#arinposting

i'm not a goth but i was raised in the culture and believe in the basic worldview and still celebrate the major holidays

I’ve been having some back pain recently, is it worth the money to go see a chiropractor?

The bloodstain I can't wash out of the carpet. The grey hairs that the dye won't cover. The dirt and the glitter under my fingernails. The mealworm writhing in the rice. The shattered teacup and the scars I can't fill in with gold the same way. The broken tooth the dentist never fixed. The rose-painted-red and the fistful of mint. The urge to throw myself in the river, the urge to chop off my hand, the urge to put my cigarette out on my thighs. The organic drumbeat I pray won't leave their floorboards. The cello in the corner I try not to look at. The face in the mirror I try not to look at.

watching that new addams family adaptation on netflix and this portrayal of wednesday is extremely just. arin.