#ar heals

so I had my appointment today. I have to get a blood test done (she put urgent on the form, which isn't a good sign I think lol) and I have another appointment with the mh nurse in a few weeks and she's also gonna speak to the ed specialist team. ngl I feel kinda nauseous thinking about that. the appointment was so fucking awkward, but I did it!!!!!!! I was actually honest about this shit. fuck, I even told them about my attempt when I was 16!!! ive never told anyone that before

I'm gonna be unfollowing some active 3d accounts in a few days. If we're moots and I do unfollow you, please know it's not personal, I've just got to do what's best for me and minimise any triggers. I genuinely wish the very best for all you <3

I booked a doctors appointment on Thursday about my mh!!!! I'm gonna tell them about my ed, but I'm absolutely fucking terrified!!!!!! I know I shouldn't skip it or cancel, and I dont want to disappoint anyone, but fuck, I really, really don't want to go

showered and now I don't wanna kill myself

ykw I kinda wanna be a chubby tboy, like they're so cute. obviously, my 3d disagrees though

may will be the start of my healing era, just you wait