「OCTOBER 2022」
Dear K,
You probably don’t know how much of a relief it is to see you with these members.
To see you laugh and play, to not worry about how to communicate with others, to be able to enjoy and be yourself… I can finally breathe, K.
Sometimes, I would think of how frightening it is how much they praise you. I would get nervous and anxious. And please, don’t get me wrong. It’s probably because I’m not used to it. To see so many people around you talk of how great of a human you are. And boy am I over the moon about that! Because this time, it means it’s not just fans who are there to protect you. It means there are people close to you, whom you love and who love you, who will be there with you and comfort you in the way we fans cannot.
You know what I think?
Through the years, I have met people, I have known and know people, and have heard of people. And I think you were very fortunate on this one.
It’s not every day that you meet people who respect you for who you are, who respect you for your principles, who respect you especially for pointing out the wrong in them. People can be full of pride that sometimes it can be hard for them to accept what others say about them. But you, K, lower yourself before other people. People see that, and in turn, lower themselves. You mentioned before that since you’re the eldest, you are someone who could influence the others in a good or bad way… I think you have influenced them better than you can ever imagine. Because guess what? Who in their right mind would thank someone for pointing out what’s wrong with them? It would be more realistic to say “I got hurt by his words.” But they say “Thank you” and even openly express it. And I think that says so much about who you really are as a person. Fuma even vows he will protect you.
Which reminds me, I found Fuma really funny when he said he sees you as a king who sits on the throne, and that he would be your knight, vowing to protect you. I found it funny and cute. But more than that, I feel more thankfulness and relief because you met these people who cherish you. So I hope you keep being you, K. Breathe. Stop worrying anymore. You have brothers who love you for who you are.
Thank you, K. Thank you, &Audition. Thank you, &Team.
Love,
letterstokei
