#and update

so he wants me to go do a bunch of other tests with a gastroenterologist and urologist and leave surgery for the last resort.....

If he just goes into the surgery to clean the endometrial junk he would end up removing the ovaries.... So no surgery...

I'm trying to make sense of it.

Um, my primary care wants me to have surgery so I'll be seeing him soon and see where to go, I found other surgeons who have more experience with endometriosis but they are out of network..... Here's hoping for someone who has more knowledge of endometriosis that is covered by my insurance...

New pages up on DATMcomic and WEBTOON!!

I did some actual outfit design for part 2. I put some thought into what Amors's t-shirt would look like

none of these t-shirts are what I went with though.

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I will probably enjoy the work that is more easy, the hours will be just one shift of 7 hours a day. I will have to work on holidays, but they pay double because of that. And as soon as my shift ends I can just leave, not stay doing all the paper work I use to.

But still, is far from home, and knowing that my transfer is because this person who dislikes me personally, because she can't change me to be a blind and obedient sub for her crazy game of "with this middle management job I will do everything and anything I can to use this power upon people, because it's the only way I can have respect by fear from anyone".

But I'm the one watching at the ceiling now, half frozen having issues of what to do if there is nothing I can do. I believe my true call is to help people, I suppose I will have to do that again from the phone. The thing is, I'm a Network Technician, and they now placed me on the general assistance line. So more points for me to feeling useless.

So... that's why I'm not doing what I enjoy to do in this blog, and kinda absent from all the @metafest project, I'm really sorry.