when you get this, you must publicly post something nice about at least 5 different people you follow, then copy and paste this in each of their ask boxes. check my blog to see what I said about you!
(I also got this from Josh {wecouldntquiteforget} but yeah, it’s all going to be in one answer! Thank you guys so much, I love you both.) Basically, let me just say first of all, that I wish I could say one of these things for everyone who follows me, because you all mean so much to me and have made tumblr worth being on. I hope you’re all having a happy valentine’s day and that you’re not letting all the drama get to you <3 (Everything else is going under a read more)
Obviously, Lily (swiftrecords) — you’re the first person I became friends with on here, and you’re the sweetest person I know. You’ve always been so supportive and nice and I can’t thank you enough for sticking by me for so long. It honestly means the world to me and I can’t imagine having had as good a past year without you in it. I’m so excited for the present exchange and ONE DAY we will go on that roadtrip through France. But in means the world to me to have you in my life, and I hope you always remember how amazingly wonderful you are. Don’t stop dreaming and always remember to keep your head filled with lots of happy thoughts, because thinking of you sad is awful to me.
Next up, Josh (wecouldntquiteforget) — you’re one of my best friends on here and I love how I can basically talk to you about anything and not have to be afraid of what you might say. You always make me smile and feel better about myself, so thank you so much for that. Also, I always used to love going through the tags you put on my edits because they are glorious. Plus, your blog gives me my lord of the rings fix. (ALso, I’m so glad we met on here because how cool is it that we live so close to each other that we can go to the same concert together?? I’m honestly so excited for that because I’ve never been able to go with someone who loved Taylor as much as I did and yeah, I’m just super glad we both get to go.)
Kelsey (myfaceinalocket) — okay, so we haven’t talked in so long, and I’m honestly so sorry about that. Real life has been a pain and I’ve sort of been avoiding being on here. But, you’re one of my favorite people on here to talk to because you’ve basically been like my little sister and I just get so happy whenever I see one of the super adorable pictures that you post. I’m definitely going to start being better about keeping in touch because I’ve missed so much! And I don’t want to miss anymore. I love you, and I really hope things are going well for you <3
Chey (writerintheworks) — A lot of what I said to Kelsey also applies to you. I’m sorry we don’t talk nearly as much as we used to and please don’t think that doesn’t mean I care. I’ve loved talking to you, and we always wrote those ginormous letters back and forth and we really should start doing that again because I miss them a whole lot. You’re such an understanding person to talk to and you always made me feel better about things just by talking them through with you. I hope you’re doing well and that things are looking up for you!
Elle (aphrvdites) — OKAY. So I know this isn’t the account we talk on, but you’re included in this anyways because I love you that much. Basically you’re one of my best friends and I’m so glad we met and I just can’t get over how much I love writing with you. And you always do the sweetest things for me, and it just makes me so happy because I legitimately didn’t think someone would do that for me again. But you do, and that means a whole lot to me, so basically you’re one of my favorite people ever.
Laura (burningflamesparadise) — Remember when you sent me a ton of Parks ‘n Recs gifs? And all our talk about… people that Taylor isn’t a fan of? Because I do, and I miss that and your enthusiasm. Seriously you’ve always been able to make me laugh in about two seconds and that’s one of the things I love most about you. I hope you’re doing well!
Rachel (alltoofuckingwell) — We haven’t talked in a while either, but there’s not a time when I don’t like seeing you on my dash. You’re one of the nicest people I’ve ever met on this site and it really makes me smile whenever I see your posts on my dash. I hope your school year is going well and that you aren’t going crazy with all the extra credits you’re taking. You honestly deserve every nice thing in the world and I really hope you see how truly beautiful (both inside and out) you are.
…I have this awful feeling that I’m missing people. So if I am, it’s not on purpose and I love you all. Happy Valentine’s Day!
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aleyda scoffed and shook her head. "i'm fine. i
don't cry. stop asking." she brushed her finger tips
under her eyes and sighed. "i'm fine," she repeated
in a breathy mutter.
ribbon-n-lace replied to your post “I’m working on replies at the moment, but they might take slightly...”
Hope you feel better soon, dear.
Thank you, Roe. I hope you're doing well.
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THIS IS SURREAL BC IM ALSO SICK and have been for over a week and stuck at home thanks to this blizzard the entire northeastern coast is facing but i'm actually replying to taylor/george things now bc i missed them ok bye
YOU AND I ARE IN THE SAME BOAT THEN except for the blizzard part. STAY SAFE and snuggly and warm. aww, ily and i miss them too, but take your time and get better first! <3
i see u elle. ily. gem hasn't even seen the meme yet and yall have im laughing
crystalrwrites said: fuck i forgot how much i love mack why did i come back
i forgot how much i loved how much you loved mack seriously i love it so much omg so does gem. right when you commented on it i messaged gem and i was like oMG. plS stay ily.
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It was insane, really, after all, who in their right mind chased after someone who obviously didn't want them around? Maybe though, that was exactly the point -- that he wasn't in his right mind. Hadn't felt truly like himself since the day Taylor, and the baby, had been ripped from him. The moment spinning like a broken record over and over again in his mind, and with every repetition the list of things that he wishes he had done grows longer and longer. The love that he still held for her had been unwavering, although holding on to it no longer felt good. It was more like there was something missing wherever he went. Not that she hadn't left her mark in other ways, ones that were probably for the better. The change in him had been permanent, and for the first time in years he wasn't drifting aimlessly -- there was more focus now, a determination to better himself even if he'd still end up losing her in the end. But he'd still been waiting, hoping that one day out of the blue she'd come back into his life.
Never had he considered that maybe that was something he'd have to do himself. After all, she'd made it clear that she didn't want him running after her. It was his mother who'd finally stepped in, after weeks of him sulking. Suggesting that maybe he should try talking to her again, rather than just waiting for her. After all, now that some time had passed whatever happened now would no longer be in the heat of the moment, and maybe that would be the change that they both needed. She'd insisted too that maybe Taylor still didn't truly believe the change that he'd demonstrated that night. That there needed to be some more concrete example on his part that she truly did matter to him.
He'd never spent Christmas with anyone besides the two of them, had never traveled farther than California, had never allowed himself to love anyone who didn't love him back -- but Taylor had always been different, had always been the one person who could bring him farther than he'd ever thought possible. A friend of hers had finally told him where she was, and the addition of the fact that she hadn't found someone else had been the most relief he'd felt in ages. So he'd dragged himself to the airport and taken the next red-eye flight headed to Nashville. Flying, as it turned out, was awful, and he was half sure he was going to die before even reaching the destination -- but somehow he knew that it had to be worth it if in the end it'd bring her back to him.
Standing outside the strange house, the enormity of what he was doing hit him full on. Because you didn't show up unexpected at someone's parent's house, on Christmas no less, if they didn't mean a thing to you -- if you weren't completely sure about them being what you wanted. It was creepy, borderline stalker-territory, and definitely a completely desperate move on his part. The possibility of her rejecting him all over again came into mind, and he knew it was something he had to brace himself for. Even if she hadn't found anyone else that didn't mean that she was unhappy, hell, maybe just being without him was enough to lift her spirits back up. Maybe he shouldn't even be doing this, after all, she'd made it absolutely clear that she didn't want anything to do with him the last time they'd spoken.
There was something about her though that still inspired recklessness, made him throw caution to the wind because he wanted -- no, needed her in his life at this point to feel any sense of being complete. He didn't even know if Taylor had told her parents about him at all, much less the baby, although them taking him for a stranger might be preferable over them hating him for his actions. After all, this wasn't the kind of neighborhood that he fit into. Big houses all decked out in Christmas decorations -- the whole two kids, working dad, stay at home mom, American dream deal. When he finally did get up the courage to ring the doorbell, it occurred to him that maybe he should have picked up something to give them all back at the airport, flowers or anything at all really. Instead all he had was a small duffle bag, a coat that was barely warm enough for the chill of the east coast, and the love he still held for the girl.
aphrvdites replied to your photo:who wears the ugly christmas sweaters? taylor,...
THIS IS SUCH A BREATH OF FRESH AIR FROM THEM FIGHTING JFC I NEEDED THIS. did u know that your reply made me cry… i was actually sobbing in the bathroom for a minute or two im in way too fucking deep
I'M SO UPSET OKAY. ...oh my gosh elle, don't cry. i didn't mean to make you cry. but tbh you're not the only one -- just all your replies are killing me.
