Heâs pretty sure he could drive the road back home in his sleep, and for all intents and purposes, he may as well be dreaming. The winding road, the cornfields blanketed in white, the twinkling of faraway lights, the soft, staticky Christmas music on the radio, the fact that heâs here at all, standing in front of the farmhouse as if nothing had changed.Â
Heâs greeted by two sets of kids he doesnât recognize, all but breaking down the front door and screaming âUncle Sam, Uncle Sam!â. Of course he catches them and hoists them up anyways, spinning them around and giving them kisses and hugs in abundance, but he couldnât remember their names, ages, or favorite colors. When they let him go, running back into the house and yelling for their parents, he lets the smile fall, takes in a shaky breath to steady himself. Al lays a hand, solid, on his shoulder, reminding him that, yes, this is real, theyâre here.
If it wasnât for the touch, Sam wouldnât believe it. Al, here, in Elk Ridge, with a bunch of Becketts? Al, not spending the holidays somewhere glitzy and glamorous and enjoying his freedom, getting back to his life of not constantly being tethered to Sam?
Then again, Thelma Louise Beckett was nothing if not formidable, and sheâd insisted, leaving no room for protest and Admiral Al Calavicci with no choice but to acquiesce to her demands with a simple âyes maâamâ.Â
Well. Theyâre here. He can at least try to enjoy it, try to fit in, try and pretend like heâd done this a hundred times before.
âI just donât understand it, Sam,â his mom is saying as he helps her carry the trays of freshly baked cookies into the dining room. âI mean, itâs amazing! One minute, you could hardly cook a TV dinner on your own, and the next⌠well, now I think you should be in charge of the kitchen, not me!â
âAw, câmon, Mom,â heâs responding, huffing a nervous laugh as he sets the tray down. âI-I learned from the best⌠eventually. Iââ
He stops when a hand catches his, and heâs turning to face @andstrange , whoâs giving him his trademark Calavicci smirk, somehow managing to be sweet and smug all at the same time.Â
Sam thinks Al mustâve said something, or maybe his expression says it all, as his free hand points up and Sam follows his gaze toward the green, leafy tangle adorned with white berries, tied neatly with a red bow that absolutely wasnât hanging under the light fixture he last time he checked. Heart tripping over itself with nerves or complete and utter joy, eyes crinkle with a toothy smile as he leans down, circling his arms around him. Al trails rough, callused fingertips over his cheekbones and jaw.
Their lips meet just as gently, and Sam melts into the embrace, tugging him close, wondering why he never realized before how right this feels. He could stay here forever, he thinksâ
âHOO-YAH!â Tom whoops, fists pumping in the air, causing Sam to break the kiss, trying and failing to hold back his laughter.Â
âTom!â he tries to chide, but his eyes are twinkling when he looks at his older brother, bounding over and encasing them in a bone-crushing hug, managing to lift both of them up off the ground. âTom, your back, you gotta be careful!â
âLike hell I do! This calls for a celebration! Katie, you owe me fifty bucks!â
âI do not!â comes Katieâs immediate retort, every inch the little sister even as she joins the hug, jamming an accusatory finger into her eldest brotherâs rib. âYou cheated, hanging the mistletoe like that! The betâs off!â
Tuning out the sounds of his brother and sisterâs play-argument, Sam turns his attention back to Al, eyes warm and smile full of tenderness.
âMerry Christmas, Al,â he murmurs, pressing another kiss to the corner of his lips.