#ave stolas

Master of Crystals, Herbs, Astronomy

Crow by day

Owl by night

Great Prince of Hell

Lammas and the Death of Mid-Summer

Mabon and the Thinning of the Vail 

me when i feel like i have to abandon my religion because i’m 16 and i feel like i have no idea what im doing (because i don’t and i have no experience).

and yes, i know i can wait and then just thrive later, but this is something that’s really important to me.

like, learning about my religion has made me so happy these past couple of weeks.

happier than i’ve ever been with any other religion i’ve tried out

but again, im a beginner. i dont know what im doing and ive never had any previous experience in this area.

so everything just feels like disappointment

getting weird responses with tarot, not being able to afford readings and even if i could, most readings are 18+

not being able to find information on someone im interested in

SOCIAL MEDIA TELLING ME THAT I SHOULDNT GO ON THIS PATH BECAUSE I HAVE NO EXPERIENCE

TRYING TO CONTACT AN ENTITY AND GETTING FRUSTRATED BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT IS AND ISNT A SIGN OR IF IM JUST BEING INSANELY PARANOID AND TRYING TO MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING

it’s just really. really. really hard.

Beltane