Ko-fi | Commissions

Can’t tell if this is being autistic or not or being too comfortable of being an introvert. But this idea of having company (friends or relationships) and relying on them for your gain is a little weird In my view. I can’t understand holding on to someone’s company just because you feel lonely. Why not learn to be by yourself?

"I just wanted to pressure stim" A quick and messy vent comic Panel 1: A teen plays on their phone with a cat plushy on their lap, text reads "stuffed animal filled with rocks" Panel 2: The teen looks forwards in excitement with a light bulb flashing Panel 3: The teen runs off with the plushy, their face still in excitement Panel 4: The teen holds up two weights with stars in their eyes, the text reads "weights" Panel 5: A view of the "butt" of the plushy unzipped and the weights being stuck into the butt, the text reads "cram cram" Panel 6: A view of the plushy with awkward lumps, above text reads "13 pounds" and bottom text says "~lumpy~" Panel 7: The teen is back in their original position, sitting with the plush on their lap, they are smiling and blushing with hearts all around them, scattered bits of text reading "stimmy," "heavy," and "pressure" Panel 8: A close up of the teen's mom with a question mark next to her, text reads "mom" Panel 9: The mom sternly talks to the teen, the teen has large bubbly sad eyes, text reads "take the weights out" Panel 10: The teen returns to their original position playing on their phone with the no longer weighted plush on their lap, scattered bits of text reading "too light," "ugh," and "under stimulated"

I genuinely don’t understand the connection when you touch someone...It’s weird and foreign. I see others do this so effortlessly and they seem to easily form connections that way and I’m jealous. I can’t do that.

rough draft of a comic. I’ve been feeling overwhelmed and tired because of college and family and how much they demand communication. They cannot see why i said “demand” because they find it ridiculous and that it is a natural thing to be able to communicate daily. I cannot feel happy doing this everyday, but I will express myself through these comics to help me cope slightly.