#arabeth

(the joke is that shes Actually a serial killer- shes an assassin!! she wears this shirt in public and thinks its fucking hilarious)

monsters!!!

Anyways, I love you Besh. Don’t forget that okay? Happy Birthday you little snake. (my snake btw. I have two snakes) Ara~

Arela also features as “Arabeth” in the Prince!au.

@tenseoyong So I don’t know for how many hard stuff we’ve gone through together and how many we’ve gone through before we even met. But you know... somehow we have managed to be here today, one way or another, semi alive or semi dead, but we are here. You know I’m not religious but I thank everyday that my best friend is one more day with me (in heart or whatever). I could write the typical stuff of “you know you can do it” or “don’t give up”, “we’ll make it” but honestly I’m pretty sure that just like to me, those words start losing meaning after the 100 times you’ve heard them. But I hope that the “I will be here forever” doesn’t and I know I tell you everyday and I know it’s something I definitely don’t let you forget but I won’t stop saying them because you know as much as I do that no matter how lonely we are, no matter how full of bullshit we are inside, we do need those words coming from someone. As hard as your shell is, as hard as it is for you/me/anyone to show our emotions, I know it matters. It’s so frustrating being so far away because even if I could do nothing to help you with what is happening/will happen/happened, I just wish I could hug you and make you see you don’t have to be strong all the time, because I’m here with you, as I always say. And it’s so frustrating because I know you hate talking about it, I know you don’t like talking about yourself and all I have is my gut to tell me when something is really wrong but you better know that I won’t give up on you no matter how hard it is. You better know that Forever is a real promise we made and I plan on keeping it, literally. Because you are my other half and if you are incomplete so am I, and the fucking empathy we have won’t definitely let me sleep at night if I don’t do something for you even if that something is just reminding you of all this. You are my most important person and I know you know this also but I hope this isn’t a burden for you. Because honestly I sometimes don’t know what goes inside your head and that’s why I repeat myself so much and I know it’s annoying but I’m trying. Gomenasai, if I’m annoying sometimes, but I don’t know any other way to show my love/support/that friendship shit. I’ll try to be better for you, I promise. You’ve seen pretty fucked up parts of me as I have seen pretty fucked up parts of you, but because of this I know you are also able to get better, to laugh, smile and succeed. I don’t know if you doubt yourself sometimes (because you honestly seem strong every fucking second of the fucking year) but if you do and even if you don’t, remember I do believe in you. Call me a fool, a dreamer or whatever but I do believe we’ll go out of this, because you and I have been working on it and have a plan, no matter how long it takes us. I believe we can do everything, together. And even if we get separated (I wish not) I know you can, I know you will spread your demon wings and fly away and be free of this fucking nightmare.  And if one day you feel like ranting to someone, I’ll be there. And if one day you want to let your anger out, I’ll be there. And if one day you want to cry, I’ll be there. And if one day you want to runaway, I’ll run away with you. Because you are my best friend, my sister, my other half, the only one who has believed in me, the only one who reads me like a book, and somehow manages to stand my annoying ass. Even if you roll your eyes at me sometimes, even if you think “Ugh when is Ara going to shut up about Soo”, even after seeing very dark parts of me, you’ve stayed. And I thank you for that and my love and friendship and loyalty to you will always be there, unconditionally.  And even if your memory has some serious problems sometimes xD, I do remember all the promises I have made to you and like I said a few lines (a lot) before, I will keep them. I love you Beshy Boo, so damn fucking much. And I thank destiny, tumblr, exo or whatever fucking thing that made us cross paths. And I apologize too for being a pain in the ass sometimes, for not being a good friend. But most importantly I thank you for existing, because for me you are the best fucking person in this whole universe. Like it or not, see it or not, you are.  Arabella~

Baby sent me gifts. I swear... i love this girl :) so so so much ❤ @chantenyongs baby Chogiwa

Watching a show together and going crazy about it. @chanxings-gizibe