im so, so, sorry
nico can sense when someone dies.
The felling is like when you realize something horrible. your gut wrenching.
The feeling is much worse when he knows the person, but he can still feel every single time a human being, dimigod or mortal, dies.
Everywhere. All the time.
With all the war, genocide, forced labor, and political drama going on around the world, can you imagine how that must feel?
Just imagine this malnourished, mentally ill teenager, having to feel all of planet earth's death and loss, on top of everything he has already gone through.
Whenever a city somewhere gets bombed, whenever fleets of enforcers rain death on innocent people, nico can feel it.
It hurts him, Maybe more than actually being injured sometimes.
imagine him training or something, and suddenly the feeling gets worse, because of something happening in the middle east. So he runs off to his cabin, and sits by himself, trying not to sob. Because thousands of innocent people, children, families, are dying, and there isn't anything he can do about it. Remember, nico is a very empathetic person, he might not seem like it on the the outside, but he feels, he feels so deeply. He feels for all the people loosing famlly and friends to war. Becuse he knows what that feels like. He knows that feeling much to well.
Will sees him run off. Worrying, will follows him, his upset boyfriend alarms going off. He finds nico in his cabin, lying on the bed. He sits next to him and nico cries into his chest.
It takes a while, but eventually nico can manage to tell him what is happening. Will almost cries to, because nico has already been through so much, and on top of it all this? That just isn't fair.
Imagine at the dining pavilion, at dinner. Nico suddenly stops eating. Will notices and asks nico if hes ok. Nico isn't able to talk, he just leans into will, shaking. Will realizes whats wrong, and 'oh gods nico, oh shit, im sorry you have to feel that'. And will just holds him, because thats all he can do. And all nico can do is just sil through it and hope it will stop.
It never stops for long.
