Lost Soul
@ask-the-assistant-darcy (Dariya)
Green eyes opened with a start, dry lips parted by a cough rattling lungs and leaving her throat sore. She went as long as she could without sleep, but still she was human somehow and prone to human, mortal needs. Rest. So she gave, when she had to and where she could. Random places, sometimes even standing up in a dark corner, but as always she woke with a start no more than an hour in. The dream was the same. A replay of her death, her choice. She would do it again, Natasha knew that deep in her bones. She’d know it in her soul too, if she still had it. She paid the price and the Soul Stone didn’t do refunds. But then why was she alive again and had been for over a year now. One of many questions the Widow did and didn’t want answered.
Sitting up fully, slender pale fingers felt about for the glass of water she had placed nearby, touching the smooth surface, she gripped it tightly and with a slight tremor brought it to her lips. It was cold at least, but she had tasted better, she had also tasted worse. There was light out the broken window before her, the eastern sky turning purple, then fading into pink, to yellows and the blue was slowly starting to bleed in. Early morning, first light. She only knew time by that, the day ending and beginning. Time had never quite worked the same for her as others, a minute felt like a second, a year like a minute. Another price paid, but this one not of her own choosing.
Pushing back haphazardly cut hair, the redhead stood and took in the meager surroundings of the old building she had decided to use. For being abandoned it wasn’t half bad. Not too drafty yet, but in time more and more of it would crumble until it would be mostly bones and little else. What Natasha should have been, would have been by now on the dismal cold world of Vormir. But she wasn’t there, she was here. Alive. On Earth.
“I got start drinking coffee again… more of it,” she muttered to herself and decided to get on with her day. She was in this city for a reason, hunting her prey. Since her return from the dead, Natasha Romanoff has been seeking out those who came back from the Snap who the world would be better off without. Across the globe she’s traveled, into the darkest and most dangerous of places and doing her best not to leave anything recognizable behind.
But even in the back of her mind she knows sooner or later someone is going to find her. Who or how or when remained the elusive questions, she did have her suspects for the who, which was all the more reason to be careful and not do anything signature to her.
Sliding the dusty hoodie back onto her person and pulling the hood over her head, the undead woman headed out to find something to find coffee and find her current target. This week it’s a drug lord that’s caused LA several problems, last week it was a mob boss, before that a kidnapper. It was not lost on her the irony of what she was doing, that Clint had done the same, but she tried to tell herself this was different, this wasn’t about filling a void, it was about not wasting a second chance.













