#attackofopportunity

🎁 - Best gift you ever received and why

Thank you for the ask; it means a lot!

This was actually pretty tough; I’ve gotten some incredible gifts over the years. I have a few, so I hope that’s okay!

1. My friend @runicmagitek has written me some amazing fics over the years and I adore them so much. It means the world that they have taken the time to give me something so personal, and I cherish those stories almost as much as I love them! Below is a link to the latest one, but all of their stories are so good!

2. My friend Khrys made me a figure of Red from Transistor and a Christmas ornament of my late dog Sasha, who I just lost about a month ago. Again, she took the time to make them herself and just for me, which makes them extra special.

“also pls tell me if u relate at all to the “move your arm” example in...”

// I dealt with that when my depression was worse. My fiancee deals with it chronically, and I'm pretty good at talking her through it.

gunsintheground replied to your post

“also pls tell me if u relate at all to the “move your arm” example in...”

oh god i have this when i get bad. sometimes when im mostly okay ill just stare at my arm like move move move and then imagine im moving and i got up and went to make food or smth except no im still lying in bed staring at my arm

videonastyy replied to your post

“i used to be able to dissociate at will so easily, i mean i think i...”

if this is what you mean, i think this might be an executive disfunction kind of thing

videonastyy replied to your post

“i used to be able to dissociate at will so easily, i mean i think i...”

I think I've experienced this... but it's like, it's not like i'm totally out of control, i just more feel like every movement is too much effort and it seems insurmountable and i get caught up in arguing with myself??

spider-pants ur reply came in after i started this post but ty <3 

attack, what sort of things do you say to her i cant imagine what one would have to hear to be talked through this thing

video, I AGREE i think it’s definitely an ex.dys. thing. and the getting caught up in arguing with yourself--omg. ok do u ever feel like.. it’s happening like just under the surface? like these arguments are swirling around and you just cant grab onto them or like, hook into them and theres like one part of it that’s you-you (the part that’s like DO THE THING GODDAMNIT) and another that’s obviously still you but like ugh idek?? but sometimes it’s not even that clear. idk, like sometimes it doesnt feel like any distinct argument just a sense of conflict, and sometimes it’s like theres multiple streams of it?? it makes me feel like im doing it on purpose and it’s really frustrating bc why would i be doing this on purpose but then... how is it possible that im not???? 

VIGNETTES!

yes

WHO DARES IGNORE GABOURNEY SIDIBE???

1. Who was your favorite teacher in elementary/primary school and why?

Probably Ms. Saltman, my 4th grade Social Studies teacher, because she was really cool and smart and liked me and also her daughter was my fave babysitter so

2. Favorite dessert?

A tie between strawberry rhubarb pie and a really good cupcake

3. Which is scarier, ghosts or UFOs? No, you don’t get to say “neither”! What if they’re both chasing you!!!

I guess ghosts.  UFOs just feel illy to me but I watch a lot of SPN so ghosts are serious shit to me.

4. What’s your choice method of de-stressing after a long day? of being chased by ghosts and UFOs

Doing Killer Sudoku puzzles while listening to Spotify playlists

5. Which of the races from Middle Earth are you?

Umm, I've actually never seen or read anything from the LOTR franchise don't her me please

6. What is your character alignment? (on the lawful-chaotic, good-evil scale)

I know this one.  I'm neutral good.

7. What do you want for your birthday?

That's hard to say, because Christmas just happened and my birthday is in September.   Instead I will answer a slightly different question: What gifts do I want right now?  The answer is Urban Decay liquid eyeliner, pie, and the Icona Pop album

8. Is there a book or movie which you can definitively say changed your life or worldview?

Breakfast of Champions.

9. Alright mr. tough guy, you don’t think ghosts or UFOs are scary, what ARE you scared of?

Failure.  It's not a crippling fear or anything, it's not like I won't try because I fear I will fail.  I guess it's more a fear of not succeeding.

10. If you are a writerly sort, what’s one thing you really like about your own writing? If you’re not, pick your creative venture of choice, and tell me what you like about your work.

Okay as a comedy writer I suppose I like my... weirdness, I guess?  Like I like the jokes that are funny because they're just very esoteric.  I like my esotericism I suppose.

Okay my questions:

1. What would be your last meal?

2. How do you feel about really modern art?  Like the weird stuff? Like performance art nd Marcel Duchamp and all that?

3. What is your Meyer's Briggs personality type?  If you don't know, tell me something about your personality.

4. If it were up to you, what movie would win the Oscar for Best Picture this year? (it doesn't have to actually be nominated)

5. What's the best class you ever took?

6. What's your favorite commercial of all time?

7. What's a really cool animal that a lot of people haven't heard of?

8. What's the worst bug to get bitten/stung by?

9. What's the best of the low level national holidays? (Labor Day, MLK Day, Memorial Day, Veteran's Day, Arbor Day, etc)

10. Describe your favorite piece of jewelry.

Rules:

Rule 1: Always post the rules.

Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked, and write 10 new ones.

Rule 3: Tag 10 people and link them to the post (or however many people I don't give a shit)

Rule 4: Actually tell them you tagged them.