#angeladawnwright

Dr. George Pratt and Ann Rea

Well worth getting the book Code To Joy and doing the exercises.

BIG TIME!!!!

“Mind is the monster that moulds and makes

And Man is Mind and evermore he takes

The tool of Thought and, and shaping what he wills

Brings forth a thousand joys, a thousand ills.

He thinks in secret, and it comes to pass:

Environment is but his looking glass”

Oh my I am so grateful for benefits, for starters I have food to eat and I have milk, so that I can make a cup of tea with milk in it.

It’s been a while since I was able to afford to bake, so today, my first priority was to buy ingredients for a Weight Watchers recipe. It means a lot to be able to eat. Not only that I still have enough for travel to the hospital on Thursday for physiotherapy. Maybe I could have done more physio had I not been struggling so much with my mental illness.

I’ve had to take a week off from the course I’m on for my Art. It’s vital to have that time. Not only that it was either that or full on depression and not talking to anyone. Thankfully I was able to support Mummy Sue she’s amazing she helps me so much, I love to help anyone when I can it’s in my nature. It’s giving back to the world a grateful favour and goodness. It’s what I thrive on.

I’ve updated my website www.angeladawnwright.co.uk it’s in the process of a full on overhaul.

Yes I’m enjoying having money in the bank and yes, I hope I get PIPso that I can afford to have my other shoe adjusted because the shoes I’m wearing at the moment are wearing out, it’s sad. I feel like a sad old beggar when I look closely at my shoes, what must people think? I kind of hope they don’t notice.

Hopefully you are all okay, it’s safe to say “okay” it’s not patronising and it’s better than saying “I hope you’re well!” Or “you look well” it’s a nonstarter and it’s degrading. I can look at someone and see mental illness in their eyes and demeanour it’s because I have that empathy, can see that facial feature very clearly in my own face, it’s very common, and it’s not ‘just mental’ or ‘in the mind’ it has a very physical impact on the body.....for heavens sakes your brain is an organ one of our vital organs, the most vital organ (according to herbalists) is the liver, if that fails your life is in serious danger, everything else in your body relies and links up to it, everything. The first thing a herbalist does is treat your liver function.

But much of my mental illness is due to a growth on my pituitary gland which is out of my control. And it’s unlawful to itself it gets agrivated and I struggle so much with lethargy and depression. Thankfully I’ve had the sleep paralysis under some sort of control. It’s hard to get sleep, very hard currently I’m struggling with routine so this week is a trial for a new routine. The pains in my knees are chronic at the moment so I haven’t been out much nevermind be able to afford food and succour.

A venture you will soon begin may seem complicated to someone who doesn't understand your propensity for the task. To you, Scorpio, this is easy. But to this other person it may seem mystifying and complicated. Because of that, they may be coaxing you away from trying - not because they are being manipulative or controlling, but because they care. But even though they have good intentions, they may be eroding your confidence about something you can surely do. Tune it out but appreciate the intention. You can do this.

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