#andi psa

Update: passed my glucose test. Baby's growing stronger. Taking up karate lessons in my womb. It pains me to walk, stand up, roll over, basically move. But it's so worth it.

To everyone I've spoken to and reached out to and just... stopped...

I'm so sorry.

I love you all and you're in my thoughts daily.

I've just been going through alot lately and my focus has been on my future.

It's not something I can openly talk about and only a handful of family/friends know.

The less that know, perhaps the end result of all the trials and tribulations will be successful.

I hope everyone who reads this, knows I'm always in your corner, that you're amazing, strong, and beautiful.

Thanks for coming to my Ted!talk.

I have 2 new fics coming.

Both are RPF.

One is for @supernaturaltropecelebration and it shall not be discussed, because I can follow rules.

The other is commissioned by @arses21434 and it's title is Found . It will be a Jensen x plus!sized reader x Jared kinda survival story. There will be angst, a type of accident, overall theme of "we may not survive this, maybe we will..." and smut.

I am stoked for the both of these and I hope you all are too!

I'm tired of disappointing myself and all of you.

Here's to the 3383 of you who haven't given up on me or this blog!

I know I am not on here as a writer, like I have been in the past. I miss it. It just hasn't been the same for me lately.

I do hope my reading, commenting, and reblogs make up for the lack of creativity on my end.

I'm going to list a couple of things that I resolutely intend to accomplish in the New Year.

Writing new stories, beginning with a commission for @arses21434 [starting in February]

Not taking up challenges unless I can fully complete them. It's not fair to you or myself. And to all those I haven't finished, I am legitimately sorry.

Random giveaways, interactive posts, and overall recreating my blog back to representing myself.

Thank you to everyone who still follows me and cares to stop by once in awhile. Going to tag my forevers. I hope this new year brings everyone who reads this great health, amazing friendships, and positive vibes.

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This is a simple request.

I see all the likes ❤, thank you!

I see you liking one thing after another...❤...❤...❤.

Thing is, no one else sees your likes.

I could write something novel worthy, but if it's not being REBLOGGED, it gets buried.

We, as artists, as writers, are being buried.

Anon wank is getting reblogged more than fics.

Please REBLOG.

Smash the keyboard.

Don't preface conversation with the following:

I'm sorry, but... [are you really?]

No offense, but... [feel free to slap my face or hurt feelings]

I mean sure, but...[no, absolutely not, I really shouldn't but I cannot say no]

Not to sound greedy, but...[no please, continue... you're greedy...]

I guess...[not interested]

No. [Don't ask again]

Yes, but...[but don't walk all over me]

Yes.

You can't find time to complete a task, that's life.

You got stuck in traffic? No problem. Drive safely. Work will survive another 45 minutes without you.

Pet your kitty. Play fetch with your puppers. Play hide and seek with your rugrats. Cook with your significant other. Say thank you. Tell everyone you care. One way or another. Make that call. Write that letter. Can't write? Don't stress. Stuck in traffic? Notice the rage and crank up the music.

Want to sign up for a challenge? Do so.

Need to back out of a challenge? Send a message. No need to apologize.

Forgot to send a reply? It happens.

Life happens.

Don't stress so much.

Miss a deadline? Did you provide notification? Follow up? You're good. In my opinion. I can only speak for myself and my blog.

I also stress about everything. So I'm going to work on all that ☝️ as well.

Xoxo,

recent doctor visit and a change in my anxiety medication has basically turned me into a zombie with a massive migraine... I'd eat my own brain...but...

so yeah, no new content bc I can't think or keep my eyes open.