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I do not want to bother you, but you said you have no request for jin, which breaks my jin heart so hear you are (if you want to do it): Looking for a new appartment with him ❤️
―GENRE: fluff ; comfort; angst (if you squint)
―CHARACTERS: childhood friend!kim seokjin x female!reader | no supporting character.
―W.C: 3.2K
―AUTHOR`S NOTE: extremely sorry if this is too late but i absolutely loved this request. it feels domestic & i`ve a weakness for domestic jin plus his natural hair coloured mullet. i hope you like this, bub <3 love u & thank u for requesting such a lovely request <3
[02:28 PM] [warmth will come when you never expect it]
―you felt the coolness spreading through your right cheek and along with it the few cold icy water droplets falling one by one on your denim jacket. you opened your eyes slowly against the hot wind that was flowing through the open bus today. as you turn your head to your right, the cup of cool coke brushes against your face, the straw obscuring a bit of your sight, and the cold surface freezing up your lips.
you find your best friend, jin turning his head at the same time to look at you.
“you looked like you were in discomfort so i was trying to cool down your skin.” he said, looking a bit concerned as your eyes remained kind of droopy.
“why do you look so good even in this weather?” you asked listlessly.
“maybe because you put down my offer to sit at the window seat?” he said back, sounding so obvious.
meanwhile, jin has put down the cup of coke and pushed the cold drink into your hand. “drink it, it will help you a bit.”
“it`s too hot, i shouldn`t have worn this jacket.”
“you could`ve worn that cami you brought last weekend.” jin, tried describing the sleeves of the dress by putting both of his hand over his shoulders, “you know the one with the thin strings?”
“ah it wouldn`t be a proper dress to wear for apartment hunting, you know?”
“why? i`m sure you looked good in it.”
“that`s too much skin. plus the dress is of thin material. we`ll be meeting random people today and i don`t want anyone to give me looks. i already get enough because of your handsome face,” you took one glance at jin who was looking at your hands holding the cold plastic cup and eventually making it go warmer, a small smile climbing onto his mouth, “plus with that mullet, you look extra good. i swear i saw some girls going gaga over it while we were getting on the bus at the bus stop.”
jin put a stop to your rambling, understanding how the hot weather is getting on your skin. he took the drink from your grip and gently pushed the straw into your mouth. “this is getting warm, drink up.”
you mumbled back an incoherent speech which wasn`t clearly understandable to jin but it was none of his concern right now. he was already getting up from his seat to look out from the window to see if you guys are at your destination already or not.
you thought he was probably getting up because you were at the destination already and so you reached your right arm towards him and held the end of his flannel (tmi: it was deep blue with think green stripes as checkered print) while still holding the cup in one hand, the straw in your mouth all along.
jin looks back, shaking his head silently letting you know that he`s not getting up to leave but just to check if you guys are at the destination yet or not. he took his hand off of the metal rod for support and extended his arm behind and held your right-hand wrist―a small sign of reassurance and warmth, you understood.
in a few seconds, he dipped his head down to see that the shop the landlord said about is right on the other side of the street. thankfully there was a bus stop on this side of the street so the bus stopped & jin pulled you by arms to get up. you moved quickly and followed him down the bus.
the coke which is half-finished now is now being pushed towards jin, who looks down at you, confused.
“drink it too. i would feel bad if you don`t have a sip.”
“just a sip?”
“okay maybe a little bit more than that.” you gave in.
“okay but hold it for me a bit, we`ve to cross the street now,” he points at the shop on the opposite side of the street which the landlord talked about, “that`s where mr. lee will meet us, i think.” you nodded and wrapped your left arm around his right one while crossing the street.
the street was kind of busy today and maybe that`s why jin was kinda concerned with you even though he knows you`re accustomed to the city by now.
when you finally crossed the street and stood in front of the shop, you let go of his arm. jin, as decided beforehand, takes the coke from your hand and sips in some of the now lesser cold drink. you felt kinda bad because initially, he bought it for himself, he couldn`t drink it much.
“i`ll buy you one tomorrow when we go back from uni,” you told him. jin closed his eyes for a second and shook his head, pulling the straw out of his mouth, “it`s okay, eventually, you needed this more than me, so it`s absolutely okay.”
you could only smile at your best friend.
when the landlord eventually came, jin decided to interrogate on behalf of both of you. strangely the first question the landlord had for you guys was, “are you guys a couple? engaged?”
you both looked at each other perplexed because all your school days and now college days, you guys have always heard people saying the same thing. do you guys really look like you could pass as couples? even at the extent of an engaged couple?
during school days, your classmates would never approach jin even though he was technically the most sort after guy in the whole grade. for some weird reason, they thought jin would never look at any other girl than you―be it asking for a spare pen from the distance of five desks or being the first option for a group project. it has always been you and jin. even at college, though jin took acting major & you took physics as your major because both of you arrived and left college at the same time and with each other, even the campus people knew you both came in two in one package. one wouldn`t leave the campus without each other.
strangely, there hasn`t been any sort of romantic action in-between the two of you. both of you have been quite chill with each other. both of your mothers have been friends since your and jin`s elementary days so get together for dinners and lunch has always been quite common. though it has definitely crossed your mind how your friend started looking more than just a friend. it eventually started since he started growing out his hair to the current mullet state. his tall stature, his beautiful face, his way of knowing every bit of household works while your lazy self just never left your room during exam seasons.
but the thoughts remained like flickering thoughts just passing by for some seconds when you look at him some days. it has never crossed your mind that you can possibly be romantically linked up with him. at this point, even with all this hand-holding and taking care of each other, showing concerns when one of you is in discomfort. for you two, this has always been like a natural thing in your relationship―like how humans react in the world where only you and jin exist.
actually, it was kind of good that people thought of you both as a perfect pair because jin has always been the perfect man for any human out there, especially for someone as studyholic or as allergic to household work as you.
“do we really look like that, sir?” jin asked now facing him.
the man shrugged his shoulders in reflex, “i don’t know even from far away i thought you two are some couple. actually, you both don`t even look like a new couple―”
jin put his palm up in front of the landlord and laughed, “sir stop right there, we`re simply very close-knitted friends. we`ve been best friends since our elementary days, i guess the closeness of ours rubbed in a wrong way for you.” jin bowed a bit.
you bowed too as in reflex to which the landlord kind of laughed, “okay yeah i understand. now let`s get with our business, okay?”
you both nodded as usual in unison. seriously, it`s like at this point you both aren’t even doing this on purpose, it`s like a simple reflex. it`s like you two are one body, one heart, one brain―but divide that brain into two halves in which one side is filled physics derivations while the other how an actor should act varying emotions bit by bit.
the landlord stared at you two for another second, let out a nice big laugh this time and started walking before you with his back facing you two.
“what do you think of this one? it has two spacious rooms enough for two young people, plus a small kitchen at a good spot.”
“the kitchen does look quite small but thankfully it`s not located at an uncomfortable place.” jin remarked this because the other two previously painfully close to one of the room & he knew that would be a problem if you stay in that room because there was a high chance if you both have chosen that apartment, you would`ve taken that room close by the kitchen with the biggest window. apparently, your love for windows is quite big and that`s not unknown to jin, at least.
“yes, i like it quite much. let`s see the rooms once again, can we?” jin asked. the landlord nodded and took both of you in again. both of you scanned the rooms again, this time quite carefully. after all, you both are going to stay here for two years until both of you graduate.
“i like this one,” you nudged jin with your elbow on your left, “what do you think?”
“i like it too. which room do you like though? that room has a good window i think?” he looked at you asking the most concerning question, “i think the window in this room is smaller than that one. you should definitely take that one.”
“yeah that looks cool, i guess.” you agreed with him giving him a satisfying nod.
as soon as he saw that you`ve agreed on with him, he turned away from you to confirm with the landlord that you guys will be taking this one for two years. the landlord said you both have to go with him to his office to sign the lease.
both of you agreed to go with him. it was a short walk from the current apartment and when you two finally signed the lease, paid the needed deposit to him in check and all, it was decided that by next week you guys will move in. the landlord marked his calendar and said he`ll look into it.
bidding goodbyes, both of you stepped out of the office and started walking to the bus stop at which you got down previously.
“our campus will be a little bit far from here. probably going to take half-an-hour but the locality is good. there`s a supermarket right across the street, plus a bus stop, what do you think?” jin asked, casually putting his left arm on your shoulder, eventually pulling you against him a bit.
you realized that the streets are getting busier and so when jin closed the distance between you two, it was from the thought that you might get separated from him in the increasing crowed.
“i like it. the distance won`t be a problem. our school was one hour from our neighbourhood, remember?”
“right. i think we`ll settle well here.”
you hummed back in agreement.
“by the way! why do people still think we look like a couple? even strangers we meet say the same thing?”
“i don`t know, maybe because we do look like one?”
“you should definitely get a girlfriend. people will start assuming weird things when we start living together.”
you felt jin stiffen a bit at the mention of getting a girlfriend. it`s been kind of an off-topic for you two but these days you`ve been dropping this topic left and right on him.
“it still won`t change the fact that we`ll still be living together.”
“but―”
“and what? even if i get a girlfriend like you said, she won`t live with us.” jin`s hand dropped around your waist, he held you this time quite protectively. his arms looked strong around your waist, you could feel his abs muscles moving against your right arm. “at the end and the beginning of each day from the next week, it`s going to be us only in that apartment.”
“you can bring your girlfriend over anytime you want. i won`t have any problem with that.”
“what if i don`t want to?”
you both have reached the bus stop, currently standing and waiting for the bus. you snapped your head up at his towering height. jin wasn`t looking at you this time.
“what do you mean?” you asked, your voice held no assurance.
“i said i don`t want to get a girlfriend, forget bringing that said girlfriend into our apartment. it`s absolutely not needed,” jin now looked down at you who was about to say something, “and you must know at this point i don`t want anyone apart from you.”
“huh? jin?” your head now empty except for his last words.
i don`t want anyone apart from you.
what exactly did he mean by this sentence?
“i`m not getting a girlfriend. i don`t need anyone.”
“but you sound like you and me are..” you couldn`t finish the sentence because when you looked up jin this time, he was looking at you directly. his eyes were set on you and you only. there was no flickering in his eyes. they were intense yet warm. for the first time in your life, you couldn`t look him in the eyes.
this is strange. this is definitely strange you said to yourself.
“we`re what?” jin asked.
“i don’t know. you said to the landlord that we`re only best friend and that we`re this familiar with each other because we know each other for a long time but you`re talking like you were lying back there.”
“and what if i was?”
“jin!” you exclaimed, squeezing your eyes shut in sudden embarrassment. what is this guy doing? you thought, he sounds so ridiculous now does he even has the slightest idea of it?
“the bus is here, we`re going. come on, hold my hands.”
“no i`m not holding your hands.”
“but you always love holding them.”
“who told you that?”
“i don`t know but i guess we`ve spent enough years together, facing a lot of things together and i think we`ve always held hands no matter what.”
“but it`s because you`ve always been with me through those days. i never meant to do it on purpose.”
because the bus has already reached the stop. you guys gave your conversation a small break to get into the bus. after securing a seat, as usual, jin giving you the window seat, you guys went back to the talk.
“you never meant to do anything on purpose. and that`s why it makes it more special. that`s why i`m not getting a girlfriend. if things go well, i want to have a future with you, y/n.”
it isn`t a usual thing when jin starts calling you by your name and you know when he does say your name, it means, he`s extremely serious at that moment. but what made your head completely blank and your mouth drop was his wish to spend even the future with you.
“jin.” you completely turned your body to your left to face his side profile. when he noticed you have your undivided attention on him, he turned his face to his right giving back his own undivided attention on you.
“you must be kidding me. are you seriously confessing to me right now? you sound like you want to make me your wife or something after we`re graduate.”
“hey that actually sounds like a nice plan too.” he pulled his right hand out of his pocket and pointed at you.
you slapped his hand away laughing and rolling your eyes at the same time. “okay! i`ll see if your plan goes well.”
you turned around and put yourself in a relaxed way against the bus seat.
“oh by the way, i will forget to say. i want chicken noodles tonight. will you cook tonight?”
“i`ll bring it to your dorm.” jin continued, “like i said, anything for you.”
according to the rule in your college, first years had to stay in the dorms so that`s why both you and jin weren`t living together for this one year.
maybe this one year made jin think of you in a way he has never had. when he saw you on the first day at the entrance of the campus, he knew something felt different. you both weren`t just childhood friends from that day. no next-door neighbours who could simply wave at each other from individual windows. no classmates just a few desks away in one room. no same dinner table at your mothers` meetups. the time spent apart this one year, the lack of interactions gave jin chances to yearn for your presence and he felt like a new person every time he finally saw you before college. probably that`s why he couldn`t resist from saying what kind of days he looks forward to with you.
you looked away from him and moved closer to the window so that you can feel the much cooler air and not just think how jin for the first time in your life brought in a heat across your neck you almost couldn`t recognize, something which only existed in the books you read before tonight.
―GENRE: fluff; comfort, just two people can`t get enough of the touch of each other`s skin.
―CHARACTERS: kwon soonyoung x reader | no supporting character.
―W.C: 1.5K (was supposed to be less than 1K but lol)
―AUTHOR`S NOTE: oh to wake up next to the person you love, adore & cherish with every fiber of your existence *sighs* WHAT HAVE YOU MADE ME DO ANON. THIS IS THE CHEESIEST THING and the most amazing thing i want to share with something :((( thank you so much from the deepest part of my heart for requesting this, lovely anon :) happy reading & stay safe! & i love you so much <3
[07:12 AM] [you thought of your person when you woke up today, right?]
―if comfort was a person for you, it would be kwon soonyoung ; definitely only him in this world.
when he wakes up though he looks like a baby who is lost in the midst of a crowd. his furrowed brows, his eyes still mostly closed, his lips so puffed up that the temptation to kiss him even this early in the morning just doesn`t go away from your head.
you watch him burrow his neck into the blanket more as he tries stretching out. he intakes a deep breath and tries blinking his eyes to look at you―to you, who is wide awake at seven in the morning; staring at the love of your life with the softest smile on your face.
your body turned towards him, just your head like him peaking from the under the shared blanket with soonyoung.
he stares at you for a while. blinking seamlessly, trying to process why are you probably looking at him this early in the morning with the most loving face. he was confused, you see. but as his brain started the engine slowly, soonyoung felt himself smiling back at you.
you tried stopping yourself from letting out a big smile, squinting your lips together but all it came out was a wheeze-like giggle. soonyoung pushed his face against the pillow―muffling out his laughter but you definitely saw his cheeks lifting up and a sneak peek of his gums from the side.
when he finally looked back at you, when you both have finally stabled yourselves and not ended up into another fit of laughter, you moved a little closer to him.
though soonyoung didn`t move his head any further towards you, you felt his arm snaking around your waist, resting at your back under the blanket. with almost like a few centimetre gaps in-between both of your faces, you pulled out of your hand from under the blanket and placed your palm against his forehead.
soonyoung closed his eyes as soon as the skin of his forehead met with the warmth of your palm. you caressed his forehead along with his cheek, re-arranging his bangs that remained half-sticking to his forehead and half standing in the air.
in return, soonyoung felt his own hand moving on their own. coming out of the blanket, he placed his own palm against the side of your face. under his skin, he felt the lift of your cheekbones, the trough of your eyes, your skin that was oozing with warmth so gentle it felt like velvet. the tip of his thumb ended up caressing the corner of your lips that was currently a little chapped, but he didn`t mind. he would still kiss you. he was just simply worried about his own puffed-up lips, almost looking like a bee stung him in the sleep.
after a while of caressing the side of your face, his hand moved down, tracing your side jaw, the skin of your neck, that sweet spot where he would kiss you before a good night sleep or when he hugs you from the back, he would always let his nose nibble at that spot and proceed to kiss you right there. he loved the feeling of you curling right in his arms when he does that. he would just simple hug your tighter when that happens moving his lips to kiss your ears.
his hand moved down further against your arm and then finally it met the small of your back as he pushed you a little more against him.
when you finally rested your palm against his cheek, soonyoung moved his head a bit to place a kiss against the skin of your palm. you smiled at him when he opened his eyes to look at your after the kiss.
soonyoung wanted for the world to stop right at this moment because the way you look at him now, it`s so loving, he doesn`t never want to stop you from looking at him like this. at this moment, soonyoung realized how much thankful he is for this moment to come in his life, for someone like you to come into his life and accept every bit of his into yours.
you made it look so easy―accepting all of his colours into your own bucket of paint. he never imagined love with you will be this slow, this feeling of being on his tippy toes, this random palm against his cheeks at seven in the morning or you surprise him by cooking his favourite food even when you don`t even like cooking or as simple as his arm resting on the curve of your body. he`s thankful you do these all for him and with him; somehow every time he looks at you, he wants to give back you something which is more than enough.
soonyoung just simply wants to cross every limit for you and of course, mostly for your smile.
but at present, he was thinking about what should he say to you now. should he greet you a good morning or just say how last night`s dinner at the local restaurant was so good he slept well after a long time?
you were looking at soonyoung and you knew he was probably thinking about something. probably something of how to say literally anything right now. you could see it through him and it`s strange because you never really notice such stuff with anyone else.
it`s like you suddenly have this superpower when it comes to soonyoung. when he`s in front of you, you become someone looking at a glass which reflects rainbows of emotions. it`s kinda corny to think like this but it`s okay as long as it`s for soonyoung. you`re sure he`s probably thinking of you in a cornier way.
before soonyoung could do anything or say anything, you moved your body a little lower and snuggled against his chest which was so warm you almost felt like your face was heating up. soonyoung pushing the blanket down a bit, he watched you with your eyes closed, calm washing over your face and simply taking in the heat from his heart.
at this moment, all soonyoung could do was put his chin on top of your head and close his eyes again and go into the dreamland yet again because apparently today`s good morning is going to have to wait a bit. there`s been a bit of a delay in its arrival.
hi, i love your writings! can i request something fluffy with soonyoung from seventeen? maybe a confession, first date or something like that? thanks already🌈
―GENRE: fluff; just hoshi being the cutest tiger cub.
―CHARACTERS: kwon soonyoung x neutral gender!reader | no supporting character.
―W.C: 1.9K
―AUTHOR`S NOTE: hi! hello! my first svt request on this blog :) thank you so much for requesting. this one sounds cute, i hope you enjoy reading, bub! love u <3 it`s 3 am right now so i guess i`ll go to sleep, for now, lol oh and congratulation to svt for their 2nd win for home:run!!
[05:11 PM] [the papers are flying away but there`s two hands always to hold]
―soonyoung had half of his head in the pattern of folds of the rose coloured craft paper and half of his head on how he must give you the paper rose he will make. will he just leave it on the desk before he leaves the club or give you in person?
oh no, soonyoung thought immediately, sitting straight up in his seat and looking straight ahead while his eyes went wide, he can never do that. that`s simply impossible. that would be too much. he continued to convince himself.
the middle school kid who was sitting two seats away from soonyoung looked at him like, what is this adult doing since the past two hours?
the place where soonyoung was at is none other a simple art club by the neighbourhood of his part-time workplace. it`s a cosy place, almost similar to a library it`s an art-related club―a place for escape from the reality of the harsh world where people who love painting, crafting, sculpting or as simple as drawing for a hobby comes here. you can bring your own materials in here or the manager will provide that for you if you forget some days. you can simply pay for the materials. the place does take a monthly rent but it`s not much.
but for soonyoung, he wasn`t one of those people who came here for an escape from reality. he was here for you and under the influence of the biggest smile you gave him when two months ago, you and he met for the first time at a mutual friend`s birthday get together at a ramen restaurant.
it was a very small get together. most of the participants were just graduates or drop-outs who worked part-times like soonyoung and you for some pocket money until you get a proper job.
when you saw him at the door of this art club two weeks later after that night, he was an awkward mess. he was confused and giving nervous laughter whenever you tried to make him comfortable. you were apparently working as a helper in this art club. most of the times, you help the people who came here by cleaning the brushes for them, cleaning after they leave away any paint splashes or cut out craft papers scattered on the floor or table. sometimes, you helped the people themselves who weren`t that expert in crafting, or drawing.
you liked crafting yourself so you always stuck to helping people who came to craft. painting and drawing isn`t something you were that talented so you avoided them most of the times.
it was quite evident why soonyoung stuck to crafting to himself. he wanted to get as much closure to you as he can. he was a nervous wreck already and it was quite hard for him to talk to you in the eye.
you were like the brightest thing in the room. when he would lift up his face to take a glimpse of you, everything faded in the background, everything becomes something of a blurred image except for you. soonyoung always looked forward to the free schedules on his calendar so that he can see you again. at first, he felt like he was back to school, having a crush on someone from the next class. it was thrilling yet a sad experience because he wasn`t quite sure how to approach you because he had never felt like this with anyone.
soonyoung was worried if his feelings will be able to reach you, will they get a chance to live inside you. he was worried if he`ll be able to grow out of this feeling he has built inside his heart. some days, it gets quite impossible to ignore them, some days it flows like a river. he has been to the clubs a few days and did absolutely nothing but stayed nibbling at various art papers and catch glimpses of you. you, on the other hand, never came to him because obviously, it was a rule that you can only go or approach the visitors only when they call for you and soonyoung, apparently didn`t have anything to ask related to craft so he could never call you. heck, he didn`t know the c in the craft forget doing things that creative. that`s why most of the times, he would waste away his time just catching glimpses of you from afar or when you talked to someone at the table, just give you the most dedicated undivided attention through his ears.
but today soonyoung was hesitating. he was witnessing a fight within himself. a part of him wanted to call you and ask how to make a rose and half of him is telling to stop embarrassing himself in front of you. that once it`s done, once he has said it all and you reject him by any chance, it would be completely over. he would suffer from his first unrequited love for his lifetime. he will never forget about you because you are his first love.
but the youtube tutorial wasn`t helping him at all. when you were doing a silent round around the table, you caught soonyoung kind of struggling. he was sighing listlessly, licking his already chapped lips (obviously from too much licking previously). he looked all over the place but he wasn`t calling for you which kind of frustrated you a bit.
soonyoung had always been the silent craft guy who would always sit at the end of the long table and was obviously bad at the craft itself. you thought maybe instead of meditating, this was the best he could do.
you decided this thing he was trying to make was going nowhere. so you came across his seat and instantly dropped down to act like you were picking up a pencil. you threw the pencil in your pocket a bit against his chair. soonyoung noticed instantly what was happening right beside him and he froze right there.
but as soon as you looked up from the place where the manager won`t be able to see you, you whispered to soonyoung for the first time today, “do you need help?” you moved your eyes towards the paper in his hand, pointing that you want to help him with that.
soonyoung, who was previously a little confused now said in a low voice, “i think i can do it.”
“it`s been two hours, the club will close in 20 minutes. let me help you so that we can accomplish what you`re trying to do.” you said back to him, pushing his buttons a bit.
soonyoung, when he heard what you said looked down at you with a face of realization. the way you said it made it seem like you were talking about how he can help you confess whatever he feels for you, that time is running out and things will flow like as usual and it might be too late for this feeling to grow in a pair and not one-sided.
he nodded at you.
“you`ve to call my name,” you whispered back to him.
soonyoung looked around the room a bit and called your name.
you sat beside him with a rose coloured craft paper showing him how to fold the corners to make it into a rose. soonyoung was for the first time giving every bit of his attention to the creation under construction with your hands.
he was following the instructions as you say to him and after almost ten minutes when the rose was a success, his face broke into a smile. you turned around and faced him in your seat. soonyoung held the rose with the toothpick acting as the stem in his hand. he was looking at the rose with heart eyes and he turned his body a bit towards you, but his mind was somewhere else. his head blanks out for a second and he had no idea what he was about to do.
his heart just decided to take a lead and he lifted his hand up to put the rose behind your ear. soonyoung looked at the rose, at how it looked more pretty now that it`s sitting on your earlobe. his smile never left his face, instead, it was more evident as his eyes became thin crescents on his face. as his hand started dropping from your ear, his fingertips brushed against your cheek which made you look him in the eye.
soonyoung, as he felt the skin under his fingertips, broke from his daze. he looked at you in dismay, he was absolutely scared at that moment of what he had done. his head moved fast and hung low. his palms rubbing on his thighs and his eyes moving from one side to another. he didn`t know a single thing to fixate his eyes on.
“thank you,” soonyoung heard a familiar voice, “thank you for gifting me your first rose.”
soonyoung snapped his head at your direction, “what? i mean, i`m sorry. i shouldn`t have done that―”
“am i getting more of this from next time?” you asked him, breaking his words in halves, “you`re going to make more of this for me, right?”
“huh?” soonyoung voice was lost, his head was somewhere else. suddenly he was void of any words, reactions. his mouth was half-open, his eyes were slightly wide.
“you`re making more of this for me, right?” you took the rose from above your ear and placed it right in the chest pocket of your t-shirt. the rose looked vibrant on your bland faded yellow t-shirt.
“if you want then…” soonyoung tried saying, still unsure how to process all this.
“i want all the roses you make, soonyoung,” you said his name making him know that you know him and what this rose meant for both of you, you wanted to make it loud and clear by saying his name, “it`s only because you gave me your first, i want to have it all.” you looked at him and smiled.
soonyoung could do absolutely nothing but smile back at you shyly and know that some firsts of his like this first love which resonated with this first rose will eventually be a first for you too. all he wished for at that moment is for his feelings to reach you and looking at how you kept the rose on top of your heart, soonyoung saw a bit of hope.
