#ask syd

1, 9 & 20 ❤️

Okay first off, I fucking love your blog and I'm honored that you asked me this. You were one of the first blogs I followed on here! 😩❤️

1.) The last thing I do before sleeping is either writing for some requests, or scrolling through Instagram drooling over pictures of Marc or Fabio. 😂

9.) My style is pretty simple! I don't like super gaudy things, so I'll normally just wear jeans, sandals, and either a t-shirt or a nice blouse for work. If I'm going out somewhere nice though, I love to dress up in heels and everything.

20.) My favorite season is probably either spring or summer. I'm lucky enough to not have allergies in spring, so the blooming flowers are so beautiful to look at and smell. The weather is also amazing. For summer, my family and I go to a lake near our house for a week and just have fun on the water. That's always a fun time!

These answers got long, sorry!!

daydream; best memory?

Seeing the milky way for the first time. It was a long time ago. I don't even remember how old I was. All I know is that I was older than nine. My family went out to my grandpa's house. He lived in the middle of nowhere in Missouri, alone, on 40 acres of land. The land was mostly woods, but he had a garden in the backyard and at night you could hear the coyote pups howling in the woods. We spent the day exploring the woods and fields on a four wheeler, then came in for dinner. After dinner we had a fire. Once it got dark, my dad told us all to look at the sky. I had never seen so many stars before. And right in the middle of the sky, I could see the milky way. There were so many pretty colors and more stars than my mind could comprehend. I couldn't even make out any constellations that well from the sheer volume of stars. It was breathtaking in every sense of the word. My grandpa has since passed, but anytime I'm in a place where I can see the milky way, I think of him.

joy; best feeling you’ve ever experienced? 

Hugging my mom for the first time after a month of being away. Last year I tried to join the air force. I was joining solely to afford college. I ended getting injured in my first week of training, fell behind, was accused by an instructor of faking my injury, and fell into the worst depressive spiral I've ever experienced. I confided in a fellow trainee about some bad thoughts I'd had and she told our instructor than didn't accuse me of faking my injury. I was sent for a psych evaluation, determined to no longer be fit for the military, released from training and my six year contract, and was sent home after two weeks in med hold. The base was in San Antonio, so I flew to Dallas before flying home. I spent nine hours alone in the Dallas airport, waiting for my flight. I got home at two in the morning. The second I saw my mom, I dropped all of my bags and ran to her, despite how injured my leg still was. That hug felt better than anything in my entire life. The feeling of knowing I was home and safe and with my mom was the best.

valentine; best gift you’ve ever received?

There's two. The first one is the watch I received when I turned 18. That watch was left to me in my grandma's will (she passed when I was seven). I've worn it twice. To my senior prom and my high school graduation.

but this made me CRY

It’s a spoiler so if you haven’t watched don’t watch!!

(also hi it’s han i’ve changed my user like a million times lmao)

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