#ara;

Ara was someone that Fabian couldn’t figure out. She was sweet and nice and nothing like anyone he had met before and because of that alone she confused him. It was a mystery to him why he was constantly seeking her out and just wanted to spend time with her despite her being completely different from him. But she had this calming presence and sometimes he thought that was what he needed. Today she had dragged him shopping. Shopping of all things. He wasn’t a particularly big fan of walking around different shops, looking through different articles of clothing and then trying them on and so on and so forth. All of that was a big bore to him but he was following her through the shopping centre anyway, three bags already in hand. Two of them were his and one was Ara’s that he’d insisted on carrying. “How many more shops?” He asks, voice coming out almost whiny as he trails behind, an iced coffee in hand that he brings up to his mouth every so often to sip at. “There’s no Balenciaga store here and I think that’s fucking gross.”

Sihyun is full of apologies as he sits down across from Ara at a restaurant she had chosen for them to get some lunch at. “I’m sorry I’m late,” he huffs, shedding his jacket off and placing it on the back of his chair. He’s got a gift bag on one hand which he places on the table with a smile. “And I’m so sorry I forgot to bring your gift with me in Vienna.” He takes a small sip of the glass of water placed on the table as he’s parched from speedrunning here, thanking the waitress before she moves away from the table again. “And I’m so, very, incredibly sorry we never got a chance to do something fun in Vienna. It was such a hectic week but I really wanted to spend some time with you, especially for your birthday.” He’d been too caught up in everything that had happened and planning for the New Year’s party in Berlin that he never got a chance to treat Ara for her birthday. “Will you forgive me, sunshine? I promise I will make it up to you!”

It’s such a gorgeous evening and Sihyun would hate to waste it inside on his day off. Currently, he’s sitting on a blanket he’d brought with him by the shore as he watches Pria and Maron run around in the water. Well, more like Pria is running circles around Maron and he is just sat there, staring wistfully into the sea like he’s waiting for his husband to return from war. He laughs at the sight of them and turns to Ara next to him. “Tell me Maron doesn’t look like he’s waiting for a ship to return with his long lost lover. What goes on in that boy’s head?” 

Pria runs towards them then with all the speed and excitment of a baby polar bear, trying to shake the wetness off his fur. “Pria stop,” Sihyun says sternly, looking the dog in the eye as he keeps shaking and then slowly stops. “I can’t believe that worked. I was sure he was gonna get us all wet,” Sihyun says as he grabs the towel on the side and runs it over Pria’s body. 

Sihyun drifts in and out of his living room and kitchen, making sure he’s set out snacks and drinks and everything else they might need for a night in. He’s got some of the snacks he knows she likes and two bottles of wine chilling on the kitchen counter. Sihyun hasn’t had some quality with Ara in a while, her busy with her job and him busy with his but tonight they’d made plans. He always enjoyed downtime with her, their relationship reminding him of how he used to be with his brothers. He sighs at the thought of them before clearing his head free of his thoughts with a sip of his wine. He checks his phone to find a message from Ara telling him that she’d be there soon before planting himself on the couch and turning the TV on, scrolling through Netflix for a movie or show that he can put on as background noise while they catch up. 

💕 …someone my muse loves.  

It’s a secret and he’ll keep it that way for as long as he can until the love has faded and gone but Sihyun loves Arlo. Much like many others on the island, he’s absolutely taken with the boy and he has been since meeting him in Barcelona after being kicked out by his parents. It started as just sex and then it became comfort and then something more for Sihyun. He has no delusions about it, though and he knows its a dead end and he’s actually quite happy with just being friends with Arlo the way they are now. He knows love doesn’t have to be reciprocal and that it’s enough to just give. And he wasn’t meant for love, at least not for this one anyways, and he’s okay with that. @superpcsitions

🔪 …someone my muse hurt in the past.

It was a mutual hurt, but Sihyun hurt Florian nonetheless. A week or so of radio silence from his best friend after what was the scariest day of his life almost broke him but he knows not being there for Flo afterwards had to have hurt more. Florian and him had shared everything, had known each other like no one else had because they lived paralel lives. And then it was all gone and a hole was left in Sihyun’s chest that no one could fill and it was all his fault. He could find 1000 new friends, not one would be Florian. He could imagine 1000 different ways he could’ve handled the situation and none of them would change anything. He doesn’t regret most things in his life, but he does regret not keeping a promise he’d made to his best friend, his brother, to this day. @floagreste

👪 …someone in my muse’s family.

“✆” for a MORNING text.

[text →  sunshine ☀️] goooood morning!!! the sun looks almost as beautiful as you today! are you free? lets hang out!

“✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text.

[text →  sunshine ☀️] and then she said “why dont you come inside?” and i swear the look on her face…

[text →  sunshine ☀️] she wanted to swallow me whole

“⁇” for a DRUNK text.

[text →  sunshine ☀️]I MSSS U I MSIS UR SMILEEEEEE

[text →  sunshine ☀️] AND I STTTIILL SHED A TAER

“Oh my. Well, I’d fuck Beau ( @ofbeauisms ) because I love some good hate sex. Marry Eden ( @heavenburdened ) because he is just so pretty. Kiss Agata ( @ofagatas) and cuddle Vera ( @verafloros ​). And finally, I’d get drunk with Ara ( @aramintiax ​). Knowing me, it might all happen in one night.”