More Than Just Expression

I keep telling my heart not to get my hopes up just because of a feeling. A feeling that always clouded my reasoning for the future.

I have to take control of my feelings. Because I know not everyone or everything last forever, that it is more painful to keep feeling things for temporary.

Again, because I know that dream of mine will never happen. So, I choose not to feel truly happy as these…

It’s almost a month now. I’ve been focusing on my career, working with children, or students should I say.

This blessing gave me a chance to feel the noble path & I am endlessly thankful for the rest of my life.

For me to fulfil this role, I have to pause my dream as a writer. I’m not neglecting it at all. I am still doing my research, do lots of online reading, books such as teaching, reference…

I Was Passionate Before…

Growing up, I don’t have a specific role model that I look up to. I am one of Gen Y & being a ’92 young adult is totally different from other generation. The internet was not the IT thing yet & I was exposed towards the manual environment, which means that there was less auto stuff like smartphones, ultrabooks, accessible internet & so on. The only advance thing for me was the television/tv. And…

Against Writer’s Block

Source It doesn’t just happen to a writer, but to anyone who wants to write something. I recalled this when I was in kindergarten. Luckily, the teacher scolded me to keep writing. In this post, I’m just sharing what I’ve gone through for years with this ‘block’ but one thing for sure, I am not a professional or well-experienced writer/author. My level is totally different but hopefully, this will…

One of the main reasons to be left behind: REHASH  We’re using the same thing repeatedly because we know that’s the only thing can make a change. No one can fight or go against it because it is domineered by a human being. Even an omniscient narrator can’t tell the next chapter of this world’s fate. And the good news is, there’ll always people out there that are still willing to wrestle…

I am not dictated by time Humans affected by silly prattle No, I might not be that kind There’ll be always abrupt battle Oh, half of my life surrendered To your incessant puissance My voices have never been heard You stirred it with confusion I choose to do nothing but to neglect Being in this blissful ignorance A follower can’t decide or create So, I will begin my own mission    

The list of things that I’m facing/having: Temperamental SS (Still Searching) for career Conflicting decision-making between head & heart Rebel thoughts roaming around Bad internet connection Looking for a place called home LDR 50/50 it will rain-or-not-weather Battling between being happy or sad Constantly looking for reason being optimistically calm I accepted these struggles with alacrity.

Hello dear readers, The real, jolly occasion is almost here! Finally, I came home to be with my family. I am happy to be able to help & support them with my physical presence. I felt really useless when I was away from them & I can’t return due to financial reason. And it was a huge decision for me to return because I am very aware of my hometown’s situation. The young ones are still stuck &…

Hint me your sweet, downed desire Your philosophy is tied up with a special ribbon I am dazzled by this interim consequence The climax is filled with light whisper We keep going just for the sake of living Expressions are made differently & that’s why we’re special Even if the future seems hopeless Have infallible faith, please