#arrie

I wasn't home one day but I had the urge to draw so I did some doodles and pen lined them for fun

First is Arrie who belongs to @saunau

Second is N from Pokemon

Draw this again challenge! That’s something that usually lifts my spirit and my confidence in this whole art thing. Also this type of challenge truly motivates me to keep drawing, because even though I don’t draw as much as I should/want to, I still see a difference after 3 years!

First one is the one I did today and I’m truly happy with it, I took my time, drew this whole day (with some pauses), paid attention to more details and just listened to music, imagined how my girls Scarlett and Arrie “accidentaly” wore Kyle’s (their talented friend) merch and took one lovely selfie! ♥ I just enjoyed the whole process.

Second one is from December 2017, I guess and to be honest I hate this one, because my girls look just so bad there! :D Also I can tell that I just wanted to get it done, because there’s so many mistakes and not so many details, their tiny necks holding huge heads...just terrible! :D

I really miss drawing and I really miss the artsy me that enjoyed the whole process and didn’t draw just for likes and stuff. This mindset was just so toxic for me that I needed to take a break and then when I returned I didn’t have a community to return to, you know. Everyone just moved on with their lives just like I did and we didn’t have a time/motivation to be those enthusiastic emo kids (weird term :D) that just enjoyed to draw everyday and comment on each others drawings on deviantART and I guess that’s why I don’t draw as much as I used to, it’s just that I probably forgot how to draw for myself as well. The nostalgia! 

@anincrediblybadskittle  I drew you fan art!!!!!!

That time of year was approaching. The spring, when Freddy and a select few would saddle up and a drive the cattle to Mexico just like in the first days of the ranch. Last season Freddy wanted to make a little money. Damien had side businesses, like working with the crime lord, Kennedy Mitchell. All Freddy wanted was a little something for himself. He’d snooped around and eventual a meeting was scheduled with one Arriva Johnson. She named a price and Freddy managed to round up 18 young women. He got them over the border and delivered them to her requested location. Money changed hands, no one went to prison. This was what Freddy called a sweet deal. Now that the cattle drive was approaching yet again the man thought he would pay the woman a visit.

The two weren’t friends. They weren’t palsy with each other and that was for business purposes. You never want to hang out with the people you’re doing illegal activities with just in case the police or the FBI was snooping around. Arriva seemed to be very open about her activities which scared Freddy at first that it was a sting but he decided there was only one way to find out for sure. Hearing that the woman had recently opened a cigar shop, Freddy made the trek from Temecula to Anaheim. He wasn’t even sure if she was going to be there but he thought he would give it a shot. When he walked in, there she was in all her radiant beauty. “A bar? Lovely. What kind of top shelf tequila do you have?”