#angst material

I was in the middle of writing my second Dottolone multi-chapter fic when I went searching through Marrow I and Marrow II (I don’t own either of them on my Genshin account — RNG hates me so I only own Marrow III right now) when I found this:

What if we mixed a Dadstan au and the memory vial au by @aroace-get-out-of-my-face

Random dialogue, I guess

Imagine Bruce saying his usual “It’s not like you’re my dad” shit and Alfred, this man is so fucking done, Pennyworth says “It hasn’t been easy Bruce (he done mess up) and I will never be able to replace the ones you lost, but I’ve really tried… even if I haven’t always succeeded, I wish you could appreciate that a little bit more sometimes” and just leaves without saying any thing else.

Actually I should sleep but my brain is doing that thing where it would not stop thinking & now I have that idea in my mind... Imagine everytime baby Loki has an negative emotion (like crying & other emotions baby's can have) he is turning into is blue jotun Form. & both Odin & frigga have no idea what to do about it & they can not say anything to the babysitters, so Odin is just speaking a spell & they forget about it (just like whole Asgard forgot about hela. Bute he has to do it again & again). He is doing this for the next hundred years... The first time Loki (he is a little kid now) sees that he is turning blue is after he got angry... Confused & afraid he is running to his parents & frigga who wants to tell (because I want to believe she would have said anything, if Odin would not have said no) loki about his true identity but Odin is stopping her & just tells another lie. From then Odin is trying to teach loki to avoid negative emotions (exactly like Elsa in frozen) & he is also searching for a solution for that problem... Time passes by loki grows up (he is a teenager now), Odin finally found an spell which is: that everyone on Asgard is seeing loki in his asgardinan (?) + Loki himself. So one day Loki is Turing blue because he is sad & disappointed & angry about the fact that he can not join the council meeting ("but Thor is it allowed?" "you're to young loki")... One week later frigga is worried about loki because since this day he didn't changed back to the white skin so she is trying to speak to Odin ("he is a teenager, wife. Remember when Thor was in his age" "this is not normal. We should tell him about-" "no"). Frigga then is trying to calm Loki down & try to make him more happy than sad. & while Loki has some good moments where he his changing back the blue skin is never really going back. & she is not just worried about all the negative emotions loki is obvious hiding but also about the fact that her cute little (once happy) baby is now feeling so many negative emotions & that she can not do anything about it.

Gosh loving Rodan sure let me know a bunch of facts about bald eagles