#ateeez

American Atiny tumblrina calling each other something-something nim and something-or-other-ssi among themselves.

Linguistic Yellowface. That's what they're doing. THEY REALLY CAN'T HELP THEMSELVES CAN THEY, THE HABITS OF WHITE SUPREMACY?

Have any of them ever talked to a Korean person - ever - a single time at all? I seriously doubt it, because the face you'd get if we ever saw you do that is what is called 똥 씹은 얼굴 - The face you make after you take a bite of feces.

Siren Eyes

Jeong Yunho sighed heavily and removed his reading glasses to rub his eyes tiredly, a small pounding headache beginning to form in the middle of his forehead. He rubbed his thumb in circles on the bridge between his eyes, to see if he could relieve some of the tension that was beginning to set it. He had taken headache medicine as soon as he had walked through his front door, he was just waiting for it to kick in.

Yunho had gotten home from work over two hours earlier and since then, he had been sitting at the desk in his study, grading the papers that his high school students had turned in. Yunho adored teaching, it gave him a sense of accomplishment and helped him feel as though he was truly making a difference in the world. His students were bright and smart, even the ones that other teachers would label as the “troubled teens.” He had a particular fondness for the so-called problem teens and knew that there was usually a reason as to why the teenagers acted out or had attitudes and would offer his calming presence and support to any teen that came to him, whether it was school related or not. Because of Yunho’s open and friendly nature, and his calming aura, he had quickly become a school favorite since starting his job, with the kids as well as with the staff.

Yunho shook his head and stretched his arms over his head, trying to dispel the sleepiness that was beginning to overtake him. He had just placed his reading glasses back on when he heard his doorbell chime from the living room. Looking at the clock, he realized that it was almost eight at night and with a groan, pushed his tall body out of the chair in order to go to look at the door camera in the living room.

Looking at the camera screen he could see nothing except a dark brown eye with a mole underneath it, filling the screen, glaring into the camera. He laughed at his friend’s antics and pressed the speaker button so that his voice would ring out to Wooyoung in the hallway.

“Hello, can I help you?” he asked, smiling when he heard his friend huff in annoyance.

“Yunho, let us innnn,” Wooyoung whined, pulling back just enough that Yunho could see Wooyoung’s fiancé, San, and Yunho’s other friend, Yeosang standing in the background.

“I’m sorry, Yunho isn’t in right now, please leave a message.” He responded in a robotic voice, causing Yeosang to let out a deep laugh and San’s eyes to scrunch up. Wooyoung pressed his face back against the camera and squinted his eye. “Jeong Yunho, you let us in or I swear I will bring down this stupid door!” Rumbling laughter rolled out of Yunho ad he reached down to unlock the front door. With a huff, Wooyoung flung the door open, almost hitting Yunho in the process and strutted in, San and Yeosang following dutifully behind him.

“Yunho! Good to see you!” San smiled, slapping Yunho’s broad back after Yunho closed the door behind them. Yunho smiled and pulled San into a big hug before setting his sights on Yeosang, who hated skinship the most out of all of them, but always melted into a pile of butter when his old Dom and ex-boyfriend touched him. Yeosang clung to Yunho, placing a soft kiss onto his lips before allowing himself to be pulled into one of Yunho’s large and comforting hugs. When Yeosang finally pushed away, his cheeks were pink.

Wooyoung watched all of this with a miffed expression on his face, his chin jutted out and his arms crossed defiantly over his chest . “WELL???!!!” he demanded once Yunho had released the other two, which, to Wooyoung, felt like it had taken ages. He was sure he had turned into an old man while waiting for Yunho to show him some attention. Yunho had immediately noticed his friend’s newly done, bright red hair on the camera but knowing that Wooyoung was looking for validation for his hair, he cheekily decided to refrain from giving it.

“Well what?” he asked with faux curiosity, tilting his head like the puppy that his friend group always referred to him as.

“Well what? WELL WHAT?” Wooyoung gasped, horrified. “How could you not notice my glorious locks??’ Wooyoung tossed his head back, a sorrowful look on his face.

San snickered out loud, causing his boyfriend to turn a glare on him.

“You just shut it! I’m already mad at you!” Wooyoung told him sternly, shaking a finger in his direction, which made San grin so big that his adorable dimples popped out.

“Now why exactly is my best friend mad at you Sannie?” Yunho asked, smiling widely, knowing full well that it was probably Wooyoung’s own doing.

~

Yunho had met San through the BDSM scene, which is not a way that he ever thought that he would have made a new friend. Both men were new Doms, new to the life, and had become members and employees of the Club Aurora at the same time, even signing their contracts while sitting beside each other.

Club Aurora was the top BDSM club around these days. It was owned by a man named Min Yoongi and his boyfriend and life partner, Han Jisung. The club was very selective of who was let in, and thus, it had become one of the hardest clubs to become a member of, and one of the most highly sought after clubs to become a member of. The club owners personally vetted every application for a new member. In order to even be considered, you had to agree to a thorough background check as well as a physical. Yoongi said that the last club he was a member of had become lax about the safety of their members and he witnessed many people getting hurt or traumatized. He swore that he would do his damndest to never let that happen at his club. The contract for members even had a clause stating that you would have a monthly STD check and the results had to be sent to the club in order for your membership to continue.

Yunho had met Yoongi at a Bar Winnow, where he would bartend on the weekends to help bring in extra money that his college scholarships didn’t cover. After quitting the BDSM club, Yoongi taken to having drinks at Bar Winnow. It was not long before he had become a regular at the bar. Sitting at the bar, he and Yunho would chat about random things, sometimes delving into heavier topics once the night started to become late. It was only a few months later that the two began to become close friends. The two men would often grab dinner together or hang out in Yoongi’s recording studio, where he first met Yoongi’s boyfriend, Han Jisung.

“Call me Han or Hannie,” the younger man had said when first making Yunho’s acquaintance, shaking his hand firmly, a bright smile on his face. “Yoongles has told me a lot about you, I was almost jealous and now that I see you, I KNOW to be jealous,” he laughed, making Yunho feel instantly at ease.

When Yoongi first mentioned creating Club Aurora, they were sitting on Yoongi’s balcony, drinking late into the night. Yunho had found himself entirely intrigued and if he were to be honest…a little intimidated. He knew that Yoongi used to be into the BDSM scene as another club’s top Dom, but several bad experiences with how the club was ran had left Yoongi with an awful taste in his mouth. Yoongi had finished off the contract he had with the two Subs he was with and then backed out in a way that could only be described as a “fiery epithet.” Since that time, Yoongi had not been interested in engaging in BDSM, at least to Yunho’s knowledge.

“How would you feel if I began training you to be a Dom?” Yoongi has asked after a few minutes of brooding silence, swirling his snifter of brandy. Yunho had almost dropped the glass he was holding in his hand.

“W-what??” He had stuttered as Yoongi looked up at him across the table, smirking.

“I said… How would you feel if I began training you as a Dom? You’d be a good one, a trustworthy one and I know that it interests you.”

Yunho had swallowed thickly and sat the glass he was holding down on the table. “I don’t know Min... that’s kind of a big deal, right?”

Yoongi had sat his glass down on the bar and leveled a serious look at Yunho. “It’s actually a very big deal. It’s one of the biggest things I could ever offer you. My club is going to be run with integrity, trust, and responsibility. I need Doms I can trust in the place when I open it. Ones that can help to teach other people in the community. From our past talks, I gather that you are interested in in such a role. I’ve come to respect you as a human being, as a friend and I would love for you to come work for me. I’ve already discussed it with Han, and he thinks it’s a wonderful idea.”

Yunho crossed his arms, biting his lip in deep thought.

“Look, “Yoongi said, raising his hands, “At least think about it? I’ll send you some learning materials and after you’ve read through everything, we can discuss this again. Hell,” Yoongi said with a smirk, “If anything, you can at least be my bartender and help with security.”

It didn’t take long for Yunho to completely devour everything that Yoongi had sent him on BDSM. The more he read, the more a part of him hungered to try it out. He had participated in rough sex several times, on both the giving and receiving end, but it was nothing compared to what could be had between a Dom and a Sub. Yunho had always loved helping people and knowing that he would be able to help someone escape from themselves and take care of them afterward… it was something that sang to his soul. He could almost hear the universe saying, “This is what you’ve been missing.”

“I’ll do it.” Yunho said as soon as Yoongi answered the face time call. Yoongi didn’t get a word in before Han’s face shoved into view, pushing his boyfriend back. “Hey man! What are you doing? At this hour? At midnight? Are you trying to steal my man?” Han teased. Yoongi smacked his boyfriend playfully on the back of the head and jerked his phone back to himself.

“Love, Yunho is just calling to say that he decided to go through with the training, right Yunho?” he asked, turning his attention back to the screen.

Yunho went to nod but before he could, Han jerked Yoongi’s phone out of the older man’s hand again. “I told Yoongles not to worry about it, I mean OBVIOUSLY you’re made for it. Just like San!” Jisung nodded his head enthusiastically before yelping as his boyfriend grabbed him by the nape of his neck with one hand and tilted his chin up and towards him with his other hand.

“Darling, behave,” was all Yoongi said, effectively turning Jisung into a blushing, squirming mess who relinquished his grasp on the phone immediately.

“Wait, who is San?” Yunho asked, intrigued by this new development.

“He’s another friend of mine that I feel like would do very well in the scene. Actually, I’m having coffee with him tomorrow at the Elle’s Cafe. Why don’t you join us? It’ll be good to be able to talk to you both about this, then I can answer both of your questions at once. It even might help for you two to be able to bounce thoughts and opinions off of one another”

Yunho had agreed and the next day he met with San and Yoongi, a little stunned at how handsome the other man was, all dark hair, sharp bones and muscles. After a few hours of lengthy discussions, three cups of coffee and a piece of cake each, the two younger men decided that it was definitely something that they both wanted to look into. Throughout their talk, Yunho had discovered that San had a boyfriend, Wooyoung, who had immediately said yes to San exploring that side of himself.

“Wooyoung is the very definition of a brat.” San had said laughing, his eyes crinkling up sweetly and his dimples showing. “There are a lot of times that he acts out just so I will take control of him, so when Min first approached us about this, Wooyoung shouted yes before I could even process what was being said.”

“He LITERALLY shouted yes, by the way,” Yoongi explained to Yunho, as Yunho let out a grin at San shaking his head in faux frustration.

Afterwards, Yoongi had contacted a few people that could set up classes, lessons, and sessions for the two men, stating that if they wanted to work for Aurora then they needed to be trained in the right way to do things and the right way to treat people, no matter what role that person played in the community. For a few of the classes, Yoongi took over himself, showing different ways to take care of a sub/brat, with Jisung being more than willing to show off his bratty side for an audience. It amazed Yunho how Jisung could go from his shy and precious self to being a complete menace on stage, doing everything in his power to get Yoongi to snap, falling into euphoric bliss whenever he was punished by his Dom. San and Yunho had both trained for the year leading up to the opening of Aurora, and even after Aurora opened, Yoongi still kept them on probation, just to make sure that they were doing well.

During the year leading up to the opening, Yunho had become almost inseparable with San and his boyfriend Wooyoung. The two had invited Yunho over to their apartment for dinner one night, Wooyoung demanding to meet San’s future coworker. Yunho had taken one step into their apartment before a human shaped ball of pure energy and a witchy cackle, latched onto his side and refused let go for the entire night. Yunho was unsure of what to think of such a display of affection and was half-worried that San would be upset. But San had just ruffled his boyfriend’s hair and smiled at Yunho.

“I told you he was a handful,” he had said, causing Wooyoung to pout.

The three had become best friends quickly, sharing their hearts with each other easily. Yunho had never had friends that had made him feel so instantly at ease. It was apparent from early on that San thrived in the Dominant role, much to the delight of the bratty but lovable Wooyoung. San trained and studied meticulously to be able to help others along their path and eventually became one of Aurora’s top Doms. San even began doing stage demonstrations with Wooyoung once they both became comfortable with Wooyoung’s exhibitionist side. The couple quickly became a stage favorite in the new club, often having others seek them out for lessons, for scenes or sometimes just for pleasure. San would politely refuse to participate in scenes or pleasure that didn’t solely involve Wooyoung, but he was perfectly fine with Wooyoung doing scenes with others. Yunho, being a serial monogamous himself, once asked San how he was okay with Wooyoung doing that. San had looked over at his boyfriend who was face down and ass up in a scene area, skin splotchy pink from being lashes with a flogger and he smiled lovingly.

“Wooyoung has always had a big heart and a big sexual appetite. While he is more than enough for me, no matter where we are, I would never prevent him from seeking pleasure or knowledge here in the safety of the club. Besides, once we walk out of these doors, he solely belongs to me.”

Yunho was unsure at first until he saw what San meant. Wooyoung had spent most of the night in a scene with another Dom, that he would frequently have scenes with, cumming multiple times to the point that he was sobbing, and clinging to the Dom during his aftercare when he became floaty. But the second that aftercare was over, Wooyoung had walked over where San, Yunho and Yoongi had been sitting, and curled tightly into his boyfriend’s waiting arms. San held him gently, pressing soft kisses all of his face and whispering sweet things to the man as he wiggled and sighed contentedly in his arms. It didn’t take long before the Dom from the scene had approached the couple, asking Wooyoung if he would like to go on a date or something outside of the club sometime. Wooyoung didn’t even hesitate before firmly shaking his head no.

“Shownu, I LOVE our scenes together but…” He looked up adoringly into San’s eyes, “I would never go on a date with someone that wasn’t me true love.” Wooyoung leaned up and kissed San gently but firmly, his eyes full of stars. “My soulmate is the only one that will ever have me outside of these walls.”

Yunho found a sense of belonging in the community that he had never known before. It was a place where he could be with his closest friends and feel wholly accepted for who and what he was. For a while, he was happy with the Dom lifestyle, even starting a contract with a Sub who was new to scene, Yeosang, who , it turns out, had been a friend of Wooyoung’s since childhood.

Wooyoung had bound into the club one night, pulling a very scared looking blonde behind him. Wooyoung bounded up to the table that the group always sat at and introduced his best friend with a flourish.

“Thhhiiisssss is my Yeosangie!” he announced loudly, a blush stealing over Yeosang’s neck and ears. “He’s new so I need you all to be nice! And don’t do anything to scare him!” he said, squinting his eyes over at an intrigued looking Han. Han sat back petulantly.

“I didn’t even do anything!”

“No, but you might!” Wooyoung bickered back. Yoongi rubbed the back of Han’s neck soothingly and the younger man melted instantly.

Yeosang had sat down on the side of the couch, glancing at Yunho quickly when introductions were made and then looking away just as quickly, stuttering as he said hello. San and Yoongi shared a smirk as Yunho, oblivious to the fact that Yeosang was nervous because of him, offered to get the man a bottle of water.

Wooyoung and San had excused themselves to go perform a demonstration while Yoongi and Han left to go make the rounds and check on everyone, leaving Yeosang along with Yunho. Yunho smiled disarmingly and began asking Yeosang questions about himself and sharing funny stories about his own life. By the end of the night, Yeosang had relaxed fully and the two were quickly becoming enamored with each other.

Yeosang approached Yunho one night as Yunho sat at the bar talking to the bartender, Changkyun. Yeosang didn’t give Yunho a chance to say anything before he bowed his head and took Yunho’s hand into his. “Hyung… I was… I want to… WILL YOU BE MY DOM?” the young man had stuttered out. Yunho, shocked but delighted that not only had Yeosang finally asked, but that he put his aversion to be touched aside. Yunho swept a piece of hair behind Yeosang’s ear and nodded.

“I would be honored to, Yeosangie.”

The contract was very fulfilling for both participants. Yeosang, who shied away from being touched, was actually very touched starved but didn’t know how to let go enough to allow himself to be taken care of. He needed someone to get him out of his head to where he could relax, someone that he could trust. Yunho, whose deepest wish was to take care of people, found himself becoming head-over-heels with the younger man and sought to be the best Dom that he possibly could for him.

After their contract was up, they decided not to renew it again because both men had developed feelings for one another and wanted the ability to explore those feelings outside of a club contract. Yunho and Yeosang dated for a little over a year before mutually calling off the relationship, due to the stress of finishing their college degrees, Yunho going into Education and Yeosang going into Environmental Protection. The two men remained amazing friends and continued to occasionally hook-up, off and on. Yunho even continued to Dom for Yeosang inside of the club until Yeosang started dating his current boyfriend, Park Seonghwa, who was a top Sadist at the club.

The match between the two had come as a shock to everyone. Yeosang explained, when he had a deep talk with Yunho one night, that thanks to Yunho, he was finally able to open up to other people, emotionally and physically. While knowing that Seonghwa was a great man, Yunho was still worried that Yeosang would be in over his head, to the point that he took Seonghwa out for a drink one night to talk seriously about the situation. Seonghwa assured Yunho that he had nothing but adoration and the best intentions for the younger man and that he would never push Yeosang into anything that he was not comfortable with.

Yunho had seen Seonghwa in action at the club and knew that the man would be able to take Yeosang to heights that, even he, would not have been able to, if Yeosang wanted him to. Yunho felt no sadness in the ending of the physical part of their friendship, only happiness for his good friend, especially once he saw how wonderfully Seonghwa treated Yeosang in their daily lives. While Yeosang had become free when he was with Yunho, with Seonghwa, Yeosang absolutely blossomed. While Seonghwa could be a very intimidating demon during a scene, all long golden limbs with a dick to match, in their daily lives he went above and beyond to show Yeosang love, comfort and adoration.

After a few years in the scene life, Yunho had found himself becoming more and more interested in finding someone he really wanted to be with, someone he could be with outside of the club, causing him to want to step back from doing scenes. While Yunho still enjoyed helping people, he found himself no longer getting what he needed from the scenes, often feeling as though something vital was lacking. Yunho finally discussed the way he was feeling with Yoongi and Yoongi suggested that Yunho take him up on the bartending and security offer. Yunho thought about it for a few weeks before coming to his decision. While he didn’t want to give up the dynamic entirely, he realized that he did need a break from it. He decided to agree to the bartending and security position and found himself to be perfectly happy just doing that.

~

San smirked in Wooyoung’s direction, seeing his boyfriend’s cheeks turning almost as red as his head.

“Welll…” San started, crossing his arms over his chest and fixing his, now squirming, boyfriend with a smirk. “Before our outing tonight Wooyoung said he wanted to be fucked. I told him to wait until after we got home tonight. Instead, he decided to act out and give me a blow job in the shower, thinking that it would get me to give in. Instead, I came all over that beautiful face and refused to allow him to touch himself for not only the rest of the night but for all of tomorrow as well. Isn’t that right, my love?” San asked, wrapping an arm around Wooyoung’s shoulders and popping a kiss onto his temple.

Wooyoung looked at the floor in silence for a split second before he looked back up, eyes full of fire.

“IF YOU WOULD HAVE JUST GIVEN ME YOUR PUNY DICK THEN I WOULDN’T HAVE HAD TO DO THAT!” Wooyoung yelled, causing San’s head to fly back as his entire body shook with laughter.

Yunho, laughing, leaned forward and ruffled Wooyoung’s bright hair. “You know you can come to me, and I’ll treat you right, yeah?” he teased.

Wooyoung nodded up at him, puppy eyes on full display and his lower lip jutting out, taking Yunho’s big hand in between his.

“Hyung…. Does that mean you’ll come dancing with up tonight?” Wooyoung said innocently, sneaking in the real reason for their impromptu visit.

Yunho rolled his eyes. “I should have known you were wanting something, instead of just coming to see your friend.”

“You really haven’t been out with us in a long time, bro.” San spoke, sticking up for his beloved.

Yunho closed his eyes against the big-eyed assault that they were both giving him.

“Guys… I don’t know about tonight; it’s been a long week…”

Yeosang grabbed Yunho’s arm forcefully, stopping his rebuttal and started dragging him to Yunho’s bedroom, much to the amusement of the couple. “W-what are you doing!?”

“You haven’t been out with us in forever, I’m putting my foot down and not letting you scramble out of it this time. So go on, go shower and change!”

Yunho ran his fingers through his blonde hair and chuckled and he let himself be led down the hallway. “You’ve gotten way too comfortable bossing people around. I think that Park bastard is having a bad influence on our innocent Yeo.”

Yeosang just winked and blew him a kiss before shoving him into the bedroom, “Oh baby, you have no idea.”

~

Wooyoung held both Yeosang and Yunho’s arms tightly, happily chattering away, as they walked into the dance club with San bringing up the rear, watching his boyfriend endearingly. After making their way into the club’s largest room, Wooyoung immediately pulled a refusing Yeosang onto the dance floor. San and Yunho made their way to the bar and Yunho ordered a rum and coke for both of them. They sipped their drinks and watched over the people on the dance floor before San turned to him with a serious look on his handsome face.

“Thanks for agreeing to come out tonight Hyung,” San said seriously, “Woo has been missing you a lot lately. We all have really.”

“I see you guys every week at Aurora.” Yunho laughed.

“Yeah… but that’s not the same as spending time together outside of Aurora. We have missed seeing you outside of work. We miss spending time with you.”

“Why San, I didn’t know you cared about me that way,” Yunho teased with a wink.

San smiled and took a sip of his drink, flirting over the rim of his glass.

“Hyung, we would sandwich you in between us in a heartbeat if you would let us.” San laughed as Yunho choked on his drink, spluttering.

“Goddamn you Choi San,” Yunho wheezed out as San patted him on the back.

“What? You know it’s true! Woo talks about wanting you to Dom him all the time. And I’m just saying…maybe you should think about it, it’s pretty fun getting that brat under control.”

Yunho smiled at San’s overly exaggerated wink.

“I don’t know if the two of us together would even be enough to fully train him.”

San nodded thoughtfully at that, “Yeah…You’re probably right.” He said before glancing at the dance floor again, immediately zeroing in on the bright red hair that was easily seen in the dim lighting. “But god, does he make every single second worth it.”

Yunho looked down into his drink when he noticed his friend’s face that was so full of such a fierce love. A part of Yunho’s heart squeezed, desperately wanting something like that for himself, but not knowing if he would ever be lucky to get something like that. A love like Woosan had was something that only came around one in a lifetime.

Yunho was jerked out of his depressive thoughts by a flushed and giggling Yeosang crashing into him. He wrapped his arms around the shorter man and pressed a kiss to his sweaty forehead. “Come on, come dance with us.” The shorter man’s deep voice rumbled out in a plea, San already making his way to the dance floor to where his boyfriend was trying and failing to twerk. Yunho, ready to get out of his head, knocked back his drink and joined his friends on the dance floor.

“FINALLY!” Wooyoung exclaimed as he saw Yeosang pulling Yunho onto the floor. Wooyoung pushed a pouting San into Yeosang and grabbed Yunho for himself. “It’s my time with tis tall piece of man,” he cackled.

“Careful sweetheart, San told me all about your plans to have me between you.”

Wooyoung cackled delightedly and let Yunho twirl him around and around.

~

Yunho had been out on the dance floor for almost an hour before he was able to convince Wooyoung that it was time for all of the to take a break and hydrate. Wooyoung only agreed because San promised to let Wooyoung grind on Yunho for the first dirty song that played when they went back to dancing. The foursome gathered around a table, drinks in hand, laughing and catching up with each other like they hadn’t just been at Aurora together the week before, a cocoon of happiness surrounding them.

A blushing Yeosang talk about the latest romantic date that Seonghwa had taken him. Seonghwa had apparently planned a midnight picnic under the stars, with candles and wine, finally confessing his love for his boyfriend. Wooyoung squealed, bouncing up and down on his chair, happiness for his friend bubbling over.

San leaned forward to pet Yeosang’s head, “Good job bagging THE hottest topic at Aurora.”

Yeosang blushed and looked at Yunho with a nervous look on his face, he had been a little worried about telling Yunho how deeply he had fallen for Seonghwa. Yunho grasped Yeosang’s cheeks and pulled him in for a delicate kiss. “I’m so happy for you and so proud of you Yeo,” he said to the man. Yeosang smiled thankfully and kissed him once more.

“Thank you for everything you’ve done for me.”

Wooyoung disappeared for a few minutes after that, only to return with a round of jello shots.

“To love!” he shouted and raised his own in the air.

“To shots!” the rest responded, grabbing theirs as well.

The conversations turned back to normal, and Yunho glanced towards the dance floor, locked eyes with the most beautiful human being that he had seen in his entire life. Dark and sultry siren eyes looked back at him and only him. The blonde man who possessed the eyes of a siren threw his head back in what looked like ecstasy as brunette man ground up behind him and reached around to pinch a pert nipple through the siren-eyed man’s silk shirt.

Yunho’s throat tightened and he felt blood rush to his cock as the blonde lowered his head and opened his eyes to stare directly at him again. Yunho, enraptured, watched as a small pink tongue darted out and ran across a plump bottom lip, a smirk settling into place.

Hi! Yes you can! I'm of the opinion that specifically Yeosang is SEVERELY underrated, so I'd love to read for him!

Let's look at his current love life!

BOOK AN IN DEPTH READING WITH ME

Cards used: Light Seers Tarot, Barbieri Zodiac Oracle, Wild Unknown Animal Spirits

Yeosang is having a hard time even focusing on his love life right now. He puts so much focus and attention into being what he needs to be for Ateez, and into helping the group and him stand out from the rest that he doesn't really have to think about love.

He knows that he has so much love to give, and that he has the makings to be a great boyfriend one day, and he really wants that for himself as well. But right now, he doesn't know how to reconcile between his career and his desire for love. It makes him anxious sometimes, and on his worst days, he worries that he might not ever have the time to focus on bringing that piece into his life. But when logic wins out, he knows that love will come to him one day, and he trusts in that. It's all he can really do right now, anyways.

BOOK A SINGLES LOVE READING

Now let's look at his future spouse.

Cards used: Light Seers Tarot, Way of the Panda Tarot Baby Panda Edition, Wild Unknown Animal Spirit

His future spouse will be someone who comes into his life suddenly, and when that happens, everything changes for him. They'll be someone who's able to get him to open up and to open his heart to them insanely easily, and they'll want to listen to everything he has to say, even the things he tells no one else. Despite coming into his life abruptly, they won't have any problem waiting or being patient as Yeosang adjusts to this new life, and as he figures out how to balance love and career. They'll want to be there for him to take that burden off of him as well.

They'll be the person he's always been looking for, and the person he's known in his soul was coming for him. It'll be easy for Yeosang to love them, and they'll help him to understand himself so much more and learn so many important lessons. He'll feel like a kid in love with them, and like he's never fallen in love before because it'll feel so much different with them. They'll be someone who inspires him, and always pushes him to keep reaching for more with Ateez and his career. They'll be open and wear their heart on their sleeve, and encourage Yeosang by example to do the same. Their love will be so healing to him, and will make him feel like all the struggle was worth it.

BOOK A FUTURE SPOUSE READING

Pairing: Kim Hongjoong x reader

Summary: sometimes is nice spending some time with your boyfriend

A/N: I thought of this while talking with my cousing about Hongjoong and his date vibes' pictures....

Masterlist

Dating an Idol wasn't easy especially if it was a workaholic of a leader.

You and Hongjoong met in school, being classmates helped your friendship and mostly helped you to confess your feelings, even tho with a very bad timing. Your usual basically.

-I like you too but...- he dind't know how to tell you that he was going to audition to be an Idol. He kept his eyes on your name tag trying to find the words. -Listen, take this and don't loose it. One of this days we will meet again and you can give it back. Just wait for me ok?- you nodded and since then you kept good care of his ring. Sometimes you would wear it on your finger, other times as a necklace. Other times you would leave it in your bag too scared to loose it, after all was the only thing he left behind as a reminder of your promise.

The last time you met Hongjoong was in 2021 while in line to pay for your daily dose of ice cream. Sometimes you missed him too much and your only comfort was eating some ice cream and listen to some music that reminded you of him. You didn't noticed the ring falling when you took out your wallet, for you the ring was still in your bag but the guy behind you noticed something falling off your bag.

Hongjoong smiled, recognizing the ring. He tapped your shoulder to get your attention and when you turned back at first you didn’t recognized him. I mean he was wearing a mask and a hat that covered his face pretty well.

-that’s a very cute ring. Where did you bought it?- the voice sounded so familiar yet so different, then you gave a look at what he was holding and tried to take it back but he was way faster and bring his hand up. -if I don’t recall wrong you had to give it back the moment we would meet again.-

-Hongjoong?-you couldn’t believe it. You had spent the last months thinking you would never see him again and yet.

-that’s me Y/N. Here.- he gave you back the ring and you blushed a little but the Idol didn’t noticed thanks to your make up. -you really took good care of it. I actually thought you forgot about it.- his tone was sad.

-As if I could forget my first and only crush. You don’t want it back?- you were so glad no one else was in the supermarket or people would have started complaining telling you two to go and talk outside.

-Have you paid already?- you didn’t even answer him that he asked the same question to the cashier whom only nodded his head no. He added his grocery and proceeded to pay everything. You didn’t even had the time to process what he was doing that he took the bag and told you to come outside.

Hongjoong's voice brought you back to reality, he waited for an answer you guessed but sadly your mind didn't picked out the question.

-Sorry, what was your question?- he repeated himself, taking a sip of his coffee first. -First you should stop drinking that much coffee.- he only rolled his eyes and you knew what he was thinking at the moment. -And to answer your question, I was thinking about us. My bad timing at confessing.- he feed you some cheescake. -You know I can eat by myslef?- you said jokingly. In that moment Jongho took the seat next to Y/N getting the fork from Hongjoong and eating the rest of the dessert.

-EHY.- screamed the older idol making you laugh. -That was mine and Y/N's get your own.- he protested.

-I'm not that hungry I just wanted a little piece. By the way, Y/N he knows you can eat by yourself he just wants to look somehow romantic. Ah before I forget we have to go, managernim wants to talk to us.-

-He said I had the entire evening for myself.-he scoffed.

-Hong, don't be a baby. Go, work is more important.- he scoffes

-But...-

-No buts, I know you promised an entire evening together, but work comes first.- Hongjoong got up and before leaving he left you a quick kiss on your forehead.

-You are too understanding. I love you for this.-you blushed a little and once again you thanked the make up, you hated when Hongjoong teased you so if he didn't notice it was better like this. -See you later.- this time he gave you a quick peck on your lips, Jongho groaned in disgust making you and his leader giggle a little.

After an entire evening spent walking you decided it was finally time to go back at the hotel. When you agreed (Hongjoong made you agree) to come on tour with Ateez you thought they were giving you a separate room but no. Hopefully for you and your boyfriend you were sharing a room from the time being. What surprised you the most was noticing how all the light in the room were off and Hongjoong seemed to have went to sleep. You checked the time, thinking maybe it was very late but no. It was only 7:33 pm.

You tried your best to not make much noise, not wanting to wake him up. He always had little to no sleep back in Korea so seeing him trying to catch up on it was such a blessing. You changed into your pajama and then laid next to Hongjoong.

-I thought you got lost.- his deep voice made its way to your ears, no matter how many times you heard it, it did affect you.

-How stupid are you? How was the meeting.- you asked him, wanting to know about his day, even because yours was kinda boring to be honest, yes Atlanta was nice but the only thing you did was watching the milions of stores nothing more, and bought little things.

-Boring, as always. Come here, I want to hug you.- you smiled a little and then laid next to him, facing him keeping your attention to his face. His eyes were slightly opened. -You did something interesting?-

-Not really, just some shopping. Ah I bought you something.-you wanted to give it to him right away but that meant leaving the bed and he wasn't going to let you go, that was for sure. In fact he only brought you closer to him deciding that tomorrow was a better day to give him your present. You couldn't fight much more knowing it wasn't worth it. What Hongjoong wanted, Hongjoong gets.

You woke up with light kisses on your forehead. How could you end up with someone like him? You asked yourself this every day but then ended up with the same answer: You should have done some good stuff in your past lifes, for sure.

-Good morning.- you said streching a little bit to start the day. You noticed the open curtains. -You worked on some music?- Hongjoong just nodded and you asked him why he couldn't sleep some more.

-I just like it, that's it.-

-ok but don't forget to have some rest from time to time. Please.-

-Sure. Now, my present?- of course he wants it. You told him to wait until you finished in the bathroom and he pouted annoyed and you remembered him that he could have it last night, but no, he wanted it this morning so now he had to wait. Man was growing imaptience, calling for you not even five minutes after you entered the restroom.

-Hongjoong are you for real? I just...-you got cut off by someone knocking at door, honestly you were glad because you were going to insult your boyfriend and he was going to keep a long face the entire day.

-Oh you already up? That's a surprise.- Seonghwa's voice, it was impossible to get it wrong. The oldest started talking with Hongjoong and you noted yourself to thank him since their little moment would keep your boyfriend distracted until you were done. The two men started talking about the day and that they had some days off before driving off to New York. You heard part of the conversation, smiling from time to time, it was funny how he could only think about showing you around the country since it was your first time there.

-Here I am. Seonghwa thank you for distracting your pouty leader.- the oldest was confused while Hongjoong's face lit up, clapping his hands. You took out from your purse a little sachet and handed(?) it to him. Since the sachet was trasparent, basically, he took an attentive look at the necklace...

-You bought two?- he said noticing there were two and not one.

-Yeah, I couldn't choose between the red and yellow. They both look beautiful.- he only nodded and took them out the little pouch. He studied both necklaces and after some minutes put the red one on the table next to him and got closer to you so he could put it on for you.-but this is yours- you reminded him.

-Since is mine I can do what I want with it right?- you nodded and blushed. For the first time Hongjoong saw your cheecks turning red because of him and had to point it out. -AISH HONGJOONG.- you screamed hiding your face in his shirt.

-Aren't you cute?- he teased you and you smiled a little, unknown to him.

-You two can make everyone feel like a third wheel, that's just so absurd.- both you and Hongjoong apologized and then you searched for some comfortable clothes for the day before Hongjoong told you he had prepared a surprise for you.

-This means I can't wear... This?- you asked showing him some very causal clothes.

⇢ Pairing - San x Reader

⇢ Genre - Fluff

⇢ Summary - San wakes up in the middle of the night

⇢ warnings - None

⇢Requested - Promt 81.“The bed is cold without you” with San from Ateez

Sans Pov:

I slowly open my eyes,the room was dark.I turned my head to the side to look at the clock it shows 3.54AM.

iI turned my head back to look at the sleeping figure beside me,their small body was pressed against mine.I looked at Him/Her a few more minutes softly tracing my fingers along her/his face.the only word that came to my mind was Beautiful/Handsome.

After a few minutes i began to feel thirsty so i slowly stood up trying not to wake up my sleeping Boyfriend/Girlfriend.He/she let out a cute sound at the lost warmth but  pulled the blanked up so she/he wouldnt be cold.

I slowly made my way out of the bedroom trying not to make a sound.as i got to the kitchen i grab some water go to the living room.

From our living room you could see the whole city it was relaxing.I stood infont of the large window with my glass of water in my hand sometimes taking a sip then putting it down on a small desk.

After a few Minutes i heard footsteps.

It was hers/his

The footsteps where becoming louder i counted down.

One,Two three

then i felt arms sneak around my abdomen.

It where his/hers

I let out a sight of sanctification i loved it when his/her body was pressed against mine.

“ Why are you awake Baby? “ I asked him/her in a soft voice staying in this position.

“ I felt you werent in bed anymore so i got up to look for you “ he/she said cutely i couldnt help but smile. i feel his/her fingers tracing up and down my tummy.I got goosebumps from the feeling.

“ Why are you having goosebumps are you could? “ they asked me worried i shock my head “ I should be the one asking you that you are walking around in just my T-Shirt and  barefoot the floor is cold and...”

“The bed is cold without you” I heard her/him mumble in my back.I turned around and took her/his face in my hands softly kissing her nose. “ You are so cute “ He/She smiled at me and my heart began to beat faster.

I felt her/him placing their hand on my heart with a smile as i placed mine over theirs.

I hugged him/her close to me,my face was in her/his neck “ Lets get you back to bed okay “ I whisper into her/his ear and she/he nods.I picked her/him up and carried them to our bedroom softly laying them down onto the soft mattress as she/he made grabby hands to me “ Cuddles? “ They asked  in a cute voice and i nos as an answer crawling into the be beside her/him and they immediately  cuddled up to me putting her/his face into my neck.

I let out a sight and kissed the top of their head and whisper a good night.

I hope you like it

-Ha-Neul🍑