#apocalypserant

So family thinks i cant live on my own or that i need them to survive and now mom is dekanding my friends moms nunber and name. Like ma'am i know youre going to try and facebook stalk them. Saying that a grown woman has no choice in who is given her perso al information is fucked up. You dont control a woman you never met. Your bullshit excuse for caring about my safety is just so you can be controlling over this. Going far to say theyll kick me out first chance and that you think im lying about moving in with my friend and his family just shows how much you dont trust me

So update from tonight. theyve begun to just treat me as family by leaving me out dinner (like not telling me when its made or asking if I want anything when they get takeout) and so i told my mom (who im on speak terms with) and she called my grandfather upset theyre treating me this way. Hes now screaming shouting, hitting walls, slamming doors. So needless to say im not leaving my room so im going hungry until late tonight when hes asleep

Currently having to stay with my mom is hell cause she pops into the room whenever. Picks at ever little thing i do. Comments on my weight. I cant do this anymore but i dont have the money to just jump ship i just cant right now. She keeps trying to say that if things stay bad i can move back in and it seems like they expect me to they keep pushing for me to get a job closer to her town like why? And also found out that she originally was pissed about me and my aunts situation because she believed my aunt (who called and texted basically everyone while i delt with the cop) and was ready to deny me help and just say "nope (deadname) is not coming here to cause problems (misgendering) can just get a hotel for the night and handle this (misgendering)" so i cant tell if im here as a burden to them or if im here and they plan to keep me here because i don't have my car they had to pick me up from the house so im honestly scared that theyre gonna trap me here and what am i gonna do? Call the cops again? After they didnt do shit? Yeah sure.

So my moms abusive roommate (for friends y'all knew him as my step dad, I was forced to call him that and it was just a habit at that point one im trying to break) texted me, idk how he got my new number probably from her, warning me that my grandma called my mom and that she upset and disappointed cause i cussed at my grandmother. So this means she didnt give full story because she most likely didnt mention hitting me with my own pants. So stay tuned to see if my pops, who ive been counting on to be on my side of all this, sides with his wife just cause i used some bad words

I want to go back to bed or get something to eat but im to scared of leaving my room or letting my guard down. But she - grandma- doesnt leave for work for another 2 hours and honestly im not sure how much longer im gonna have my grandpa on my side of all this