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My brother in Christ what is your banner dawgā ļøā ļøā ļø
(Iām hoping this was meant to be silly but I canāt read the room for shit.)
I thought it was funny and this is a fandom and shitposting page so yk, it ended up here.
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My autism struggles
I hate that autism is the reason getting myself out of the house is proving impossible, particularly around the pandemic. I hate the fact that me and my autistic traits are continually being put to the test.
Coping with change for me is difficult. With a normal thinking brain, we trust the advice we receive from others and that is enough to know things will work out. With autism, we first have to understand and be completely comfortable with our choices.
So, just thinking about stepping foot out of the house has been a struggle. A normal thinking brain knows you adapt and you get on with it. Having to adapt trying to live a normal life around the pandemic, is not easily achievable.
Not everyone knows how to best support those of us with autism, I feel bad just trying to exist around a disability I have no control over. For those like myself with a mental and emotional disability, these have become impossible times.
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Frustrated
Been dealing with some legal problems as of late, and I thought I had found a good lawyer to help me. But, I was mistaken it seems. Between them not helping me understand what they were needing with contradictory information and not telling me when they needed the paperwork it was a big mess. I called asking for some clarification and to my surprise, I am yelled at accused of not working hard and as for not understanding, I was told they would not ābabysitā me despite knowing thatĀ I have high functioning Autism and sometimes have a hard time understanding paperwork. So, thanks to the help of a roommate, he got it so they would keep representing me until I found a new lawyer but the search is never easy with low income. *sigh* I justĀ canāt win. ļ»æ
Public Struggles
Out and about wearing overly large, soundproof headphones because it gets too loud. Hugging a stuffed animal or rocking due to anxiety and trying to deal with it. People stare, judge and shake their head if they see you like this. Yet, they don't seem to understand, it is the only way this person can live a normal life in public. Some say that you should just get over it, or deal with it. Yet, sometimes, it's simply not possible. Even if you know the triggers that sets a person with autism off, in most cases, they have no control over it. So, the next time you see someone like that, instead of judging them, maybe try to be understanding instead. For someone with Autism, just being out and doing what they need to is a challenge in itself. They try to be "normal" but they are sensitive to a lot more than some.
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ASD Struggles
ASD can suck. You get stressed out for what other people perceive to be 'no reason' and constantly get told to 'calm down' or just 'let it go'. It just isn't that simple. When something unexpected happens, I can't handle it like neurotypical people would. I have panic attacks, which aren't always the traditional hyperventilating panic attacks that people recognise. I freeze. I can't hear when people are talking to me because all of the background noise has gotten much too loud and is overwhelming my hearing. All of the smells get too strong, all of the colours get too bright, my skin is prickling and itching, I have the bitter taste of panic in my mouth and I am just completely overwhelmed by what seems like a perfectly normal, everyday situation.
An example of this is an incident that occurred last week. I do karate and I train for around five hours a week. I really like my teachers, I have known them for around six years and I have grown to become completely comfortable with them. However last week, a teacher from another karate club that trains with us sometimes took the session. I don't really feel comfortable with him. I am sure that he is a perfectly nice person, but I have no way of trusting him because I have never evenĀ had a conversation with him.
This teacher was putting us through some routines called katas, which I love because they are very repetitive and they always calm me down. And then disaster struck. The angle that my hand was at was wrong and this teacher moved it to where it was meant to be. I freaked out. I completely froze and when I could move again, I started making more and more mistakes. I just couldn't concentrate. This poor man seemed really confused because I was fine one minute and the next minute I wasn't. Don't get me wrong, I am not saying that he did anything wrong. He was just trying to help me. Strangers just make me uncomfortable and I know that it is completely my hang up, however that doesn't make experiences like this any easier.
Despite all of the difficulties that my ASD brings me, it is what make me myself and I wouldn't want to change even if I could. At the moment I am just trying to be more open with people about my ASD and it is beginning to make my life easier. I am not put into as many stressful situations and whenĀ I am, the people around me are very understanding and supportive if I freak out. It is a lot easier to accept that I am different when others accept that I am different too.
