Too late
Temari
I only knew you for a short time. It is still quite strange though, the thought of you...and me together. I never expected to share such a relationship, but I must admit that I didn't regret it. On the contrary, I enjoyed our time together, even if I wasn't used to having such affectionate gestures and even if it was for such a short time.
I don't know if I should apologize, because it might make me sound selfish, not that I already am. But I can no longer carry on. I don't know if you'd ever understand why I've taken this decision, but I do hope some day you will. I live with too many burdens, too many regrets and there came times when they all became too unbearable. I can no longer live with such ties. I am bounded by memories that will never leave. It might have to do with my former life, and my previous life, but my mind is too caught up on its own and I really can't take it anymore.
I'll apologize, because perhaps we had something going on, and maybe you even turned my feelings upside down. You made me experience things I never felt, and I am truly grateful for those times. But time is fleeting, fruitless. I find everything to be insignificant, so truly I have no reason to carry on. I just want these troublesome thoughts off, and I say again, I do hope you'll understand some day.
-Deidara
