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A glittering nowhere, the shimmering stars, an endless void with shallow water, a familiar face, golden locks of hair blowing wildly, and a pair of golden orbs to match stared at the Englishman.

The boy, Edward Elric, the Fullmetal Alchemist simply stands there before him, tilting his head with the softest of smiles.

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Entry: 01, Date ?/?/?, Time: 2:47am He whom wields the sun's fury, an incomprehensible ifrit pit ...dwelling in his very soul. A cursed flame holds him hostage, to now this new life as Hell's lapdog. A chain of undying dread hangs overhead, as though there were rain pouring down, though as one would expect it to turn to smoke, drift away, this fire cannot, and will not be put out, not even by his own will. Buried within the furious fire that engulfs his heart is a sea of regret, of pain... of question, a question that perhaps causes him to wonder, exactly; his purpose in life. The whispering cold shows but a calm to the fire, an even larger question; Should he lay down and accept death?

Upon a dangerous field he is alone, behind him stands a vast, emptiness. The other; a sea of lava. He travels through the ocean, to which his body enjoys. A satisfacation that causes illness, everything can be burned. As the world beyond him alights with destruction, he is untouched. A boy who bears a soul of ifrit in which within him wishes to scatter a wave of hatred.

To which I wonder; Is your heart immune to your disastrous fumes? There are not words to describe what must be felt beneath your human exterior, not the letters to write, nor the comprehension in existence. I continue to ponder over your life, I feel envy. For you have not only been separated beyond your life at birth, but you have too been gutted of your human life. A mentality exists but your soul was caged, upon its release you now bear with you an even larger burden that even I could not imagine. I apologize, for I will never pity you, Edward. Indeed your existence can be described as depressing, insane, or perhaps even a mistake, but I am not upset with where you and I stand at this moment in time, to a hundred years from now, to our graves. I feel what can only be described as happiness.. that you continue to live, each day and on.

He couldn’t run anymore…

A deadly chase, flames in the forest. The two alternate Edwards find themselves running, running desperately away from the dark creatures known as Shadow Beasts. The forms of dragons shifting through the shadows, about to devour them at any misstep.

The Englishman may have just figured out how to use his flames, but …any more than what he had already used and he would surely faint from exhaustion. It took a heavy toll on his body.

Fullmetal was just behind his elder alternate, when an agonizing strike of pain shot through his chest. Since he had lost his lung, it felt at times like his heart was beginning to slow down. He had less stamina and felt dizzy when he tried to push himself. But this time ….It was much worse, so much worse.

Thud.

Right behind Erwick, Elric had collapsed on the ground, clutching his chest, his heart feeling as though it were being crushed from the inside out.

When Erwick realized, and turned around, looking shocked, he ran back for him in a desperate turn of events. A wall of flames surrounding them, the shadow beasts lurked just outside of it. What was wrong with him? What was happening?!

Elric didn’t know what to tell him, he felt heavy and light headed all at the same time, groaning as he tried to sit himself up with his alternate’s help. “……M-My chest– …” He weakly tried to tell him. His missing lung ….his heart. Was …Was his heart giving out? Elric tried to hit his own chest a few times in desperation, then fell to the side, only to be caught by the Englishman.

My Opinion on;

Character in general: 

The idea of giving that lonely and lost little London!Edward from FMA 03 is one of the things I’ve always dreamed about. And the way that you have created this world for him and a story, a personality and heck even a name, I can’t even friggin describe how incredible he is, he’s such a sassy little thing, and at times can be really awkward, it gives him such a likable edge. And bELIEVE IT OR NOT he’s actually REALLY wise too, sometimes he’s a bit TOO serious but it helps because oh yeah, hE’S A GODDAMN GENIUS. And at the same time of all of that, he is just a kid, just a sad, lonesome kid who basically had his entire life taken away from him in an instant. I don’t even know if I’ve personally told you this but when I had first learned all about his backstory way back when; I legitimately cried in rl.

How they play them:

Never fails to make me laugh. Never ever. You make me feel for this character in such a way you won’t ever forget about him. I can’t count how many times I’ve cried with him, or how many times I’ve laughed at him. ngl; the way you portray him while still keeping him as Ed, right next to the fact that he IS an original UNIQUE character, is one of the most incredible things about him, the fact that you pulled this off is amazing to begin with, but I wouldn’t trust something like this with anyone else. Erwick somehow is one of the saddest and funniest characters I’ve ever written with. I love the way he talks and complains, there are moments when he rambles about stuff, serious or not, that I just love, he can be such a sassy, witty character and then he’ll just be so sad and feel bad and I can’t handle it hnnn, and on top of all that; the rare chance that he is genuinely sweet, that is when she kills it, it will literally rip out your heart, throw it on the ground, stomp on it, and spit on it. It hurts so much and yet it’s just so god damn good.

The Mun:

Where to begin; We’ve known each other for almost 4 years now, and I can safely say you are one of, if not the greatest roleplayer I’ve ever written with. The stories and ideas, the characters you come up with and have created in this fantastic world- Someone just give you a dAMN CONTRACT ALREADY YOU DESERVE IT. You are extremely honest, caring, aMAZING, creative, and friggin funny too, I just feel so comfortable writing and talking with you. You’re also really really smart too. I would be lying if I said you weren’t legit my best friend. like??? You’re also incredible at drawing, I especially love the little details you put into your artwork, I could stare at them for hours and still notice new things LOL;; I really can’t say enough about how much you’ve changed my life. There have been so many times just talking to you has made me feel better, I love the way you describe things, in RP or in general, like? legitimately you are such an incredible and fun person. I’m so happy that I met you, especially through such an amazing story we’ve written together.

I can safely say that no matter what; she’d never give up on you. She’s just that kind of person. And no matter what she always makes you smile, she’s really a fun person to be around.

Do I:

RP with them: 

omfG yEAH I THINK I DO LOL;; …Our Roleplay started when we met and is still on going……..for good reason …..The roleplays she writes are so sad and angsty. She builds worlds and surroundings that you didn’t know you could picture in your head. I love the way that she looks at the world, and at her worlds she’s made. At one second she’ll have you on the edge of your seat in an amazing battle, the next like?? she’ll have you bawling your eyes out. Like MAN her roleplays can get INTENSE, the ideas she comes up with are like so friggin talented, seriously; I don’t think anybody could outmatch her skill, and definitely not her creativity. Gosh, I just can’t–

What is my;

Overall Opinion: