Max Green teased, “So that’s what happened to my green shirt!”
“I got here as fast as I could,” Ben answered breathlessly, and as if his fathers couldn’t hear his heavy thuds running down the stairs just seconds earlier. “I brought biscuits like you said, plus some stuff I’m still workin’ on in case we need more material.”
“Blowin’ right past responsibility for my shirt, huh? Ben, relax. You made it. We’re on our last two tins already, so you really nailed the timing. Shirt looks good on you too, bud. Get in here.”
“Okay,” he sighed, relieved.
In a very low voice, Richard Ward mumbled, “Thanks, Big Man.”
Ben and Max joined Richard in his studio to help process Harold’s passing. It was not the first time the three of them played together, but the focus was distinctly different given the grim circumstance. Ben and Max were in fine form together, bouncing between ideas and jokes, anything to lift the mournful air. Richard found himself deeply questioning how he could have ever gotten through this loss without Max and Ben, or how he might someday repay the favour.
Quiet pauses fell on the men despite an afternoon onslaught of music composition and goofball tactics. During one such pause, Richard revealed why his father’s death bothered him: Harold’s will stated he was to be buried in Feverfew, and Harold updated his will shortly before his death.
Max asked gently, “I mean, if that’s what he wanted then where’s the problem?”
“Because he came back here. Dad was happy here, in Whibley, with us. Well, wasn’t he?”
Richard’s voice never got higher, only deeper and angrier somehow, Ben observed. His words echoed in memory what teenage Ben once confessed about Max. The son recognized a new weight to maturity sitting in with his fathers today. He wondered, Is that why life gets so heavy, because there’s all these layers packing down on top of each other? The more you age, the more pressure you feel? We’re being pressurized? Unsure how to respond, Ben got a little lost in his thoughts.
Similarly conflicted, Max gave his husband a sympathetic frown when he answered, “Of course your Dad was happy here. You saw it, I saw it, we all saw Grampie Harold very happy before he—passed.” Richard’s anxiety remained fixed on his face, so Max tried instead, “You’re not letting him go, Rich. Who cares where he’s buried? His memory will always be right here with us.”
Ben felt inspired by Max’s opening. “Dad’s right, Dad. Granddad’s still Granddad to me, nothing’s changed about that.”
“Shit—right. Granddad, not Grampie, sorry.”
Richard mumbled, “I guess it’s some kind of honour to be buried in Feverfew Cemetery. Maybe I could request him next to Arnal Rousseau? Well, assumin’ Ethan hasn’t already arranged everythin’.”
Max grinned, “Oh, we’ll do more than just request it. Ben, grab a shovel.”
He jumped to his feet with theatrical flourish. “Aye-aye, cap’in! Ready to set sail when you are-arrhh!”
“What are you—? No, Ben, that’s too pirate.”
“You said, ‘Grab a shovel.’ I thought that’s what you meant?”
“I meant grave digging, as in grave robbing?”
“No it’s not, it’s—wait, actually…”
“No one is diggin’ any more graves, please. Please?”
“Fine,” Max playfully sighed, “but if you change your mind, me and Ben have no problem gettin’ our hands dirty. There’s nothing we wouldn’t do for you, Rich.”
Ben likewise assured, “Just say the word, whatever you want. We can even do it pirate, or no-pirate style.” He raised his hands like a scale weighing the two options.
Richard sat up a little taller and gave them a half-smile, which was the very most he could muster. “Thanks; Max, Ben, thank you. I love you.”
Ben rarely missed an opportunity to say, “I love you too, Dad.” Max winked back at him.
Richard Ward would later self-produce his third and final album with Max and Ben’s help. [A Simlish version of Hendrix’s “Electric Ladyland.”] In the end, although it was the hardest album for him to compose, it was easily the most important one. With its completion, the accomplished musician decided to shift to other roles in his career that many called a soft-retirement. Richard would continue ushering guidance and expertise, and maybe do the odd mystery pop-up show or two just to keep fans on their toes. But Richard felt contented concluding his own work here. He came, he saw, he conquered. Now it was his turn to be the pestering Dad-manager helping Ben and Max move in the industry. He liked that.
[Visual error: Max should be wearing the blue version of this necklace, which is his, and not the yellow one, which is Ben’s. It’s not important now but it does come up later.]