#ask germane

"I gave her my everything...my heart and soul. But I guess that wasn't good enough for her." Jungkook sobbed quietly into the palms of his hands, tears falling down his crimson cheeks in steady streams. He turned to look up at you, his closest friend, with wet, rosy eyes.

"Am I just...not good enough?" Jungkook whispered as he tried to blink the new wave of tears away.

"Oh sweetheart," you reached out to wipe away the tears, smiling sadly when Jungkook leaned into the palm of your hand. "You are good enough, she was just stupid to not see it."

Jungkook let out a watery laugh, nodding his head against your palm as if to force himself to listen to your words, to agree with you. But you knew him better than that. You could tell by the crinkle in between his brows that he was still deeply upset, and if it weren't for the current emotional display, you would've found the little crinkle extremely cute.

"C'mere," you opened your arms wide. "How about a hug, hm? You definitely need one."

Jungkook whimpered softly before lunging himself into your arms. You could feel the new set of tears dripping onto the skin of your shoulders as he held onto you tightly, as if he were to let go, you too would leave him all alone. You sighed, wrapping your arms around him as one of your hands gently stroked through his dark locks.

"T-Thank you for always being here for me. I don't deserve someone like you caring about me." Jungkook sniffled, his arms growing tighter around your torso. You hummed softly, shaking your head gently.

"But you do Kookie. You deserve to be happy, to be cherished, and more than anything, to be loved."

I hope this was satisfactory my love 💕 ~Germane

You shut the door behind you quietly, carefully kicking your shoes off as to not disturb the night. You dropped your bag on the kitchen counter as you moved through the small apartment, slowly opening another door with the hope it wouldn't betray you this time with it's squeaky hinges.

Thankfully, you were able to enter the room quietly, and a small smile laced through your lips once your eyes found the figure sleeping peacefully on the bed in front of you. Your boyfriend always looked the most at peace when he was resting; the hard lines of his forehead were soft with relaxation, and his nose was buried into the adjoining pillow, a soft snore escaping his lips.

You moved swiftly in the dim light, changing into more comfortable clothes before sliding under the sheets and pressing yourself into the warmth of Namjoon's body. You felt him shift in his sleep, an arm pulling you closer against his bare chest as his face nudged its way into your hair.

"Mmm...Y/N?" Namjoon mumbled, a light rasp in his voice. You hummed in affirmation, placing a kiss on his chest.

"I'm home." you whispered.

"You've been gone for ages." Namjoon whined softly. His hand moved from your waist to your back, lazily drawing random shapes into your skin. You giggled when you recognized the shape of a heart; the warmth of Namjoon's fingers seeping into your skin and settling deep in the pit of your stomach.

"It was only a three day conference Joonie, not long at all." You chuckled when Namjoon let out a soft 'hmph', pulling you up so he could trace kisses along the outline of your face.

"Time passes slower without you." Namjoon hummed, placing a kiss against your forehead. "The bed is so much colder without you in it, I'm so glad you're finally back home."

You smiled in the dark, placing a chaste kiss against Namjoon's plush lips.

"There's nowhere else I'd rather be, than here with you."

Sunny~ I’m sorry for taking so long to respond to this OTL last night was my 9th day of working in a row so I just fell asleep when I got home. BUT! I have 4 days off now and get to rest :’) I love you so so much and I hope you’re doing well, my sweet little tulip~

6. How did you get to be so beautiful?

Oh stop it you :P 💕

12. Who do you look up to?

Role models? Most of them are musicians: Freddie Mercury, David Bowie, Elton John. But I really admire Rami Malek, Chris Evans and Emma Watson too. And my aunt; one of the strongest women I know :’)

20. What’s your hairstyle?

Dude idk 😂 you’ve seen my hair! Dirty blonde waves? Kinda beachy hair but not beachy hair? Straight when blow-dried? IDEK!!!

27. Have you ever wished on a star? A falling eyelash?

Always~

34. Who makes you happy?

You~ @starlightstae, @bang-tan-bitches, @aloosefangirl, @tryingtostudyblr, all my other mutuals and followers and readers~

35. What makes you happy?

Sleep 😂 long relaxing baths, good coffee and hot chocolate, great food, great movies, my cat, music, reading, rainfall, waterfalls, sweet flowers; just the small things :’)

42. Do you like MBIT? What’s your MBIT?

I do! I am an INFJ~

48. Does smiling put you in a better mood? Try it right now! Your smile is gorgeous.

Mmm kinda sorta 😂 and gosh golly I hope so after the 2+ years of braces and extractions I’ve had done to my mouth.

81. Sunrise or sunsets?

East coast sunrises and West coast sunsets...gosh I miss the California sunsets so much :(

90. What’s your favorite personality trait that you have?

Oh goodness...I’d say I love my motherly trait the most :’)

98. How’s your day/night going?

Teo~ Always coming through~

3. How’s your heart feeling right now?

Full~

5. What’s your skincare routine?

Lolol Teo whyyyy. Okay. So. In the morning I start washing my face with the Purity Exfoliator and then wash with the Clean and Clear Morning Burst Acne Cleanser. Then I use the Lancôme Tonique Docuheur toner, the Lancôme Advanced Génifique serum and then apply the Lancôme Visionnaire moisturizer with spf 20. At night if I have worn makeup I’ll use a few makeup wipes to remove it then use First Aid Beauty’s Face Cleanser to remove any excess makeup. I again use the exfoliator wash but then I use the Purity Cleanser afterwards to wash. I tone and use the serum like in the morning, but then I use an acne spot treatment from Clinique afterwards to treat the bad acne spots, and I use a nighttime moisturizer from Lancôme called Bienfait Multi-Vital. Skincare masks at least once a week too, along with Double Dare’s OMG Strawberry Pulling Gel once a week on the tough blackhead spots; nose, chin, etc~ (yes I know I have lots of bougie products shhhhhhh my mom works for Lancôme so that's why I have a lot of fancy Lancôme stuff)

52. How do you express love to those you care about?

I do try to tell them how much they mean to me and how much I appreciate them. I use pet names with them and tend to amplify my motherly trait, because I care about them so much! I tend to take care of those I love and care about and give them little treats or take them out for lunch/dinner/coffee. After all, the way to a person’s heart is through their stomach. 

94. The dazzling lights of the city or the relaxing countryside?

Thank you for asking baby~ 💙

7: Do you have any tattoos or piercings?

No…sadly 😔 I used to have my ears pierced, but it was a pain in the ass having to take them out constantly for certain sports and for law enforcement, so I just let them close up. I’d love to get them re-pierced and get some tattoos in the future though~

10: What talent do you wish you had?

I wish I was musically talented~ I would love to have the talent (and the time) to  play the piano and the drums

15: What is your favorite word?

Wonder…Hope…Trust…Honor…Truth…Loyalty

47: What’s your favorite holiday?

Hmm…it’s a tie between Halloween and Christmas! I love the spoopy vibes, dressing up, and the fall atmosphere of Halloween. However, Christmas brings together family and friends, fresh baked cookies and hot chocolate, and of course the Christmas movies (White Snow is my shit, okay). So, even though they’re vastly different, it’s hard to choose between them~

@bubble-taeeee

Here you are love 💙💙💙

Hi sweetheart. So here's the thing: you're a minor. And there's nothing wrong with you or your age, however, I will not fulfill this request. I will not do this because:

It makes me personally uncomfortable. I worked with the police force for almost 4 years. And for 18 months I handled pedophilic cases. I can't say more than that. Considering the fact that the youngest EXO member is 24 and most 02 liners are 16/17, if I was to write your request I would be supporting the literal thing I was catching and arresting people for.

I hope you can understand why I won't write this, both for legal and personal reasons. Maybe someone else will, but it won't be me. Hopefully you won't take this the wrong way

Happy belated birthday btw! And EXO is a wonderful band! Both music and personality wise; they are all huge dorks and I love them so much.