#authorityconditioning

I think a lot of people are walking around doubting themselves, and they don’t even realize how much it’s costing them. They’ll feel something in their gut, notice something in their body, or have that quiet little sense that something isn’t right… and then they immediately talk themselves out of it. “Maybe I’m overreacting.” “Maybe I don’t know enough.” “Maybe I should ask someone else first.” And before long, they’re not just asking for advice. They’re asking for permission to trust what they already noticed.

That wears a person down. It really does. Because when you are constantly second-guessing yourself, you start to feel like your own judgment is never enough. You can read more, ask more, watch more, research more, and still feel unsure because the real issue may not be lack of information. The real issue may be that somewhere along the way, you were trained to believe someone else always knows better than you do.

Why Second-Guessing Yourself Becomes So Easy

Second-guessing usually doesn’t show up out of nowhere. It often starts after years of being corrected, dismissed, rushed, mocked, pressured, or told to “just trust the experts” without being invited to think things through for yourself. Maybe you learned to be agreeable. Maybe you learned not to question. Maybe you learned that keeping the peace mattered more than telling the truth about what you were seeing or feeling.

And honestly, this is why so many people feel overwhelmed when it comes to health, food, medicine, parenting, aging, and even everyday decisions. There are voices everywhere. One person says this is healthy. Another says it’s dangerous. One headline says one thing, the next one says the opposite. I talked about that same kind of confusion in Why You Feel Confused About Your Health, because confusion can slowly pull people away from their own common sense.

When Authority Gets Louder Than Your Own Knowing

Now, let me be clear. I am not saying we should never listen to people who know more than we do. Of course we should learn. Of course we should ask questions. Of course good doctors, teachers, farmers, researchers, and experienced people matter. But there is a big difference between learning from someone and handing them the steering wheel of your life.

I believe one of the quietest ways people lose self-trust is by being taught that their own observations don’t count. You know a food makes you feel terrible, but the label says it’s healthy. You know you feel worse after something, but someone tells you it’s normal. You know you need rest, but the world tells you to push harder. After a while, a person can start ignoring the very signals that were trying to help them.

That matters. Your body is not just noise. Your instincts are not always irrational. Your questions are not automatically a problem. Sometimes they are the beginning of coming back to yourself.

Learning the Difference Between Fear and Wisdom

This is where we have to slow down a little. Not every thought in your head is wisdom. Sometimes fear is loud. Sometimes old conditioning is loud. Sometimes worry runs in circles and tries to make everything feel urgent. So no, I am not saying to trust every passing feeling without thinking.

But I do believe we can learn the difference. Fear usually feels rushed and panicky. Conditioning often sounds like “I should,” “I have to,” or “what will they think?” Wisdom is usually quieter. It may not always be comfortable, but it tends to feel steadier. It gives you a nudge, not a shove.

A good question to ask is this: “Am I choosing from what I know, or am I choosing because I’m afraid someone won’t approve?” That one question can tell you a lot. Because sometimes you are not actually confused. Sometimes you already know what you think, but you’re afraid of standing by it.

How to Start Trusting Yourself Again

Rebuilding self-trust does not have to be dramatic. You do not have to overhaul your whole life in one day. Start small. Notice what your body is telling you after meals. Notice what drains you. Notice what makes you feel clearer, calmer, or more steady. Donna’s post How to Read Your Own Health Signals is a good place to keep building on this, because so much of self-trust begins with simply paying attention again.

You can also practice making small decisions without polling everybody first. Choose the meal. Take the walk. Say no when your plate is already full. Write down what you noticed before you search for someone else’s opinion. Every time you honor a small truth, you rebuild a little piece of trust with yourself.

And if you keep second-guessing yourself, please don’t turn that into one more reason to beat yourself up. You’re not broken. You may just be unlearning years of being told to look outside yourself before you look within. That takes time. But little by little, choice by choice, you can come back to your own discernment. You can learn from others without abandoning yourself. You can ask questions without giving away your authority. And you can start remembering that your voice belongs in your own life.

With love and truth, —Donna 💚

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