#anuarts

During the original I had no interest in Griefer- I saw the appeal but I didnt like him like that- but I loved Kyoko a lot- and while I am not TO happy with how they've rewritten her- I still love her- Griefer though- I kind of just fell for out of the blue and I hadn't expected it- think it happened during the 5th demo in Trinity and having spoke to him in his room (I hadn't cured him before the rewrite I fear-)

Kyoko being one of the only people we're honest with, that checks in and cares for us, and is our rock through all of this means so much to me- Griefer insisting we call him when we need help, him protecting us during battle, and genuinely being a bit of an ass is enough for me sorry chat- I'm weak to an aggressive character-

Okay cool now to ghost my socials for another month unintentionally because I literally have no sense of time and I still think its March but its almost May- </3

Been trying to wait out the day cause today we get food stamps and shit and I'm starved forever- so I'm just drawing them to keep myself entertained- might go to sleep though to time-skip idk-

Gotten progress on future designs, doodled them being cute-

oh and uh-

Because the world hates me forever and wants all those I love to suffer; I purpose my own au for myself and only myself- (or- well you too :J if you like it anyway-)

A small lil AU where literally the only thing that changes is the very tail end before Ders death- it doesn't have to make sense either- I'm in complete fanfiction bullshit territory- it is not going to respect canons ending or even some of the plot at all just to make this happen-

BUT IN SUMMERY; the idea is Derek doesn't die- Avery gets to him before that and is able to take-on some of the knowledge and sure the king too- split that bitch in twain or whatever- wtf ever- (can you tell I'm not thinking this through and am just making shit up because I want them to be happy?) it was to much for Derek to handle alone but Avery was a clean slate- so they share the burdens of migraines, chronic fatigue, waves of nausea/vertigo, sudden feelings of weakness, etc- (cause I love projecting) and whateva the fuck else- secrets of thy universe or whateva- but they both live- and they're still mostly themselves- they still play minecraft together, they meet irl a few times even- dare I say they move in together- and we all get to be happy and they get to be happy and im going to lose it why cant they be happy-