Now thinking about it I shoulda replied to those comments will less words (so they could understand what Iām saying) and instead shoulda replied with āblud thinks I careā LMAO š I honestly donāt care about hate comments towards me or my art but some times they get to me.
In the past when ever i showed people my drawings they had mixed feelings and it pissed me off.
The earliest i remember was before I actually starting drawing my stuff. I would color in color sheets. One time I had been coloring in a Bambi color sheet in our local silly park (I donāt live there anymore) and a person I had considered a friend-ish had come up to me and āoo that looks coolā or something like that. Her sister came outside and then she switched to āthat looks horribleā and so I left the park. Before my mom died and I had to move in with my aunt and uncle I never colored infront of others besides my mom.
After the accident making me and my sister move into my aunt and uncles home I had started to draw my own stuff (8 yrs old, started drawing wolves) because I was just starting out my drawings obviously looked horrible.
My uncle would always say (even if he found my drawings laying around) āit looks like a pot belly pigā āthat is anatomically incorrectā āwhy does it look like thatā and letās just say even today (16 going to be 17 in March) I practically never showed / show him my drawings anymore. And I make sure to keep them far away from him.
After was summer camp, at the time I loved drawing and fr couldnāt stop for some reason š I had brought a book to a summer camp and showed some of the people I shared a cabin with. At the time I was trying more realism-ish stuff bc of what my uncle had said in the past. The people who saw my drawings all pointing at a part of one of my drawings closer to the back legs and asked āis that its penis?ā A girl who had brains said āno.ā Because IT WASNT A FUCKING PENIS. Now i draw alone and only post stuff online. Even my sister and cousins donāt like my drawings but thats bc theyāre incredibly anti furry.
The only ppl that like my drawings are 4 ppl at my school, online friends and my followers. Technically without yāall and those other people I mentioned I would have already stopped drawing, so thank you to friends, followers, and ppl who like my posts / comment. It motivates me to still draw. Ive seen videos of people asking āwould you still draw if it meant no one would see them?ā No. Its not bc of the likes or views but itās bc of motivation. It would also be pointless to do art if no one ever saw it imo.
