#autisticthrawn

i haven’t taken any agents through FA2+ yet. (actually i think my only agent in kotfetet is… still at the kaliyo chapter in kotfe, rip. one day i will reunite him with raina. one day.) i have this idea in my head it’s at least mentioned/given a nod, but? i don’t know for sure sorry D: i hope it is.

I also dragged an Inquisitor through Visions in the Dark yesterday and Valkorion’s line “don’t presume to manipulate me. We are not sith, and the dark council is dead” had both me and my quizzie so pissed off. Him because of the manipulation accusation and me because of the other part.

this is a Mood. i hate that chapter so much it is unreal. the fact it’s straight after ‘terrorism is cool kids’ doesn’t help it either lmao

Wait who does the fandom ship her with?

The last straw was a post going around defining antis as: anyone who didn’t like the FO (hello, they’re the bad guys?!), considers them n*zi parallels (I guess JJ Abrams is an anti), doesn’t like r*ylo, and criticizes TLJ. So I jumped ship.

honestly given all of that (yikes) then you are absolutely better off not being a part of that community. that just seems like a ... pressure cooker about to blow? like a very unhealthy place to actually be, and even I would be afraid to voice any opinion that dissented with whoever the loudest in that group was. 

it’s not conducive to a good fandom experience, and it’s certainly not conducive to protecting your individual mental health. I’m really glad you were able to avoid the worst of it. 

I feel tempted to make a joke about certain communities and their ability to delude themselves and each other (to miss narrative parallels, to be media-illiterate, to explode in the face of measured criticism with sources and examples, etc etc etc), but it doesn’t really feel funny---just worrying? worrisome? 

13. Top 5 favourite Bounty Hunters? Jas, Sugi, Embo, Cad Bane, and Jango Fett

43. What colour scheme would your armour/robes be? I don’t want to risk looking like I stepped straight out of sithsville, but black and red is just so cool! I might opt for black/purple though.

48. Would you have survived order 66? I get self-deprecating with just about every other star wars self insert question, but I think I would and here’s why:

-I’ve always been a fairly decent dodger, and I assume if I’ve been a lifelong-trained Jedi, that talent would apply to blaster bolts.

-I’ve also been good at melting into crowds and making myself scarce. A combination of nerdery and learning to avoid people does wonders.

-The fact that I’ve never attracted amazing instructors suddenly becomes an advantage, as I’m probably not at the top of the kill list (my age also helps, I’d probably still be a Padawan at this point, albeit right at the cusp of Knighthood).

yeah, it’s... yeah, if you say so. good luck with that grandpa. it’d be more in character for the sith to like. eat him alive for having the audacity to try.

but yeah i agree re: maul in particular. his entire story is him getting fucked over by white people, and then that? god.

A friend: A Jawa’s Concern.

me: oh yeah, the AotC Anakin heroic.

hadfkjgl okay you’re not wrong

On a different note: do you ever just think about the similarities between Koth and Carth?

soldiers with consciences who try to do the right thing for their homes and are written off as whiny/petulant by the playerbase?

they’re both firmly in the Good end of the alignment scale, even if carth is very much Lawful while koth is kicking around on the Neutral-Chaotic border. koth doesn’t have a Dead Wife Backstory though (and nor does he pick fights with teenage girls). both (can) have deeply questionable taste in women (dsf revan/banana kenobi).

like lbr jj does not exactly treat women characters well either (case and point: uhura in jj trek, carol marcus in jj trek, in fact just all of jj trek) but God Damn