what's something in bellarke that you apprecate that u dont think other ppl do?
Hm, Iâve been thinking about something recently. Thereâs thisâŚthing that Clarke does (god bless Eliza and her acting skills) with other characters too but mostly with Bellamy that âŚshe does that thing when in an emotional situation her eyes go down and her face fall and her lips part a little and sheâsâŚyou can see the SOFTNESS in there that she has for Bellamy and you can actually FEEL theâŚtragedy that she experiences and realizes about them. Itâs like her heart does a little flutter and she goes like-
Heâs in painâŚweâre both in pain, oh God whatâs happening to us, you know just that littleâŚtinyâŚBREAK that is just SO BIG!!!
I first noticed in season 2 when she talks with him on the radio in 2x11 when she says âYou came throughâ and then A BEAT IN WHICH YOU SEE HER EYES GO DOWN AND HER FACE EXPERIENCE ALL THE EMOTIONS THERE ARE FOR HIM, ALL THE SOFTNESS AND THE LOVE AND THE LONGING and then goes like-I knew you would like the UNWAVERING BELIEVE THAT SHE HAS IN HIM. God, I LOVE THAT.
It also comes up when she feels a little guilty over what sheâs done wrong against him, I honestly when Iâm watching those moments Iâd best describe them as
Her heart does a little leap for Bellamy Blake.
The âIâm going to die and leave him and I have to tell him that he has to use his head and keep going without meâ:
The âI had to do this but I hurt him and I just wanna reach out and hug him but he wonât let me and my heart is breakingâ:
The âI need him to know he is my family and Iâm sorry for what happenedâ:
The âI have to do this, I have to save them look and heâŚhe will know what to do but eff if my heart aint breaking cause he thinks Iâm already gone and if he does then it doesnât matter anymoreâ:
The âeff I tried my best, I did what I could, I wanted to be good butâŚBellamy? Why does it hurt so much, why did it all go wrong again? Bell-â
My personal favorite-the âI need to leave, I have to bear it alone but God let me stare at those lips for a sec too longâ :
And many more of course those are just at the top of my head. And I know I made this kind of comedic but I mean it in all seriousness, there is a moment in which her leader, commander self disappears when she talks to him sometimes and you can see the crack in her armor so to say and the emotions and LOVE pouring out of her even when she makes the most difficult decisions she does it with those feelings and HIM in mind and she just breaks inside.
