caught between the tragedy of jinx dying without being able to build a better future with ekko for zaunites despite her past actions like he says to stop her from jumping off that ledge
and the abhorrent decision to confirm that jinx is a jinx by having her sacrifice herself to kill vander. esp in the context of silco telling her that killing is a cycle and to break the cycle, you stop the killing. implying that for jinx to stop the killing, rather than living and creating and building smth new with ekko, she needs to die to stop the cycle bc as a jinx no matter what good she does, the people around her will always and inevitably die, and it will always and inevitably be her fault












