#antoimnerambles

STELAR AS PER USUAL! You did end things in a very curious place EHEM... You wouldn't happen to want to continue that would you? (Of course feel free to deny! Not everyone likes to write that kind of thing aha- but if you do want to... 👀)

CHUCKLING happy you enjoyed !!

I KNOW I KNOW

GLAD U LIKE IT AND IM ALWAYS WILLING TO LISTEN TO PEOPLE RAMBLE ABOUT WHAT THEY LOVE CAUSE THATS THE PURPOSE OF LIFE IN THE END, ISNT IT?

‘Tell the people at work you have a daughter to pick up blah blah waaaaaaa’

AND THEY HAD TO PHYSICALLY DRAG ME AWAY

My grandfather passed. There are so many things I’d like to say but I genuinely feel tired, I don’t even know why I’m posting this (#cringing)

I feel selfish even crying tbh like at the end the biggest loss was my moms I am so selfish; Yet he was one of the people I’ve basically grown with for all the 20 years of my life, you know spending kore time with your grandparents as a kid and seeing them more that ur parents when they worked

I’m not even sad right now just very nostalgic, like the feeling that’s a mix of sadness and a sort of happiness for all the memories I’ve had the honor to have. Maybe regret for thing I could’ve done more and better, no maybe I am still sad

I’m going to miss a lot of things like everyone usually does when they lose a stable ground

It has been a very weird and depressing time I don’t even know how to explain it

beg to be cared for and appreciated #idiot

like genuinely cling to people I met 5 minutes prior Bro what the hell