what's something in bellarke that you apprecate that u dont think other ppl do?
Hm, Iāve been thinking about something recently. Thereās thisā¦thing that Clarke does (god bless Eliza and her acting skills) with other characters too but mostly with Bellamy that ā¦she does that thing when in an emotional situation her eyes go down and her face fall and her lips part a little and sheāsā¦you can see the SOFTNESS in there that she has for Bellamy and you can actually FEEL theā¦tragedy that she experiences and realizes about them. Itās like her heart does a little flutter and she goes like-
Heās in painā¦weāre both in pain, oh God whatās happening to us, you know just that littleā¦tinyā¦BREAK that is just SO BIG!!!
I first noticed in season 2 when she talks with him on the radio in 2x11 when she saysĀ āYou came throughā and then A BEAT IN WHICH YOU SEE HER EYES GO DOWN AND HER FACE EXPERIENCE ALL THE EMOTIONS THERE ARE FOR HIM, ALL THE SOFTNESS AND THE LOVE AND THE LONGING and then goes like-I knew you would like the UNWAVERING BELIEVE THAT SHE HAS IN HIM. God, I LOVE THAT.
It also comes up when she feels a little guilty over what sheās done wrong against him, I honestly when Iām watching those moments Iād best describe them as
Her heart does a little leap for Bellamy Blake.
TheĀ āIām going to die and leave him and I have to tell him that he has to use his head and keep going without meā:
The āI had to do this but I hurt him and I just wanna reach out and hug him but he wonāt let me and my heart is breakingā:
The āI need him to know he is my family and Iām sorry for what happenedā:
The āI have to do this, I have to save them look and heā¦he will know what to do but eff if my heart aint breaking cause he thinks Iām already gone and if he does then it doesnāt matter anymoreā:
TheĀ āeff I tried my best, I did what I could, I wanted to be good butā¦Bellamy? Why does it hurt so much, why did it all go wrong again? Bell-ā
My personal favorite-theĀ āI need to leave, I have to bear it alone but God let me stare at those lips for a sec too longā :
And many more of course those are just at the top of my head. And I know I made this kind of comedic but I mean it in all seriousness, there is a moment in which her leader, commander self disappears when she talks to him sometimes and you can see the crack in her armor so to say and the emotions and LOVE pouring out of her even when she makes the most difficult decisions she does it with those feelings and HIM in mind and she just breaks inside.
