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͡ ݂ ⊹ ANLORA: GOLDEN BROWN 🪞

anise and creep by radiohead…. because i’m writing for anlora!!!!! tagging my sweetie pie @logansdogmotif because ofc i am…

(i don’t care if it hurts/i wanna have control) this lyric being anise’s connections to the games itself. months before being reaped, anise had gotten married to the man whom her sister was supposed to marry before her death, forced into the mold of her sister who is completely opposite of anise. where her sister is gentle, anise is anything but—or at least she pretends to be, concealing the kindness with the needs to be different and defiant. she feels as if she isn’t able to be herself with anyone and the games are, as tragic as it is, her only outlet—her escape from the world she was forced into. she sees being reaped as gaining control back over her life, building an image for herself which is eventually turnt into something else, an attempt to duplicate velora’s existence since the marketing of an underdog from district 1 went so well last time.

(i want a perfect body/i want a perfect soul) this lyric reminds me of anise’s connection to the capitol! she, despite her clear distaste for snow and the people within the capitol, wishes to be loved. she wants to be the capitol’s darling for the sake of being loved, even if the version that is loved isn’t her. they cover her scars and despite how she feels about it, she doesn’t attempt to fight back because she dislikes them just as much. and if they believe this part of her is unattractive, then it is. she wants to be perfect, and even if that means being rid of the things thay make herself her, she’s willing to do it.

(i want you to notice/when i’m not around) okay so. anlora mentioned. anise deep down adores velora, beneath the jealousy, there’s something unconditional about the way she loves her mentor. after they sleep together and velora does everything to deny it, anise feels this intense pang of rejection. she’d never had many close connections like the one she has with velora and on top of her desperation to be loved, being cast aside by someone who she thought could love her without change—hurts.

(you’re so fuckin’ special/i wish i was special) ok so i’m actually currently writing something for this lyric.. but imagine this as anise talking to velora. throwing out harsh insults because she feels rejected and the only way her brain nows how to handle it is making velora feel the way she felt. even then, she can’t keep the trembling out of her voice—she wants to believe she means every word she’s saying but she knows she doesn’t, and velora knows just as well.

UGH THIS IS SO GORGEOUS OH MY GODDD!!!! your writing is so so elegant and everything flows so SMOOTHLY!!!

the song lyrics all fit freakishly well!!! i love the little writing excerpt at the bottom ... the toxic wlw jealousy fueled love and passion??? velora being jealous of anise because she is her own person! she doesn't try to be a pretend fragile girl like she did, which she respects but also tries to change to keep anise safe and marketable for her games..it's her only form of love she can broadcast and give to anise as she sends her to her death!

she's so happy when she returns alive, only to find their relationship fractured as anise is married to another man, and the envy building up between them has just gotten more and more intense, twisting into a hatred and love all in one!!

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Anlora feat Dj Project - Hard On You (A Paris)-WEB-2014-ZzZz