Feb 20
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EVERYONE LOOK! Callisto did this super awesome art of my Oc, Nill a few days ago and I wanted to share it with everyone!
As always, feel free to ask about him! (Or any of my OCs~!)
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Me with every roleplay I find on my dash
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Social Anxiety Problem #1
Me: Oh, eyes are like the windows to the soul! They’re so pretty! They’re so beautiful! Everyone’s eyes are different and special! I could stare into someone’s eyes for days! I could draw nothing but people’s eyes for the rest of my life! Brown eyes! Blue eyes! Green eyes! Red eyes! Hazel eyes! Eyes!
Also Me: now if only I could actually manage to look someone in the eye for more than .07 seconds
Everyone in my life: Soft skills [read: people skills] are very important in life. You will need these on a daily basis. SO GET OVER YOURSELF AND TALK TO PEOPLE.
Me, trying to get over anxiety and be less of an introvert: Okay! When I go on [insert media platform] I'm going to talk to someone who expresses similar interests so I can develop people skills. How hard can it be?
My brain: Hmm. Yeah, but you know what? What if you just end up being a bother? Or no one wants to talk to you? No one knows you so who's to say they want to talk in the first place? Plus...
[Five hours later...]
Me, curled up in a ball in bed looking at people's posts thinking about how nice it would be to talk to them about stuff: HOW CAN THEY TALK TO PEOPLE IT PHYSICALLY HURTS JUST WORKING UP THE NERVE TO. BRAIN THIS IS YOUR FAULT FOR FILLING MY HEAD WITH IDEAS. WHY IS IT SO HARD TALKING TO PEOPLE THAT I CAN'T EVEN SEE AND WILL MOST LIKELY NEVER MEET IN PERSON? THIS SHOULD BE EASIER THAN CALLING PEOPLE OR TALKING FACE-TO-FACE. WHY... But somehow it's not bad not having to deal with other people's drama and garbage... BRAIN. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL ABOUT THIS.
Anxiety
Tonight my anxiety has decided to return, I feel like I could have a panic attack anytime now and I can’t calm down... yay