#andimsorry

sorry...  not sorry....  

I just published "3" of my story "Murmur Club". https://my.w.tt/QGzXMtzktV

I'm tired. Exhausted. If I could have anything in the universe from a magic genie it would be one of two things; either the ability to turn back time, or to have you back. Either way I know that neither situation is possible, and those thoughts are just pipe dreams and my subconscious struggling to let you go. I miss you more than words could ever express. I didn't realise how much losing you would hurt me, would cut me, would bring me down to depths that I've never experienced before. You are on my mind everyday, I think about you every night before I go to sleep, and every morning when I wake up. I can't believe what I did to you... to us... I know there is nothing I can say to fix this. I know there is nothing I can do or say that will fill the gaping whole in your chest where our love used to be. I know that every thought you have of me, every post you see of mine, every little reminder of me is a stab in your back, or a shooting pain through your heart, or a knot in your stomach. I know, because it is exactly (and I mean EXACTLY) how I feel. Not for the same reasons, but the results are identical. You were the one for me, just as I was for you. I mean that, and I wish it could still be true. I love you, have always loved you; even if my actions or my words didn't reflect it as brightly or as clearly as I would have wanted. Things weren't perfect between us, but that is no excuse for what I did. You deserved so much better than I gave you, and I know I will never have a chance to make things up to you. I think that is what hurts the most. Not only did I lose my best friend and true soulmate, I lost you because of my own flaws and weaknesses, and now we don't even speak. You were my everything, and I turned out to be nothing. I'm sorry.

YOU GOT ME HOOKED BEEBS #sorry #justinbieber #beebs #beiberfever #belieber #dontlikeit #hereweare #23yearsold #andimsorry

I’m glad you’re okay with this too.

#sds tagged by way too many. Shop is dead as hell. #beardedvillainstn #prospecthopeful #itsbeenaminute #andimsorry