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You are one of a few blogs that regularly posts/reblogs Baru content and it heals my little gay heart every time any of them pop up on my dash.

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if we ignore phone sex, midnight walks, and promises to kiss me, nothing was happening, and he soon told me becoming involved with me would be inappropriate because i was the same age as his son. i asked him why he hadn't taken the care to inform me of this straight away, considering this was information he had had available to him all along, and he responded by chiding me for being too immature to understand his very mature and adult decision. he told me that by not understanding the decision (which i did, i just also wanted to know why the fuck it wasn't irresponsible and inappropriate to start anything or lead me on) i was proving his point.

this is a really common tactic older men use when they want to avoid taking responsibility for their actions. they act without care or thought, from pure self-interest, and when they have what they wanted, they pull away and call it maturity and wisdom. a negative reaction is labelled immaturity.

i wanted to speak out about it for a long time. i had a platform then, in norway, but so did he, and he was well-respected man with his own fucking radio show and i was a young woman with a story that seemed meaningless and unimportant next to stories of rape, sexual assault and abuse.

there must have been others. and i should have spoken out then. he could have done me a lot of harm, but maybe i could have done some good. i don't think there's much he can do to me now. and i don't have a platform to lose. so here it is:

Fellas…

🕯️🕯️🕯️manifesting mary kate wiles understudy again and then sudden non-serious reason for mariah to not be able to go onstage the night i go see it so i can see mkw play Alice 🕯️🕯️🕯️

that would make my century

my type of good morning text‘s.