#atz abo

“Hm… it’s like a warm fire in the middle of winter, comforting and safe.”

“I like that.”

“What about me?”

“Your scent is that of honey and flowers, although I don’t know if the flowers are you, or just your love of gardening that has become one with you. Either way, I like it and never want to leave.”

You snuggled closer to Seonghwa, enjoying this moment, but were soon startled by the sound of whistling. You couldn’t help but jump and look around in panic, but Seonghwa was quick to return your attention to him.

“Easy, it’s just Hongjoong.”

“Hongjoong?”

“Yes, he’s letting us know that we should wrap this up soon.”

“Oh…”

“Although… perhaps I can convince him to let us stay out longer.”

“More cuddles?”

“I was actually thinking of something else.”

“Like what?”

“Well, we’re already out here. Maybe you’d like to visit the night market.”

“Really!?”

“If you want.”

“Yes! Yes, please! I’d love to, Seonghwa.”

“Then let’s do it.”

You happily got dressed, playing a bit by the riverside as the other two packed everything up, Seonghwa also trying to convince Hongjoong to take you to the night market.

“That’s incredibly dangerous, Seonghwa.”

“Being out here is already dangerous, why not do more?”

“Seonghwa.”

“Just for a while. We both know we still have time, besides, we won’t be coming back out anytime soon.”

“… fine, just for a bit.”

As you walked through the market you looked around with childlike wonder. The place was so alive, like nothing you had ever seen at the palace before. Beautiful smells filled the air, children ran around laughing and playing games, everything was a wonderful sight to you.

“Seonghwa…”

“Hm?”

“Thank you.”

“My pleasure. Are you hungry perhaps? I know of a wonderful noodle shop.”

“I’d love some noodles.”

“Come on, my treat.”

You happily followed Seonghwa over to this little place, getting a bowl of cold noodles before you. For a moment you just stared in awe before taking a bite, your eyes lighting up in joy. This tasted amazing, something you’d never have in the palace.

“Is it good?”

“Delicious.”

Seonghwa knew he was pushing it, but he really wanted you to experience as much as you could tonight. Hongjoong was definitely throwing glances his way, not wanting to outright ruin the night, and it was about time to be heading back. He excused himself to go pay for the late night meal, thinking about making one last stop before returning to the palace.

“Lord Park, is that you?”

When Seonghwa heard his title being called he looked over, met with an unfortunate scene. The Crown Prince stood a few feet from him, dressed in common clothes, his entourage disguised and at his side. Of all the things to happen, this was the worse one. Seonghwa kept his composure though, offering a smile and stepping closer to the other.

“Lord Jeong, what brings you out here late into the night?”

“I wanted to get familiar with the night life of the townspeople, and I needed some fresh air. What of yourself? I didn’t think you’d be out at night either.”

“I’m merely seeing off an old friend who was in town visiting.”

“I see. Perhaps we should plan for a proper outing ourselves. I’m sure there is much of the night life you could show me.”

“It would be an honor.”

“Very well, I won’t keep you from your friend any longer. Good night.”

“Good night.”

Seonghwa remained put, watching the Crown Prince walk off and disappear from sight. Only then did he return to the table. He quietly glanced over at Hongjoong, receiving confirmation that he was aware of what had just transpired, but that you were alright and completely oblivious to the situation. Although Seonghwa knew he was going to get an earful about this from Hongjoong later. Since it wasn’t best to linger outside the palace any longer, Seonghwa took you back straight away, forgetting about any other plans. Your safety mattered most at this moment. You returned to the palace the same way you left, and soon enough you were back in your quarters. Seonghwa helped you undress and get back into your normal clothes, making sure to tuck you in bed and then lie down at your side for a moment.

“Tonight was incredibly fun… thank you so much for showing me… it was the best night of my life…”

“I will find a time so we can venture out again, but I am glad you enjoyed yourself.”

“I can’t thank you enough.” You couldn’t help but pepper Seonghwa’s face with kisses. “You’re the best!”

“Yes, yes, alright.” Seonghwa couldn’t help but laugh. “Easy, someone might hear us.”

“Okay, thank you though, really.”

“You don’t have to keep saying that.”

“But I mean it.”

“Your smile is very telling. Now, you should get some rest, you’re surely exhausted.”

“Nope, I’m full of energy actually.”

“Well, I need you to close your eyes and sleep. Or else someone might realize something is up, can you do that for me?”

“Alright, fine… I’ll try.”

“Good. You deserve sweet dreams after an exciting night out.”

“You too. Make sure to rest.”

“I will. Sleep well, good night.”

Seonghwa kissed your head, making sure you closed your eyes and got comfy, only sneaking away when he was sure you were drifting off. Bits of daylight were peeking over the horizon as night was truly coming to an end. 

“I don’t want to hear it.” Seonghwa stated.

“Hear what? About what happened at the market?”

“Hongjoong.”

“Do you have any idea what would have happened if we were caught? By the Crown Prince himself no less.”

“Enough. We made it back undetected.”

“We did, yet you don’t seem all that happy. What’s the matter?”

“I learned something that calls into question all I know.”

“What? Does this mean you need to change your plans?”

“No, this changes something else. I need to look at the royal family records, specifically the ones in the Crown Prince’s library.”

“You are not serious? Are you actually jumping from one dangerous thing to another?”

“I have to look into this.”

“And what exactly is this?”

It wasn’t entirely a good idea to share this information, but he needed Hongjoong to understand the severity of this situation. Seonghwa pulled his friend close, whispering in his ear. Hongjoong’s eyes went wide, left stunned as he processed.

“… Seonghwa… are you sure about this?”

“I am, but I need more information. Of course this doesn’t need to be said, but this stays between us. If you can’t keep quiet, cut out your tongue now, cause I will kill you if this gets out.”

“I’m well aware of the situation, but how do you intend to get into the Crown Prince’s library?”

“I have an idea.”

♦♦♥♦♦

As of late a lot had been weighing on Yunho’s mind. He needed to think and step out of the palace, so he found himself venturing out more often. It was nice to walk among the people and enjoy a different type of fresh air. Of course his activities wouldn’t go unnoticed. One day before he could step out he was informed that the King wanted to see him. There was an overdue conversation to be had, so Yunho made no complaint and went as requested. The two sat alone in the throne room, sharing some tea as they usually do.

“How have your ventures outside the palace been? I trust you aren’t being reckless.”

“Of course not. I’m merely getting familiar with the world outside the palace. The people out there will one day be under my care.”

“Indeed.” The King cleared his throat. “I heard you took over responsibilities for the princess’ care. Her health has been improving since then, she got her claws in. Surely her fangs are next, then her eyes, and then everyone will know of the princess’ true nature.”

“There’s no need to concern yourself with such matters. I will handle it and take care of her.”

“You can’t be so sure of such things. I know you worry about the princess but-”

“As if you care so much. You knew about the wolfsbane and allowed it to happen because it served your interests.”

“That was not an easy decision to make.”

“Yet it was one you lived with for years! You’re quite heartless.”

“I am protecting both of you, even if you don’t understand it.”

“Make me.”

“Excuse me?”

“Enlighten me, make me understand why poisoning my sister is a means to protect her.”

The King took a moment. “I was once in your position. I held the title of Crown Prince and was meant to ascend the throne. Yet my younger brother decided to challenge me for the crown. We were both of royal blood, I may have been the oldest, but it was still his right to challenge me as he was an alpha too. Do you know what the results were?”

“Isn’t it obvious?”

“And what became of your uncle?”

“He’s dead. He died by your hand during that battle.”

“No, he didn’t die, I made the choice to kill him. I had to. Your uncle’s actions made it clear he desired the throne. If I had let him live after defeating him in battle, things would not merely end there. Our enemies reside within the palace, and beyond its walls. They would have turned the two of us against each other, and chaos would overtake the palace. I was not going to allow that to happen.”

“I would never hurt my sister.” Yunho stated. “And she would never do anything to hurt me either.”

“These things can happen beyond your control.”

“I won’t allow it.”

“You say that, but you don’t know what will happen in the future. I was overjoyed when news of the Queen’s pregnancy came to light, yet when the physician informed me the Queen was having twins, I grew worried. If the two of you were alphas, it was likely you’d fight for the throne, and I did not want a repeat of what happened between me and my brother. All I could do was hope that things would be alright.”

“I guess to you they weren’t.”

“I was very happy the day you and the princess were born. I believed there wouldn’t be an issue, but then you both presented. I did not want to lose either one of you.”

“Liar! Do you have any idea what you’ve put my sister through all these years! All her life!”

“I have been protecting you all these years, whether you see it that way or not. It would have been better if only one of you were born, but perhaps this is punishment for what I did to my own brother.”

“You can believe your delusions all you want, but I would never treat my sister in such a manner. I will keep her safe.”

“It is only a matter of time before the truth comes to light if you leave things this way.”

“It won’t come to that.”

Yunho had nothing more to say and certainly did not want to continue this conversation. So he excused himself, knowing he needed to get out of the palace just to breathe properly. He knew he was bound to clash with the King over matters pertaining to you, but it felt like a line was being crossed. He was nothing like the King, and he did not intend to end up like him. At least while outside the palace he could distract himself. Even if he wasn’t going to admit it, he knew there was a high chance of the truth being revealed. He needed to figure out a way to protect you without having to resort to drastic measures. While he browsed the market, lost in thought, he wound up running into a familiar face once again.

“Lord Park, I’m quite surprised to find you out here once more.”

“I might say the same, Lord Jeong. Stepping out must be a new habit of yours.”

“It would seem so. Might I ask what the flowers are for?”

“Ah, they’re nice to have, and I enjoy supporting the local business.”

For a while the two kept each other company, Seonghwa showing Yunho around to the best places. There was much to do during the day, just as there were plenty of activities during the night. Although Seonghwa had to excuse himself first as he did have matters to attend to. Yunho remained out in the markets for a while longer before returning as well. He kept constant tabs on your health, but there hadn’t been any major developments as of late. It was both good, and somewhat concerning. Perhaps it would just take time for everything to come in, so he just needed to be patient.

♦♦♥♦♦

Seonghwa was well aware that the Crown Prince had been stepping out a lot more often. That meant he would have his chance to sneak into the library, he just needed to plan accordingly. In the meantime, things went back to their usual routines. One of his favorite things to do was get you some pastries early in the morning. This led to a minor run-in with the Crown Prince on one occasion. He was of course polite, but he was getting annoyed with the fact their paths kept crossing. He let it go though, going off to see you.

“Seonghwa! I told you I had my weekly check-up this morning, you shouldn’t be here.”

“I know, I know, but I got you some pastries. You need a reward after seeing the physician.”

“… you’re the best.”

“Of course I am.”

“Can I at least have one now?”

“Just one, okay.”

“Fine.”

You took the bag from Seonghwa, taking in a big whiff of the pastries. They always smelled so good, and the warmth was so comforting. Just as promised you’d only have one, picking the biggest you could find. Although before you could take a bite Seonghwa stopped you, grabbing your wrist.

“What?”

“You don’t feel it?”

“Feel what?”

“Y/n, your fangs are poking out.”

“Really!?”

You eagerly went over to the mirror, eyes going wide as you saw your fangs in the reflection. You were checking yourself, gently reaching to poke them.

“Careful, they’re sharp.”

“They’re so cool.”

“They are, but you need to learn to control them or you will hurt yourself.”

“I know, I know.”

You happily ate your pastry as Seonghwa helped walk you through controlling your fangs. You kinda got the hang of it, but would still need more practice. He couldn’t stay much longer, but you’d have his help later that night. Of course Yeosang was happy to learn of this new development, giving you tips as well. You were glad to be coming into your power, and you couldn’t wait to show Yunho as well. He was out of the palace at the moment, but you knew the second he got back he would come visit you. In the meantime you could work on control.

♦♦♥♦♦

It wasn’t until midday that Yunho returned to the palace. His arrival was met with good news as he was informed of your latest development. He was happy to hear, going to visit you as soon as he could. When he arrived he found you staring at the mirror.

“How do they feel?”

“Weird… they’re a part of me, but they feel so new, almost fake but they’re not.”

“They are very real, and you need to be careful.”

“I know, that’s why I’m trying to learn control. Any tips?”

“Breathe and focus. Your fangs are just another part of you, controlling them should be like flexing your fingers.”

“I’m getting there, slowly but surely. The fangs are also a lot of fun.”

You stepped away from the mirror and grabbed your last pastry. You still had some food around, having taken your time with your meal as you were playing around with your fangs as well. Yunho was happy to watch you, although his gaze was drawn elsewhere for a moment. He noticed the flowers in your room, believing they looked similar to the ones Seonghwa had purchased a few days ago. Not to mention you had just been eating pastries from outside the palace. He didn’t comment on any of that though, something else coming to mind.

“Have you spoken to Lord Park as of late?”

You choked on air for a second. “What? Lord Park? What are you talking about? I don’t get to leave my quarters, remember? He tried talking to me and I got locked up. I hope he doesn’t feel guilty about it though, it wasn’t really his fault.”

“Right. I’ll relay your sentiments to him.”

“Thank you.”

Yunho stuck around for a little longer, giving you advice on how to master your new ability. Then he excused himself, promising to come again soon. He left seeing a bright smile on your face, knowing that wouldn’t be fading anytime soon.

“Jongho.”

“Yes, your highness?”

“Keep an eye on Seonghwa going forward, and report everything back to me.”

“Yes, your highness.”

♦♦♥♦♦

There wasn’t really a pattern to when the Crown Prince stepped out, or for how long, so Seonghwa needed to get lucky, or real plan for this. To his own surprise he got the perfect chance. The day your fangs came in, he knew the Crown Prince was outside the palace, and once he returned he’d surely visit you. It meant for that day he’d have a proper warning system. He’d know when the Crown Prince returned and would know where he’d be. This was the best chance he was going to get. So after leaving you he made sure to confirm the Crown Prince was gone, and then snuck into his private library.

Hongjoong would be his look out, so at least for now he didn’t have to worry about getting caught. It was quite a treat to be in the Crown Prince’s library alone, especially since this place was only ever meant for one person, and that wasn’t him. He browsed the shelves, seeing the type of books the Crown Prince used in his studies, but he wasn’t seeing any records of the royal family. They had to be here somewhere as it was essential to his studies. While looking around a bookshelf in the back caught his attention. It stuck out a bit compared to the shelves next to it. He approached, finding he could move it into the wall until it revealed itself to be a door into a secret room.

Seonghwa stepped into this new area, seeing more shelves filled with books. A quick glance over them and he could see these were similar to what was out in the rest of the library. He was about to grab one when he noticed a book on the table nearby, seeing that it was what he had truly been looking for. He grabbed the book, browsing the pages and growing concerned. He’s done his research on the royal family lineage but the book in his hands told another story. What he was reading seemed wrong, seemed impossible, but such a book being in a secret room in the Crown Prince’s library meant it held some truth. In fact reading this confirmed his own suspicions and he hated what it meant.

Despite his better judgement he took the book with him, making his way out of the library. Hongjoong was waiting for him outside, rather surprised to see him so soon. He noticed the book in the other’s hand but made no comment as the two returned to Seonghwa’s quarters. It was only when they were alone that Seonghwa handed over the book, letting Hongjoong read for himself. Hongjoong’s silence and shocked look told him everything. This information didn’t just change things, it brought so much more into question. Seonghwa still didn’t know what to do with it himself.

“Seonghwa… this… is it real?”

“This book was in a secret room in the Crown Prince’s library. The records there are similar to the official ones except for one change, and I know it’s not a lie.”

“Doesn’t this change everything though? Your plan…”

Hongjoon’s words trailed off as he realized above all else, Seonghwa was pissed. He couldn’t really understand why, but he knew this information was upsetting.

“Seonghwa.”

“All these years… everything was a lie… and for what exactly?”

“What do you want to do now?”

“I… I have to tell her the truth… she deserves that, but… all these years… I don’t know how she’ll take it… I don’t know how I…”

“You’re sure about this, right?”

Emotions were overflowing from Yunho, but he needed to compose himself. Too much had happened too fast, a betrayal on two sides. He didn’t want to believe it, even now, but the truth was out, and there was nothing that could change that. He knew he could deal with his sister later, so for now the most important matter was in relation to Seonghwa. He wanted that person out of the palace as soon as possible, which meant he had to confront them now. Both Seonghwa and his guard Hongjoong were locked up, calm and quiet. He hated it.

“I acted alone.” Seonghwa stated. “My family has nothing to do with my actions.”

Yunho scoffed. “You expect me to believe that?”

“My father would never approve of my actions as it would cause conflict and break relations between our families. You know that to be true. So exile is the best way to maintain peace, and I shall go without issue.”

“You’re very calm considering the circumstances.”

“I know what must happen now.”

“Then tell me, why were you involved with the princess?”

“Is it so hard to understand that my actions were based off love.”

“You really expect me to believe that as well?”

“I suppose you know better than I how her life has been. Sneaking around and going to her at night was the only way to care for her, to love her as she rightfully deserves.”

“Well because of you I’ll need to keep a better eye on her. She’ll remain in her quarters indefinitely, and guarded at all times.”

“You’re no better than the king and queen.”

“I am nothing like them!” Yunho snapped. “If they were in charge of the situation you would be dead by now, but I won’t cause my sister such harm. So instead of death you’ll live in exile and never see the princess again.”

“You don’t have to lie to me. You want me dead as well, but I thank you for your merciful heart.”

“You’ll leave in the morning, and never return.”

“Then let me make one thing clear.” Seonghwa stood up, standing face to face with Yunho. “If you hurt her, I will know, and I will make you pay.”

Those words were nothing but an empty threat, but Yunho appreciated seeing something real, even if for a moment. He didn’t bother with a reply and simply walked away. Whether he believed Seonghwa’s words or not didn’t matter. That traitor was leaving, and he’d never allow them near his sister again.

“Jongho.”

“Yes, your highness.”

“I will not tarnish the Park name now as it would disrupt peace. Once I ascend the throne I shall get new advisors. So let’s keep this as simple and as quiet as possible.”

“Yes, your highness.”

“We’ll just say that Seonghwa is not cut out for the palace or the role of a royal advisor. They’ll be relieved of their responsibilities and leave the palace indefinitely.”

♦♦♥♦♦

You couldn’t sleep that night, merely pacing back and forth, wiping away tears and choking back sobs. By now your eyes were red and puffy, and your throat a bit dry and itchy. You felt responsible for everything that had happened, and the guilt of it all weighed heavily on your shoulders. Above all you hated yourself. You were so pathetic, and you couldn’t do anything about what was going on. So you resorted to lashing out, destroying everything in your room, screaming until your voice went hoarse, ignoring all the pains and aches that bloomed on your body. These injuries were nothing compared to what Seonghwa was going through, what you had put him through.

You only stopped when there was nothing left unbroken. You laid among the mess, the last inklings of tears sliding down your face. You reached for the necklace Seonghwa had given you, holding it tight as your heart ached. Time had no meaning, and before you knew it you saw bits of daylight creeping in. Once you realized what that meant you rushed out of your quarters. Except when you made it to the gates the guards posted there grabbed you and held you back. You started screaming and begging, desperate to see Seonghwa one last time. The guards weren’t budging, and then you saw Mingi, Yunho’s royal guard. Your heart immediately dropped, fearing the worst in seeing him.

“Is… is Seonghwa gone…?” Mingi shook his head. “Please, I want to see him off, please, please.”

“I can’t do that, your highness.”

“Please! I have to see him!”

“Your highness-”

“She can come with me.”

As you were begging, Yeosang seemed to come by. You were certain Yunho had sent him over to check on you, but he was your chance.

“With all due respect, I was-”

“I’ll take responsibility.” Yeosang assured. “I am the one looking after her health after all. If she’s kept from this, it will negatively affect her.”

“…”

“Come now, we don’t have much time.”

Yeosang pushed aside the guards and took your hand, leading the way. He escorted you, and Mingi followed as well with some other guards. You were certainly a mess, but cleaned yourself up as best as you could. It was very early in the morning so no one else was really around, which was all the more reason for Seonghwa’ exile to happen at daybreak. By the time anyone knew what had happened, he would already be gone. You were nervous, a part of you not fully accepting what was happening, and you had no idea what you would say. None of it mattered though as the moment you saw Seonghwa dressed in white your mind went blank and you ran to his side.

“Seonghwa!”

The guards escorting him intended to stop you, but Seonghwa pushed past them and met to embrace you. They likely would have separated you, but Mingi told the others to hold off and let you both have your moment. You were so focused on Seoghwa you didn’t even realize your brother was approaching.

“What is the meaning of this!?” Yunho snapped. “What is she doing here!? I never-”

“She needs this.” Yeosang interrupted, stepping in front of Yunho to halt him in his tracks. “If you don’t allow her to bid him farewell her mental state will suffer more. I brought her here, I shall take responsibility.”

Yunho actually growled at Yeosang, but let it go. This would be the end regardless. So he could allow a few moments to say goodbye, even if he hated it.

“Seonghwa… I’m so sorry…”

You hugged Seonghwa tightly the moment he was in your arms again, fresh tears starting to fall. He hugged you tightly in return, gently rocking your body to the side and rubbing circles into your back.

“Sh, it’s not your fault.”

“It is…”

“You weren’t the one sneaking into my quarters.”

“Seonghwa…”

“Sh, please don’t cry. Everything’s going to be alright.”

“I don’t want you to go…”

“I have to, you know that.”

“I’m sorry…”

“Stop apologizing, it’s okay.”

You pulled away from the hug, Seonghwa wiping away your tears. He was holding himself together, and he looked so ethereal in the morning light.

“You… you were going to tell me something… what is it…?”

“Now is not the time, but I must ask you to be strong, and to take good care of yourself.” Seonghwa caressed your cheek. “I will make this right, I will find my way back to you, I promise.”

“Seonghwa-”

Before you could say more Mingi grabbed you and pulled you away from Seonghwa. He held you back as other guards dragged Seonghwa back to his original spot. You tried to hold on, but your hands slipped from his, and his warmth lingered on your fingertips. You were held back as Seonghwa’s exile was properly announced, presented as him being unable to fulfill his duties and voluntarily leaving. It was all a lie and it hurt even more. Tears kept flowing and blurred your vision. You couldn’t watch him go so you hid your face in Mingi’s chest. He awkwardly tried to comfort you, but it wasn’t going to help much. The silence that fell was quietly filled with your sobs. After a moment Yeosang pulled you towards him, softly telling you it was time to go back to your quarters. In any other situation you might have fought back, but you were so defeated you simply let Yeosang lead you away, back to your cell.

You felt dead with every step, moving further and further away from the person you loved so much. Your vision was still a bit blurry, a few sniffles here and there. The pain in your chest was indescribable, and you hated knowing you had to go on like this. This was all just a bad dream you wanted to wake up from, but you didn’t know if you would. Yeosang was leading the way, and you weren’t paying much attention until you heard multiple footsteps. It was too early to be hearing so many people, and when you looked up you immediately stopped. You saw the Queen and her entourage approaching. Instinctively you moved behind Yeosang, grabbing his clothes and trying not to let fear overtake you. As she approached you caught her gaze and knew she was upset with you. She certainly had multiple reasons.

“You-”

The Queen did not care for you trying to use Yeosang as a shield, and she moved to strike you. Of course you hid, waiting for that physical pain, but it never came. When you peeked your eyes open you saw Yunho holding the Queen’s arm and then shove her back.

“The Princess is under my care. You have no right to harm her.”

“Really? Your care? And how did that go?”

“I’ll remind you this was happening before I took over, and I’m the one who dealt with it.”

“Of course.”

“I will also add that the Princess is confined to her quarters indefinitely under my orders. She is not to leave nor is she allowed any visitors without my approval. So don’t think you can scold her later.”

“Hmph.”

The Queen took one last glance your way before leaving with her entourage. Before you would have been grateful for Yunho, but right now he wasn’t in your good graces. From there Yunho escorted you back to your quarters. When he saw the mess that had become of your room he made no comment.

“Since the sun is up, why don’t we have breakfast in your garden? Meanwhile I’ll have your court ladies-”

“Leave.”

“Excuse me?”

“I don’t want to see you.”

“Alright, I’ll let you rest. Although, your court ladies do need to clean the room and you need to eat. I don’t want you-”

“Just go already.”

“Okay.”

For now Yunho would comply with your request. He was worried, but you’d likely need some space for the time being. He could give it, and others would keep an eye on you for him. Mingi’s most trusted guards would remain outside your quarters, and they all had their orders. Once Yunho was gone you collapsed in bed as tears started falling again. Seonghwa was gone, you knew that for sure now. Every moment that passed meant he was further and further away from you. He told you he’d make things right, that he would come back, but you had no idea how he’d keep such a promise. All you could do now was hope and wait, even if it hurt. So you quietly cried, laying in bed until you passed out on your own. The night had been extremely eventful, and you were far more tired than you even knew. You slept until your court ladies awoke you, bringing you food.

They moved some things aside, trying to suggest that they could clean while you ate but you told them to leave immediately. The two quickly excused themselves, leaving you with food. You weren’t actually hungry, and for a while you just stared at it. In reality you wouldn’t eat, but you knew Seonghwa would be worried. You forced yourself to take a few bites, but that’s really all you could manage. The rest you threw out, then you noticed the medicine. You really wished Seonghwa had tried it, he likely would have told you all about it. Still, you knew it was important but you only drank a bit before throwing the rest out as well. You left the mess of your room as it was and laid in bed. You pulled out the necklace you had, seeing the sun and moon together. It was just like you and Seonghwa, both from two different worlds, but still finding a way to be together.

The days blurred together in meaningless repetition. Your room remained a mess for a while as your court ladies would slowly clean, bit by bit as they came to drop off food and pick up empty dishes. You’d drift in and out of sleep, staying in your undergarments and refusing to bathe. When food was brought you’d only manage a few bites, taking a sip of your medicine, and tossing everything else out. The animals would eat your leftovers so they did well to cover your tracks. You didn’t cry anymore, having dried up all your tears. You knew this type of living wasn’t what Seonghwa wanted from you, but you didn’t have the energy for anything else. All you could really do was hold onto his promise, but the more you dwelled on it, and as everyday passed it became harder to believe. You missed Seonghwa, everything about him, but now you were supposed to live without him. You honestly didn’t know how long you could last.

♦♦♥♦♦

Yunho gave you space, just as you wanted, knowing very well he was the last person you wanted to see. At least he knew you were eating meals and taking your medicine. Soon enough he was going to need to send Yeosang to check on you, and he himself would have to pay you a visit. He knew it likely would not go well, but it was necessary. Of course in the meantime he had other matters to deal with. The sudden news of exile stirred up trouble in the palace, and such a thing warranted an audience with the King. For such a meeting Minister Park was present as well, which was to be expected.

“Your highness, I deeply apologize for the actions of-”

Yunho held up his hand. “You do not need to apologize. I am aware that the boy acted of their own accord, and I hold no malice towards you or the rest of the Park family.”

“That is very wise of you, my son.” The King stated. “Then we can move forward with assigning another-”

“No, that won’t be necessary.”

“Pardon?”

“I’ve had my own advisor by my side for many years now, and I rather they remain as my sole advisor. I also have no intention of having a Park as my royal advisor going forward.”

“You cannot be serious.”

“Indeed I am. This long standing relationship between the Jeong’s and Park’s is what led to this whole incident in the first place, and I will not allow a repeat. My decision is final on this.”

“I see, and how is the princess?”

“Fine. I have the situation handled, and she will not be a problem to you.”

“Handled? The whole palace is aware of the exile, even if the public believe it was a voluntary leave. You call that handled?”

“The palace was never suited for him. Everyone can agree on that, so the story is not one to be questioned. If there is nothing else to discuss here I shall take my leave as I have other matters to attend to.”

What’s done was done, so there really was no reason to discuss such things further. Without another word Yunho excused himself.

“Your highness.” Jongho began. “If I may, your actions here could be taken the wrong way. Others may think you are making enemies.”

“I’ve always had enemies, Jongho. Some I didn’t even realize.”

♦♦♥♦♦

“This is all still incredibly dangerous, Seonghwa. We are lucky to be alive.”

“Actually being killed would have been difficult, I do bear the Park name afterall.” Seonghwa commented. “What I despise is how this all went down, and I’m worried about y/n.”

“We should get news from the palace soon.”

“Are Wooyoung and San alright?”

“They should be. Neither had strong ties to us, and our relationship appeared purely professional. They’ll likely keep a low profile for the time being to not arouse suspicion or make others question where their loyalties lie.”

“Good.”

That fateful day, after the painful goodbye, Seonghwa and Hongjoong were escorted to the edge of the town. They were given a horse and some basic supplies, another escort team took them further away, leaving them in a small village to live quiet lives. Of course any attempt to return to the palace would result in imprisonment, and there were those around who would keep an eye on them and make sure they didn’t try anything. Seonghwa had no intention of returning to the palace without a plan, and now that he was out here, there was something he needed to do. As long as he didn’t go towards the palace he could do as he pleased, so Seonghwa and Hongjoong packed up for a little journey.

“Where exactly are we going, Seonghwa?”

“This exile works in our favor. There is someone we need to find. They’ll be able to help us.”

“Who could possibly be out here that can provide help? And for what exactly?”

“You’ll see.”

“Well, we’ve been traveling for days now, is this person really worth it?”

“Incredibly so.”

All that traveling led them to a small home out in the woods. The whole place was isolated, and felt oddly familiar too. Seonghwa slowly approached the house, shouting to see if anyone was present. For a long while it was quiet, and then an older man appeared with a sword.

“Who are you? Why are you here?’

The question itself had a difficult and complicated response, but this person looked them over and seemed to recognize the type of clothes they wore.

“I see we are in the same predicament.”

“Precisely.” Seonghwa confirmed. “You’re the exiled Prince Jeong, Grand Uncle of the current Crown Prince.”

“That may be, but the question remains, who are you and what do you want?”

“I want your help. I know why you were exiled, the true reason, all over some secret you did not want to keep. For you it was just something not to speak of, but it is happening now with the current Princess.”

“The Princess? Are you saying she-”

“Yes. I’ve confirmed it myself, and I’ve seen the true records of the royal lineage. I know exactly what has happened in the past in regard to this situation.”

“And what exactly do you want to do with this information?”

“I had plans before, but now all I want more than anything is to get the Princess out of the palace and go far away.”

“You need my help for that?”

“As a royal you know the palace better than I, you would also know how far the King’s reach truly is. I need to get her out safely, and to leave this kingdom entirely.”

“I admire your dedication, but if what you say is true, the safest place for her is the palace.”

“I don’t believe that.”

“Yes you do. You come here asking for an escape plan, yet there is another idea in your head. The latter is what needs to be done, and I can help with that as well.”

“The Princess won’t like it.”

“You care for her, don’t you? Why else would you go through such trouble? You know what needs to be done here, and you know it is for her sake.”

“It shouldn’t have to be this way.”

“We both know this situation was created by others, and we have a duty to rectify that.”

Yunho couldn’t get these new concerns out of his head. He didn’t want to be suspicious of his own sister, yet he was. Maybe he was wrong and just overthinking things, but he still had to look into the matter. Even though he had his people keeping an eye on Seonghwa, he had to do his own investigations. For starters, he wanted to speak to your court ladies.

“Apologies, your highness, but we know nothing about those.”

“Really? You aren’t the ones getting her flowers or pastries from outside the palace?”

“No, your highness. Keeping in mind the princess’ health, it would be dangerous to provide her with things from the outside. The Queen also forbade such actions from us. We apologize for not being aware of such matters.”

Yunho didn’t say much else, leaving with his own suspicions growing stronger. Someone was giving his sister flowers and pastries in secret. Although he couldn’t go around accusing anyone until he knew for sure. The next step in his own investigation took him outside the palace. Trying to track down flowers and pastries wouldn’t be easy, in fact he might not get anywhere, but he at least had to try. There were many stalls that sold flowers, as well as pastries, so this whole search felt like a needle in a haystack. Still, he browsed, hoping for something. He stopped as he came to a particular flower stall. The ones present seemed similar to the ones he had seen in your room. Of course this could just be coincidence but maybe there was something to gain. His presence didn’t go unnoticed either.

“Shopping for a pretty lady, my lord?”

“You could say that… might I ask, do you have any regulars who buy flowers from you?”

“There are a few lords and ladies who buy flowers from me every now and then, but I can’t say they’re regulars. Then again, there is one lord who I believe is deeply in love.”

“Do you know who it is, perhaps?”

“I don’t usually ask names, but he is very handsome. When he comes by it’s always early in the morning and he tends to be my first customer of the day. He always gets the freshest flowers possible as he wants them to last his lover for a very long time.”

“How kind.”

“Indeed. He makes sure to replace the flowers before the others wilt. I figured I’d help keep track for him as well.”

“What do you mean?”

“The last couple of times he’s bought from me I’ve taken a flower from the bouquet and kept it here.” The stall owner pointed to a single wilting flower off to the side. “That way I know when to expect him back. I suspect I might see this love bird soon.”

“I see. I don’t suppose the lord ever has pastries with them as well?”

“I only sell flowers, I wouldn’t know of anything else.”

“Thank you very much for your insight. May I get two bouquets from you?”

“Of course.”

Upon returning to the palace Yunho asked Jongho to deliver one of the bouquets to the Queen as he would be taking the other to his sister. He had ulterior motives, but first and foremost he wanted to see you.

“Yunho!”

“How are you feeling? Any better with your fangs?”

“I think I got it, but I’m still being cautious.”

“That’s good. I bought you some flowers as a late gift. I’m so happy to see your powers coming in.”

“Thank you. I’ll get a vase and some water.”

“I see the others are wilting, so it’s a good time to replace them.”

“Huh? Oh, no, those are still lovely, I don’t mind having two. One from you feels very special.”

“And where’s the other one from?”

“… I told you, my court ladies-”

“Right, you did mention.”

Yunho stuck around for a while, giving you some more tips about your claws and fangs. You seemed to be doing well in all aspects, but he knew it wouldn’t be long before your eyes started revealing your true nature. He was running out of time on that and needed some help. There was really only one person he could go to that he trusted, but this was a very serious matter. So he asked to meet outside the palace, somewhere private where they could talk freely.

“I never expected to be invited out by you, your highness.”

“It’s good to get out of the palace. I’m sure it has been a while for you as well.”

“It has, so I appreciate the opportunity. Although I’m sure this isn’t a social call.”

“You’d be correct.” Yunho took a breath. “I need you to answer me honestly, Yeosang.”

“Of course.”

“How is y/n doing?”

“She is well. Her power is growing gradually and she is in good health, better than I have seen her before. She’s alright, I assure you.”

“What about her eyes?”

“That’s always the last thing to properly develop, so there should be some changes in that aspect soon. She asks about her eyes as well, so she is very eager to see the golden color.”

“Yeosang.”

“Yes, your highness?”

“Is there any way… to halt her power growth?”

“Do you mean some form of suppressant?”

“Yes.”

“Your highness, I must say-”

“Answer the question, please.”

Yeosang sighed. “Even with her claws and fangs present, there are certain herbs that can suppress her power. At this point she’d likely lose some control of her wolf attributes, and I doubt her eyes would properly change.”

“So there is a way to prevent her eyes from showing.”

“Your highness, I may speak out of turn but the princess has already suffered because her powers came in so late. To give her suppressants now would not be good for her health.”

“That’s why you’re looking over her.”

“Your highness, there is no reason to do this.”

“It’s for her own sake.”

“I don’t see-”

“Yeosang.”

“Yes, your highness?”

“I need you to be on my side, to be one of my people. This matter, it’s something that needs to stay between us.”

“You don’t intend to tell the princess about the suppressants?”

“No.”

“Your highness-”

“I need you to trust me, Yeosang.”

“I cannot do this. You say it’s for the princess’ sake but I disagree. Your words contradict your intentions to look after her. This would only hurt her.”

“That’s why I don’t want to tell her. She can’t know.”

“Your highness-”

“I do not ask you to follow me blindly. There is something else I must tell you, and with this you should understand my intentions. This information must stay between us as no one else knows of this. If I cannot trust you, Yeosang, this won’t end well.”

“So if I don’t agree, I’m not walking out of here alive?”

“I don’t think it will come to that. You’re her physician after all, you care for her, as do I.”

“I value my life, your highness, but I won’t simply bend to your will with such a threat.”

“Which is why I ask you to listen, and consider things from my perspective.”

“Go on then.”

Yunho knew sharing this information was dangerous, he hadn’t told anyone else, but needed to be honest if he truly wanted Yeosang to help him. So he explained, sharing a terrible family secret with someone he considered a friend. It was selfish to burden him with this too, but all he could hope for was understanding.

“…”

“I need to protect her.”

“This isn’t really protecting her, and you know it.”

“What other choice do I have? Because of this the King allowed his own daughter to be poisoned. He said it was for her sake, for my sake.”

“And what you want to do isn’t all that different.”

“I am not the King.”

“You are still intending to lie to her, and make her take suppressants. Is that really all that different from using poison to hide the truth? Why don’t you just speak with her, tell her the truth and then-”

“If she knew the truth it would destroy her, everything, her whole life, I can’t do that to her.”

“So in the end you’re going to follow your ancestors path?”

“Chaos would ensue if this got out. Even then, I only care about protecting her.”

“And this is the only way you intend to do it?”

“I won’t hurt her the way they have. I’ll keep her safe. So I need to know if you’re on my side.”

“…” Yeosang sighed. “I don’t like this… but I understand… the situation… this will be temporary, right?”

“For now, yes. I will find a better solution once I ascend the throne. So, you’ll help me?”

“Temporarily. Her health is my concern, if this affects her badly I will not continue, I don’t care about the consequences. Understood?”

“Yes. Thank you.”

“I don’t want thanks for this.”

♦♦♥♦♦

Jongho received reports throughout the day about Lord Park’s whereabouts and actions. There wasn’t really anything out of the ordinary. They were both ministers so spending all day locked in a room with books and reports was common. Although Lord Park was certainly an early riser. He did have more work on his plate so that made sense as well. The only things he found odd were when the lord went outside the palace before sunrise. 

Then again, he had lived outside the palace most of his life. Perhaps the outside felt more like home. Jongho would compile two reports, one in the morning and another in the afternoon. Things were mostly the same, and he wasn’t sure if Yunho was looking for something in particular. He wasn’t even sure why Yunho wanted to keep an eye on Lord Park, but he just hoped he was helping. For him there was nothing new in this report, but to the Crown Prince today was very important.

“He went out to buy flowers this morning?”

“Yes. He stepped out and returned with a bouquet in hand.”

“What kind of flowers did he buy?”

“I’m afraid I don’t have such details.”

Yunho immediately got up, heading out. Jongho wasn’t sure what had caused such a reaction, but he was quick to follow.

“Where are you going, your highness?”

“The Princess’ quarters.”

“All of a sudden? The afternoon meal has already been served.”

“That’s fine. I don’t need an excuse to see my own sister.”

“Of course, your highness. Although I do believe physician Kang is with the princess at the moment.”

“Good.”

Yunho arrived at your quarters to find you with Yeosang. You were getting your weekly check up, and something more. There was a bowl of medicine before you, and he could see reluctance on your face.

“Yunho, what brings you by?”

“I heard physician Kang was bringing you some new medicine to try.”

“Ah… yes…”

“I figured I should be present.”

“Thank you.”

It likely wasn’t fair to play such a card, to make you fearful, but it was better if he was here. He should have been here from the start, so it seemed this would work in his favor. Now that he could settle down his eyes were immediately drawn to the fresh flowers. The other vase in the room contained the flowers he had brought you before. It seemed his suspicions were correct, or it was just a coincidence.

“How is my sister?”

“The princess is in good health, which is why I would like to prescribe her some herbs so she can continue in her growth.”

“May I try them?”

“Of course, your highness.”

Yunho took the bowl that had been placed before you, offering you a reassuring smile before taking a sip. The taste wasn’t all bad, but as usual medicine rarely had a good flavor.

“It’s good, for medicine that is.”

“I’m guessing it’s bitter by your expression.”

“Only a bit. Here, you try it.”

You took the bowl from Yunho, taking a sip and gagging afterwards. You never liked medicine, but something like this would do you some good.

“How is it?”

“Manageable.”

“This will become your new morning medicine going forward.” Yeosang explained. “It pairs better with food than the previous one.”

“I’ll get used to this. Thank you.”

Yeosang excused himself and packed up his items. Yunho stuck around for a bit, seeing that you were going to paint. He knew you did that often while in your room since you had a good view from your window.

“Y/n.”

“Hm?”

“The flowers I gave you seem to be wilting, shall I get you new ones?”

“If you want to. I understand you’re busy.”

“Getting you flowers isn’t a complicated task. I see your court ladies got you some new ones today.”

“They did.”

“Did they toss out the old ones?”

“I… I don’t like throwing out flowers… I have a garden so I buried them here.”

“Ah, burying old flowers is quite poetic. Will you bury mine once they’ve completely wilted?”

“Of course.”

“Good.”

Yunho stayed for a while longer to watch you paint. Over the years you had gotten good, and he asked to have the painting when you finished it. You agreed and he’d send someone tomorrow to get it. He’d let you work in peace so he excused himself, happy to leave you with a smile on your face.

“Jongho.”

“Yes, your highness.”

“I want someone watching the princess’ quarters at all times going forward, discreetly.”

“… yes, your highness… may I be so bold as to ask why? First you had someone watch Lord Park, and now the Princess, if the King-”

“He has nothing to do with this. If my suspicions are right you will have your answer soon.”

“Understood, your highness.”

♦♦♥♦♦

Seonghwa had kept a smile on his face, keeping up the mask, but the truth was weighing on him. He was going to tell you, but he knew the truth would change everything for you. Right now your life was good, and getting better. It wouldn’t be so bad to keep his mouth shut and let you live as you were, but the truth would surface eventually, and he wouldn’t be one of the people to bury it. He was determined to break the news to you tonight, and be honest about everything else. He had faith that you’d overcome this together.

“Seonghwa!”

You ran into Seonghwa’s arms when you saw him jump down from the wall. He took you into his arms, spinning you around and holding you tightly. He had been going over his words all day, trying to figure out how best to say this, but even if he stumbled, his sincerity would come through, he knew that. So he held you for a long while.

“Seonghwa, is everything okay?”

“Of course… there’s just something I need to tell you…”

“What is it?”

Seonghwa took a deep breath and pulled away from the hug, staring at you with a soft smile on his face. He reached up to gently caress your cheek, wanting to admire you in this moment before everything changed. There was worry in your eyes, something he wanted to dispel, but he couldn’t do that, not tonight. You kept quiet and just watched Seonghwa, wondering what was going through his head.

“Y/n… there’s a lot I need to tell you… I don’t want to upset you, but I have to be honest… and I hope you can hear me out til the end…”

“Of course. You can tell me anything.”

You reached over to take Seonghwa’s hand in yours, giving it a light squeeze. He appreciated the gesture, hoping this wouldn’t be the last time you showed him love. He kissed your hand before letting go and then dropped to his knees, bowing his head low. His actions shocked you but you remained quiet, knowing you needed to be patient right now.

“… y/n… I-”

♦♦♥♦♦

Something felt off to Yunho, but he wasn’t certain of anything yet. He was still gathering information, so he had to have some patience. Although perhaps he did not need to wait long.

“Your highness! Your highness!”

“Jongho, do you have any idea the time-”

“Your highness, Lord Park, he- he’s in- you must come immediately!”

Those words immediately snapped Yunho to action. He had been in his study late into the night, but seeing the panic on Jongho’s face told him everything. He grabbed his sword and headed out. He didn’t need direction.

“Mingi, get the royal guards.”

“Yes, your highness.”

Without announcement Yunho barged into his sister’s quarters, stopping at the sight before him. A part of him wanted to believe his suspicions were unfounded and delusional, but he couldn’t lie to himself any longer. Seonghwa was kneeling before you, present in your quarters late into the night, a place he should not be. Yunho’s emotions bubbled beneath the surface, then he drew his sword.

“You dare!”

The sound of the doors flying open started you, and when you looked over your worst nightmare had come true. You stared at Yunho, frozen in fear. Then he drew his sword and began storming towards you. Even in your fear your first instinct was to stand in front of Seonghwa.

“Yunho, please, I-”

At that moment you saw the royal guards entering your quarters, way more than necessary. Your words began to falter as you had no idea what to say to diffuse the situation. 

“Yunho-”

“Arrest the tresspasser!” Yunho commanded, grabbing your arm and pulling you away. “And search the surrounding area for accomplices!”

“Wait, wait, please just listen to me!”

Guards grabbed Seonghwa, pulling him away but he wasn’t going to go quietly. He resisted against the guards, not wanting to be restrained.

“Seonghwa! Seonghwa!” You tried to reach for him, but Yunho pushed you back. “Yunho, let him go!”

“How long have you been sneaking into the Princess’ quarters!?” Yunho yelled. “Manipulating her!? Taking advantage of her!”

“Yunho!”

“I will have you killed for this!”

“YUNHO!”

You choked on your screams, really feeling the panic. Your voice was clearly being ignored and you were just worried about Seonghwa. You made a run towards him, only for one of the guards to hold you back.

“It’s okay, y/n.” Seonghwa assured. “Everything’s gonna be-”

“Do not fucken speak to her!”

Yunho pointed his sword at Seonghwa’s throat, making you scream again. You tried to free yourself to get to Seonghwa but you couldn’t.

“Yunho, please, please don’t hurt him!”

“Lock him up. He’ll be executed in the morning.”

You swear the scream that ripped from your throat could shatter glass, but it just made your voice hurt. You had to do something, and if your words weren’t going to work, then you needed to act. You drew the sword from one of the guards and without hesitation placed the blade against your throat.

“Your high-”

“If you kill him then you might as well drive a sword through my chest as well.”

“Y/n… put the sword down.” 

You finally had Yunho’s attention. In fact you had everyone’s attention. Your hands were shaking, and the cold metal against your throat was terrifying, but you had no intention of standing down. Yunho took careful steps towards you, trying to reason with you.

“This isn’t funny, now drop-”

“I’m not joking. If you kill him, I’ll die too.”

“Y/n, please don’t do this.” Seonghwa cried out. “This isn’t worth your life!”

“I won’t let you hurt him!” You yelled at Yunho. “If you do, then you’re hurting me.”

“You’re not thinking straight. This bastard has been messing with you and-”

“I love him.” You cried. “Please don’t hurt him… please don’t kill him.”

“Y/n, this-”

You took in a sharp breath and pressed the blade against your throat until it broke skin. Red drops began to slide down your neck, and you gently whimpered from the pain.

“Y/n! Stop this right now!” Seonghwa begged. “Please!”

“Your highness…” Jongho carefully approached Yunho. “Things are tense, perhaps it’s better to take some time to-”

“Exile.” Yunho stated, dropping his sword. “Lord Park Seonghwa shall be exiled and forbidden from entering the palace. Now lock him up.”

You knew this whole thing was a mess, but you trusted Yunho to keep his word. You dropped the sword in hand, making a run for Seonghwa, but Yunho grabbed you and held you back. So all you could do was watch as Seonghwa was taken away.

“Someone get physician Kang here immediately.”

“Yunho, let me see him!”

“No! Your actions were incredibly foolish, and you think you can make demands now? Let me see.”

Yunho carefully checked the wound on your neck, hating to see blood. He dragged you back inside into your chambers. He was still fuming and processing, but he needed to take care of you first. When Yeosang arrived he didn’t ask any questions, just tended to your wound and wrapped a bandage on it.

“You can’t just exile him.”

“I’m in charge of you, remember? You think I’m just going to let something like this go? Sneaking into your quarters in the middle of the night, he could have killed you many times over. Do you have any idea how dangerous this whole situation is!”

“He would never hurt me!”

“And you believe that? Stepping into your chambers in secret is treason. He should be killed.”

“Yunho!”

“As a small favor though, I’ll just exile him.”

“I want to see him.”

“No.”

“Then lock me up because I-”

“That’s exactly what I’m going to do.”

“Huh?”

“You are to remain in your quarters unless I say otherwise, and there will be guards posted all day and all night indefinitely.”

“So you’re making this place my prison?”

“I am keeping you safe.”

“From what? How am I supposed to trust you if-”

“Me? Which one of us held a blade to their throat tonight.”

“…”

“You promised not to make me worry, and yet here we are.”

“… please… please let me see him off at least…”

“No.”

“I won’t ever ask you for anything else… please…”

“I’ll consider it.”

Yunho left without another word, still upset but there was something else that needed his attention. As he left your chambers Mingi assured him guards would be outside your chambers at all times and would not allow anyone in without his authorization. He also mentioned having found Seonghwa’s guard Hongjoong nearby, and they had been locked up as well.

“Jongho.”

“Yes, your highness.”

A gentle sigh escaped your lips as you slowly opened your eyes. You could vaguely make out the sounds of birds chirping outside your window, a soothing little melody to help you welcome the new day. You sat up and did a bit of stretching, rubbing the sleep from your eyes. You looked around your room, the only few things that you could call your own. It was the same old stuff from before, nothing ever changed for you. A moment later you were up on your feet, one of your two court ladies helping you dress while the other tidied your room. Your breakfast was served and you ate until you felt full. Then came your medicine. It had a horrendous taste, but was necessary for your health. After drinking that you were left alone.

Most of your life had been confined to this room. The only exception was your evening walk and the family gatherings held in the King’s quarters. Two court ladies waited on you, as well as an eunuch, but they spent most of the day running errands around the palace unless you called on them. In all honesty you rarely called on any of your servants. Besides their basic duties of escorting you around the palace, bringing you your meals, and preparing you for the day, there wasn’t much else they did. Being part of your entourage was probably the easiest job in the palace. For the most part you also dismissed your ladies in the morning, and they only returned to fulfill their daily tasks.

You lived a very solitary life ever since you were old enough to be left alone. It wasn’t entirely by choice, but you understood why you had to stay in your quarters. You were born ill, and it wasn’t something you could recover from. You took medicine daily to maintain what little of your health you had, and you stayed hidden from everyone else for that same reason. You had taken up many things to fill your days. You knew how to embroider, to paint, but unfortunately you could never take up music or dance. It was better to be quiet and not do anything that could cause you injury. Or in better terms, you shouldn’t do anything that could draw attention to yourself. Everyone knew the royal family was ashamed of you, and for the most part you shared in those sentiments. The rumors around the palace were always the same.

“It’s hard to believe the Princess is of royal blood. Everyone would believe she’s illegitimate if not for the fact she’s the Crown Prince’s twin. I suppose since the Crown Prince is so strong and perfect, his twin must be the embodiment of all his weaknesses.”

The royal family has always been known to be strong, every offspring, and every in-law. Any sort of weakness in the royal family was unheard of, so your birth was seen as a bad omen. You were still of royal blood, so they weren’t going to outright kill you. Instead they chose to keep your existence hidden. Not many outside the palace knew a Princess existed, and even some inside had no idea either. As far as they knew, you were just the daughter of some high ranking official, and you weren’t around long enough for them to realize otherwise. Sometimes you wondered why you even bothered to stay alive. 

You weren’t exactly in a mood to do anything this morning, so you sat next to your window and looked out at your little garden. You did well to look after your plants, growing flowers and a few vegetables, but they weren’t for you to eat. With your garden so full of color and variety it welcomed other creatures to stop by and keep you company. You got to provide food for butterflies and bees, as well as birds and bunnies. It was nice to watch them come to your garden, but also bittersweet. They lived freely, coming and going as they pleased. You longed for something like that, but the chains that kept you in place ran through your blood.

After lunch you went on your walk. You didn’t go so far from your quarters, so it was a simple stroll through the royal garden, and a little walk around the palace. You walked the same path everyday, and as always kept to yourself. Occasionally you’d get a few glances your way, and heard some whispering about you, but no one ever approached you. They were either busy, or knew better than to engage with you. Not that you’d respond, you didn’t want to socialize with others either. That’s why it was important to walk with some sense of purpose, even if it was just to get back to your quarters. That way you appeared busy, which was another reason for someone not to bother you. At least that’s what usually worked.

“Hello, my lady.”

A gentleman suddenly stepped in front of you, blocking your path. He smiled kindly and offered you a bow. By the style of his clothes, you could tell he was a lord, but certainly not a familiar one. Since he was speaking to you, he was probably new to the palace and had no idea who you were.

“It’s a pleasure to meet you.”

The lord reached for your hand, but you took a quick step back. In the process you lost your footing and fell to the ground. He asked if you were alright, and attempted to help you to your feet, but you only scrambled back. Tears stung your eyes as you knew your mother would hear about this whole embarrassment of a situation and scold you for it. On top of that you just felt so pathetic.

“Lord Park!”

One of the guards came over and pulled the other away from you. The lord looked confused, but he was pushed back as the guard stepped forward and bowed.

“Apologies, your Highness.”

“Highness?”

“Lord Park is new to the palace and I am to escort him to his father. He escaped from my sight for a moment. Please forgive me for my failures. It won’t happen again.”

You didn’t respond verbally, but when the guard looked up you nodded to him. He bowed once more before grabbing the lord and taking him elsewhere. You took a moment to steady your breath before attempting to get up. It wasn’t exactly easy given that you were already nervous, so you asked your ladies to help you up. Once you were back on your feet your ladies dusted you off before you continued on your way. You asked them to help you with a change of clothes, knowing what was coming next.

“Your Highness, your presence is requested at the King’s quarters.”

“The King…”

Your nerves went up tenfold when your eunuch came to deliver the news, although you weren’t sure to be afraid or glad. The King never requested your presence, so this was a first. You made sure you were presentable and made your way over. Your arrival was announced and once you stepped inside you realized the real reason for your presence. The King hadn’t requested you, this was just an impromptu meeting of the royal family. Any positive feelings you had about the situation subsided and you bowed before taking your seat next to the Queen. 

Across from you the Crown Prince sat, and he smiled at you when you arrived. You offered him a smile back, but merely kept your head down and remained quiet. A conversation had been going on before you arrived, and you only interrupted for a moment. Your presence didn’t change anything, so the others continued speaking as before. One of the court ladies served you some tea, but you weren’t entirely in a mood. These little gatherings never really involved you, so it was certainly pointless to invite you. Although you were a member of the royal family so your physical presence was required.

“Mother, I’ve told you, it’s too early to speak of marriage.” The Crown Prince said. “I have yet to begin my studies to inherit the throne.”

“All the more reason. You need a Crown Princess to help you begin your duties as King.”

“Father hasn’t even spoken of abdicating the throne. And even then, my marriage is not a condition to be King.”

“There are plenty of young and beautiful ladies to choose from.” The King mentioned. “It wouldn’t be a bad idea to start looking at your options.”

“Father!”

The room erupted into laughter, and you merely smiled to yourself for a moment. Talks of the Crown Prince’s marriage had been going around for a while now. The Queen brought it up any chance she got, especially during these gatherings. Today seemed to mark the day the King finally joined in on that topic of conversation.

“You bring up a good point my son. I do believe it is time for you to begin the most important studies for the throne.”

“And your Crown Princess can study her duties as the future Queen and your wife.” The Queen added. “It’d be wonderful.”

Even though you felt invisible, and were mostly unwanted, there was still a part of you that wanted recognition. Or at least some sort of acknowledgement.

“Congratulations on your ascension and engagement, Crown Prince. The entire nation will be overjoyed by the news. I promise to do my best with my duties as a Princess to assist you.”

“Nothing’s official.” The Crown Prince spoke with a shy smile. “Simply speaking of it here doesn’t put anything in motion.”

“Nonsense.” The Queen stated. “I will send out a message in the morning to begin your search for a wife.”

“Mother!”

“Let the boy begin his studies and focus on the throne first.” The King interrupted. “A King serves the nation before anyone else. We can talk of marriage once he understands what the throne truly means.”

“Thank you, Father.”

“Let us meet tonight in the Crown Prince’s library. I have something to give you.”

“Of course, Father.”

The rest of the meeting continued on as it usually did. Despite speaking, no one cared for what you said, and you knew it was foolish to speak to begin with. You were the first to excuse yourself, leaving them to speak more freely, but to your surprise a moment later the Queen stepped out, coming over to speak with you. For a second there you thought you had escaped, but nothing got past the Queen.

“You made a fool of yourself today.” 

“…”

“Your duties as a Princess?” The Queen scoffed. “You are a Princess in name alone. You are not capable of fulfilling any duties the title actually comes with. Do not expect to assist the Crown Prince with anything regarding his ascension to the throne, or marriage.”

“I understand…”

“Do you? Or did you already forget about your earlier embarrassment? You can’t even act like a proper lady in front of a lord.”

“I… I’m sorry… I-”

“I don’t want to hear it. Is it really that difficult not to draw attention to yourself?”

“Apologies, your Majesty. I won’t cause a scene again.”

You bowed to the Queen as she went on her way, not moving until she and everyone from her entourage were out of sight. You took a deep breath to hold back your tears and then retreated to your quarters. Your court ladies were about to begin undressing you when the Crown Prince arrived. You welcomed him into your quarters, taking your proper seat and keeping your head low.

“What brings you by, Crown Prince?”

“You know I hate when you talk to me like that, y/n. It’s just us here, the least you can do is drop the titles.”

You slowly lifted your gaze, seeing the childish smile on your brother’s face. You couldn’t help but mimic it.

“I wasn’t expecting you, Yunho. You don’t usually visit me after family gatherings, you and the King tend to talk for a while longer.”

“He wants to talk to me later, so I thought I’d bless you with my presence now.”

You chuckled. “Thank you.”

“Anything for my precious baby sister.”

“I’m like a minute younger than you.”

“Which means I’m a minute older, and that makes you my little sister.”

“You’re ridiculous.”

“And you love me for it.” Yunho giggled. “So, tell me about your day. I heard you ran into a lord. How was that?”

“Ugh, don’t remind me.”

“Come on, tell me, was he handsome? Or perhaps cute? Did he stutter talking to you?”

“Stop it.”

“I wanna know.”

“Well, I fell to the ground and couldn’t speak a word. One of the guards apologized to me and pulled him away. It was just embarrassing.” 

“Ouch. That doesn’t mean he won’t try again.”

“As if. He surely knows all about me now and knows to stay away. Besides, it’s not like I’m going to find someone and marry anytime soon.”

“Why not?”

“You haven’t even gotten married yet. There’s no way I’d marry before you. The Queen would never allow it.”

“You don’t know that.”

“I do. You do too. So don’t play coy.”

“Alright. Let’s change the subject then. How are you doing lately? Any interesting updates?”

“Doesn’t my physician tell you everything about my health?”

“What? Yeosang, would never tell me such things.”

“You expect me to believe that?”

“I would like to hear from you. How have you been feeling?”

“Nothing’s changed, Yunho. My condition is the same. No claws, no fangs, my eyes don’t even change color.”

“I’m certain they’ll come in any day now.”

“That’s unlikely. In my state, I’m just lucky to be alive.”

“Don’t talk like that.”

“It’s true. I’m not strong like you, not at all. You’re all grown up and ready to take on the throne, whereas I… I can’t be away from my quarters for too long.”

“You’re gonna get better. Yeosang tells me medicine is always advancing and-”

“I’d just like to live long enough to see you ascend the throne and marry. That would be enough for me.”

“Nonsense. You’ll live far longer than that. You have to be around to meet your future nephews and nieces.”

“We’ll see.”

“It is getting late, so I’ll let you get to bed. Good night.”

“Good night, Yunho.”

As far as you knew the only person who cared about you in the palace was your twin brother, Yunho. From an early age he was separated from you, he was the Crown Prince after all. Yet he made an effort to see you and play with you. He never said anything to your face, but you had heard the rumors all before. Everyone had been telling him not to engage with you, fearing he’d grow ill as well. Of course that’s not how your illness worked, but he didn’t seem to care either way. He was also told that he didn’t have to see you, it wouldn’t make him any less of a King if he did, but to him you were his sister and he wanted to be with you. Even though he sees you less nowadays, he still makes time for you and he treats you as his sister, and nothing less.

Of course all of that was made more complicated considering pack dynamics. The Crown Prince was an alpha, as was the King and Queen. It always had to be that way. Although despite the royal family being predominantly alphas, there were a few betas here and there, like yourself. For the most part the betas were just as strong and powerful, but clearly you were an outlier. As for everyone else who served the royal family, or the nation, they were either an alpha or beta since omegas were forbidden from entering the palace. They were the weakest of all, and could certainly cause problems, so in order to maintain peace and safety, they were not allowed. 

There were other means of keeping balance as well. Everyone wore a necklace to help suppress their scent, the royal family included, and the same went for any guests. That way no one would be distracted by anothers’ pheromones. Furthermore, when necessary one would be excused from their duties to deal with heat and rut cycles. That is if they chose not to take suppressants. The palace was well organized so there was rarely any sort of problem in regards to one’s own instincts. It honestly seemed redundant for you to wear a necklace to suppress your own scent since it was already so weak, even the suppressants seemed unnecessary, but everyone had to comply with the rules in order to maintain peace.

“How are we doing today, Princess?”

At least once a week a royal physician comes to check on you. Over the years you had gotten friendly with them, now speaking on a first name basis.

“I’m the same, Yeosang. Nothing has changed, nothing ever changes with me.”

“One must always have hope. I believe you’ll get better some day.”

“Well that day cannot come fast enough.” You sighed. “Don’t give Yunho false hope about my condition.”

“What do you mean?”

“I know you report to him about my condition. Don’t tell him I’m getting better or improving when I’m not. He’s gonna start preparing to ascend the throne. He shouldn’t worry about trivial things like my health.”

“Princess.”

“Look after him. That’s the best thing you can do for me.”

“I understand.”

♦♦♥♦♦

Yunho always did his best to fulfill every title he carried. He was the Crown Prince, heir to the throne and future King of this nation. High expectations had been placed upon his shoulders since birth, and he didn’t intend to let anyone down. He was also a son with the desire to make his parents proud, and part of that was making a life of his own. Yunho understood who he was, he knew that marrying for love wasn’t exactly a luxury he had. Still, he could make the most of what he could control. Although he couldn’t forget the other title bestowed upon him. That of an older brother.

It always displeased him to be told he didn’t need to care for his little sister. He understood she was ill, and that others were looking after her, but he couldn’t just ignore them. Even if everyone else did. At the end of the day he loved his sister and wanted to see her find happiness. Lately he hadn’t been able to see her often, and he knew with the abdication of the throne coming up, and potential marriage, he’d see even less of her. He missed his sister at times, missed the days when they were still kids and could play together. Although right now he had great expectations to meet. Perhaps once he became King and was married, when things settled down, he could see her more often. For now he needed to focus on his studies.

The night the King wished to speak with him, Yunho was rather nervous. This was the true beginning of him taking on the throne, and he didn’t want to disappoint anyone. After visiting his sister that evening he made his way to the Crown Prince’s library. There were still so many books he had yet to read, so he was curious what his father wanted to tell him. He waited patiently, reading quietly when the King finally arrived. Since it was just the two of them, and this was more about a father and his son, things were a little more relaxed. At first they made a bit of small talk, but tonight was about bigger things.

“I’m very proud of the man you are becoming.” Yunho’s father spoke. “And I do believe it is time you prepare to take my place.”

“You still have many more years on the throne, father.”

“Perhaps, but I do want you to learn more about our family, and the responsibilities you will come to bear.” 

“I understand.”

“Good.”

Yunho watched as his father made his way towards the back of the library. He figured he would recommend a book, but instead he opened a secret passageway, revealing a hidden room in the library. Yunho’s eyes went wide and he followed his father into the new space. More books lined the walls, and a desk was in the center. He could tell many had passed through here before, all the kings before him, and those after him would learn of this place too.

“Woah…”

“This is the Crown Prince’s secret library. These books contain knowledge of our ancestors and our bloodline. Some of this information is unknown to the historians.”

“Unknown?”

“You will come to understand why.”

The King stepped over to the desk, grabbing the book that had been left on it. He looked it over for a moment before handing it to his son.

“Yunho… things are going to change for you from this moment on. I cannot tell you if they will be for better or for worse, as that is something you must decide for yourself.” 

“Father…” Yunho stared down at the book in his hands. “I’m…”

“I do not expect you to begin your studies right away. So you may take some time to prepare, but the next steps are upon you. As always you may come to me for guidance.”

“Thank you, Father.”

The King left Yunho in his library, and the boy had much to contemplate. He looked around the hidden room, very curious about the knowledge they pertained. He’d be lying to himself if his father’s words didn’t frighten him, but becoming a king was no easy task. The night was still young, and his own curiosities would not let him rest. Yunho sat down with the book he had been given, wanting to learn more about his family history and the legacy he would uphold.

♦♦♥♦♦

It was easy to get bored when the days were always the same. Although you had gotten used to the uneventful nature of your life. Despite what your court ladies would suggest, you decided to sleep in today. Perhaps your dreams would be more interesting. Unfortunately they weren’t either, but at least sleep helped pass the time. You prepared for your evening walk, rather eager to see the garden. Around this time many of the flowers were blooming, adding to the beauty of the area. You were rather jealous of those flowers. Even if they stayed in one place, at least they didn’t remain the same. They grew and bloomed, changing their colors and shape, beautiful at every point in their lives.

“Princess.”

Hearing your title out in the open was always jarring. You ignored it though, not wanting to presume anyone was talking to you. There was a chance a foreign princess was in the palace, and you were never privy to such knowledge.

“Your highness, please.”

Someone stepped before you, forcing you to stop in your path. They were bowing to you, which was always a strange sight. You wondered who this was until they raised their head. It was the lord from before, Lord Park.

“Apologies for my sudden presence, I wanted to speak with you about our first encounter.”

“…”

“I wanted to properly apologize for my behavior. It was very rude in hindsight, and I suppose what I’m doing right now is as well, but I also want to properly introduce myself. I’m Park Seonghwa, and it’s a pleasure to meet you.”

You took a careful half-step back. The last time Lord Park had spoken to you things ended badly. You understood his intentions, but you had no idea what his end goal was here. Although you were aware of the outfit he wore.

“I’m new to the palace, but I still felt it necessary to meet you. I’ll be working under my father, Minister Park, and look forward to crossing paths again.”

You recognized the name Park when you first heard it, but you weren’t sure if there was a relation. That is until now. The Park family has served the royal Jeong family for generations. Minister Park was the King’s most loyal and trusted advisor, as well as a close friend. The relationship between the two families has always been good, and has served the nation well. You knew the minister had a son that had been sent away to study and learn of the world. Now that son had returned as a man, and would continue to learn and grow under their father. At least now it made sense why Lord Park was making such efforts with you. It was best for him to have good relationships with the royal family, and that included the forsaken princess.

As eager as he sounded, you knew he’d soon learn the truth about your situation. There was no need to engage. That would surely also leave the right impression for him to learn from. You were hidden away for a reason, and things should remain that way. So you said nothing and walked past Lord Park, wanting to return to your quarters and mentally prepare for an unexpected visit from the Queen. Nothing got past her. You could hear the lord still calling to you, probably dumbfounded by your lack of a response, but that wasn’t your concern. Not to mention a moment later you heard someone speaking to Lord Park, scolding him over his interaction with you. Things had to be this way.

At least that’s what you always told yourself. Or perhaps that’s what was always told to you. Either way you accepted it. Once you returned to your quarters you laid down. You really appreciated Lord Park’s intentions earlier, feeling like an actual person, but it was all pointless. It was best to forget about him and move on. Hopefully he’d do the same, or at least get the message your silence invoked. You had your dinner and skimmed through one of your old books, thinking to request something new from the Crown Prince the next time he came by. That reminded you that it would probably be a while before you saw him again. He surely had already begun his studies for the throne, and that would be his top priority.

“The Queen is here.”

You felt yourself grow cold when you heard those words, only stunned for a moment before you got up and greeted the Queen. You already knew what was coming, or perhaps you underestimated your situation. As soon as you raised your head you were met with a slap across the face. You felt the burning throb on your cheek, but you did not move to cradle your injury.

“Is it so difficult to follow a simple command?”

“Apologies, your Majesty.” You bowed. “It was not my intention to cause trouble. The lord approached me on my walk and-”

“Don’t give me excuses. If a simple walk is the issue then just stay in your quarters.”

“What…?” You slowly lifted your head. “What do you me-”

“You have your own little garden here. Since it’s so difficult to not draw attention to yourself you shall remain in your quarters at all times unless you are called upon. Do I make myself clear?”

“Your Majesty-” Your words were met with another slap. “… yes… your Majesty, I understand.”

“The last thing I need is you causing issues when the Crown Prince is preparing for the throne and marriage.”

“Apologies, your Majesty.” You bowed once again. “I won’t be a burden anymore.”

“You still are.”

The Queen left and you remained in your position. It wasn’t until one of your court ladies came to check on you that you finally let yourself collapse. Silent tears had been dripping to the floor, and you soon joined them. With a crack in your voice you dismissed your lady, wanting to be alone. Tears continued to stream down your face, but you didn’t make a sound. You had learned to quietly cry long ago. Your throat burned and ached as you cried for yourself, having no on there for you, no one on your side. As the tears continued to flow you eventually exhausted yourself, passing out on the floor. You woke a while later, well into the night, when you heard some commotion just outside your quarters. You had no idea what it was, nor did you care.

The world outside your quarters was so full of life, even at night, but it wasn’t a world you were meant to partake in. It was very late, and you weren’t going to bother any of your court ladies at this hour. You removed your garments, tossing them off to the side and setting out your blanket and pillow. You were still exhausted from the tears, but you knew you wouldn’t have any pleasant dreams. A part of you hoped you wouldn’t see the sunrise, but that was out of your hands. All you could do was close your eyes and see what the universe had planned for you.

♦♦♥♦♦

“Your Highness, please, it’s the middle of the night, can’t this wait til morning?”

“No. Where is the King?”

“At this hour the King would be in his throne room reviewing petitions. You know he requests that no one bother him during that time.”

“He’ll make an exception.”

Yunho didn’t care for the hour, or the words of his servant. This could not wait. There was only one person in the palace who could stop him in his tracks, and he knew exactly where they were. The King’s servants tried to question why Yunho was there at such a late hour but he ignored them all and stepped into the throne room.

“Your Highness-”

“Leave us.”

None of the servants moved, everyone looking towards the King for a command. Yunho stared down his father, making it clear he had no intention of leaving. After a moment the King noticed the book Yunho held and then ordered everyone to leave and keep a distance. Once the doors shut Yunho stalked up to the throne and slammed the book down on the table.

“You’ve known, this whole time, haven’t you!?”

The King remained calm. “I presume this is about our lineage?”

“Does mother know?”

“She is unaware of the situation.”

“How could you do this!? All these years she-”

“This is necessary.”

“How!? How could you possibly think-”

“The choice I have made was not made lightly.” The King stood. “What I have done is for your own sake.”

“My sake? How is it for my sake?”

“You would not be king otherwise.”

“What?”

“You come here angry and frustrated but you have yet to think of the consequences. That is something I pondered over for a long time. The way things are now guarantees peace. If you disrupt that, you could end up dead.”

“Father…”

“I am the King. The day the throne is yours you may do as you wish, but for now you do as I say. You have a lot to think about but I trust you won’t do anything rash. Am I clear?”

“… yes… your Majesty.”

Yunho took the book back, storming out of the room. His servants had been waiting outside the building, quick to follow him once he appeared.

“Your Highness, please tell me you didn’t do anything to upset the King?”

Yunho didn’t answer, too many things still going through his head. Although he did suddenly come to a stop. Yunho’s gaze turned towards the entrance to his sister’s quarters, unsure of how to feel.

“The Princess is likely asleep at this hour…”

“I know.” Yunho kept walking. “I’m turning in for the night.”

A small chuckle escaped Seonghwa’s lips as he expected such a reaction from his friend. He had thought things over before finally telling Hongjoong what he wanted to do. How his latest desire was to reveal his scent to you and vice versa. Of course he understood that what he said was incredibly complicated and dangerous to pull off. Yet two heads are better than one to solve a problem.

“You sneak into the princess’ quarters at night, you even manage day visits sometimes, but this, this will be the thing that gets you caught.” Hongjoong remarked. “Everyone in the palace has their scents suppressed, which means the slightest hint of anyone’s true scent will be noticed almost immediately. There’s no way you can do this. You shouldn’t even attempt it.”

“I know, but there’s something I need to check for myself. I also want to do this.”

“As much as I try, I fear I just don’t understand you at times. I still don’t understand why you’ve involved the princess in your schemes.”

“We’ve been over this, Hongjoong.”

“Yes, somewhat. I just genuinely want to know why you’re going this route when there are other ways, arguably quicker ways, for you to get what you want.”

“Are you referring to the tradition of an alpha challenging the pack leader for their position?”

“I am.”

Seonghwa chuckled. “We are more civilized than our ancestors today, don’t you think? Yet that tradition remains. If someone were to challenge the king for their throne, he would have no choice but to accept. So then, tell me, how many people have challenged the king? Or the ones that came before?”

“None that I recall…”

“No one has ever challenged the king, or any king for that matter, since we established this system. Do you know why?”

“I’m not sure I do.”

“Good answer. You see, even back then, challenging the pack leader wasn’t common. It was only done by greedy fools and those who truly felt the leader was incompetent. With the establishment of a king and a royal court, such a tradition wasn’t needed anymore, but to honor our old ways, it was kept.” Seonghwa explained. “Then over time as we continued to advance, such a tradition was forgotten by the common people. Only educated individuals such as ourselves know it exists. Yet no one has ever challenged the king. You fail to see that doing such a thing isn’t as easy as you think. It never was and now it’s truly a foolish endeavor.” 

“Apologies for not-”

“There’s no need for that. I appreciate you believing I’d be able to beat the king, but such a victory would only cause chaos.”

“What do you mean? The throne would be rightfully yours if you won.”

“Perhaps, but merely sitting on the throne does not mean one has power. That comes from the people, from your allies. I have none of those at the moment.”

“What about your family?”

“I’m not really speaking with my father, and he believes my ambition for the throne is foolish. He’d never support such actions. Besides, even if I attempt such a thing, my whole family would be condemned as traitors if I fail. Now if I were to succeed, the former king’s allies would become my enemies, and I don’t doubt most of my family would despise me too. Such a path is too dangerous, and lonely. Not to mention the chain reaction that would come of it.”

“Chain reaction?”

“Regardless of the outcome of such an attempt, rumors would spread. It wouldn’t be long before everyone knew that you could challenge the king for the throne, regardless of status. Groups would begin to form, and such knowledge would open the door to one blood bath after another. Our modern society would fall apart because of foolish greed and ambition. So I will not be the one to set such things in motion.”

“I see… the direct approach has major consequences, and you would likely struggle to keep the throne.”

“Indeed. If I truly want to achieve my goals, I need to use my intelligence, not physical strength.”

“So then with the princess… courting her and marriage only leads to you becoming an in-law of the royal family. It does not get you the throne.”

“Correct, but this path requires patience and strategy. By becoming an in-law to the royal family I gain some power, and from there I can build allies. It’s not expected of the princess, but if she could bear a child, everything else would fall into place eventually. I was concerned that because of her health such a task would be of great risk to her, but having discovered the truth, there should be no issue in obtaining a prince.”

“But a young prince from your marriage would not be the direct heir to the throne.”

“Unless there is no one else.”

“… you’re not… implying…”

“There are multiple ways to make my heir the Crown Prince, but that is not something to speculate about until we get there, so don’t worry.”

“Although I thought you wanted the throne.”

“Whether I sit on the throne or my child does, it’s the same to me.”

“Just as long as the Park family becomes the royal family.”

“Correct.”

“You really have thought this over properly.”

“I have.”

“Yet the first obstacle is your relationship. You have to go public at some point and ask for the princess’ hand in marriage.”

“Indeed, and that certainly won’t be easy. Although our love for each other should be strong enough. I just need to make my move at the right time.”

“So then you’re very serious about this scent reveal thing, aren’t you?”

“Absolutely. It’s very important to both of us.”

“Then your safety is the highest priority.” Hongjoong mentioned. “Both of you. Therefore it would be best for you to do this outside the palace.”

“What did you just say?” Seonghwa questioned. “Are you serious? It wasn’t that long ago that you told me sneaking the princess out of the palace was incredibly risky.”

“I’m merely offering the best option here since I know I can’t convince you to let this go.”

“You’re right there. This would work for the best, a two for one special for the princess. She’d love it, so let’s figure out how to make it possible.”

♦♦♥♦♦

“Seonghwa, I want to show you something!”

Over time you had gotten used to being up late, and now that you were truly healing, you had more energy. This night was super important though. There was something you had been working on, and you wanted Seonghwa to be the first to see. He seemed very curious about what you wanted to show him.

“What is it? You seem so excited.”

“I am. Look!”

In a swift motion you summoned your claws, showing them to Seonghwa with a proud smile on your face. His eyes quickly lit up as he gently grabbed your hands, examining them with amazement.

“Your claws came in!”

“I’ve been practicing all day! I finally got them under control.”

“Look at you, this is incredible. You’re incredible.”

“These will be great for gardening.”

Seonghwa chuckled. “I’m glad they can be of use to you. How about your fangs?”

“Not yet, but I’m happy with this right now.”

“Me too. You’re growing beautifully.”

“Thank you.”

“This should be celebrated. I’ll bring you some pastries tomorrow morning.”

“What? Seonghwa, you don’t-”

“I want to. This is a big thing for you, and you deserve something sweet. I haven’t treated you to such delights in a while.”

“It’s dangerous.”

“I’ll be quick, just a delivery and a kiss, is that alright?”

“Hm… fine, I like seeing you under the sunlight too.”

“Good.”

Since Seonghwa wanted to get something for you, the night visit had to be cut short, and you needed to get some sleep too. It was bittersweet to part, but you were excited that you’d get to see him later, even if just for a moment. You were tucked into bed and managed to sleep for a bit before being woken up by Seonghwa. For a moment you could just pretend this was your life, that every morning you could wake up and see him. Seonghwa noticed you were a bit dazed and placed a kiss on your head, helping you sit up. Soon enough the smell hit your nose, and this time it was so much more delightful.

“Oh, that smells good.”

“Freshly baked.” Seonghwa held up the bag. “You can have one, but you have to promise me you won’t eat the rest until you’ve had breakfast.”

“But they’re for me.”

“Yes, but I don’t want you to ruin your appetite.”

“Fine.”

“If I find out you broke your promise, I’m gonna get ya.”

“I’m so scared.”

You both laughed and Seonghwa got out one of the pastries, blowing on it lightly before taking a bite. You yelled and hit him playfully but then he fed you the rest, wanting to share the treat. It was good, and so warm. You really wanted another, but you’d keep your word and have breakfast before eating the rest. Of course Seonghwa couldn’t stay long, so he placed a kiss on your cheek before parting, promising to see you later at night. You’d happily wait until then.

♦♦♥♦♦

Since Yunho had taken over looking after you, he had new things in his routine. Every morning he’d look over your meal, same as his own, making sure it was good. At times he’d even switch it with his own just to be on the safe side. He’d even take a sip of your medicine every morning to make sure it was correct. Of course he couldn’t always visit, but when he needed a break he’d see you in the morning. He tended to show up unannounced, but you were always happy to see him.

“Did you already eat?”

“Yes. I finished my meal before coming over.” Yunho explained. “I didn’t mean to intrude.”

“It’s fine. I don’t mind having you over. It’s always good to see you.”

“Likewise.”

It was good to watch you eat. For Yunho it gave him peace of mind to know that you had eaten. Although now that you both shared the same meals, he was quick to notice something different. You had a few pastries on a plate that he hadn’t seen before.

“Where did you get those?”

“Huh?”

“The pastries.”

“Uh…”

You glanced over to where Yunho was pointing, realizing what he meant. You promised not to eat the rest of the pastries until you finished breakfast, but you had no idea Yunho would notice. You needed to think fast to come up with a good excuse.

“I… uh…”

“Come on, spit it out already.”

“… I asked the court ladies… I wanted to try something new…”

Yunho laughed. “Why didn’t you ask me?”

“Well… there was a chance you’d say… but the court ladies wouldn’t deny me.”

“That’s true. Just ask me in the future, alright? I’ll be going out into town more often.”

“You will?”

“Yes. My last journey took me to the outer regions, but I want to get familiar with the world right outside our front door.”

“I wish I could go out too.”

“Someday, I promise.”

Once Yunho was gone you made a note to be more careful with such gifts in the future. In the past Yunho noticed the flowers too. He came by randomly, but it was best to be cautious at all times. Still, you happily enjoyed your treats, looking forward to the rest of the day too. Yeosang would be stopping by later, and you were excited to show him the progress you had made.

“How are you feeling today, princess?”

“I’m alright, and yourself?”

“Good. Your health has certainly improved, as has your mood.”

“Really?”

“You’re a lot brighter these days.”

“I have been feeling good.”

“As you should. You are taking your medicine, right?”

“Yes. Yunho was here this morning, so he is my witness.”

“I’ll check in with him later then.”

“While you’re at it you can deliver some good news.”

“Which is?”

“This.”

You showed Yeosang your claws, and his eyes went wide, followed by a smile. He carefully examined them, processing.

“Your claws have come in? This is wonderful.”

“I’m truly getting better, aren’t I?”

“Yes, you are. Yunho will be happy to hear about this.”

♦♦♥♦♦

Even though Yunho had returned to the library to continue his studies, his mind kept thinking back to the morning. He was supposed to be looking after you, yet you managed to sneak something past him. It wasn’t harmful, but he was trying to think when such a thing could have happened. He saw your court ladies every morning, and he didn’t see them with anything. Not to mention it wasn’t common for court ladies to step outside the palace, but if you had asked, they’d surely find a way. At least he was glad you could rely on your court ladies for such things.

“Your highness!” Jongho came rushing into the library. “Your highness, I have good news!”

“What is it?”

“The princess! Physician Kang has just informed me the princess has gained her claws.”

“What! Are you serious!?”

“Yes.”

Yunho didn’t need to hear more, making his way back to your quarters. He had to see this for himself. It was later in the evening when he returned, and you were in your garden tending to your flowers.

“Is it true?”

“Oh, you got here fast.”

“Show me.”

You were rather surprised to see Yunho, given that he seemed so happy. You put on a smile and got up, showing your claws. He grabbed your hands, looking them over with a look of amazement on his face.

“Wow, incredible. I’m so proud of you.”

“Thanks. They’re really cool.”

“Yes they are. You’re truly growing up. Your fangs are next.”

“I’m excited for that too.”

‘Then your eyes…”

“Yup.”

Yunho’s excitement faltered a bit as he realized something, but he quickly covered it up, not wanting to spoil your mood. He stuck around for a bit before returning to the library. As much as this truly was good news, it meant something else too. With your power coming in, the truth would soon be revealed. It was worrying him, and to help ease his concerns he went to see Yeosang, wanting his opinion.

“Your highness, welcome, have you had a chance to see the princess?”

“Yes. I’m glad to see her health improving.”

“Indeed, it’s wonderful news.”

“Speaking of, the necklace that suppresses her scent, it will continue to work just fine, correct?”

“Yes. It works on everyone else in the palace. Simply because the princess is coming into her power doesn’t mean it will be less effective.”

“What about her eyes?”

“As you know, that’s something we all must learn to control ourselves. Although the loss of 

emotions can always show our true nature. It would be best to have someone train with her now.”

“I’ll take care of that.” Yunho assured. “Thank you.”

Yunho excused himself, lost in thought. The joy he had felt was being pushed aside by these new problems that were arising. He couldn’t help but think back to the wolfsbane. It had never been enough to kill you, yet it kept you weak, and your true nature remained hidden. As if all along it was just a precaution. Perhaps it hadn’t been the Queen poisoning you out of dislike, but the King in order to keep the secret. He hated to have such thoughts. No longer sure if he could really trust anyone with your health and safety.

♦♦♥♦♦

“Y/n, do you recall the promise I’ve made you?”

“Hm… you’d have to be more specific. You’ve made a lot of promises to me, and you haven’t broken any of them.”

“I’m a man of my word, but the promise I’m talking about is sharing my true scent with you.”

“Wait, are you serious.” You looked at Seonghwa with an excited gaze. “Do you have a plan?”

“Yes, I do, and you’re going to love it.”

“Tell me! How are we going to do this?”

“For starters we need to take a little trip.”

“Huh?”

“We need to step out of the palace.”

“You… you can’t be serious… do you mean that?”

“Yes. In order to do this, it’s best we do it outside the palace. So, are you alright with that? I could maybe figure out another way but-”

“No! No, that’s amazing! You mean it? You can get me out of the palace?”

“Only at night, and for a few hours, but yes.”

“I can’t believe it…”

“Everything is all set. We can do it tonight or we can try-”

“No, I’m ready now. Let’s go!”

“Hold on, we still need to get you ready.”

“Oh? What do you mean?”

“Well, we can’t sneak you out like that. Come on, I brought a change of clothes for you.”

Seonghwa took your hand and led you back to your room, giving you clothes to dress in. They were mens clothes as it would be easy to hide your identity that way. You happily bounced around, enjoying your look as a lord, and holding your hat in place. Now you and Seonghwa matched like a couple.

“Alright, let’s get going.”

Now here was were things got truly thrilling for you. Since you were sneaking out, it wasn’t smart to just walk out the front door, so you’d have to climb your way out. The same way Seonghwa got in and out when he came to see you. Of course he helped you out, and on the other side Hongjoong was there to help you get down safely. You were doing your best to contain your excitement, looking out at the palace, finally outside your quarters in what felt like forever.

“Come on, we’re going this way, and keep your head down.”

Seonghwa took your hands in his, leading the way as Hongjoong followed right behind you. They had found a secluded place where they could sneak out of the palace, which involved climbing a wall once more. Hongjoong was the first, and then you, and lastly Seonghwa. Now you were certainly staring down at the ground and the trees around you. All your life, you had never set foot outside the palace, and now here you were.

“I’m really outside… like outside outside…”

“You are. How does it feel?” Seonghwa asked.

“Amazing!”

“Good. Now there’s somewhere I want to take you.”

“Okay.”

Seonghwa took your hand once more, and you began walking. You looked back at the palace, feeling like it was a dream to be out here. Eventually your gaze turned to the sky, realizing you were seeing the stars somewhere else now, and they felt more beautiful. You weren’t sure where you were going, but you soon began to hear the sounds of running water. It wasn’t long before you came to a river, seeing a waterfall nearby.

“Wow… this is so pretty…”

“This is the place. We can reveal our true scents without worrying about being found. The water will help hide it, and I’ve also packed a change of clothes for both of us. That is if you want to. We can just enjoy the outside tonight if you’d like.”

“We’re already here, and knowing your scent… it would make this night more incredible… I want to do this.”

“Me too.”

Seonghwa gave you a soft kiss before getting things in order. He set down a blanket for the both of you by the riverside. Spreading some white powder around in a circle as well.

“What’s that?”

“It helps to hide one’s scent. The powder is technically similar to what’s in our necklace. So it should make it so our scent doesn’t spread beyond this circle.”

“Oh… that’s cool.”

“It is. Now, come here.”

Seonghwa cleaned his hands in the river and then stepped into the circle and onto the blanket. He held his hand out to you, and you stepped into the circle with him. 

“May I?”

Seonghwa reached over to take your necklace off, taking a moment to admire the one he had given you. That would stay on, always. You smiled, feeling a bit weird not having the suppressant necklace. It was a part of everyday life for you since you lived in the palace, so to take it off, it really set in that you weren’t in the palace anymore. Out here you didn’t need to wear such a thing. Seonghwa took off his own necklace, and Hongjoong took them both. He’d be around, but he would be giving you both privacy. You laid down on the blanket with Seonghwa, being pulled into his embrace for cuddles.

“It’ll take a bit, but I figured we could also enjoy our usual night under the stars.”

“This is lovely, Seonghwa. I still can’t believe I’m outside the palace. This is real, right? I’m not dreaming?”

“You’re not dreaming.”

Seonghwa kissed your head, enjoying the stars and the sounds of the water with you. The two of you had spent nights stargazing before, but this was a whole new experience. There was something extra special about it all, and it brought tears to your eyes. Seonghwa soon noticed, chuckling and wiping away your tears.

“You’re that happy, huh?”

“This is incredible.” You mumbled. “I am sorry for always asking such dangerous things of you.”

“I’m glad to do them if it makes you smile. This, being here with you right now, it’s worth every risk.”

“I know how you feel, but I don’t want to keep secrets from the princess.”

“Ah, is that so?”

“Hongjoong.”

“I tease. If anything I wonder if she’ll believe you.”

“We’ll see.”

    Seonghwa couldn’t imagine how you had felt while you waited for him. The next morning he was nervous to see you, but he wasn’t going to drag things out. You were happy to see him, but he could see anxiousness written all over your face. It wasn’t easy to explain any of this, but he told you everything he had learned, as well as the conclusion he had come to.

“I understand what I’m saying is treason and you don’t have to believe me but-”

    You choked back a sob. All day yesterday and this morning you had waited for Seonghwa, and this was the news he brought you. It was a lot to take in, but the thing that broke you was that you believed him. Not just that, you could feel it deep down that this was the answer you didn’t want to accept.

“Y/n…”

“Of course she’d be doing this… my existence is her greatest burden… her greatest shame… it would be better for her if I was dead… I never really thought she’d take matters into her own hands…”

    You were trying to be strong, but there was no reason for that. You fell to your knees, crying into your hands. Seonghwa came to your side and pulled you into his embrace.

“I’m sorry…”

    You cried in his arms for a while, until your tears ran out. Seonghwa rocked you back and forth, trying to soothe your aching heart. Although crying about the situation wasn’t going to do anything. You wouldn’t be taking the medicine going forward, so you just threw it out, but you remained in Seonghwa’s arms, lost in thought.

“Y/n.”

“Hm?”

“It’s getting late, I do have to go…”

“Right, sorry, I-”

“Don’t apologize. I should be the one doing that. The news I brought you is far from pleasant.”

“It makes sense though… no one else wants me dead like her…”

“Y/n-”

“It’s fine… thank you though, for discovering this and telling me…”

“I’ll get you some remedies to help you recover faster. I’ll come back tonight.”

“I’d like that.”

    Seonghwa gave you a reassuring smile before leaving. You had only managed a few bites of breakfast before you had been told the news. You didn’t have much of an appetite anymore, so you just laid down and stared at the ceiling. You thought you were out of tears, but the longer you thought about the revelation the more it hurt. When lunch had been brought over you didn’t move, just staying in bed curled up. You broke down crying again, screaming and thrashing around in frustration. There was no one to calm you down this time, to hold you and comfort you. So you made a mess, breaking things in your room until you felt better. A lot of things made sense now when you look back.

    The Queen always made a fuss about your medicine, the only thing she cared about. A part of you thought maybe she did care for you in some regard, but now you could see that was all a lie. Slowly but surely you were being poisoned. No one really knew, no one really cared, and you had no intention of telling this to anyone. Surely the Queen would spin some story of you being crazy, and that’s all anyone would believe. Besides, you couldn’t imagine what your brother would do if he found it. Then again, maybe he wasn’t so innocent in the matter. A horrible idea crossed your mind, but Yunho also insisted you take your medicine, claiming he cared about you. Meanwhile Seonghwa picked up on traces of wolfsbane the moment he was around your medicine.

    There was a chance that Yunho already knew about this, and just ignored it. Despite all he says, you are just another burden to him. He’s going to be king soon, and you couldn’t even leave your room. The whole idea was terrifying, to think your brother was in on this. You didn’t want to believe it, but you couldn’t shake the thought. Either way, it didn’t matter anymore. You were done drinking poison. When your court ladies came by later and saw the mess you merely told them to get out. You didn’t want dinner, and they left without a word. They’d likely tell the Queen or something, but she wouldn’t care, and since Yunho wasn’t around you weren’t gonna get any unexpected visitors. So you just laid in bed and waited for nightfall, for Seonghwa.

♦♦♥♦♦

    All day Seonghwa couldn’t focus, worried about you. If things were different he wouldn’t have left you alone, but he still needed to move around in secret when it came to you. Night couldn’t come fast enough, but he still managed to get through the things he needed to do. He thought of ways to make you smile, going over stories in his head, but when he arrived his plans shifted. By now he knew he could just walk into your room without knocking, but the sight before him was crushing. Your room was a mess with broken items strewn about, and food all over the floor. Not to mention you were just curled up in bed.

    He set down his things and slowly approached you. By the soft rhythm of your heartbeat he could tell you were sleeping. On any other occasion he’d just watch you, but he had to be sure you were alright. Although he knew that was far from the truth. Seonghwa placed a hand on your shoulder, gently shaking you and calling your name until you began to stir from your slumber. Now that he could see your face he could tell how red and puffy they were, letting him know that you had been crying. He put on a smile, hoping his presence alone could be the first step in picking up your mood. You merely took one look at him before wrapping your arms around him. There were no tears, but you certainly needed someone to hold.

“I’m here, I’m here, I got you.”

“Seonghwa…”

“Hm?”

“… do you think my brother knows about the wolfsbane…”

“What?”

“He always tells me to take my medicine, but you noticed right away something was-”

“No, no, y/n, don’t think like that.”

“But-”

“The Crown Prince cares deeply for you, and you can’t compare him and I in this matter. I’ve grown up outside the palace, the world out there is different. I’m more familiar with wolfsbane than the Crown Prince. You told me the only wolfsbane in the whole palace is in the armory, and he has no reason to be around there. I doubt he knows about this, if he did, he’d want those responsible punished.”

“He’ll be back soon.”

“I know. The day after tomorrow the Crown Prince is set to return.”

“So no more day visits… I’ll miss those…”

“Me too, but I’ll find a way.”

    You were clearly exhausted from the day, but the didn’t want to leave you in filth. Seonghwa convinced you to sit outside and get some much needed fresh air while he cleaned up your room. He didn’t mind at all, knowing what needed to be done, and knowing you weren’t alone. When he finished up he joined you outside, bringing over a blanket to wrap you up in. There weren’t many words exchanged between the two, but that was alright. Just being together like this was enough. As day approached Seonghwa got you back inside, tucking you in.

“I’ll be back in a little while, so get some sleep, okay?”

“Hm, I’ll try.”

“Good.”

    Seonghwa was glad you were in a better state when he left, but he still worried about you. Such news should have gotten attention, an investigation, but this was just a quiet tragedy. Only a small handful of people knew the truth, yet nothing could be done. He really wanted to give you a kiss, show you his affections and assure you that he was here for you, but now wasn’t the time for such things either. He quietly made his exit, returning to his quarters to get some sleep himself before waking up. Since this day would be the last for a while, he wanted to make it special. He was out of the palace at day break, getting you some remedies and little cakes.

    When he returned to your quarters he was glad to see you in a better mood. You likely needed more sleep, but he knew he couldn’t ask you to rest right now. You were both excited for today, and when you realized Seonghwa had brought little cakes you were overjoyed. Although he insisted you eat first before you have any sugar. He was also aware you had skipped meals yesterday, so it was important you recover your strength. Seonghwa was more than happy to feed you, stealing a few bites here and there to make you laugh. It was good to see you smile, wanting you to focus on better things.

“Oh, before I forget, I have this for you.” Seonghwa brought out a small pouch. “It’s supposed to help clean out the toxins in your body, help you get rid of any lingering wolfsbane.”

“How does it taste?”

“I’m not sure, but it’s best if you mix this with a drink.”

    Seonghwa poured you a cup of water and sprinkled in some of the powder, mixing it together and taking a sip himself. It was a weird texture to add to water, but the taste wasn’t that different. He still made a funny face and you laughed.

“Way better then your old medicine, I promise.”

“I believe you.” You took the cup. “Thank you.”

“Of course. You know, you’re gonna start noticing some chances in your body. You’re gonna get stronger and-”

“I don’t know about that…”

“Just be patient, you’ll see.”

“I suppose I will… Seonghwa.”

“Hm?”

“Thank you.”

“For what? The remedy is not that-”

“No, not that. I want to thank you for being honest with me, and looking out for me.”

“And I will continue to do so.”

    You finished your food and new medicine, now able to enjoy the cakes Seonghwa had brought for you. It was a wonderful morning, although bittersweet since this would likely be the last time you’d see each other this early. At least for a long while.

“It’s funny… I was so against you coming to me during the day and now I don’t want it to end.”

“This isn’t ending, just a little pause. I’ll do my best not to keep you waiting too long.”

    Once again Seonghwa promised to return at night, so you’d wait till then. You were still tired, so you slept most of the day away until it got dark. You were happy to see Seonghwa again, and he had brought you some candies as well. The two of you shared them out in the garden as it would be another night of stargazing. Although as morning approached you were already drifting off to sleep. With all the day and night visits your sleep schedule had certainly been turned upside down.

“… don’t… don’t you… need to… get going…?”

“I should, but I really want to see your face in the daylight one last time. I don’t know when I’ll get another chance.”

You chuckled. “Aren’t you a romantic.”

“I can be anything for you. It’s alright if you want to sleep. I’ll put you back in bed before I go.”

“No… I wanna stay up with you, I can do it.”

    You cuddled against Seonghwa, happy in his arms. This felt like home, or at least you’d call it home. Soon enough you felt the warmth of sunshine on your face, opening your eyes to find Seonghwa staring fondly at you. 

“You’re so beautiful.”

    It all happened so fast and yet so slow. You were merely staring back at Seonghwa, seeing how ethereal he looked in the daylight, then his lips were pressed against yours. The drowsiness went away as you registered what was happening. It wasn’t unwelcomed, but quite surprising. You could feel your heart pounding in your chest, getting overwhelmed by his soft touch. Then he pulled away, a hand gently caressing your face.

“Apologies, you were just-”

    You cut him off as you leaned in for another kiss, wanting to do it properly. Your actions caught him off guard, but soon enough he was kissing back just like you wanted. This was your first kiss, and you couldn’t believe you were sharing it with Seonghwa. Neither of you pulled away until you were out of breath, staring at each other, eyes bright with understanding.

“I… uh… I don’t know what you say after a kiss…”

“You don’t have to say anything, but I’m glad to know you share my feelings.” Seonghwa leaned in to press a soft kiss to your head. “Parting will be more difficult now, but I must go before we get discovered. I’ll be back tonight, no matter what.”

“I’ll be waiting.”

    Seonghwa helped you up and back to your room, tucking you in and giving you one last forehead kiss. He couldn’t bring himself to say more, merely leaving you to rest. Nothing needed to be said, you both understood each other in a new way now. Your heart was still pounding in your chest and you couldn’t help but touch your lips. You never thought you’d have a first kiss, yet it just happened. You wished you had someone to tell, but it was okay to keep this to yourself. You pulled up your blanket and tried to call yourself, needing to rest. Today was the day Yunho returned, and he’d certainly come by later. You didn’t need to worry him by looking sleep deprived, and that helped you slowly drift off.

♦♦♥♦♦

    Even after leaving your quarters Seonghwa needed a moment to compose himself. He shouldn’t have done that but his desires beat out his rational thoughts. Of course he couldn’t hide his dazed state from Hongjoong.

“Did something happen? I was worried as the sun began to rise.”

“…”

“Seonghwa? Are you okay? You-”

“We kissed.”

“… you what?”

“I kissed her, and then she kissed me… I wasn’t supposed to but I couldn’t help myself.”

“Oh my goodness, Seonghwa!”

“I know, I know, keep it down.”

“I’m impressed. What a way to start the day.”

“Right… let’s go, with the Crown Prince returning today there’s likely to be a lot of commotion.”

“And you need to pay a visit.”

“Precisely.”

    Since things were still quiet it meant the Crown Prince had yet to arrive. Either way, Seonghwa rushed back to his chambers and washed up. There wasn’t much time to rest, but he didn’t need to. He paused for a moment in front of the mirror, reaching up to touch his lips. He had wanted to kiss you for so long, and now that he had, it was the only thing on his mind. You were so soft and sweet in ways he couldn’t imagine. It was cruel he had to wait until nightfall to see you again. For now he had to face the day ahead. Once he was dressed he made his way towards the palace gates. A few others had gathered, and that confirmed to him that the Crown Prince had yet to return.

    Word had gotten around that he wasn’t far out, so now it was a matter of waiting. Once the sun was over the horizon the Crown Prince arrived. He came in riding a horse, greeting all those that were present to welcome him. Seonghwa expected to just exchange some pleasantries, but the Crown Prince invited him to share a meal. It would be rude to decline, so he agreed and followed the Crown Prince to his quarters. He did need a moment to get situated, but Seonghwa didn’t mind waiting. Palace staff had already been by to clean and prepare everything for his arrival. Although this was Seonghwa’s first time at the Crown Prince’s quarters.

“How were things in my absence?”

“Fortunately they were calm. Nothing of note happened while you were gone. Of course you were missed, and everyone is happy to see you return in one piece.”

“That’s good news then.”

“Tell me though, how was being outside the palace?”

“Honestly, quite refreshing. I wasn’t really the Crown Prince out there, just another lord. I got to see how the common people lived.”

“Very important to understand such things as a king.”

“I didn’t think such things would be part of my studies, but I am glad I ventured outside. I do hope you’ll accompany me next time.”

“It would be an honor.”

    Seonghwa spent the morning with the Crown Prince, talking about his adventures out in the world. For once they could have a more normal conversation that didn’t revolve around the politics of the palace. It was a refreshing discussion on both ends.

“I should probably pay the rest of my family a visit.” Yunho commented. “I’m sure my mother and father are eager to see me.”

“Yes, I would believe so. All the more curious as to why you wanted to speak with me first.”

“I wanted to chat with a friend first before my mother talks my ear off with her worries, or my father bombards me with questions.”

“I’m honored.”

“Thank you very much. I’ll let you go now, hopefully I didn’t take up too much of your time.”

“Not at all.”

    Yunho was glad to be back, having missed his bed and his home. Even though he still had to meet with his father and mother, he wanted to see you first. He had many stories to tell you, and he had gifts to give you as well. He would have gone to you first but he wanted to let you rest. It was likely you had trouble sleeping the night before in anticipation of his return. Yunho gathered the gifts he had brought you, making his way over to your quarters. As he suspected you were sleeping despite it being around noon. He’d let it slide this time, knowing he was the cause. Although he still has to wake you.

“Is this how you greet me?”

“Hm…”

    You groaned awake as you rolled over, your vision a bit blurry. For a moment you thought Seonghwa had somehow snuck in, but then you saw who it really was. Now you were wide awake.

“Yunho!”

    Now you were wide awake and eagerly got up to hug your brother. You had missed him dearly and were glad he was finally home.

“I’ll take this as a sign you missed me.”

“Of course I missed you.”

“I bet it was rather lonely without me.”

“Somewhat…”

“So tell me, how have you been?”

“I’m alright. Nothing new with me.”

“Hm, are you sure?”

“Yes. You can ask Yeosang for a health update if you want. Not much has changed since you left.”

“If you say so, although I do come with gifts.”

“Oh, what did you bring me!?”

    You were happy to receive all these pretty jewels and new paints from your brother, listening to his stories about how he came across them. It was nice to have him back, even if you’d be missing something else in the meantime. Things went back to normal from there. Yunho would stop by to visit you every now and then, while Seonghwa would see you at night. You both made the most of your time together. You showed Seonghwa all the things your brother had brought you, but you still preferred to wear the necklace he gave you. Although now that a line had been crossed things were a bit different. There was a new tension between you. Nothing bad, but you’d catch each other stealing glances, both wanting to kiss the other one. 

    You did so every now and then, although Seonghwa was the one with self control to stop things, knowing well what would follow if you both continued. You were obviously clueless about all that, but curious. Even if you wanted to ask, and perhaps go further with things, you knew it would be risky to try. So long and loving kisses would have to be enough for now. Of course you no longer took the medicine provided to you in the morning, opting for the remedy Seonghwa had left for you. After a few days you did feel a bit different, but hadn’t really noticed any changes. Then again you didn’t know what to look out for. With that in mind you decided to ask Seonghwa while star gazing one night.

“Seonghwa.”

“Hm?”

“What does it feel like?”

“Uh, what- what does what feel like?”

“You know, your claws and fangs.”

“Oh. Hm, I suppose it’s difficult to describe. Why? Have you been feeling different?”

“Somewhat, but nothing’s happened.”

“It will on its own, you just have to be patient.”

“I’ve been waiting my whole life. Maybe I’m just overthinking it. Just cause I’m not being poisoned anymore, doesn’t mean I’ll be a normal wolf.”

“Of course you will, I believe it wholeheartedly.” 

You sighed. “I’m anxious… I don’t know what to expect.”

“Well… let me think…” Seonghwa took your hand in his, slowly exposing his claws. “You might feel a tingling sensation at your fingertips as your claws start to develop. When that happens just remain calm, it may not seem like it, but you are in control.”

“Okay. What about my fangs?”

“Hm.” Seonghwa gently grabbed your chin, having you face him as he showed his fangs. “It’ll probably feel like a toothache at first, just be careful not to cut your tongue or fingers. They’ll be very sharp.”

“Noted. What about my eyes?”

“Your eyes… that’s a difficult one… as you feel your power surging through you, they’ll change on their own. To control that… you need to be in control of everything else.”

    Seonghwa kept his gaze on you, following his own instructions to make his eyes change. You watched with fascination as they glowed a beautiful crimson color. The mark of an alpha. You reached over to caress his face, truly amazed to see this side of Seonghwa for the first time.

“Oh my gosh.”

“Huh, what?”

“Your eyes, y/n, they just changed color.”

“What!?”

“It was just for a moment, but I swear I saw it.”

“Oh my goodness…” You sat up, not sure how to feel. “Were they golden?”

“… uh… yes, do you think you could do it again?”

“I don’t know. I’m not sure how I did it just now. Let me concentrate.”

    Seonghwa sat up with you, holding your hand and watching as you closed your eyes, a look of determination on your face. Although when you opened your eyes they weren’t glowing.

“It’s alright, but you know what this means, right?”

“I’m gonna start to get my powers! I’ll get stronger! I’ll be a proper wolf, right!?”

“Absolutely.”

    You jumped up, dancing around in joy and getting Seonghwa to join you. This was an important moment for you, and you couldn’t imagine sharing it with anyone else. As day approached you weren’t tired at all, but Seonghwa insisted you had to sleep. He tucked you into bed and sang you a little song. You still had a lot of energy, but he reminded you that you still needed to look after your health so you could grow strong. Once he was sure you’d sleep he placed a chaste kiss on head.

“Sweet dreams. Good night.”

“Good night, Seonghwa.”

♦♦♥♦♦

    There was certainly new energy in your life. You’d spent your days in the garden, digging your hands into the dirt and imagining what it would be like when you had claws. Your days weren’t so boring, but you knew you had to keep things to yourself. It was best to let things happen naturally. Surely Yeosang would notice a change in your condition and attribute it to something. Although things certainly got complicated one morning.

“Yunho, what are you doing here so early?”

“I had trouble sleeping and woke up a while ago. I figured since I was awake I could pay you a visit before my day begins.”

“Oh, that’s great.”

You didn’t think much of the situation. It was normal for Yunho to visit at all hours of the day. Then he brought up your medicine.

“You should probably drink your medicine before you finish eating. That way you can wash down the bitter taste.”

“Ah… right…”

    You’d usually throw out the medicine first, but you obviously couldn’t do such a thing with Yunho around. You thought he’d leave before you finished, or at least not mention it, but that was foolish. He cared about your health, of course he’d notice.

“I’ll drink it when I’m done. You know I’ve been maintaining my health.”

“I was gone for a while. I just want to make sure you’re alright.”

“I’m fine. I don’t want to worry you about such things.”

“Precisely, so for my peace of mind.” Yunho grabbed your medicine, holding it out to you. “Here.”

“Uh…”

“Come on now, you know it’s important.”

“Yunho…”

“The taste isn’t that bad, is it?”

    Before you could figure out some excuse Yunho brought the bowl to his lips. Panic quickly took over and you moved to stop Yunho only to see him take a sip and then spit out the medicine, dropping the bowl in the process. You screamed and backed away, nervous about what would happen next.

“Yunho…?”

“… sorry, sorry, I didn’t…” Yunho laughed nervously. “It’s quite bitter. I didn’t mean to spill it. I’m sorry.”

“… uh… it’s quite alright… I just…”

“You… you haven’t been taking your medicine, have you?”

“…”

“I thought as much. Now if you’ll excuse me.”

“Wait, Yunho-”

    You watched as your brother got up and made his way out. You frantically followed after him, but he ignored you. Even when you tried to grab him he only pulled away from you in silence. You only got to the door, not daring to step outside your quarters. You weren’t sure what Yunho’s actions meant, but you were anxious nonetheless.

♦♦♥♦♦

“Yeosang, are you here?”

“Yes, your highness, how can I-”

“You know how to make the princess’ medicine, right?”

“Yes, of course. Did something happen?”

“Make it for me, now.”

“Is everything alright? I’m not usually the one who-”

“Now!”

    Yeosang was already concerned when the Crown Prince came looking for him, but this behavior was concerning. He couldn’t ask many questions though, so he just did as he was asked. He gathered the ingredients as the Crown Prince watched in silence. It wasn’t a simple remedy, and took a while to make, but he didn’t say any of that and just worked. When he finished he presented it to the Crown Prince.

“This is what-”

    As Yeosang was talking the Crown Prince took the bowl and took a sip. Of course there was a bitter taste that got a reaction.

“The medicine is bitter but-”

“This is what you give the princess?”

“It’s the ingredients, yes, but I don’t make the medicine for the princess. The head physician does under orders from the Queen and- your highness?”

    The Crown Prince turned around and left as Yeosang was talking, leaving him with many more questions. The whole situation was odd, and worrisome, but he’d have to wait and see what happened. Either way, he still had to report all of this.

♦♦♥♦♦

“Your highness, what is going on?”

    Mingi had spent years with the Crown Prince, to a degree they grew up together. He thought he knew everything about Yunho, but his current actions were confusing. To watch him storm out of the princess’ quarters, he had never seen him do such a thing before. His first thought was that the two got into some kind of argument, but then Yunho made his way to Yeosang, demanding he make the princess’ medicine. Few words were spoken there, and now the Crown Prince was storming off elsewhere, clearly upset. Mingi and Jongho kept sharing concerned glances.

“Your highness, this behavior is extremely concerning. You’re not-”

“Quiet.”

    Once again Mingi and Jongho shared a look. They had never seen Yunho like this before. The closest was when Yunho had first started his studies for the throne and stormed over to speak with the King. It seemed that history would be repeating itself in a way as soon enough they found themselves at the Queen’s quarters.

“Yunho! To what do I-”

“Have you been poisoning the princess!”

“… what on Earth possibly compels you to make such an accusation!”

“I found wolfsbane in my sister’s medicine this morning! You are in charge of overseeing her meals and health! Who else would be responsible in this matter!?”

“Do you truly think so lowly of me? My own son coming to me with such vile words. I will have the matter investigated as I am not the only one who deals with the princess’ necessities.”

“Fine. You do that, but from now on I will take care of the princess’ meals and medicine, including my own.”

“There is no need for you-”

“I am to one day care for this nation, and my future wife. I can get some practice in by looking after my sister, wouldn’t you agree?”

“Hm… I suppose you’re right.”

“Then it’s settled. I expect to hear the results from your investigation soon.”

“I will make sure you’re informed immediately of any findings.”

“Good. Until then, your majesty.”

    Despite initially bursting in, Yunho did leave in a more polite and calm manner. All servants present were shocked to hear what the Crown Prince was accusing the Queen of. It was insane, and if it was anyone else they’d surely be executed.

“Your highness, what just happened back there?”

“You heard me.”

“How could you just accuse the Queen of such things? Do you have any idea what you’ve-”

“I am no fool, Jongho. Despite everything I am well aware of the Queen’s disinterest in the princess. You forget she is the one who has confined my sister to the four walls of her quarters. I was merely trying to be a good brother this morning when I tasted wolfsbane in my sister’s medicine. Poison, Jongho.”

“That’s why you went to Yeosang… to confirm…”

“The Queen is supposed to look after the princess’ health, so where else do you think the wolfsbane came from?”

“She doesn’t-”

“I have no doubt she has ordered someone else to dirty their hands with this unspeakable act, but she is to know that I am aware of this and will not allow it.”

    Yunho was upset, frustrated, but most of these emotions were targeted towards himself. For who knows how long he had been letting you down. It was a recent development that you had become weary of your medication. He initially thought you were merely being a bit rebellious and over dramatic but now he just felt guilt. Maybe you didn’t know what was wrong, what was happening, but deep down you knew something was off. He didn’t think to trust your own instincts and investigate. Instead he had encouraged you to drink poison.

    He knew you didn’t like your medicine and he figured something was off when you hadn’t taken it in the morning. When you pushed it off and were trying to get around it he suspected you had been avoiding it while he was gone, but then he tasted it. There was only a bit of wolfsbane, but that was just enough for him to recognize the taste. His father had taught him how to identify such poison, as one could never be too careful. So to discover it in something so important, it was terrifying. 

    Now that his head was a bit more clear he thought back to you, realizing the way he had left probably upset you too, and he had no idea how to fix it. The last thing he wanted was for you to worry, but even then he couldn’t just tell you the truth. Too much had happened too fast, and he needed to think. Knowing the Queen, she’d make sure rumors didn’t spread, but she would still inform the King about this. He’d probably get some kind of scolding, but he didn’t care about that. He had to make his own preparations going forward and that was going to be his priority for now.

♦♦♥♦♦

    You thought maybe Yunho would come back, but that wasn’t the case. You spent the whole day waiting and waiting, barely eating and just hoping to get some kind of news. It never came, and then it was night. You were just curled up in bed you didn’t even realize Seonghwa had come by.

“Y/n… are you alright?”

“… huh… Seonghwa, you’re here.”

“Yeah, why are you in bed? Did something happen?”

“I don’t know…”

“What do you mean?”

“Yunho came by this morning… and he wanted me to drink the medicine, but I… I couldn’t… and he drank some and dropped it and… he left… Seonghwa, I poisoned my brother, I poisoned the Crown Prince.”

“No, no, no, no, y/n, you did no such thing.”

“I should have just drank it myself, I didn’t think he would-”

“Y/n, look at me.” Seonghwa took your head in his hands. “You didn’t poison your brother, none of this is your fault.”

“He didn’t come back… what if he’s sick and-”

“That’s not true. The palace would be in disarray if something happened to the Crown Prince, you know this. Things are calm and quiet, he’s fine.”

“If he wasn’t he wouldn’t want me to know…”

“Y/n, I’m close with the Crown Prince, you know this as well. He’s fine, I promise you.”

“… but…”

“I will double check everything myself tomorrow morning, but for now I need you to relax. You’re gonna make yourself ill at this rate.”

“I’m just scared… I’ve never seen my brother like that before…”

“It’s gonna be alright, you both will be alright.”

    This was another quiet night where Seonghwa just held you and lulled you to sleep, knowing you needed to be okay more than anything else. He never minded the quiet nights, just being near you was good. It also let him rest as well. Once you were dozing off he laid you down in bed, tucking you in under the blankets. He laid next to you atop your sheets, watching you sleep. As he laid there he couldn’t help but think over what you said. Perhaps the Crown Prince had finally discovered what he had, yet the palace was quiet. If it was anyone else there would be an uproar. Yet anything relating to the forsaken princess was ignored. 

    It wasn’t fair, nor was it right. He’d make a big deal out of this if he could, but there were too many people who would be swift to silence him. When the time came he’d rectify this. For now he’d look after you to the best of his ability. Seonghwa stayed with you till dawn, managing to sleep a bit himself. He placed a gentle kiss against your head before leaving, hoping things would be better today. As he made his way back to his chambers he noticed the Crown Prince and his entourage. It was quite early to see him awake, but it was a sign that he was in good health. He’d keep his promise and check in with the Crown Prince later. Since he had his own things to attend to in the morning.

♦♦♥♦♦

    Yunho was up early to keep his word, checking with the kitchen to make sure everything was being prepared. He had chosen new chefs to be in charge of his meals, and those of the princess. Going forward Yeosang was the one solely in charge of the princess’ medicine and would be delivering it every morning. Since this was a new routine Yunho was present to oversee it all and make sure everyone knew how things would work going forward. The last piece was informing you about everything. He accompanied your court ladies to your quarters, hoping to surprise you and make up for yesterday.

“Good morning.”

“Yunho, you’re here!”

    When you heard your brother’s voice you jumped up and hugged him. You had been so worried about him yesterday and were overjoyed to see him now. He was okay, and that’s all you needed to know.

“Of course. I wanted to apologize about yesterday. Something came to mind and I had to take care of it, I didn’t mean to worry you.”

“Everything’s okay, right? You’re okay?”

“I’m fine, I promise.”

“Good, as long as you’re alright.”

“I am. I also wanted to let you know that I’m going to be overseeing your meals and medicine going forward.”

“What?”

“I spoke with the Queen about it, and she agreed. I figured I should take responsibility and look after you myself. I want to be able to take care of those who are important to me.”

“Oh… okay…”

“I had new chefs make your food, so I hope it’s alright, and Yeosang will be making your medicine going forward. Here.” Yunho held out your medicine bowl. “Drink it.”

“Uh… I’ll do so later and-”

“I know it has a bitter taste, so it’s best to take it before you eat.”

“…”

“I know you don’t like taking it, but you need it for your health.” Yunho took a sip. “Here you go.”

    You were nervous, and scared, but you knew Yunho wasn’t going to let it go. You took a breath and then grabbed the bowl, offering a smile before drinking down its contents. The taste was what you expected, maybe a bit different, but you couldn’t be sure. You tried not to freak out too much, doing your best to enjoy your breakfast with your brother. It was only until you were sure he was gone that you went outside and found a place to throw up. You knew the medicine had been in your system long enough to be absorbed, but you still wanted to empty out your stomach. You took the remedy Seonghwa had given you, finishing it up, and just hoping you’d be alright. Once again you anxiously waited until nightfall.

“Alright. I saw the Crown Prince today and he was fine, so you-”

“He was here this morning.”

“Huh?”

“My brother came by in the morning, he said he was going to be in charge of my food and medicine going forward and… I had to take the medicine this time.”

“Y/n… are you alright? How do you feel?”

“I’m okay… I think… but I don’t know… I don’t know… I can’t tell if I’m still being poisoned or not…”

“I don’t think you were. It’s been out of your system for days now, if you were to suddenly ingest wolfsbane again you’d be sick. I also don’t really smell it on you. Did you take the remedy I left you?”

“I finished it this morning after I threw up breakfast.”

“Y/n, that’s not-”

“Seonghwa…”

“Yes?”

“I know… I know this is risky… but… I… I need you to come in the morning.”

“What?”

“I can’t tell if my medicine, or if my food is even safe anymore since it’s all been changed. You could and I… I need you to check for me… I’m scared and I know what I’m asking is-”

“Hey, hey, look at me.” Seonghwa cupped your cheeks. “I will be here in the morning to help ease your concerns, okay, I promise.”

“What if-”

“Let me worry about the dangers, but I will do this for you. This is also my choice, understand.”

“I do…”

“Good.”

    It was a big ask, and Seonghwa knew it was risky too, but you were so worried about all of this he couldn’t just leave you like that. He was still trying to figure out how to visit during the day with the Crown Prince around, but you needed him now, so he needed to hope things worked in his favor. He left you earlier than normal, wanting to go into the market and replenish your detox remedy. Even though he told you to sleep, you really couldn’t besides the occasional dozing off. When Seonghwa informed Hongjoong of the situation he greatly objected, but this wasn’t up for debate. Come morning word had gotten around to Wooyoung and San to take care of things on their end. Now it was all up to Seonghwa.

    He had Hongjoong check the whereabouts of the Crown Prince, confirming he was in his private library. His servants brought his meal there, so it was unlikely he’d make an unexpected visit to the princess. With all that confirmed, Seonghwa made his way to you. There wasn’t that odd scent in the air, and when he grabbed the medicine it seemed normal. You watched anxiously as Seonghwa took a sip. Still bitter, but Seonghwa gave you a reassuring smile. It was safe. No trace of wolfsbane, and he could taste the difference himself. You could finally put your mind at ease. Your anxieties washing away. Although all that lack of sleep was hitting you now.

“Y/n, you still need to eat.”

“I know…”

“Come on, sit up, I’ll feed you.”

“Don’t you need to get going… the longer you’re here-”

“I know, but I still want to make sure you’re alright. So eat.”

    Seonghwa never had a problem feeding you. Besides, doing so now was just a happy moment. He could also rest easy knowing your medicine would no longer be harmful to you.

“You’re not just tired, but quiet, how come?”

“I just… I don’t know what happened with my brother… if he found out about the wolfsbane, or he’s just looking after me…”

“He wouldn’t tell you if he found something in your medicine. You two don’t like worrying each other. Either way, I know he’s doing this because he cares about you.”

“I know.”

“We still have time, let’s try something.”

“Hm?”

    Every moment was precious right now, but Seonghwa wanted to help you another way. He had you take a sip of your medicine, and then he did the same. From there he tried to explain the taste, teach you to identify the ingredients so you would know if something was off. You couldn’t really distinguish the components as well as Seonghwa, but you could still tell them apart. Thinking back, you couldn’t do this before, but now that you were getting stronger you could tell your power was growing.

“Seonghwa…”

“Hm?”

“I… I know I’m getting stronger… I don’t have my claws or fangs yet… but my senses aren’t so numb anymore…”

“That’s right. I’m excited to see you in full bloom under the moonlight someday.”

You felt a bit shy. “Me too… although…”

“Hm? What is it?”

“I keep asking you for the impossible…”

“Nothing is impossible.”

“… I… I want… I want to know what your real scent is like…”

“Oh.”

“It’s incredibly dangerous, and I know what I’m asking could get us caught but-”

“Y/n.”

“… yes…?”

“I would love to know what your real scent is too.”

“Really?”

“Yes. Just give me some time to figure this out, but I will find a way for us to do this, I promise.”

“I know she has no guards, but she’s not completely alone during the day.”

“From what I’ve gathered, we only have a small handful of people to worry about.”

“So then, what is your plan for them?”

“For starters, if you’re willing, you could ask San for a favor.” Hongjoong stated. “As a scholar, San would have the authority to request the princess’ eunuch help him with errands. That way someone you know would keep the eunuch busy and be aware of his current movements. Of course this would only be necessary for the days you wish to visit.”

“Hm, I see your point. Although it is risky to ask such a thing. Wooyoung seems reliable and doesn’t ask questions. San on the other hand…”

“The eunuch isn’t too much of a problem. Now that the princess is confined to her quarters, her eunuch only visits her when the King requests her presence for the royal family gatherings. Those tend to happen on a predictable basis, so the eunuch isn’t really any trouble.”

“Indeed. What of the court ladies?”

“They visit the princess at certain times every day, following a routine. In order to ensure your privacy, Wooyoung could keep an eye on the ladies, making sure they don’t spontaneously return to interrupt you. The two tend to stick together, so it would be easy for Wooyoung to charm them and keep them occupied until they return to their duties.”

“Then that just leaves you as my look-out, simple enough.”

“Unfortunately that’s not the case.”

“What else is there?”

“The royal family. The King has never once visited the princess, and has no reason to. The Queen only ever visits the princess when something happens, or perhaps after a family gathering, but the Crown Prince, he visits sporadically. Of course his visits aren’t as frequent given his current studies, but they are unpredictable. A day you choose to visit could coincidentally be the day he does too, and I cannot fathom the consequences.”

“Hm… so the real problem is the Crown Prince. Everyone else, even the princess’ court ladies and eunuch, keep a distance. He is the only one who cares to see her.”

“Apologies for not having a solution.”

“There’s no need for that. The Crown Prince may visit the princess on a whim, but there are certain days he cannot do that. Since I am to foster a friendship with him, I should know when those days are. Then we can plan accordingly.”

“That should work.”

“It should, but let’s not be hasty. Tell Wooyoung to get friendly with the court ladies, I’ll see if San is reliable. We’ll go from there.”

Seonghwa did like his odds with this plan, as he could have all his bases covered, but he knew patience was important. For the time being he continued making visits at night when he could, and had Wooyoung report to him about his progress. San wasn’t a necessary part of his plan, but he did want to see if he could be trusted. What Seonghwa needed most was people on his side, at the moment all he had was Hongjoong, and Wooyoung by proxy. 

“I didn’t think I’d be seeing much of you.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“I’ve heard all about you and the Crown Prince.” San commented. “You are a Park after all.”

“Yeah, but that’s different. We’re friends, I’d rather spend time with you.”

“Then why not a night out? I bet you could use one.”

“That doesn’t sound like a bad idea, but I’m rather busy at night.”

“I bet.”

“What does that mean?”

“I’m not blind, Seonghwa. I know you’re busy during the day but you’re clearly not getting enough sleep at night. So, my guess, you’re seeing someone. Specifically you’re sneaking around. I presume you don’t want your father knowing.”

“You can say that…”

“So, are you gonna tell me who it is? Wait, are you and Hongjoong-”

“No! San, please.”

“It was just a thought… then who?”

“I can’t say.”

“Hm, why not? You worried I’m gonna tell your father?”

“Would you?”

“Why would I? I’m not acquainted with your father, and what kind of friend would I be if I screwed you over in regards to love.”

“In that case… you could help me with something.”

“Ah, what is it?”

“As a scholar I’m sure you’re busy, so why not bother an eunuch to help you out. I know just the one who’s always looking for some work.”

“Who would that be?”

“The princess’ eunuch.”

“The… wait… are you seeing…”

“…”

“Seonghwa!”

“Quiet!”

“Oh my gosh, I cannot… actually, I can… wow… that explains a lot…”

“Is it obvious…?”

“Honestly, not really. Others might think you’re staying up late to finish something important, but I know you’re a hard worker who wouldn’t sacrifice sleep for such a thing. So of course it has to be about a lover.”

“I guess I can’t fool you.”

“Hardly. If anyone was ever going to marry the princess, it would be you.”

“Why would you say that?”

“Come on, you’re the history enthusiast here. You know how things work when it comes to a princess. Her marriage tends to be some sort of arrangement for power, but lords aren’t exactly eager to be a brother-in-law to the future king, even if their family benefits. Besides, the princess is ill, so it’s likely the royal family won’t bother marrying her off.”

“So then where do I come in?”

“Well, with all that information, if anyone was ever going to approach the princess and want to marry her, it would be out of genuine love. You’re the only person that comes to mind.”

“Really?”

“You knew each other when you were kids, and you’re a Park. It kinda makes sense.”

“That’s where you’re wrong, I’m afraid.”

“What are you talking about?”

“I knew of her in my youth, but never truly met her until now. Also, because I’m a Park I shouldn’t get involved with the royal family in such a way. My father and the King have done great things for the nation, if both families were to become in-laws, other ministers and scholars could argue it’s a conflict of interest.”

“Hm, I see. For generations the Parks and Jeongs have simply worked together but if they were to become family and continue with their current roles, it could get messy. No wonder you’re being so careful, you really don’t want your father to know.”

“He knows.”

“He does!”

“It’s why my father has been piling on my work. He’s trying to keep me busy.”

“Ah, and you’re still going against him, huh?”

“I’m not gonna let him get in my way.”

“So why do you need me to distract the princess’ eunuch? I thought you did night visits?”

“I want to change that.”

“Oh, I see… are you sure that’s a good idea?”

Seonghwa threw a glare. “What do you mean?”

“Well, the Crown Prince visits every now and then, what if he catches you? Actually, aren’t you and the Crown Prince getting acquainted? How’s he gonna feel when he finds out you want to marry the princess?”

“I’ve already considered all that, so you don’t need to worry. I just need to know if you’re on my side, if you’ll help me.”

“Sure, I don’t see why not. I benefit from this, although I want something in return.”

“I’m sure it’s within reason, right?”

“Of course. I just want you to tell me about your dates.”

“San!”

“Come on, I want to know. The princess is such a mystery, and you’re over here sneaking around to see her, it’s so romantic. Please. I can keep a secret.”

“Fine, but if rumors start going around, I will take your head.”

“Deal! So, tell-”

“Later.”

“Awe, come on, just a little snippet. What are her quarters like?”

“Do you like the princess or something?”

“No, no, I’m not gonna steal your girl. I just want to know about the person who’s stolen your heart. That’s all.”

“She… she has her own garden. It’s more beautiful than the royal one.”

“Ah, cute.”

With every base covered things could move forward in Seonghwa’s plan. He wanted to build a good foundation before trying anything. Of course the final part was to figure out when the Crown Prince would be out of his way. At least once or twice a week he’d go to the Crown Prince’s library, simply socializing or discussing current policies. It was more of a mental exercise for the two as they had no say on the matters yet, but it was important to keep up appearances. Eventually Seonghwa got what he wanted.

“I’ll be gone for a few days, so you don’t have to come and find me.”

“Oh, traveling? I heard you haven’t left the palace in quiet some time.”

“Precisely. My father believes it’s best to visit some of the areas outside the palace, see how the people live. I agree. If I am to be King one day, I need to better understand my subjects.”

“That’s a good mentality to have.”

“If you’d like to join me, I don’t see either of our fathers opposing the idea.”

“I’ve lived outside of the palace for a long time, I’m not quiet ready to leave it.”

“I see, perhaps another time.”

“We’ll have plenty more chances for adventures in the future.”

Seonghwa relayed the information to Hongjoong, deciding the day the Crown Prince left was the day he’d visit. Everything was prepared accordingly, and on the chosen day Seonghwa was up before sunrise, going into the markets to pick up a gift and little cakes he had wanted to give you before. As he returned he wound up running into the Crown Prince on his way out.

“I didn’t expect you’d see me off.”

“That wasn’t my intention, but it’s a pleasant encounter. Safe travels, your highness.”

“Thank you, I’ll see you when I return.”

“Until then.”

Seonghwa bowed and waited until the Crown Prince and his entourage were gone. He was excited for the day, eager to see the look on your face. By now San was already giving tasks to the eunuch, and he knew Wooyoung had been getting very friendly with the court ladies. As Seonghwa and Hongjoong made their way to the princess’ quarters he could see Wooyoung and the two court ladies walking together, all laughing.

“I’ll let you know when lunch time is approaching, otherwise, you should have no interruptions.”

“Excellent.”

♦♦♥♦♦

Before leaving Yunho had come to pay you a visit, letting you know he’d be away from the palace for a while. You were a bit jealous that he got to go out and see the world, but he promised to come tell you stories when he got back. You wanted to see him off, but you knew if the Queen caught wind of you sneaking out things would somehow get worse for you. Instead you’d just wait for your brother to return. You figured that perhaps you’d see a bit more of Seonghwa, but you could only hope.

“Princess…”

You heard a whisper as you were eating breakfast, looking around in confusion. You thought maybe you were hearing things but then you heard a knock. Your window was open, which only made things stranger. Then you noticed the silhouette of a person at your door. For a moment you panicked, and then the doors slid open, revealing a familiar face. Your eyes went wide and everything clicked into place.

“Seonghwa!?”

“Good morning, princess.”

“What are you doing here!?” You jumped to your feet. “Seonghwa! What if someone sees you!?”

“I’ve already taken care of everything. No one’s going to bother us.”

“But-”

“Wooyoung is with your court ladies, and San is keeping your eunuch busy today. Hongjoong is my lookout and the Crown Prince is out of the palace. Who could possibly discover us?”

“… you… you really thought of everything… you’re really here…”

“I told you I wanted to see you during the day, and nothing was going to stop me.”

You were still nervous about this whole ordeal, but the more you thought about it the more you were in awe. He had all the important people out of the way. Only misfortune would interrupt this moment. You laughed with joy and hugged Seonghwa tight, still finding the whole scene unbelievable. Seonghwa hugged you back, rubbing circles along your back.

“Alright, alright, you still need to eat breakfast. It’s one of the most important meals of the day.”

“Wait, what about you!? Aren’t you hungry?”

“I’m alright, plus I brought you something.” Seonghwa revealed a small bag, the smell coming from it was divine. “These are fresh from the market.”

“The market? You mean outside the palace?”

“Yes. I woke up extra early to get them for you. I hope you like them.”

“Seonghwa, you didn’t have to.”

“Of course I did, today is a very special day.”

With your mind at ease you happily welcomed Seonghwa to share a meal with you. It made you so giddy you couldn’t contain your smile. Seonghwa insisted on feeding you, wanting you to eat some proper food before you tried the little cakes he had brought. They tasted just as good as they smelled. This was your first time eating something from outside the palace and it was so good.

“Tell me, how does palace food compare to outside food?”

“Hm, I’d say palace food is good and healthy, but there are so many other foods out there that are just so delicious. These little cakes for one you won’t find in here.”

“Wow, I can only imagine the type of foods you’ve had growing up.”

“I’ll see if maybe I can bring you some.”

“You don’t think I could maybe sneak out with you?”

“Ah, weren’t you the one talking about how dangerous it was for me to be here during the day, and now you want to sneak out of the palace?”

“I didn’t think you’d actually figure out a way to sneak in here. Maybe you could get me out of the palace… then again, you’d be in big trouble if we got caught.”

“I’ll think about it though. Sneaking you out at night would be far easier, but the problem will always be the Crown Prince.”

“I know. He won’t be around for a while.”

“So I can come see you lots more.”

After you finished eating you took your medicine, your grimace making Seonghwa chuckle. You both enjoyed the rest of the cakes out in your garden while cuddling atop a blanket. Seonghwa was glad to see you bask in the sun, getting to see you in a new light. Time seemed to move so fast that before he knew it Hongjoong was signalling to him that it was almost noon, and he had to leave.

“Are you gonna visit me tomorrow?”

“I’d like to, but I have to see how everything went today first.”

“Alright, but either way, today was wonderful.”

“I agree. Before I go, I do have a gift for you.”

“A gift?”

“Something to commemorate such a day.”

Seonghwa revealed a small pouch, pulling out a necklace from it. The gold sparkled in the sunlight, and hanging from the chain was a beautiful sun and moon cradled together.

“It’s beautiful, Seonghwa.”

“Then it will match you well.”

Seonghwa moved your hair aside and placed the necklace on you, enjoying the happiness on your face. Being gifted flowers was one thing, but something like this was new.

“I love it.”

“I’m glad you do. I hope it reminds you of me and keeps you company while I am away.”

“Thank you. It’s wonderful!”

You hugged Seonghwa tightly, not wanting him to go, but you knew he had to. You had taken up his morning, and surely he had things to do as well. You were grateful for the time he gave you, and looked forward to more day time visits. Seonghwa didn’t want to leave you either. He could simply hide while your court ladies brought you lunch, but he can’t push his luck on the first day. As he held you in his arms he buried his face in the crook of your neck. Your scent was so faint, it was practically nonexistent, but with his sharp nose he could pick up on the slightest hint of honey sweetness. One day he really wanted to know your scent, but that was a whole other conversation. Although as he held you he picked up on something strange.

Concern immediately showed on his face, but you didn’t see it. Perhaps he was mistaken, but this was such a strange thing to randomly come to mind. He pushed it aside and made sure to part ways on a good note, promising to visit soon. Afterwards he gathered with his people, asking how things went on their end. For Wooyoung nothing of note happened. The ladies did their duty and spent their free time lounging around. Since they were important to the princess they couldn’t be given orders by others, unless such orders came from the King and Queen themselves. As for San, he seems to have made a new friend. The eunuch preferred the consistency of helping one person than just being yanked around all day.

“So the day was a success?”

“I’d say so.”

After lunch Seonghwa returned to his usual tasks. Hongjoong remained by his side, finishing up his own meal.

“Will you be visiting again tomorrow?”

“I want to, but I’d like to try in the afternoon.”

“You mean after lunch?”

“Yes, get a feel for both times and see what works best.”

“That shouldn’t be much of a problem.”

“I don’t think so either. Hongjoong, may I ask for your opinion on something?”

“Such as?”

“The princess expressed a desire to sneak out of the palace. Do you think such a thing is plausible?”

“I think you know the answer. It’s very well possible, but realistically only at night. Even then, doing such a thing is extremely risky. She is still a princess, and if something were to happen, or you get caught, we could all end up dead.”

“I know. I don’t wish to put her in danger but the idea of stepping out of the palace really made her eyes light up. She’s been a prisoner here her whole life, and her cage has only gotten smaller as of late.”

“It’s not really possible now, but when you accomplish your goal, you could certainly venture out together with all the necessary precautions.”

“When? You truly believe in my desires?”

“I do. Either I’ll address you as your majesty one day, or we’ll be buried in the ground. I welcome whichever outcome destiny bestows upon us.”

“I agree.”

♦♦♥♦♦

Seonghwa felt confident with an afternoon visit, planning accordingly and surprising you once more. You welcomed him, and shared a meal once again, enjoying each other’s company out in your garden. This time around Seonghwa brought some of his work, wanting to do something rather mundane with you. The idea was wonderful as it made you feel normal, and less alone. As Seonghwa read his books and jotted down notes you were painting at his side. You wanted to paint him, but you couldn’t do it in secret. If anything you’d ask him about it so he could dress up if he wanted to.

Seonghwa did prefer the early visits, being one of the first people to see you in the morning. He could get you fresh pastries from the market and brighten your day. As he got a bit more comfortable and confident he began sneaking in the moment the court ladies were gone. That way the two of you had as much time as possible. Although something had been bothering him, and he was only aware of it in the morning. He thought he had just been imagining things, but after the first time he made a point to look out for it, and he never failed to find it. Now he just needed to find the source. He had tried to be discrete about it, but you only ever watched him, so of course you’d notice.

“What’s wrong, Seonghwa?”

“… nothing, it’s nothing.”

“I don’t believe that. What is it? I mean…” You took a moment. “I can tell something is up, and if I can help I would like to, but I understand if you don’t want to share…”

“No, no, it’s not that… I don’t want to worry you.”

“What would I worry about?”

“I… when I’m here… in the morning… I keep catching this faint scent of wolfsbane.”

“Wolfsbane? That’s impossible. The only wolfsbane in the palace is in the armory. You haven’t been around there, have you?”

“No. I have no reason to, but it’s bothering me.”

“I don’t smell anything, but then again my senses don’t really work.”

“It’s alright. I could be crazy, but I do want to figure this out.”

“Well, you’re more than welcome to search my quarters if it’ll ease your worries.”

“I don’t want to rummage around your things, that’s incredibly rude.”

“If it helps you I don’t mind.”

“I appreciate that but… have you been feeling alright lately?”

“That depends on what you mean by alright. I haven’t really gotten any worse, or better.”

“Hm…”

“You think you’re getting it from the food? Maybe a guard or something was in the kitchen and the scent of wolfsbane lingered.”

“I haven’t really gotten the scent from there. I’ve also eaten your food before too and nothing ever seemed off with it.”

“Then let’s try something else.”

You moved the table aside, getting closer to Seonghwa and taking his hands in yours. He wasn’t sure what you had in mind, but he’d play along.

“Close your eyes and focus on your sense of smell. I know you said the scent was faint, but with your nose maybe you can find the source.”

“Perhaps.”

“Try it.”

Seonghwa did as you asked, closing his eyes and focusing on his sense of smell. He honed in on the smells of your room, identifying them and moving past them. When he caught a faint whiff of wolfsbane he slowly moved his head. You noticed his actions and let go of his hands, letting him follow the scent. Seonghwa did just that, getting on his hands and knees and moving carefully until he hit a table. He opened his eyes and saw a small bowl, traces of some mysterious liquid lingering.

“What is this?”

“That’s my medicine.”

“Medicine?”

“Yes. I take it every morning. It’s a mix of herbs and stuff. It has a bitter taste, so I take it first before eating.”

  Seonghwa picked up the bowl, taking in a deep breath. He could smell wolfsbane, but he couldn’t be one hundred percent sure this was it. After putting the bowl down he moved closer to you, leaning in and making you move back a bit. When he had initially caught the scent of wolfsbane it had been while close to you. Now that he was following the scent he was led to you again. He wasn’t sure if it was just his fears or not, but he could smell wolfsbane coming from your lips.

“Does the medicine help you?”

“It keeps me healthy. I haven’t gotten worse so I guess it’s working. Why?”

“Don’t drink it tomorrow morning, wait for me.”

“Huh? Seonghwa-”

“Please.”

“You think there’s wolfsbane in my medicine?”

“I don’t know, but I can check tomorrow. Promise you won’t drink it until I come by.”

“Alright, I promise.”

“Good girl.”

Seonghwa hoped he was wrong about this, because just thinking about it was making him worry. The next day couldn’t come fast enough but when it did Seonghwa was with you bright and early. You were of course happy to see him, but you knew he had something else on his mind. You handed him the little bowl that held your medicine, not having a drop of it. He smelled the contents, getting an earthy smell, and he had to admit it really did smell like medicine. Although he did also catch a tiny hint of wolfsbane. He didn’t really ask, but decided to take a sip anyway.

“Seonghwa-”

Before you could finish your words Seonghwa spit out the medicine, a grimace on his face. You could have reminded him of the bitter taste before he did such a thing, but then he merely tossed out the bowl’s contents into your yard.

“Seonghwa! Are you insane!”

“Don’t drink that.”

“Seonghwa!”

“There’s wolfsbane in your medicine.”

“What?”

“I know you probably can’t tell with your senses all numbed up, but I tasted it. You shouldn’t be drinking that.”

“There is no way there’s wolfsbane in my medicine! You’re crazy.”

“I know it sounds that way, but you have to believe me. I may have tasted a bit, but it was there, I’m certain of it.”

“Seonghwa, it’s medicine, and I need it!”

“Do you? Tell me, since you’ve started taking it, have you actually gotten better?”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“Think about it, has it actually helped you? Or made things worse?”

“I… I… well… it didn’t really help when I first started taking it… but that was just my body adjusting to the medicine, it doesn’t mean anything.”

“It could.” Seonghwa grabbed your shoulders. “Don’t take the medicine anymore.”

“Seonghwa, I can’t just-”

“Just for a bit, see what happens.”

“Seonghwa…”

“I know, I know.” Seonghwa cradled your face. “What I’m asking is insane, and a lot, but I need you to trust me here. I’m terrified of what this means.”

As crazy as this all sounded, you could tell Seonghwa was being sincere. You didn’t like this, but you’d trust him for now. Besides, you were already skipping your medicine today. There was no way you could get another serving without raising suspicion. Seonghwa hugged you tightly, wanting to make the most of the time you had left, even if he had certainly spoiled the mood. You both did your best to put this behind you, just glad to be in each other’s company. Not to mention your brother would be returning soon, so your days were numbered.

“I’ll be by tomorrow, you’ll keep your promise, right?”

“I will. Promise.”

“Good. I’ll see you tomorrow then.”

“Until then.”

Seonghwa left after putting a smile on your face. Once outside your quarters he was greeted by Hongjoong. Although the boy noticed the serious look on his face.

“I heard a bit of a commotion earlier, is everything alright?”

“No. I need you to investigate who is in charge of the princess’ medicine and meals.”

“Is something wrong?”

“I believe someone is poisoning the princess, has been for years.”

♦♦♥♦♦

You were worried about Seonghwa. Everything he had said, you didn’t want to believe him, but all you could do was trust him. Your sense didn’t work the way they were supposed to. As far as you knew the medicine didn’t even have a smell, yet he could pick up on the details, and even taste wolfsbane. In all honesty you were scared. If you didn’t take your medicine you had no idea what would happen to you. All your life you had been so weak and powerless, believing the medicine you took gave you what little strength you had. Seonghwa didn’t see it that way, and he had no reason to lie to you. He was going to look into things, so you just had to be patient and wait for news. It was probably gonna drive you insane until then.

♦♦♥♦♦

Even though Seonghwa had Hongjoong looking into the situation, there were other things he could do. There was someone he had wanted to meet for a while now, and he finally had a good reason too. When he had a moment in the afternoon he went off to look for a physician. He knocked at the door, getting the attention of the gentleman present. 

“Hello, I’m looking for a physician.”

“Ah, Lord Park, it’s an honor to meet you.” The gentleman bowed. “I’m physician Kang, how can I help you?”

“Aren’t you a royal physician?”

“I am, but considering who your father is, I’m at your service as well.”

“Oh, lucky me. I’ve simply been feeling under the weather and wanted a professional opinion.”

“Of course, come with me and have a seat.”

For privacy’s sake, Seonghwa was led into another room. He took a seat as the physician began his examination.

“Physician-”

“You can just call me Yeosang if that’s easier for you.”

“Yeosang then. I must say, you’re pretty young to be a physician, a royal one at that.”

“I’ve always wanted to heal others, ever since I was little. I studied hard and now here I am.”

“You must be very good to be where you are.”

“I believe so, but I also have some favor with the Crown Prince.”

“Ah, you must be good friends. No wonder he trusts you to attend to him and his family.”

“I’m just doing my job at the end of the day.”

“I suppose you have your hands full dealing with the princess’ illness. I’m sure you take good care of her. I haven’t had a chance to see her since she stopped going on her walks.”

“Just a precaution. Her health is of utmost importance.”

“Really? I’ve heard rumors that the Queen isolated her out of shame.”

“You surely know the palace staff like to gossip.”

“True. How is she though, doing well?”

“Of course.”

“Does she need anything? I’ve wanted to send gifts but I’m not sure what’s appropriate. Do certain medicines work better than others for her?”

“You don’t need to worry about her health, it’s well taken care of. Other gifts would be better to lift her spirits.”

“Hm. Then I guess you must be busy everyday with her medicine.”

“I don’t prepare her medicine.”

“What? You’re her physician though, aren’t you?”

“Yes, but she is royalty. Something of such importance is to be handled by those above me. I know the recipe in case I ever need to prepare it, but that hasn’t come up.”

“At least you’re prepared. I’m glad to know the princess is in good hands.”

Seonghwa left having more questions than answers. At least he hoped Hongjoong had some information. Later in the evening the two met up, sharing a meal and enjoying the quiet atmosphere.

“How was your visit to the physician?”

“Uneventful. I was wrong in believing the physician was involved. Although it only creates more questions. Did you find anything?”

“Not exactly. Since Wooyoung has gotten close to the court ladies I asked him to investigate a bit. He informed me that the court ladies merely pick up the food as everything is prepared by certain employees beforehand.”

“Do you know who?”

“From what I gathered, it seems to be the Queen’s people who deal with the meals and medicine of the princess. It’s not entirely odd, the Queen does the same for the Crown Prince when he is here, but…the Queen herself approves of the food, and her people hand it over to the court ladies. No one else seems to come in contact with it from there.”

“So… it’s the Queen…”

“You don’t seriously think the Queen has been trying to kill her own daughter?”

“Considering all she’s done, and how she treats the princess, is it really that hard to believe?”

“If she really wanted to, she could have done so a long time ago? Why the small doses of wolfsbane then? Why drag it out?”

“I’m not sure, perhaps to make it appear more natural. The princess has been sick since she was a child, many believe the fact she’s still alive today to be some miracle. If she began to slowly deteriorate and then pass away, who would possibly think foul play?”

“Would anyone truly think the princess was murdered if she passed away today?”

“Hongjoong.”

“Apologies, I’m just trying to understand. It doesn’t make sense… dragging it out is just torturous, who would benefit from this?”

“The royal family is meant to be strong, the fact she’s still alive is proof of that, although perhaps this has nothing to do with her.”

“What?”

“The only person who cares for her is the Crown Prince. I wouldn’t put it beneath the Queen to make the princess’ death look more natural for his sake. If anyone would want an investigation, or could even get one, it would be him. If he can accept her death with his own senses as being natural, no one would be the wiser.”

“Would the Queen really do such a thing?”

“Regardless of her reasoning, I don’t doubt it.”

“Are you really gonna tell the princess about this? What if you’re wrong?” 

You couldn’t help but stare longingly at the flowers Seonghwa gave you. In the morning you looked around for a vase, getting some water and setting up the flowers by your window. You made sure they were soaking up the sun, watching them with a smile on your face. Although despite the joy they brought you they did also make you worry. These flowers weren’t ones you grew yourself, so surely someone would question where they came from. You weren’t sure what kind of excuse you’d give, or what would be believable. Then again you made yourself anxious for no reason.

When your ladies or eunuch came by they merely did their duties. You tried to hide your flowers, but it made no difference. As far as you knew they didn’t even notice them. To a degree it made you sad the flowers weren’t important enough to be noticed, but at the same time it should have been expected. You lived such a quiet life, the little things never stood out. At least you didn’t have to worry about hiding them and could admire them all the time. What you were really nervous about was Seonghwa. He said he would visit you again, and you excitedly waited for that time. The first two nights after his visit you didn’t expect him, but on the third you stayed up late.

You’d sit at your window, enjoying the night breeze and carefully tending to your gifted flowers. You’ve been doing your best to take care of them and make them last. It was easy to pass the time as you stared up at the stars, even starting to doze off. At some point you fell asleep, startled awake when you hit your head on the window sill. It was still dark out, but the moon was no longer up in the sky. The sun would be peeking over the horizon soon enough. It seemed that Seonghwa couldn’t make a visit tonight, but you weren’t upset. He was a busy person so perhaps tomorrow. You shut your window and went to bed. Of course you were tired by the time the sun rose, but you didn’t mind and just pushed through.

No one was around so there was no issue with taking a nap during the day. After all, that next night you stayed up again, waiting for your secret visitor, but no one came to see you. It did hurt, but you really couldn’t get your hopes up too much. Seonghwa surely had a lot of new responsibilities that kept him occupied, and a late night visit meant sacrificing his sleep. You napped during the day once more, and wondered if you should stay up late again or not. Ultimately you decided to sleep. He’d surely come visit you eventually, so you just had to wait. What really hurt your heart was the fact the flowers he brought you were wilting. The little reminder of him that you had was fading away.

“Princess… pst… y/n… are you awake…?”

“Hm…”

You groaned and slowly opened your eyes, looking around your room. Eventually your gaze turned towards your window, seeing a blurry figure waving. You didn’t need clear vision to know who was there, a smile appearing on your lips. You crawled over to your window, rubbing the sleep from your eyes.

“Hello, I’m sorry I had to wake you, but I really wanted to see you.”

“Hm… it’s nice to see you too.”

“Did you miss me?”

“I’ve been waiting…”

“I’ll take that as a yes.” Seonghwa chuckled. “I’m sorry I didn’t come sooner.”

“It’s okay. I know you’re busy.”

“I don’t wanna be too busy to see you.”

“Then tell me about your days. I wanna know what a scholar does around the palace.”

“It’s very boring stuff.”

“I’m confined to my quarters all day. Anything outside these walls is interesting to me.”

“Very well.”

Seonghwa indulged your request and told you how he spent his days. He admitted he wanted to see you sooner, but his father swamped him with work. Once he was done with lectures he had tasks and different assignments to complete. He had to get through those first before he could even have a moment to himself. As tiresome as they were, they did take him all over the palace and gave him a chance to introduce himself to other officials.

“It sounds like you’ve seen more of the palace in the few days you’ve been here than I have my whole life.”

“That’s hardly fair.”

“You forget I’m also a lady. I doubt I have any business in many of the places you’ve been.”

“Still, this is your home.”

“It doesn’t feel like it… then again, I don’t think I know what a home feels like…”

“We’ll work on that.”

Seonghwa reached over to gently pet your head, continuing on as he told you about the things he did. You eagerly listened, loving the stories, but eventually Seonghwa noticed you dozing off. 

“I see someone is sleepy.”

“I’m not… I can stay up…”

“Sh, it’s okay, I’ll come again to tell you more stories. Although, before I go.” Seonghwa revealed a bouquet of fresh flowers. “These are for you. I’ll take the old ones.”

“No, wait.”

“Hm?”

“I wasn’t going to throw the old ones away… I wanted to bury them in my garden… I don’t want any gift from you to leave me…”

“Ah, how sweet. I’ll bury them for you on my way out then, but you must go to bed now.”

“Fine… can I at least make another request before you go?”

“Of course.”

“Don’t… don’t make me wait so long… please…”

“I shall do my best princess, but you know-”

“I do… as long as you return before the flowers wilt, then I won’t be mad.”

“I see, I think I can work with that.” 

Seonghwa grabbed the flower vase, taking out the old flowers and putting in the new ones. He made sure to arrange them nicely, noticing your gaze on him. There was a nice little twinkle in your eyes, one that was only for him.

“There you are. I shall see you again soon, my princess, good night.”

“Good night, Seonghwa.”

Seonghwa stuck around until you were tucked under your bed sheets, and he could be sure you’d be sleeping soon. He made his way through your garden, using the moonlight as his guide. Once he found a good place he dug a hole, burying the flowers he had given you before just as promised. Although he did take a petal, wanting a token of this gift as well.

♦♦♥♦♦

“The Crown Prince is here.”

Yunho was doing his best to see you, wanting to make sure you were alright, and also giving himself a break from studying. Although when he came to see you he immediately became worried. You were laying in bed, food half eaten. He quickly knelt down at your side, gently coaxing you awake.

“Y/n… y/n, wake up.”

“Hm… Yunho…?”

“Are you okay?”

“Yeah, yeah…” You sat up, yawning. “What are you doing here?”

“Paying you a visit, but why are you in bed? Do you feel ill?”

“No, no, I’m just sleepy, that’s all. Look, I ate, and took my medicine.”

“You should have eaten everything.”

“I’ll keep that in mind.”

“Have you not been sleeping well?”

“I have. I’m fine, Yunho. There’s not much for me to do, so sometimes a nap is nice.”

“Hm… I’m not sure if I believe you.”

“Then call Yeosang, but I’m perfectly fine.”

“I’ll take you up on that.”

You rolled your eyes, pulling over your food table, deciding to finish up what was left so Yunho could worry less. He happily watched you, reaching over to pet your head and getting a smile out of you too. While you ate he looked around the room, thinking of things to get you so you don’t get so bored, but then his eyes landed on something peculiar.

“Where did you get those flowers?” Yunho asked. “You don’t grow those in your garden.”

You froze mid-bite, knowing exactly what he was talking about. You were trying not to panic, knowing your heartbeat could give you away. Despite all the time you had you never really figured out what excuse to give when asked.

“Did one of your court ladies bring them?”

“… yeah… I wanted something different… maybe I’ll ask for these flower seeds in the future.”

“I see. They’re nice. Should I send you flowers?”

“No, no, it’s okay.”

“Something else perhaps. New flower seeds for your garden?”

“I’d prefer new paints. It’s what I mostly do to pass the time.”

“Very well.”

Yunho stayed with you for a while longer, wanting to make sure you’d be alright and not sleep away your day. Even if you said you were fine he couldn’t help but be concerned. So of course he sent word to Yeosang to pay you a visit later. He had to be sure you were okay at any given time. Even though you had requested paints he did like the idea of sending you flowers, although he wanted to make sure they weren’t ones you had in your garden. He thought to send Jongho out to get some, but the boy let him know he didn’t have much knowledge of flowers, let alone which one’s the princess kept in her garden. It seemed that Yunho would have to venture out of the palace for that, so he’d have to plan for that in the future.

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“I feel like we’ve been seeing each other more often these days.”

“Does that upset you, princess?”

“Not at all. If anything, I feel bad for wasting your time.”

“I’m a royal physician after all.” Yeosang reminded. “It’s my duty to look after the royal family.”

“Well, once again, I assure you I’m fine, but my brother needs to be sure.”

“There’s no harm in that.”

“I know.”

“Then let’s ease his worries. I’m told you’ve been having trouble sleeping.”

“Not really… I just want to take naps during the day.”

“That’s new behavior for you.”

“So? It’s not concerning, is it?”

“Not at all, but it does sound like you’re not sleeping well at night.”

“I am.”

“Which I am inclined to believe. Medically speaking, nothing in regards to your health should be affecting your sleep schedule, but I’ll check just to be sure.”

“Go ahead.”

You were used to Yeosang’s check-ups, especially as they were happening more than usual. Although you did need to figure out a way to stop making your brother worry. It seemed that every little thing about you was cause for concern, which was far from the truth. Staying up late at night and sleeping during the day shouldn’t be a problem to him.

“Are you going to tell me why you’re not sleeping at night?” Yeosang asked. “I know there’s an answer.”

“… sleeping during the day just passes the time faster. I don’t have much to do anyway… besides, star-gazing is really nice.”

“I see. You’re not a nocturnal creature though, so you shouldn’t mess with your sleep like that.”

“I’ll do better.”

“I hope so, but just in case I’ll leave you with some sleeping aids. Take one before bed with water and you’ll be good.”

“Thanks, Yeosang. You can let Yunho know I’m doing okay.”

“I will. Now, since I’m here, is there anything you want to discuss?”

“About what?”

“Anything, really, but if you say you’re good then I’ll be off.”

“Yeah. I’ll see you next time.”

“Be well, princess.”

“I’ll do my best.”

♦♦♥♦♦

If Seonghwa truly had his way he’d see you every night, but that was a luxury he’d have to work hard for. Even if he had his own plans and desires, he still had his title to uphold. For now at least. So there were things that were expected of him as a scholar and a Park. Not to mention he knew his father would be keeping a close eye on his progress. Moreso to make sure he didn’t do anything to embarrass him or the Park family. Still, the thought of seeing you and winning your favor was all the motivation he needed. He knew you eagerly awaited his visit every night, which ultimately worked to help his plans.

Once he had a good routine every other second or third night he’d make the journey to your quarters. Each time he’d happily coax you awake, loving the twinkle in your eyes as you awoke to his call and realized he was there. You were so well behaved and eager for his company, Seonghwa knew he practically had you in the palm of his hand, but he would remain a gentleman. You needed care and love above all else. So he always made sure to bring fresh flowers, not wanting to repeat himself, nor give you anything that you had in your own garden. He had stuck around a while longer once you had gone to bed a few nights prior, wanting to get familiar with the space you called your own.

He felt your friendship was growing nicely, and as things progressed he did more. One night in particular he had brought over a blanket, wanting to lay under the stars with you. It provided you with some fresh air, and company. Seonghwa was more than happy to talk about the stars and the things he knew about them. It seemed you were fascinated with astrology, keeping your eyes glued to the stars while Seonghwa’s gaze remained on you. By now he had the temptation to kiss you, but he had to hold himself back. Time was on his side for now, and he could be patient. Of course late night visits could only last so long. While talking Seonghwa realized you were curled up next to him, dozing off. He chuckled and softly pet your head.

“I see it’s time for you to get to bed.”

“… it won’t be warm…”

“Shall I go with you then? I can stay until your bed warms up and you’re asleep.”

“… yes, please…”

“Alright, but you have to get up first.”

A pouty whine escaped your lips, but still, you had to get up. You sat up with Seonghwa’s help, rubbing the sleepiness from your eyes. The two of you went back to your room, Seonghwa making sure you were under your blankets before laying down beside you. He gently moved to spoon you, wanting to keep his word and warm you up. Although he had to be careful not to fall asleep himself. Late night visits took a toll on him too, but he could trade a good night’s sleep for this. He hummed for a moment, listening to your steady heartbeat.

“You know… we should try daytime visits.”

“… that’s dangerous… I wouldn’t want you getting in trouble…”

“I worry more about you, but I do really want to see you bask in the sunlight. To tend to your garden together. Perhaps even share a meal.”

“I don’t… sorry…”

“Hm? Why are you apologizing?”

You rolled over to face Seonghwa, seeing his curious eyes, but you could also see the exhaustion. You could get away with napping as you had nothing else to do, but Seonghwa didn’t share in that privilege.

“You must be tired during the day…”

“Ah, it’s okay. I function well on a handful of hours of sleep. I’d rather see you and lose some sleep than not see you at all.”

“But those short nights will catch up to you eventually…”

“I can handle it.”

“Do you want some sleeping aids?”

“Sleeping aids? Why do you have those?”

“When my brother caught me taking a nap one morning he got worried and had Yeosang look me over. He’s my doctor, and he gave me some sleeping aids, saying I shouldn’t mess with my sleep schedule.”

“Ah, are you saying I’m bad for your health?”

“No, not at all.” You chuckled. “My brother just worries about every little thing when it comes to me. Anyway, I don’t use sleeping aids, but it sounds like they’d work better for you.”

“Hm, perhaps they might.”

“Take them.”

You got up and brought over the little box Yeosang had given you before. You held it out to Seonghwa, who took it and examined the contents.

“He said you’re supposed to take one before bed with some water.”

“I’ll give them a try then.”

“Good. I want you to sleep well.”

“As long as I get to see you I know I’ll have sweet dreams. Now come on, you do need to sleep.”

Seonghwa tucked you back in under your blanket, humming to help soothe you. It wasn’t long before you were fast asleep, all warm and comfy. Seonghwa would have loved to stay longer, but that ran the risk of getting caught. He carefully moved away, being careful not to wake you. He took the box of sleeping aids and snuck out the window quietly closing it on his way out, then gathering up the blanket he brought. He still wanted to try and see you during the day but that would be a conversation for another time. 

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Hongjoong was always rather nervous as he stood guard outside the princess’ quarters, not wanting to get caught, or worse, get Seonghwa in trouble. He was only ever at ease once Seonghwa returned to his own quarters and turned in for the night. That’s when he got his much needed downtime, although on this particular night that wouldn’t be the case. As Hongjoong got ready to sleep himself he was approached by a familiar face. Words didn’t need to be spoken, so Hongjoong merely followed the other, soon finding himself a guest of Minister Park.

“Minister Park, how may I be of service?”

“There’s no need for such formalities. Sit, I merely wanted to speak with you.”

“Of course, minister.”

“I’m sure it hasn’t been easy keeping an eye on my son, but knowing you are with him puts me at ease.”

“I’m glad to be of service.”

“There hasn’t been any trouble, has there?”

“Not at all. Lord Park does well to maintain the honor of the Park family. All those who meet him are impressed by him and eager to build a relationship.”

“I see. He must be very busy then. So he’s no longer making late night visits to the princess?”

“…”

“He’s persistent.”

“Lord Park focuses on his duties first and foremost. His visits to the princess are only when he has time. He knows what the real priority is.”

“Hm… then perhaps it’s best to remind him who he is.”

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Seonghwa truly enjoyed being in the palace. It felt right, and gave him peace of mind. So he had no trouble stepping out into the nearby villages, happy to mingle with the locals knowing where he’d return to in the end. Today he wanted to do something special, wanted to try something new. Of course Hongjoong was against the idea.

“Visiting the princess during the day is very risky.” Hongjoong reminded. “You’re already busy as it is.”

“I have more time during the day. Besides, outside of meals and basic things, the princess is alone. There are many opportune times to visit her.”

“You could get caught at any moment.”

“That’s why I have you, and if you need any help we can ask Wooyoung.”

“Seonghwa-”

“I won’t do anything until I have a proper plan, so you don’t need to worry.”

“I still don’t think you should do this. Why don’t you just focus on your work in the palace? You have an incredible career ahead of you.”

“One I don’t care for. I can do better for this nation and you know it.”

“Seonghwa, you have to know that what you’re after is insane. If anyone-”

“I’m going to need you to run a little errand for me today.”

Hongjoong has wanted to dissuade Seonghwa from his plan of courting the princess since he was first told of it. He had been trying, but his pleas were falling on deaf ears. Of course many times when the subject of the princess was brought up, Seonghwa was quick to change things when he no longer wanted to hear Hongjoong try to reason with him. 

“What kind of errand?”

“I want you to deliver something to the princess.”

“What!?”

“She’s never been outside the palace, so I want to send her something unique. These vendors sell all kinds of little treats I’m sure she’s never had. Although I should probably speak with her physician to make sure I don’t send her anything that might make her sick.”

“I doubt her physician would share such information.”

“I have my ways of getting answers… today I want to send her little cakes, what do you think of these?”

“Seonghwa, this is also risky.”

“When I first wanted to apologize to the princess you suggested I send her a letter, what’s so different about this that now you disapprove?”

“I-”

“Just sneak into her quarter’s after her court ladies leave her lunch. Can you do that?”

Hongjoong sighed. “Yes, I can.”

“Good. I’ll take these then and write her a letter.”

Seonghwa paid for the cakes, eager to return to the palace and send off his gift. Although as soon as he was back he was approached by his father’s guard. He told the guard he was busy, but that wasn’t an acceptable answer. It seems his gift would have to wait till later.

♦♦♥♦♦

“Your Highness, the King requests your presence in the throne room.”

“Right now? Is there a reason why?”

“One was not stated, but we should not keep the King waiting.”

“Agreed.”

Yunho was rather surprised by the request. Even before the most recent events his father was not one to call on him so suddenly without reason. He couldn’t help this uneasy feeling but he’d have to face it regardless. He made his way to the throne room, his arrival being announced and then stepping inside. He expected his father to be alone, but instead he was met with some guests, and familiar ones too.

“Crown Prince, I don’t suppose you remember Lord Park Seonghwa, he is Minister Park’s son.”

“I do. I heard of his return and the two of us reacquainted ourselves.”

“That’s good. Since Lord Park has studied outside the palace he’d likely have good insight for you, so building a relationship would be wise.”

“I understand, your Majesty.”

Yunho knew the two of them would likely be pushed together by their fathers, but he didn’t expect this so soon. Still, there didn’t seem to be anything wrong with rekindling an old friendship. A few more things were mentioned but Yunho and Seonghwa were soon dismissed.

“How have you been adjusting to the palace?” Yunho asked. “It must be very different to the way you lived before.”

“It’s not too difficult to adapt, your highness.”

“I suppose this is still technically your home.”

“It always has been.”

“Come. We should talk in a more comfortable setting.”

“Yes, your highness.”

Things were a bit awkward between the two. Yunho would have preferred to build this relationship on his own, but there was no harm in getting to know each other sooner. If anything Yunho could help Seonghwa out as he settled into things at the palace. He brought Seonghwa over to a quiet place in the royal garden. Those from their entourage kept a few steps away and out of sight.

“I honestly thought you’d visit throughout the years, but I never saw you again until now.”

“I wanted to, but my father rejected the idea every time I brought it up. So eventually I stopped asking.”

“You’re back now though.”

“It was my father who requested I return, well, more like ordered me too. He sent me away and brought me back. I still don’t understand why.”

“Perhaps it was all for this.”

“What do you mean?”

“You’ve lived and studied outside the palace, something I could never do. Together we’d surely be able to take care of the nation. Just like our fathers have.”

“I suppose you’re right.”

For a moment the two just sat in silence, letting the sounds of nature fill in the empty space. Their fathers would surely expect them to spend more time together going forward, but maybe not right now.

“I’m assuming your father brought you to the throne room and interrupted your day.”

“More or less.”

“Then I won’t keep you too long. Feel free to stop by my library when you like. We should see each other more often and I would enjoy hearing some stories from your time outside the palace.”

“I’ll make an effort to see you at least once a week, your highness.”

“I’d appreciate that.”

Seonghwa excused himself, but Yunho remained in the garden for a while longer. He thought back to his childhood, and the times he and Seonghwa used to play together. He wondered if they could actually rekindle an old friendship. His father and Minister Park got along well, and the nation thrived. He wanted to do right by the people as well when he became king, and Seonghwa was meant to help with that. Although his thoughts soon drifted to his studies. Besides his desires he had other things to consider, and he was nowhere near making a proper decision.

♦♦♥♦♦

“Seonghwa, are you alright?”

Hongjoong was certainly worried when Seonghwa was summoned and wound up in the throne room. He waited anxiously outside, and only got more nervous when the Crown Prince arrived. He feared the worst, but was greatly relieved when Seonghwa stepped out unharmed. Although the fact he was accompanying the Crown Prince was odd. Now that their little gathering was over Seonghwa was clearly upset.

“He did this on purpose.”

“What are you talking about?”

“My father has been making sure I have my hands full with my studies and tasks, trying to make sure I’m too busy to do anything else. Clearly that wasn’t enough so he brought me before the King and Crown Prince. He knows if I refuse them it not only looks bad on the family, but most of all me. He’d have me disowned and exiled from the palace immediately, which would ruin my plans. He knew exactly what he was doing.”

“Then for now you must comply with his wishes.”

“If I want to remain in the palace, yes.”

“Perhaps your father doesn’t have ill intentions and is merely trying to help you. The Park family name is respected and you have a bright future ahead of you as-”

“An advisor? No, a servant, better yet a slave. I’ve seen what this nation is like and it’s time for a change.”

“Seonghwa, don’t speak like that. If someone hears you-”

“You may not have studied history as much as I have, but I can tell you that the Jeong family has been in power for too long.”

“If you want the throne so bad why don’t you just challenge the King?” Hongjoong snapped. “Or wait until the Crown Prince ascends, why involve the princess? You’re playing with her heart and manipulating her for your own benefit! Your father is trying to help you and remind you of what’s important!”

“My father… what did you tell him?”

“What?”

“The other night I was looking for you and saw you walking off with my father’s guard, now what did you tell him?”

“I didn’t-”

“No wonder he pulled such a stunt today. He needed to add to my workload to keep me away from my own goals!”

“Seonghwa, you-”

“Get lost.”

“What?”

“Get lost! I don’t need a traitor like you at my side.”

“I serve the Park family, Seonghwa, and that includes you. It’s my job to protect you from all kinds of danger, especially while in the palace.”

“I don’t need protection here, I need a friend, someone I can trust, and I mistakenly thought that was you. Now get out of my sight!”

Seonghwa took back the little bag of cakes Hongjoong had been holding onto, storming off, but Hongjoong followed without hesitation.

“Seonghwa, you’re being ridiculous, you-”

All of a sudden Seonghwa stopped in his tracks and turned around. He startled Hongjoong, distracting him as he reached for the boy’s sword and unsheathed it. The tip of the blade pointed at Hongjoong’s throat, keeping him frozen in place.

“If you’re a servant of the Park family then you should know by now I intend to make my own path. I don’t need a guard, I don’t need you, Hongjoong. I told my father to stay out of my way, and the same applies to you. Do not show your face to me again unless you are prepared to die.”

Seonghwa threw the sword to the ground and walked away, this time Hongjoong did not follow. He merely stayed put, watching the other leave, uncertain of his own future.

♦♦♥♦♦

Seonghwa couldn’t bring himself to see you, not after his day had fallen apart. As far as he was concerned everything that had happened so far would have no effect on his plans, but it would just complicate things. The little cakes he had gotten you were now cold, and he wanted you to enjoy them while they were fresh. He’d have to make another trip outside the palace and plan accordingly in order to deliver them himself. For now he just retired to his own quarters, needing some peace.

A few days later he went to visit you at night, keeping to his original promise of seeing you before the flowers died. Despite everything that twinkle in your eyes shined bright, like a beacon of light in the darkness. You loved star gazing, but tonight he merely wanted to hold you in his arms. Hongjoong’s words rang in his head since they were true, but not entirely, not anymore. He thought he could trust him, but he should have known better. You can’t really trust anyone in the palace. As he was lost in thought he was suddenly pulled back to reality by a hand running through his hair. His gaze met yours, seeing the curious and worried look in your eyes.

“Are you alright, Seonghwa? You seem… distant tonight.”

“Apologies. I have a lot on my mind.”

“You must really be busy.”

“Indeed I am.”

“Then… I won’t hold you to your previous promise anymore.”

“What do you mean?”

“You don’t have to come before the flowers wilt… I can wait for you, however long that takes.”

“Princess, you don’t need to say such things.”

“You’re busy in the palace, and have many responsibilities to uphold. You’re also the son of Minister Park, there must be quite the expectations on your shoulders. I don’t want to be a burden to you.”

“Y/n.” Seonghwa reached over to cup your cheeks. “You’re not a burden to me. Seeing you brings me much joy, and it’s the best remedy after a long day. I’m still getting used to everything, so I apologize for being so distant.”

“I can understand you have your priorities but… I must ask…”

“Hm? What is it?”

“Why… why do you care about me? Why did you approach me? Why do you sacrifice and put yourself in danger to see me?”

Seonghwa chuckled softly. “I wanted to see what had become of you after all these years… but also… I know what it’s like to be alone when there are so many people around you. To be at arms length from your parents… it may not really be my place, but I don’t want you to be alone.”

“Are you alone in the palace?”

“It seems I am… besides you of course.”

“But you have your father, and guard.”

“Not really, not anymore.”

“… I’m sorry…”

“You don’t have to apologize. I know the palace is a lonely place, which is all the more reason to come see you. I want to keep our promise, and I want to see you during the day.”

“Seonghwa, you know-”

“I do, I do, we’ll talk about this more some other time. Let’s just enjoy the present.”

Seonghwa pulled you closer, wanting to keep you wrapped up in his arms, safe and sound. He hummed softly and closed his eyes, listening to your steady heartbeat, providing him with comfort. He was slowly dozing off, a lot of exhaustion catching up to him, but then he heard a tapping on the window. His eyes snapped open, immediately on alert. For a second all he caught was the hilt of a sword, and then he noticed the slivers of sunlight in the sky. He had stayed for too long. Thankfully it seemed that you hadn’t woken up, and he’d do nothing to disturb your sleep. Seonghwa carefully pulled himself away from you, biting his lip instead of kissing your head. He made his way out, careful to be quiet and not be seen.

“Thank you, Wooyoung. I’m sorry I must have fallen asleep at some point and lost track of time.”

As Seonghwa thanked Wooyoung for being his look out he saw the boy shaking his head, gesturing to someone behind Seonghwa. A scowl quickly appeared on Seonghwa’s face and he drew out Wooyoung’s sword. Although when he turned around, ready to keep his word, he saw Hongjoong on his knees, bowing his head as he held up his own sword. For a moment there was silence and then Hongjoong dared to speak.

“I was wrong, my lord. I am not a servant of the Park family, only yours. Whatever you desire, whatever becomes of you, I wish to stand by your side as a protector, but most of all a friend. The palace is a dangerous place and you should not traverse it alone. If you’ll have me… I shall serve you until my dying breath. If I cannot do that for you then I ask you to keep your word. I am prepared to die.”

Hongjoong raised up his sword higher, still keeping his head bowed. Silence once again filled the air, the sounds of nature waking up, of a new day, began to take over the quiet morning. Seonghwa returned Wooyoung’s sword, stepping towards Hongjoong and taking the blade presented to him.

“Stand.”

Hongjoong did as he was ordered, but did not meet Seonghwa’s gaze, not until the tip of the sword was under his chin.

“You swear loyalty to me, no matter what happens? You’ll die for me if needed?”

“Yes, my lord.”

“Tsk.”

“Seonghwa.”

The tip of the sword was pressed against Hongjoong’s throat, any more pressure and blood would be drawn. If this was the end Hongjoong would accept it. He deserved it for abandoning his friend. Instead Seonghwa pulled the sword away, stepping closer and returning the sword to its sheath.

“I will hold you to your words, Hongjoong.”

“I expect nothing less.”

“Thank you, for the wake up call.”

“You definitely need to sleep more, which is why it’s best you visit the princess during the day.”

“Ah, is that so?”

“Yes. I know how you can accomplish this.”