#auroraviory

The Arrival of End of August

12 months – 8 months = 4 months left until the end of the year. What are the added values so far in my life? Do I need to calculate every percentage that is displayed on the screen? I failed to save the desired amount every month *sighs* My mind is filled with concern & fear. Some visuals are meant to be unseen. My goal seems to be outreach. I feel like my effort is futile. This hefty scream of…

The Battle Against Yourself

I am always filled with infinite hate & anger. The consequences & the prices are well aware by my consciousness. Losing control is no longer the element of surprise. Due to the repetitive occasion, I am seeking help. My brain is too clever & giving general words is hopeless. What if I am not searching for solution? Is there any other suggestion? Making something for distraction or avoidance is…

To be honest, I don’t know what to fill this page with. I’m thinking about something that can’t be put into words. Perhaps my mind is still limited to the hidden approaches that actually can interpret these things into verbal language. I can’t feature each symbol to represent the conclusion of my emotion or decision. A well-planned blueprint with meticulous detail of every tiny particle can’t…

The Beauty of Life

Our life can be prolonged or shortened. The reason can be anything & sometimes it’s so difficult to comprehend. Every story is different to each of us. Some blend in the party, some are filled with genuine loneliness. We blame for others’ fame. Going hard-core ’cause we have no shame. A connection is not an option. Not all of us share the same proportion. Perhaps we all are related to the same…

Check Back With Reality

There are many companies that offer journalism and writing internship. But most of them will give you really less allowance/pay. And they expect you to have your own transportation to come & go to the workplace. For someone like me, I am not from a rich family & my current situation is financially bad. I can’t depend on my family for financial support. And my salary is not that much to cover for…

You must respect your parents Even if they sell you out You must obey your parents No matter how they treat you Nobody will ever see you as the victim   It’s just a social norm Humans set it like that for many years Even before you were born How many times you shed those blind tears?   The truth varies to everyone No perfectly right or wrong Better to be something or none Let me sing this painful…

Have Faith. Ciao, Adiós Miedo.

Kopisanangan do Kosuabon (Good Morning), Kopisanangan do Tangadau (Good Afternoon), Kopisanangan do Minsosodop (Good Evening) & Kopisanangan do Totuong (Good Night) to everyone or dear readers! It’s been more than a month since my last post. I’ve been busy with my work & personal struggles. But it won’t stop me from updating this blog. I created it with a full cup of determination & excitement to…