#ashri

He slips through a side alley and comes up on the window to the office he holds at the hideout, locked by his own magical seal. It doesn't take much to break it, only a drop of his own blood and he's slipping through.

Ashur never could decide if Cyri would approve. It seemed just as likely she'd roll her eyes at the pageantry. She seemed to be of two minds always. Traipsing every path at once, sharp eyes that see everything from every angle. He's sure that's why he finds her so fascinating.

There hasn't been one time he's slipped into his office he hadn't thought of her since the last time.

He can't help wondering what would have happened if the door had not—

"Ah, the Viper," Dorian says amiably, closing the door behind him with a quiet snick. "I was sure you'd drop in at some point, you always were punctual."

"I didn't expect to find you here," Ashur replies, unable to quite keep the smile from his voice. Talking to Dorian felt easy in a way it didn't with many people. One of the many reasons, perhaps, that he was such an apt politician. "What do I owe the pleasure?"

Dorian waves a passive hand, "I do work here you know."

Only in the loosest sense, though the same could be said for any of them. So little of the Shadows' work took place in the warehouse. So far as circumstances stood, the place was more a refuge than much else.

"Mae thinks we ought to seek out more supporters, and I agree, of course." Dorian sighs as he flops gracefully into the armchair on the other side of Ashur's worn desk—a recent addition. "I've a list of names for each of us. At least we both suffer equally if the labor is halved—" he offers a lackadaisical smile, "or something of the sort."

Ashur takes up the parchment Dorian has dropped on the table between them. A short list—something that fills Ashur with relief and trepidation—of members of the magisterium who are suspected to be curious if not entirely sympathetic to the cause of the Lucerni. It's as good a place to start as any. Scanning he page, Ashur is surprised to find more than one grand cleric among them. Vasilia is no surprise, considering Ashur appointed her himself—one among many things that made him unpopular in those early months.

"And tonight's dock raid—"

"Returned an hour ago,"

At Ashur's surprise, Dorian offers a wry smile. "I did try to tell her how sorry you'd be to miss it, but I'm afraid the Mercar girl is incorrigible."

Ashur stops cold, his blood resumes flowing a moment later with a painful pulse.

"She's here? In Minrathous?" He can't help asking.

Dorian gives a knowing smile, and the question of what he'd seen that morning is finally answered.

"Returned late this morning at Mae's request," he confirms, and then his brows pulls tight as though he's said something he's not sure he should have. The expression vanishes in a moment, replaced with his usual dry gaiety. "Well, I've got to get back to my lodgings," Dorian folds his own parchment with one swift movement and unfurls to his feet. "Long day of politicking tomorrow,"

He waves the folded paper in the air as he turns toward the door. Hastily, Ashur tucks his own page away and follows Dorian to the door. Behind it, are about two dozen Shadow Dragons, all in various combinations of black, red and turquoise, jovially celebrating with half as many wine bottles.

It'd gone well then.

A short cheer goes up at the sighting of himself and Dorian. Ashur's companion waves off the attention with feigned indifference, though he accepts a swallow of wine when the bottle is passed into his hand.

Ashur searches the room for a familiar face, and finds instead a familiar head of dark waves. Longer than last he saw her, in dark waves that cascade down her back as she drags fingers through, loosing it from its careful braid. His heart starts at a gallop. Perhaps, as with the last time, she'd hoped to surprised him.

She's sat atop one of the long tables at the back of the room, talking animatedly with her hands in a way he's rarely seen. It speaks of a sort of conversancy that feels rare for Cyri. The kind he's only recently become aquatinted—and so the jealousy sparks even before he crosses the room.

It takes him a moment—one filled with elation that rapidly deflates—to note the hand that lingers on her knee and the slightly-swollen pink tinge to her lips. It takes longer for him to put those pieces together, to make sense of them. And if there's any wavering in her expression, he isn't present to notice it.

"The Viper," her companion notes merrily, as if his presence is a welcome intrusion. It takes years of carefully cultivated chains on his baser instincts for Ashur's eyes not to drop again to the place where his hand rests so casually on Cyri's knee—though it's risen slightly higher on her thigh.

Ashur offers Petras a smile—at least he thinks he does—before he turns his attention fully to her.

"I heard you led the raid," he says, stupidly.

Her head tilts just slightly to one side, as though she's observing him closer than he'd like, "I didn't see any reason to wait."

Something passes between them, wordless and sharp. A dagger being pulled soundlessly from his flesh as she blinks unfeeling at his bleeding form. It's a strangely distant realization, that whatever depth lay between them, he was alone in it.

"It would seem everything went smoothly for you," Ashur answers, "caution on my part was unnecessary."

Cyri/Ashur

Maevaris Tilani sweeps into the room at last, her powder blue robes turning the corner last. She's as made up as she's been any other time Ashur has seen her. A consequence, he suspects, of being raised in Altus circles. His own mother wouldn't have dared receive a guest without her hair pinned and her robes pressed.

Similarly, perhaps, Ashur cannot stop himself from rising out of his seat upon her arrival. She smiles genially as she grasps his hand

"Ashur," Mae intones warmly, leaning in to brush her lips over his cheek. He glances briefly to the woman still waiting by the fire as he ghosts his cheek over hers. "I'm glad you made it here safely."

"It's good to see you, Maevaris," Ashur agrees as she pulls away.

When they've each settled into a chair, her smile sobers slightly.

"I'm not looking to dance around the subject," Mae tells him, ever straight to the point. "Do you want to be the Divine, Ashur?"

Taken aback by the question, Ashur glances first to the woman still standing by the fireside, jabbing at the flaming logs, the end of her poker glowing orange with her efforts. He turns back to Maevaris with a raised eyebrow he supposes there's no sense in now.

Still, Maevaris immediately seems to understand his meaning.

"I would have thought you'd already introduced yourselves," Mae says, gesturing amiably to her companion. "This is Aegis."

There's only the slightest hesitation before Maevaris says her name. When the other woman, Aegis, turns, he catches what he missed before. A flash of gold at each of her hips, revealed with her quick turn to join their conversation. Ashur is quite certain she was listening the entire time, just as he's suddenly sure that her lack of introduction was entirely purposeful.

She holds a hand out to him now, not exactly more formal than Mae's greeting, though certainly more utilitarian. In the flicker of firelight, he finally notices the stark white lines crisscrossing her knuckles. The kinds that indicate she finds herself in trouble often enough that seeking out a healer has become redundant.

He reaches out his own hand, surprised to find the calluses of her palm scraping the supple skin of his own. Her ability to use the blades at her hips isn't exactly in question, then. Her lips press together, though both corners lift in an expression of amusement she's trying to hold in. He wants desperately to know why.

“Ashur.” He manages to say after a moment.

Aegis arches an eyebrow in an expression that quite clearly says she knew that even before Mae said it only moments ago. Undoubtedly she'd known it when she opened the door, possibly known it some time before that.

When he turns back to Maevaris, eager to avert his eyes from those green ones that spark with such amusement, he finds her waiting expectantly.

"I…don't know that my wanting has ever been the problem of it," Ashur says finally.

A slight twirl around the question perhaps, but it's the only answer to that question he's ever bothered giving. From a young age, Cormir Vesparian made his expectations quite clear. Failing to meet those expectations had never been a question worth entertaining, even if in recent years Ashur had at least begun to look for a way to work his father's ambitions to his own end.

Maevaris, however, isn't so pleased with this answer.

Noting this, Ashur amends, "I want to help. If becoming Divine is the best avenue to achieve that, then it's the only thing I want."

Ashur ignores the knowing smile that curls her lips.

The two of them fall silent as the piano picks up again, a lilting piece that evokes mystery and longing. And for all that the wine seems to have long since-soured, Ashur can't deny that the atmosphere is far better than any other he's been to, especially in Minrathous. Though he supposes the very nature of the drinking establishments in Hightown are diametrically opposed to this one. Most of those are for Altus families to wine and dine one another, magisters to make backroom deals and arrange engagements.

But this place, seems less about the drinks and more about the chatter. A glance around the room tells of heads bent close together, hands on knees and even one couple in the corner who can't seem to help the languid kisses they share. Ashur averts his eyes.

"You didn't invite Elias to come with you?"

Ashur doesn't know what possesses him to ask it, regrets the words the moment he hears them aloud. Slightly mortified and hiding it well, he stares into the deep red of his wine and wonders if something wasn't slipped into his it to make him lose his head so completely—but Cyri's mouth curls into a true smile, like it's the funniest thing he could have said.

She casts him a pointed sidelong glance, "I didn't invite anyone here."

Rightfully chastised, Ashur reaches again for his goblet. Her eyes flick upward in an image that might have been devout were it not so fleeting. She sighs heavily, throwing back the rest of the liquid in her tumbler. Ashur pretends not to watch the movement of her throat as she swallows, wondering why warmth blooms low in his stomach as the sight.

"Ashur," she says, drawing out his name like pulling at a piece of threat, "Elias was just…" she shrugs one shoulder, head lolling against the back of the seat to look at him more fully, "Passing the time."

"I see." He doesn't, but he's happy to pretend. The song ends, but Ashur is a bit too dumbstruck to bother with applause. "Is that what you're doing here?"

She's sat back against the booth now, and doesn't bother looking at him as she answers, somewhat distractedly, "Something like that."

The waiter from before returns, sliding another tumbler across the table to Cyri, who glances up at him with a warm smile.

"So you'll pass the time with…?" Ashur's eyes follow the other man across the bar. He doesn't much look like Elias, with his lithe frame and goldspun hair. Though maybe that doesn't matter much.

"Petras?" she asks, clearly amused. But when Ashur looks over, her eyes are also trailing him across the room, eyebrow arched. She takes another, almost appraising sip and then shrugs, "Maybe."

"But not with me?"

Ashur doesn't have much in the way of experience, he knows courting—and he's seen enough women drape themselves over his brothers to recognize flirting when he sees it.

At least, he thought he did.

She's looking at him so strangely—a little perplexed but all amused. After a moment, that softens into something that's faintly amused. It's almost patronizing, but that's something Ashur is used to feeling around her.

"No, Ashur." It's almost a scoff, though maybe not quite as harsh. And then she smiles, and it's warm, almost teasing. "I like you too much."

When Ashur feels the familiar bolt of shame, he reaches for that old training—and manages a quiet chuckle. It's not a surprise, not really.

He tries for a self-effacing smile, "I'm supposed to take that as a compliment, am I?"

in the Mundane AU, the obviously had to be reworked a little. (and i'm a little fuzzy on timeline still tbh)

SO you are going to get lots of backstory that has, thus far only lived in my head. So the two of them meet in the professional chess circuit, they compete against each other a few times and develop a kind a rapport. A few years in. Ashur makes it to the world championship and asks Cyri to come on as one of his seconds (this is a thing, i swear) and help him train for it. Things start developing between them at this point, but they're still officially just friends/colleagues.

After he wins, she's sort of sad because at this point, she is still at university and can't focus on chess full time, and she's been neglecting her studies a little which is where what we'll call pitfall #1 occurs.

-> he tells her she can move in and focus on chess. it's very stupid and way too early but she's 22 and about to graduate university and she doesn't know what she's doing with her life, so she moves in with him but they don't actually start dating until they already live together which is like, also probably not a good idea.

Two years later, there's this really big sort of semi final chess competition, Cyri gets herself disqualified. Long story short, gender inequality, very real in chess. there's an interesting study on it. But so she wins, but her opponent says something really nasty to her and she hauls off and punches him in the mouth. (valid to me, illegal to others)

It's a whole big thing, she gets a big fine and a two year ban. It's really hard on her, obviously. For lots of reasons. she still agrees to be Ashur's second, but she has some time to kill as well, since he's gone to all these tournaments and she actually cannot be there etc. So she gets a job, finds out she actually likes it and in doing that, realizes maybe that the competitive chess circles can be really insular and maybe she doesn't want to do it anymore. she starts going back to school as well, so needless to say, she gets pretty busy.

And things start unravelling pretty quickly after that which is mostly because they are both really bad at communicating. Cyri is very focused on her studies, and on work. Ashur, who has only known chess, does not know how to talk to her about any of this new stuff, which i think makes him oddly insecure. He still makes a point to talk to her about tournaments and different parts of his strategy, but its clear she's not as interested anymore. He takes this as a bit of resentment that he's still competing when she can't. He takes a note, stops talking to her as much about it.

meanwhile. Tarquin is also around, because he's another of Ashur's seconds. and they start spending more time together. Ashur is away a lot, at tournaments and things like that, and maybe Cyri's abandonment issues are showing face a little. She starts feeling resentment not necessarily because he's still competing, but because she's not being included in it at all anymore. and he is spending a lot more time with Tarquin. Of course, she never voices any of this.

They spend maybe a year with this big chasm opening between them that is definitely there but they don't acknowledge, and finally, Cyri sort of decides that he's going to end things soon, so she might as well do it first because she's done waiting around about it. Blows her own life up in a lot of ways, obviously.

She ends up staying with Bellara for a few months (who she met when she started going back to school) and when the semester is over, she fucks off to travel because she doesn't actually know what she's doing with her life anymore and i think she's allowed to have a little crash out.