it and minimizing suffering is the best either of them can do.

• When the torture starts, Avirama breaks the fastest. He can handle pain, but he can't handle how pointless this feels— being hurt only for the fun of it, for collecting data that he'll never know the purpose of, that's what he can't stand. At first, the stress makes him aggressive and agitated, but enough time spent restrained and punished for fighting back gets to him. Avirama ends up obedient, if only because it means doing something right.

• Charlotte takes longer to crack. He's far more compliant from the start, knowing that going along with what the Shinigami want for now will get him a lot farther than fighting back— at least, until he has a better idea of what else can be done. But in the end, there are no other options, and that's what finally breaks him down. That, and knowing that even Baraggan is helpless as well.

Yylfordt — When you explain what you're asking to do, Yylfordt gets an ego about it. It's largely in part to cover up that he's a lot more nervous than he wants you to know. Your mouth on those parts sounds vaguely terrifying... until it's happening, at which point, all he can do is fight not to thrust into your mouth and get more. And of course, you have to overstimulate him quite a bit.

Loly — You want to do... what? Loly doesn't know why that's something you think would feel good, but she's still so desperate to please you that she lets it happen despite her doubts. And then, when your hot mouth is around her clit and your tongue is licking sweetly into her hole, the realization that this feels very good hits Loly with an intensity that leaves her shrieking.

Tesla — He doesn't understand much about why you'd want to do that, but it feels like "servicing" him in a way he shouldn't allow. When you insist, Tesla lets you try... and is all-too-soon breathless and shaking from the feeling of a slick, warm mouth against his most sensitive parts. He wants to cling to your hair or shoulders so badly, but he's also afraid to touch you while he's so out of control.

Ggio — He's so eager to please that he'll let you do whatever you want to him, even if the idea of having your mouth down there is more than a little scary. And yet, when your tongue is dragging over the little barbs on his dick, Ggio is a whimpering mess, clinging to your shoulders while he squirms and chokes down pathetic little noises. The stimulation is way, way too much to bear.

Yylfordt

As you’d expect, he’s ready to be the tough guy and insist that nothing you, a human, could do is ever going to get to him. Even when he really knows better. You have to make him come over and over again to get him thoroughly emptied out, and that turns out to be far too much for his blustering to handle. Yylfordt winds up a trembling wreck, practically begging you to stop even though he knows that if you stop now, he’ll just hurt later from the build-up in his swollen balls. 

Di-Roy

Pathetic little thing that he is, Di-Roy gets weak after even one orgasm. He’s sensitive all over even normally, but after he’s come, that gets twice as bad. He’ll forgo all pride in favor of begging pretty quickly, although it’s unclear if he wants you to stop or keep touching him. Just having contact with you is bliss, so even though this is way too much, Di-Roy won’t make you stop even when he’s actually sobbing. He’s beyond humiliated, but in a way, it feels good to have his body used like this. 

Findorr

At first, he brags and boasts that he’ll be just fine, no matter what you do! But after he’s come even once, Findorr starts realizing the error of his words. He’s too proud to ask you to stop, so he winds up biting down on his hand to hold back desperate curses and sobs while you keep stretching him open and finding every way-too-sensitive spot he has. By the time he’s choking back tears, the pleasure is starting to make him brainless. What he’s feeling isn’t either plain or pleasure anymore— just a lot. 

Ggio

Eager to please as he is, Ggio wants to force himself through as many orgasms as you want from him. Even when that means your fingers toying with his barbs until he feels like he’s going to cry, when they’re painfully ultra-sensitive after you’ve already made him come three times, he doesn’t want to admit defeat and risk disappointing you. He’ll insist that he’s fine even when he’s actually sobbing— not wanting to seem weak, or worse, not fulfill what you expected him to be able to do. 

Avirama