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9. Is that what you think of me?
got the video on IG and I turned it to gif. Credits to the owner of the video :)
ArĂłn x reader
ArĂłn was sitting on a chair on your shared apartment with his leg bouncing up and down with his phone in hand looking at it constantly, groaning in frustration. Anxiety getting the best of him as he tried to call you for the seventh time tonight and still got no response, not to mention the multiple text messages he sent you asking where you were. But of course, you didnât know that as you were busy having fun with your friends.
Your friends were a mixed of different genders but mostly men. Your relationship with them are definitely platonic, you mess around and protect each other like brothers and sisters. ArĂłn knew this and got no problem with it as he has friends that are women as well. He never got jealous of them âcos he said you were friends with them way before you guys met and he respects that.
Until tonight. Not when you havenât replied to him not even once. Not when he saw a tagged photo of you with your friends right before dinner. It was a simple photo but your guy friend has his arm around you. He wasnât even touching you his hand and arms are placed on the back of your seat. For some reason, ArĂłn felt his face turn into hot red in anger and jealousy.
It was exactly 12 am when you arrived home. You werenât drunk just tipsy. As soon as you open the door, ArĂłn stood up and walked over to where youâre gonna see him right away and leaned on the wall with arms crossed. Oh, you are in deep shit.
âFinally! Cinderellaâs home!â he exclaimed sarcastically.
You felt your heart beats a little faster as you walked up to him knowing heâs pissed. âyou waited?â You asked as you kissed him on the lips. He lets you but he stares at you and had his eyebrows furrowed. Yep. You are fucked.
âWhere were you?â he said with his jaw clenched obviously trying to keep himself from exploding.
âI was out with my friends, I told you last week that Iâll meet with them tonight, right?â
âNo, you didnâtâ he inhaled and exhaled deeply.
âBaby, I didâ you put your hand on his chest hoping youâll get him to calm down.
âLetâs say you did, you didnât think of reminding me today? I called you several times!â his voice getting higher now as your heart pounds on your chest. You hated it when you fight.
âMy phone died. I was busy at work I forgot to charge it and went straight to our meeting place right after work!â you defended. âI didnât know you forgot what today wasâ
âoh, so now itâs my fault?!â he scoffed.
âI didnât say that ArĂłn.â You defended but tried to remain calm. You didnât want to add fuel to his anger.
He turned his back on you and walk towards the bedroom. you catched up to him before he got to the door.
âCâmon ArĂłn, donât be like thisâ you gripped on his forearm to stop him.
âLike what Y/N?! I am your fucking boyfriend I should get to know these things!â he screamed. He finally exploded and yanked his arms away from you. You were taken back by his actions he never yelled at you before. your face showed hurt and shock. He mirrored your expression as well but he didnât dwell on it as his face changed back to anger in a second.
He was so angry he kept on talking fast as you just stood there listening to every word he says. Some sentences are in Spanish. Most time you find it hot but knowing the current situation, he spoke in his mother tongue out of anger and it scared you to be honest. Of course, you didnât understand and you didnât dare ask him what he said until he spoke in English.
âWhy do you have to be such a slut Y/N!?â he looked straight at you.
âExcuse me?â you whispered as you felt a sharp pain on your chest.
âYou heard me Y/N!â he took a step forward as you backed up. âYou like it, huh? When youâre around men, knowing you turn them on? You enjoy their company even when you have a boyfriend waiting for you at home worried sick! You didnât even bother to tell your fucking boyfriend where you were. What else are you not telling me, hmm? Were you fucking them Y/N? which one? Huh?! Oh, maybe all of them!â Â he continued to grill you until you backed up completely against the bedroom door.
The sound of your hand colliding on his cheek echoed across the room. You slapped him. You didnât mean to do it but he really hurt your feelings.
âIs that what you think of me?â your tears are threatening to build up, your voice getting shaky.
He looked at you with wide eyes and guilt across his face. All of his anger dropped instantly. âNo baby, thatâs not what I meant. Iâm so-â
âI hate you ArĂłn!â You cut him off by pushing him away from you and went to your shared bedroom. you took a deep breath and hold it in to stop your tears from falling. ArĂłn quickly followed you so you walked faster until you reached the bathroom inside your shared bedroom and locked the door. You let out the air you held and let yourself cry. You heard a knock on the door so you turned on the faucet on the bathtub and let the water run hoping it will drown the sound of your cries.
âY/N, please open the door.â He pleaded. You didnât answer as you were busy trying to stop yourself from crying. You cannot believe the words that came out of his mouth. You sat on the floor weeping. His words cut you like knives, it kept on repeating in your head and itâs killing you slowly as it dawned on you.
âPlease, Y/N. Letâs talk, babyâ ArĂłn tried to persuade you again. âyou know I didnât mean itâ his guilt was eating him alive as well. You told him you hated him and he knew he fucked up. You never say things you didnât mean and it scared him to death.
Silence. Nothing was heard besides your cries and whimpers that he can hear on the other side of the door. ArĂłn paced back and forth not knowing what to do âtil he came up on the door again and knocked.
âIâm sorry Y/N, please come out, letâs fix thisâ you knew he was close to tears as well as you heard his voice trembles.
âGo away!â is all you managed to say.
He kept on talking and pleading on the other side while you strip out of your clothes and dip yourself on the bathtub. You managed to block out his pleading voice. It stopped after a while anyway. You splash your face with water hoping it would clear your mind as to what you need to do. You were contemplating whether to forgive him with all the begging he said or leave him. After all, he called you a slut. You love yourself enough to let anyone call you things like that specially when itâs not true.
After what felt like an eternity on hell. You decided to get out of the bathtub and wrapped yourself in your robe. You looked yourself on the mirror, shut your eyes tightly wiping away the last tears on your cheek, took a deep breath and walked out of the bathroom.
ArĂłn quickly stood up from the floor beside the bathroom door. You didnât dare to look at him and went straight to your dresser. You grabbed a simple v-neck shirt and a pair of jeans. As soon as he saw you grabbed your jeans, he panicked. He knew you wouldnât spend the night with him and it made him anxious. He walked up to you but didnât dare to touch you. He knew better than to touch you when youâre pissed knowing itâll trigger your anger and he doesnât want that right now. He just stood there pulling at his hair harshly not knowing what to do nor say until you grabbed your suitcase and starts packing your clothes.
âwhat are you doing?â he asked softly as he blinked rapidly trying to figure out if what heâs seeing is real. Of course, you didnât answer him. It was obvious.
âY/N?...â he tried again walking closer to you carefully like heâs walking on a floor with bombs scattered around. You knew heâs scared. You heard it in his voice. Again, you didnât answer him. You just continued to pile your clothes on your suitcases faster.
âStop!â ArĂłn said desperately. âStop, baby. Pleaseâ he begged grabbing your arm. âIâm sorry!â
You jerked his hand away like what he did to you earlier and scoffed. You refused to say a word knowing youâll just burst out in tears again. He started to grab the clothes you put in your suitcase and stuff it back into your dresser. You ignored him and continued to grab your clothes from the dresser to your suitcase while ArĂłn puts it back in again where you got it from. You eventually got tired of it.
âThe fuck do you want ArĂłn?!â You screamed in frustration, your chin quivering as tears build up on your eyes again. Your chest felt heavy as you looked at his face. He looked so scared, his eyes and nose were red as well as his cheeks. Â
âI want you to stayâ he said as he tried to touch your face but you backed up.
âAfter what you said tonight? No. thanks!â you then continued what you were doing before.
âI said I was sorryâ he let out a frustrated sigh
How dare he to give you an attitude right now. It made your blood boil.
âYou think its that simple? Youâll say youâre sorry and the pain will magically go away?!â you stared at him sternly you might punch a hole in him in a while. âIâm a slut huh? Lets-â
He cut you off by saying âThatâs not what I -â which made you want to slap him again but you just clenched your fist instead so you cut him off too.
âShut. The. fuck up. Iâm not done talking!â you said with gritted teeth. All your anger was out now. You never felt this much anger before but his words really got to you. you canât accept the fact that after all youâve been through, he had the audacity to call you a slut and to accuse you of cheating. He then closed his mouth and looks at you like a lost puppy.
âSo, as I was saying.â You faced him completely now. Standing a few inches away from each other. âYou think Iâm a slut? Okay. Letâs talk about what slut means. Does it mean liking every single naked pictures of women I see on Instagram like you do? Does a slut let other woman grind on them and kiss them on the cheeks at a party like you do? Huh? Or was it like exchanging âfriendlyâ messages all throughout the day with heart emojis like YOU do? huh? tell me ArĂłn. Câmon, enlighten me. I want to make sure you know what slut means!â you were so angry you didnât realize you were pointing on his chest pushing him lightly every time youâre gonna spit out words. You were breathing heavily as you finished talking. You waited for him to speak.
He didnât say a word. He couldnât. He didnât know itâll all backfire on him. Â He was just worried about you when you didnât come home but one thing led to another and heâs well aware he fucked things up. He tried to open his mouth and close it like a goddamn fish out of water but no words came out.
âYeah, thatâs what I thought.â You rolled your eyes and went back to packing while ArĂłn on the other hand was so close on peeing himself as fear creeps in on him. Heâs afraid to lose you. He didnât want to. Heâs not ready for it but the boy is stupid enough to call you out like that.
You screamed as you felt a pair of arms suddenly scoop you up away from the dresser. He then sat you on bed and knelt in front of you. He took both of your hands, clasped them together and held it in his own. He placed a kiss on it then looked up at you. he let out a tear and spoke.
âI donât want to lose you Y/Nâ he sniffed.
âYou just didâ you spat back. The look on his eyes made you want to melt.
âNo! No, please. I know Iâm stupid. I fucked things up most of the time but I wonât let you go. I canâtâ His hands traveled up to your forearms. Rubbing it lightly. âYouâre not a sl..â he trailed off refusing to say it again. âYouâre far from that. youâre the best woman I ever met. I knew youâll never cheat on me, Iâm sorry for accusing you. Iâm sorry for all of the things I said. I truly didnât mean a single word. I was just angry and jealous I didnât think about it at all. I know itâs not an excuse but please forgive me. I swear to you this will never happen again. Iâll make it up to you. Iâll treat you better. I love you baby. you are the best thing that ever happened to me. Please, pleasseeee, stay?â he was crying now but you remained silent.
He grabbed you by the back of your neck, placing a kiss all over your face. âpleaseâ *kiss on the left cheek* âIâm sorryâ *kiss on the tip of the nose* âI love youâ *kiss on the right cheek* âY/N, pleaseâ *kiss on the forehead*Â âIâm sorry, Iâm so sorry, Iâm sorry princesa, Iâm sorryâ he kept on repeating. thinking begging is the only way to make you stay.
âyou really hurt me, ArĂłnâ a single tear left your eye and he kissed it away as well.
âI know, baby, I knowâ he continued kissing your face. âtell me what you want me to do, Iâll do it. Just donât hate meâ he spoke close to your lips.
âI donât hate youâ you whispered. âI was just disappointed. I never thought you would say that to me.â
He nodded in understanding as he pressed his forehead on yours and mumble âIâm sorryâ. You let him. He hurt you but the love you have for him was greater than the pain he caused you. so, you placed your hand on his chest. You felt his heart pounding against it and you smiled a little knowing you caused that.
âDo you forgive me?â he swallowed hard, afraid of your answer, afraid youâll make up your mind and leave him for good.
You smiled and nodded a little. âhmmâ He returned the smile and placed a soft kiss on your lips. âGracias, Y/Nâ he said relieved.
âfucking assholeâ you muttered jokingly and nudged him a little. You pulled him in for another kiss but deeper this time. You felt him smiling within the kiss before he pushed his tongue in your mouth which you happily sucked in return. He gently pushed you back in bed and hover over you. you stopped him and turned your head to the side.
âno sex for you tonight, cabronâ you stick out your tongue. He tried to grab it but failed. He just pouts in return. âDonât use that on me now, this is your doingâ you laughed as he mumbled âI knowâ and went back to pouting.
âoff to bed then?â he asked and you nodded in return. After all, it was 3am now.
Both of you stripped out of your clothes and settled in bed in a spooning position.
Just before you drift off to sleep, you spoke. âArĂłn, Iâm sorry tooâ you turned around to face him âfor worrying you. I shouldâve texted you, it would save us from all the trouble tonightâ
âhmm. Iâm sorry too. I was such a jerk. I wonât hurt you againâ He smiled and rubbed your back âbut just so you know, you really scared the shit out of me tonight, bonita.â He laughed a little.
âYou should still be. Iâll shave off all of your goddamn little curls you love so much the minute you fall asleep and turn you back again into a fucking ava-â he placed his hand on your mouth suddenly which caused you to giggle.
âPlease donât say itâ
âavatarâ your voiced was muffled. You licked his hand which made him let go of you.
âFine. I guess I deserved your wrathâ he said dramatically.
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You mustâve fallen asleep somehow only to be woken up by ArĂłnâs sudden movements. You opened your eyes to see him sitting up on the bed with his hands on his head checking if he still has hair. He let out a sigh of relief when he confirmed he still has it. You then laughed your ass off. He really thought youâd shaved it. what a silly boy.
âwhat? just checkingâ he looked down at you and laughed along. You started to get up as well but he stopped you. âDonât get up. Iâll bring you breakfast in a momentâ he planted a kiss on your lips before getting out of the bed.
He yelled âte quiero!â just before he closed the door behind him.
Oh well, he really meant it when he said heâll make it up to you.
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Prompt: âYouâve got to be kidding me!â - @challengingwordsâ
Pairing: Aaron Kwak (Aron) Â x reader
Genre: fluff
Warnings: none
Word count: 554
âYouâve got to be kidding me!â you breathed exasperatedly, both of your hands rising to scrunch up your hair within them before you attempted to place them around the neck of the man before you instead.
Aaron laughed uneasily. âItâs not that bad, Y/N.â
âNo, youâre right; itâs not that bad, itâs worse! I cannot believe I left you in charge of watching over it. What was I thinking?!â
âThat your boyfriend is trustworthy?â he offered and then sighed when you narrowed your gaze on him. âOkay, so I got hungry and left the sculpture unattended for maybe five minutes. Thatâs all I was away for and-â
âIt took five minutes for this type of destruction?!â
You had been constructing a cathedral template for an upcoming presentation at work. It wasnât something you had just slapped together with a bit of paper and glue. No, you had painstakingly been layering it up bit by bit, spending so far four days on the project.
And just like that, it was in ruins much like the fallen cathedral the corporation you worked for wished to rebuild. You almost laughed at the irony, but the bitterness in your chest trapped it within, the finger now being pointed at yourself.
You had only yourself to blame for this.
Dropping to crouch beside the chewed up beams, you willed yourself not to cry. Aaron sat beside you. âI didnât think Kkotsunie would do anything to it. Normally thatâs Noah and he was with me watching me make some food.â
âItâs not your fault.â
âWell, no, itâs Kkot-â
âItâs mine for being stupid enough to leave it on this table,â you concluded tearfully. You were exhausted. It had been a long four days and knowing youâd have to reconstruct the whole thing almost from scratch again made you wonder why you were even bothering with the visual. You already had drawn up the 3D computer image. You wondered if that would be enough, even though you knew the opposing team had tasked Minki with their proposal. He was always your biggest competitor, and you could only imagine what amazing concept he was going for.
You were close to defeat before the race had even begun.
Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Aaronâs fingers had something on them. Lifting your head up, you then noticed the repaired wall on the east side of your structure. You reached out to take his hand. âDid you⌠did you try to repair it?â
âYeah,â he mentioned softly. âI mean, I donât know how you did this for as long as you did. The glue gets everywhere and-â
Moving to kiss him gently, you then smiled gratefully. âI take it back.â
âWhich part?â he mused, angling his face in hopes of another kiss.
âThe part where I said it was worse.â
âCan I make it better?â he offered and you waited for Aaron to continue. He grinned. âIâll help you fix it. If we both work on it together, it wonât take nearly as long, right?â
You nodded happily. âYou know, you really are a trustworthy boyfriend to have.â
âYou acknowledge it now, huh?â He laughed and then picked up the pieces that were salvageable. âShall we get cracking?â
You knew with Aaronâs help, you wouldnât go down in ruins after all.
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Aron found you sitting alone on your bed. Grinning, he snuck up on you and poked your sides playfully before running away laughing.
You jumped as heâd expected, before glaring at him. âWhat the hell Aron!?â you snapped. âYou know I hate that!â
âOh, like you hate this?â He reached over and ruffled your hair before jumping back.
âYah! That isnât funny!â You screeched.
Your face grew to horror before looking away from him, ready to cry. He noticed this and changed his attitude, sitting next to you. âHey, Iâm sorry okay? I know you and Ren just broke up and was just trying to make you smile again. I guess I did the opposite. But itâs not so bad, itâs just a breakup. Youâll move on to find a much better guy thatâll treat you right.â
âI-I just donât know what Iâm going to do with my life right now,â you sniffed and started wiping away tears.
âMinkiâs just a boy-â
âItâs not that!â You cut him off before taking a deep breath. âThe truth is Aron, Iâm pregnant. With Renâs baby of course.â
He was silent for a moment before letting out forced laughter. âOh ______, you really had me there for a moment! Where are the other guys, where are the cameras? I know youâre pulling a prank on me!â
Your watering eyes met his. âAron, Iâm not joking.â
His expression fell as he realized just how serious you were. âWell you canât make this into a drama! You canât breakup with Ren and deal with this on your own, you have to tell him!â he exclaimed.
âAron, you donât get it,â you said softly. âI did tell him. I didnât break up with him, he broke up with me.â
The room went silent.
âA-are you sure?â Aron asked, still processing everything.
âYes Iâm sure!â You hissed. âI just have no idea what to do about it, I-I have no one to really turn to and-â
You stopped as Aron pulled you in a tight hug. âIâll be here for you,â he whispered into your hair. âIâll take care of you both, you donât have to worry.â
âAron, donât,â you pulled away. I donât care if it was your maknae that messed up, you donât have to take his responsibilities just because youâre the hyung. Youâre American anyway, that shouldnât apply to you.â
Aron cupped your cheeks and looked straight into your eyes. âThatâs not why Iâm doing this ______-ah. Iâm doing it because I truly care for you. Because I donât want to see you or the baby hurt. And I especially donât want to see you cry.â He wiped tears that kept leaking out of your eyes with his thumb. âOk?â
âOkay,â you gave him a small smile. He pulled you into your arms again, and this time you hugged him back, feeling reassured knowing that you wouldnât be alone. That Aron would be there for you.