Bro, I am here again, at nine pm and it has been a rough day, so instead of my educational reading I indulged myself to read a fic, and everytime I get to this paragraph I weep incontrolable. It's so well written, and it contains a lot of emotions, that just make me ask myself if I hurt the person I love the most will they come back? Will I forgive myself? This has happened to me in the past, and I know how deeply the self hatred can be. But on the other hand, have myself I not came back countless times? Even when I'm deeply hurt.
Sorry for the vomit of feelings, I just wanted to say thank you for putting your work out there, it's amazing and I hope you keep writing. I promise I'll keep reading. You're amazing, bro, have a good one!
oh god oh jeez alright alright alright so im thinking about writing that line and them im thinking about how i also wrote this
and then im thinking about that post that’s like ‘we love enemies to lovers because the idea that someone could see the worst of us and still want us is so appealing’
and im thinking about that taylor jenkins reid quote “if you are intolerable, let me be the one to tolerate you”
and im thinking about how maybe when we say love me what we really mean is see me, see what even i can’t bear to look at, and then stay
