there’s a scary thing that i’ve been thinking about lately. but it’s also so beautiful. it involves you and other people. and what i’m alluding to is people’s intentions. you really can never know someone’s intentions for you because you’re blinded. it’s kind of easier to see someone else’s intentions toward someone else or something else because you’re not directly involved or the recipient. but you don’t really ever know. and that can be a scary thing. but that can also be a beautiful. you being transparent and 100% loving towards someone, not knowing if they give a shit about you really is a beautiful thing. because that takes a great, tremendous amount of courage. being vulnerable, being loving, being you takes power and strength and courage. you can’t worry yourself crazy about someone’s intentions because the only ones who know that answer is them and God. the most beautiful things happen from vulnerability. babies are so vulnerable to everything but are so beautiful. a pregnant woman is one of the most beautiful things on earth but she’s so vulnerable. a crowd of people enjoying themselves, just joyous is beautiful: but vulnerable. there’s so much power in vulnerability. and growing up i thought holding stuff inside was strength. i thought holding myself back from doing what i really wanted was strength. but i think i was wrong. the more honest and transparent i am the more powerful i feel. telling your true feelings is powerful because of the possibility of great things and the truth. i’m totally just free ranting and forgot that i was posting this for the world to see lol but that fits so perfectly with the motif. this might not make sense to 89% of people that read this but.... OH. WELL. to sum it all, there’s power and great possibility in vulnerability and risk taking. there’s nothing great that comes from playing it safe and not expressing.
