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Beneath NCAA gymnasticsâ glow, a familiar âtoxicâ culture
Womenâs college gymnastics looked like a joyous reprieve from their intense club programs. Then they showed up on campus.
By Molly Hensley-Clancy and Emily Giambalvo
After everything they went through as young gymnasts, college was supposed to be a safe haven.
The viral routines, the cheering crowds, the women swarming their teammates: NCAA gymnastics, at least as viewed from their Instagram feeds, was a world apart from the elite youth version of the sport, where injury, body-shaming and verbal abuse were expected.
Instead, they found the same toxicity.
At the University of North Carolina, gymnast Raine Gordon says, her assistant head coach, Amy Smith, pitted gymnasts against one another and made her feel ashamed of her body, once saying that Gordonâs leg was bruised after a fall because it was âfat.â Smith and the head coach, Derek Galvin, made Gordon sign a contract that threatened her scholarship if she didnât lose weight every week. Bulimia, Gordon says, âbecame like a team activity.â
At LSU, one of the countryâs top programs, Bailey Ferrer, a former elite gymnast, says the schoolâs longtime coach, D-D Breaux, praised her weight loss as she spiraled into an eating disorder, then retaliated when mental health treatment prevented Ferrer from training, once pushing her from a team huddle. Ferrer, devastated, was forced to cut her once-ascendant career short, she told The Washington Post.
And at Utahâs storied program, gymnasts this year reported verbal and emotional abuse by their coach, Tom Farden. His volatility and demeaning treatment, multiple gymnasts told investigators hired by the university, included hurling objects in fits of anger during training.
In September, the university announced it would not discipline Farden after its investigators found his conduct had not been âsevere, pervasive or egregiousâ and after a majority of his current athletes defended him. But faced with the prospect of competing for Farden again, one of the programâs most prominent athletes, Kara Eaker, an alternate for the Tokyo Olympics in 2021, said in October she had been a âvictimâ of his mistreatment and was quitting the sport.
Fardenâs treatment of her, she said in a statement, had triggered thoughts of suicide and self-harm. Another former athlete, Kim Tessen, also came forward to criticize the universityâs investigation and say she had been mistreated by Farden.
âI want to stop the cycle of abuse and the men who threaten girls and women in all sports,â Eaker wrote.
Womenâs college gymnastics has exploded in popularity in recent years, gaining television viewers, crowds and social media followers in droves. The NCAA championships last spring drew more than 1 million viewers on ESPN, its most ever, and in the era of athletes profiting from their brands, some gymnasts rank among the highest earners of any college sport, men or women.
But for some athletes, the reality of NCAA gymnastics has been sharply at odds with the sportâs public image, an examination by The Post found. In interviews and investigative records, gymnasts described âtoxicâ environments in which they were targeted by coaches, ignored by institutions and ostracized by teammates for speaking up. Coaches, a dozen gymnasts told The Post, created environments in which gymnasts felt unsafe and unsupported and where their mental health degraded. Some said they were even driven from the sport because of it.
Some allegations, like at Utah, have previously spilled into public view. At San Jose State, gymnasts told the Mercury News that their former coach had verbally abused and body-shamed them. The coach had been investigated in 2018, the newspaper reported, but denied the allegations and was allowed to retire with his pension and praise from the university. And at Penn State, one coach was fired and another resigned in the wake of 2016 allegations of emotional abuse and body-shaming from former gymnasts.
College gymnasts who have raised concerns in recent years about cultural issues in the sport said they hoped to join the chorus of women who spoke up about systemic sexual and emotional abuse at the elite youth clubs that fuel the powerhouse U.S. national program, including by Larry Nassar and Bela and Martha Karolyi. But change, they said, has yet to come.
In the wake of Nassarâs abuses, Congress created an oversight organization, the U.S. Center for SafeSport, to police abuse in the Olympic movement. But SafeSport does not have jurisdiction over college sports. The NCAA, meanwhile, largely gives colleges discretion over whether and how to respond to allegations of emotional abuse.
Smith, the North Carolina assistant, is now the head coach at Clemson. She did not respond to a detailed list of questions from The Post, issuing a statement saying only that âstudent-athlete wellbeing is incredibly important, and I am confident in our ability to provide those resources at Clemson.â UNC declined to comment.
Galvin, North Carolinaâs former head coach, said he was âashamed of myselfâ for asking Gordon to sign the weight loss contract, which he said he retracted shortly after presenting it on advice of the administration. âI let Raine down,â Galvin said.
Breaux did not respond to requests for comment. She retired as head coach in 2020 after 43 seasons but remains a part of the universityâs athletic department. In a statement, an LSU spokesperson said the university had spoken with Breaux and Ferrer about the incident at the meet and worked to resolve it.
Investigators hired by Utah found that the majority of current athletes in the program had positive experiences with Farden and said they couldnât corroborate many of the allegations. Incidents they had corroborated, where he made a derogatory comment or thrown an object in anger, the investigators said, were âisolatedâ and had not violated university codes.
Fardenâs attorney, Brian C. Johnson, told The Post that his client would âlikely take appropriate legal actionâ against Eaker and Tessen, saying their public statements on social media in the wake of the schoolâs decision were âfalse statements of fact.â
Asked whether Farden planned to change his coaching methods, Johnson said he did not. âHe has a long history of success as a coach,â he said. âHeâll continue to do so in the fashion heâs done so.â
Shortly after a Post reporter asked a Utah spokesperson about the attorneyâs comments, the university placed Farden on administrative leave, citing conduct ânot related to student-athlete welfare.â
Crude awakening
After being screamed at, humiliated, body-shamed, overtrained or even â once â bitten by coaches as young girls, many gymnasts who spoke to The Post said they came to NCAA gymnastics with hope not just for something different. They hoped, they said, for something that would make the painful experiences of their early years feel worthwhile.
Some of the NCAAâs 1,200 Division I female gymnastsno doubt found that. In the wake of revelations about systemic abuse by Nassar and emotional abuse by some of the countryâs most high-profile club gymnastics coaches, Katelyn Ohashiâs ebullient 2019 routines at UCLA went viral â along with her story of finding âjoyâ again in college gymnastics after body-shaming in the elite youth ranks almost drove her from the sport.
But others have had starkly different experiences.
Gordon arrived at UNC in 2016, hoping college would be a respite from the negative pressures of club gymnastics. Instead, she encountered Smith, then the assistant head coach, who she said singled her out from the earliest days of her freshman year, berating her for mistakes and comparing her negatively with her teammates.
When Gordon fell short on a high-stakes skills verification test, she said, Smith forced Gordon to compare herself one-by-one with each of the teamâs walk-ons, asking Gordon if she felt she âdeservedâ a scholarship more than them.
âIt genuinely felt like no matter what I did, I was doing something wrong,â Gordon said. âI felt like they were just waiting for me to mess up.â
Galvin, the head coach at the time, described Smith as âintenseâ in an interview with The Post. âShe brings an intensity that some student-athletes thrive under and some donât, and she can be very â she can be very honest. Another coaching style is to be more diplomatic, maybe, is the word,â he said. âThere were times where I felt like the intensity in the gym was too much, and we backed off on it.â
Smith left North Carolina for Utah State in 2017. Soon after she took over that program, athletes began to flee: Ten gymnasts left in 2019, roster records maintained by the website College Gym News show, nearly half of the team. Another seven left in 2021. Three gymnasts told The Post they left Utah Stateâs program in part because of Smithâs coaching, and a fourth said so publicly. Others did not respond to requests for comment.
âI was told every day I wasnât good enough,â former Utah State gymnast Morgan Gill said in an interview, describing how Smith held her to âimpossibleâ standards such as requiring her to perform her routines for two weeks without a single fall. Gill said she eventually developed anxiety and chest pain so intense that she was prescribed an inhaler by a Utah State doctor. But even that provoked Smithâs anger, she said.
âYou never knew what would set her off, but for me, the thing that made her overwhelmingly angry â to the extent of yelling at me in front of the whole team â was my inhaler,â Gill said. When she forgot to use her inhaler before practice and instead had to step out of a conditioning circuit to use it, Gill said, Smith yelled at her for âplaying gamesâ and âfailing to fully comprehend what was expectedâ of her.
Internally, multiple athletes raised concerns about her coaching to the university, according to three former gymnasts and emails to administrators reviewed by The Post.
âIt felt like countless times that we went to the administration with anonymous complaints and issuesâ with Smithâs coaching, said a former Utah State athlete, Tori Loomis, who said she felt she had been âtargetedâ by Smith.
Glory Yoakum, another former Utah State gymnast, posted on social media in 2021 that Smith had âdegradedâ her and threatened her scholarship, telling her she was a âweak linkâ and âdidnât want to work.â But Utah State never conducted an investigation of Smith, the university said.
In a statement, a spokesperson for the Utah State athletic department said the school regularly reviews anonymous complaints from athletes and discusses them with coaches. Smith was reviewed annually, the statement said, and âwas in good standing at the end of her employment.â
Five of Smithâs athletes followed her to Clemson, which Utah State cited in its statement as an endorsement of her coaching. Clemson declined to make them available, and they did not respond to messages seeking comment.
Smithâs hiring, however, also prompted Gordon and two other Utah State athletes to speak up publicly, echoing the experiences that Yoakum had written about a year earlier.
They didnât expect her to be fired, the athletes said. But they wanted a statement from Clemson that it would more closely monitor her program and an acknowledgment from the institutions that they said had failed to protect them. From Smith, some said, they hoped for something simple: an apology and a promise to do better.
The complaints reached the highest levels of Clemsonâs athletic department, according to emails sent to and among administrators at the school. But publicly, the gymnastsâ stories were met with silence.
In a statement, a spokesperson for Clemson said the universityâs hiring process included an âextensive amount of research into Coach Smithâs background,â during which Clemson âwas not made aware of formal or informal investigations of Coach Smith from her previous institutions.â
âWe take student-athlete treatment seriously and have confidence in Amyâs commitment to her student-athletes, as weâve seen firsthand during her time at Clemson,â the university said.
Gill, for one, was unconvinced.
âIt felt like everything we had gone through meant nothing to the people in charge, whether that was people from USU, people from Clemson,â Gill said. âWeâd all spoken up and tried so hard to make things right, not necessarily to end her career but to have some kind of accountability.
âIâm just worried for the athletes that would go on to compete under her. Iâm scared for them because I donât want anyone else to experience that.â
Speaking out
From the outside, Kara Eaker and Kim Tessen were among Utahâs brightest stars. Tessen earned all-American honors in two events during her senior season of 2020; Eaker won two gold medals at the world championships with the U.S. team and was an alternate for the Tokyo Olympics. Utah is one of the countryâs most legendary programs, with 10 national championships.
But under Farden, both women experienced emotional and verbal abuse, they said in public statements in October, and struggled with a âtoxicâ team environment that they said was created and fostered by Farden. For Eaker, the coachâs bouts of anger and âverbal attacksâ felt like âa knife ... stabbed so deep in my body that thereâs no way to pull it out.â
âWhen a male coach suddenly erupts with anger and physically slams down mats and gets up in an athleteâs face as a tactic to intimidate them, itâs impossible to have the confidence to speak up for yourself,â Eaker wrote in her statement. She sought treatment for thoughts of suicide and self-harm because of Fardenâs coaching, she wrote.
Long before she went public, Eaker said in the statement, she went to the university to raise alarms about Fardenâs mistreatment. This summer, in the wake of high-profile transfers by three gymnasts, the university hired law firm Husch Blackwell to investigate Farden. But the firmâs investigators found a sharp division.
Some former gymnasts described a coach who terrified them: volatile and demeaning, targeting them with regular outbursts that they said took a toll on their self-esteem and self-worth, according to investigative records and interviews with former gymnasts and their parents. Two former Utah gymnasts were hospitalized with suicidal ideations in part because of his coaching, their parents told The Post, allegations that were first reported by the Deseret News.
But âtwo thirdsâ of the current team, investigators said, described Fardenâs behavior differently: He was a âcaring, passionateâ coach with whom they âdid not report any concerns related to the treatment of student-athletes.â He had occasionally yelled at the team, some gymnasts acknowledged, but had not targeted individuals and rarely if ever crossed a line. No athletes are named in the investigation.
Some of Fardenâs former gymnasts defended him to the Deseret News. Two former Utah coaches, Megan and Greg Marsden, attributed the allegations against Farden to âdisgruntledâ former gymnasts, the paper reported.
âHe cares so much about his athletes. But he also has a fine line to toe with, you know, being a professional and delivering results while still caring. I think that he toes that line very well,â Sydney Soloski, who was on the team until last year, told the newspaper.
Investigators corroborated one âdegradingâ comment by Farden, in which he told a student that she would be a ânobody working at a gas station in her hometownâ if she were not at the university. Andinvestigators found two allegations that Farden had thrown objects â a cellphone and a stopwatch â were âmore likely than notâ true. Farden denied throwing any object.
In another allegation, a gymnast told investigators she was cleaning the uneven bars when Farden âgrabbedâ the scraper from her and threw it at her. Three teammates who witnessed the incident told investigators that they, too, had seen Farden throw the scraper â a toilet brush attached to a wooden stick â and that it hit their teammate. One said she thought Farden acted âout of stressâ because her teammate had been taking too long to scrape the bar; another said she thought he was in âpanic mode.â
But the womanâs teammates also told investigators they believed Farden had been well-intentioned and, as one put it, âdid not throw it to hurt the student-athlete.â Another said Farden had âchucked the scraper into oblivionâ and that the athlete was âin the wrong place at the wrong time.â
The investigators eventually determined Farden had not violated any policies in the incident, citing âvarying and inconsistent statements.â
The university placed Farden on a performance improvement plan following the investigation, and the schoolâs athletic director, Mark Harlan, said in a statement at the time that he had met with Farden to âshare with him my expectations moving forward.â But he said he âremain[ed] confident in Coach Fardenâs ability to continue to lead our gymnastics program.â
The division among teammates was a dynamic not isolated to Utah, multiple gymnasts told The Post. Among the things they had looked forward to the most in college gymnastics, they said, was the chance to compete as part of a team. But it was common practice in their programs, many gymnasts said, for coaches to pit athletes against each other anyway, even blaming some for team struggles.
It was a dynamic that resulted in isolation and sometimes escalated to bullying â and made it even more difficult for gymnasts to recognize and speak up against their coachâs mistreatment, they said.
Tessen and Eaker described that dynamic from their time at Utah.
âI quickly learned that the whole culture at the U of U gymnastics team was one of comparison: of each otherâs skill levels, each othersâ bodies, each othersâ academic abilities,â she wrote in her statement. âThese are clear, intentional intimidation tactics used to exert control and dominance over us.â
Some gymnasts âembracedâ the dynamic created by Farden, Tessen wrote. âThose who reject it are the ones who suffer most from Tom, and even the other athletes.â
Johnson, Fardenâs attorney, called Tessenâs statements âfalse.â In the investigation, a majority of current team members and staffers âdenied observing Coach Farden target particular student-athletes with negative treatment,â investigators wrote, and there was not âsufficient evidenceâ to establish that he had singled out athletes.
Investigators only considered conversations that could be corroborated by outside sources, they said, and relied on Fardenâs denials of what had happened. In her statement, Eaker alleged Fardenâs emotional abuse had often taken place in one-on-one meetings, without anyone else present.
A university spokesperson told The Post that it stood by the findings of Husch Blackwellâs investigation.
Pushed aside
Bailey Ferrer calls it the moment the âswitch flipped.â As an elite gymnast, she grew up with club coaches who screamed and punished her with rope climbs for tiny mistakes, she said. But when Ferrer reached puberty, her coach filmed one of her bar routines, then paused the video as she was watching it, she said, and pointed to her body. âYouâre getting too big here and here,â she said he told her. (Her former club coach said the incident ânever happened.â)
Within weeks of arriving at LSU in 2019, Ferrer said, she found a culture that seemed just as obsessed with weight as elite gymnastics. âThey care about our tan, our makeup, our everything,â she said. âThatâs why weâre all over social media.â
LSU is one of the countryâs best teams, often finishing in the top four nationwide, but it has also risen to prominence because of the online prowess of its gymnasts: Olivia Dunne, a senior, has more than 4 million followers on Instagram, making her one of the highest-valued athletes in all of college sports.
Ferrer was successful in her first year at LSU, earning a regular spot in the bars lineup, but the programâs handling of weight began to erode at her already fragile body image.
The coach at the time, D-D Breaux, had a practice of weighing in athletes on random Wednesdays, Ferrer said, rituals that were conducted in a room with the entire team present. Ferrer became anxious about the weigh-ins, she said, because Breaux and other LSU staffers sent a clear message that any amount of weight gain was unacceptable.
When, as a freshman, the scale showed she had gained three pounds, Ferrer said she was pulled into the team nutritionistâs office for an extra body-fat scan and told her body mass index was too high. âWe need to dial in on nutrition,â she said the nutritionist told her. (The nutritionist did not respond to a message seeking comment.)
To Ferrer, it made no sense: âIt was halfway through the season, and I was doing the best gymnastics of my life,â she said. But she began to skip dinner on Tuesdays, anticipating she might be weighed again.
âI felt nervous because I knew whatever the number on the scale was going to be, it was going to determine my mental state for that day at least,â she said.
LSU said in a statement that across all of its sports, âweight and other health-related factors are managed with the student athleteâs performance team, which includes strength and conditioning staff, nutritionists, registered dietitians, sports medicine practitioners, and other medical professionals.â
Over the summer, while healing from ankle surgery, Ferrer said she began to restrict her eating even more severely in anticipation of returning to LSU and to weigh-ins. When she returned for sophomore year, Breaux noticed. Breaux âcame over to me and said, âYou look really good; keep doing what youâre doing,â â Ferrer said. âThatâs when the unhealthy habits really ramped up.â
Ferrer eventually sought help for her eating disorder from a team trainer, she said, and was put into a treatment program that âsaved her life,â she said. But Breaux was upset that Ferrer was not able to train, Ferrer said.
When the season started, Ferrer arrived in the locker room to find her locker was empty, without any of the gear her teammatesâ were filled with. Breaux was âholding them back,â Ferrer said she was told by a staffer. Her teammates rarely spoke to her, she said, and she was not allowed to dress or be on the floor for LSUâs home meets.
Ferrerâs medical files at the time, portions of which were provided to The Post by Ferrerâs parents, record that Ferrer was ânot given ⌠apparel.â The records show Ferrer was initially excluded from meets partly on the recommendation of doctors, who wanted her to focus on her treatment. But when doctors said Ferrer could return to the floor, Breaux was resistant, the documents show.
Breaux told a trainer âit was a privilege not a right for someone to be on the floor during a competition,â the trainerâs notes show.
When Ferrer was finally told she could âdress outâ for LSUâs meet against Alabama, she said, she was âso excited. I was excluded from the team, and I just wanted to feel like I was a part of it again.â Instead, the meet ended up being the last time Ferrer put on an LSU leotard.
As the team was going into the huddle before one of its events, Ferrer tried to join, she said. But Breaux put her hand on Ferrerâs shoulder and pushed her out of the huddle. Later, when the team was posing for a photograph with alumni who had attended the meet, she said Breaux told her not to get in the photo. Ferrer remembers her words, she said: âIâm done with you.â
Several of Ferrerâs teammates did not return messages seeking comment. But her teammates did tell the team trainer what happened, according to Ferrerâs medical records. âD-D told everyone to come on but pointed at Bailey and said not her,â the trainer wrote.
LSU told The Post it had addressed the incident with Breaux and Ferrer but declined to provide specifics. LSU said Breauxâs departure from her coaching role in 2020 was unrelated.
Ferrer entered the transfer portal and committed to Auburn, another gymnastics powerhouse. But days before she was set to leave â her apartment in Auburn, Ala., already rented, a photograph taken of her with Auburn gear â an Auburn doctor who reviewed her medical records would not clear her transfer. She felt forced to medically retire, Ferrer said, and spent her last two years at LSU without gymnastics.
Eating disorders are common for many young women, especially college athletes. But studies consistently find female gymnasts are at a staggeringly high risk, with a 2004 study finding 42 percent of gymnasts and other elite âaesthetic sportâ athletes, such as figure skaters, had disordered eating habits, compared with 16 percent in sports like soccer or basketball.
Several gymnasts told The Post that rather than taking proactive steps to prevent eating disorders, coaches exacerbated or even created them, stoking disordered habits and adopting practices that put weight at the forefront. Asking for help, gymnasts said, could result in ostracism and bullying from coaches â or even end their careers.
As a freshman at Utah State, Tori Loomis said she became one of Amy Smithâs âvery clear targets.â Particularly painful, Loomis said, was a moment a year later when, in front of the team, Smith pulled her name off a whiteboard on which she ranked gymnasts and flung it to the floor.
When she asked a group of upperclassmen how to make Smith treat her better, Loomis said, she would never forget their answer. They told her Smith âwould love you if you were anorexic.â Loomis is one of three athletes who said they believed Smith had fostered a culture of disordered eating on the team.
The upperclassmenâs comments lingered in the back of Loomisâs mind as Smith frequently told her she was âout of shape,â even when she was injured. She developed a severe eating disorder, she said. âI felt like I have this scholarship looming over my head, and if these upperclassmen are telling me to do this, then this is what I need to do.â
The experience Loomis described was similar, in some ways, to the one Gordon alleged four years earlier at UNC. After a hard fall on the beam, Gordon said, a bruise on her leg worsened until it boomed dark purple and black across most of her hamstring, according to a photo she provided. According to Gordon, Smith told her, âIt looks bad because your leg is fat.â
A few moments later, Gordon remembers Smith asking her, âWhen you look in the mirror at your body, do you like what you see?â She said she felt like there was only one answer: No.
Later, after Gordon was suspended from the team for drinking during her freshman year in 2017, she said, the head coach, Galvin, and Smith gave her an opportunity to âright her wrongsâ in the form of a contract, according to a copy reviewed by The Post. But the contract did not mention drinking at all.
Instead, it required âhealthy weight loss of 1-2 lbs a week.â Gordon had to agree to weekly weigh-ins and six days a week of âintense cardio.â Failure to reach those goals, the contract said, âwill result in a re-evaluation of my status as a scholarship student-athlete at the University of North Carolina and may lead to my dismissal from the gymnastics team and non-renewal of my athletic grant-in-aid.â
When Galvin and Smith presented her with the contract, Gordon said, she instantly thought back to Smithâs comment about her leg. She had struggled with body image issues since her time in club gymnastics when, she said, she and her teammates had been told to run a mile for every piece of Halloween candy they ate and were forbidden from drinking water before meets.
Smithâs words were the âacknowledgmentâ she needed that something was wrong with her body â and the contract, Gordon said, provided a road map to âa full-blown eating disorder.â She took it.
Smith left UNC at the end of the season. But for Gordon, the scars remained, she said.
âYou canât tell a freshly 18-year-old girl that her entire scholarship and athletic career rests on her weight and not expect her to develop some sort of issue,â Gordon said. By her sophomore year, she said, âI was walking around campus as a zombie. I was so dissociated the whole time. I just had no nutrients in my body.â
Galvin said he took full responsibility for giving Gordon the contract, which he called a âmistake.â He said he had ânever considered [the document] a contractâ and that after administrators told him it was not enforceable, he retracted it.
âI wish I had managed Raineâs student-athlete experience differently than I did,â he said. âIf I could go back now to five minutes before sheâs going to walk into my office, knowing what I know now, I would never have put that piece of paper on the desk.â
Gordon said she remembered Galvin revising the contract but believed she had been given a different version that still required her to lose weight, removing only a requirement to photograph her meals and send them to the team nutritionist.
UNC declined to comment. Smith did not respond to detailed questions about Gordon or any other athletesâ allegations.
To Ferrer, it is impossible to think about her experiences in NCAA gymnastics without also thinking about her childhood in elite gymnastics, too. She is working now as an orthodontistâs assistant, and she was struck recently, she said, by a conversation with a high school freshman â around the same age Ferrer was when she committed to LSU.
Sitting in the orthodontistâs chair, the girl said, she described everything she had going on in her young life: honors classes, debate, dance lessons, dreams of being a doctor or a teacher.
At that moment, Ferrer said, she thought, âI was robbed of a childhood.â And she has realized, she said, that she was ârobbedâ of a college experience, too. Looking back, she said, she regretted the program she chose.
âAll I can think was, âIs this worth it?â A part of me says yes â I do have a college education and no debt. But part of me thinks that experience was ruined,â Ferrer said. âIf I could go back as that little girl in eighth grade, I think my decision might have been different.â
Someone probably asked this before but how did Violet and Zach met?
Hello! Thank you so much for this ask! I am sorry it took me a bit to get back to it (Iâm passing out early every night from work/sickness)! But, I am more than happy to answer this!
Violet ran into Zach, literally, at Science Camp! In my Wild Violet AU, Zach returns to Science Camp, alongside Aviva, to serve as a camp counselor when he is 17. Violet, who was 12 at the time, received a scholarship to attend the camp, therefore she was one of the campers. Violetâs camp counselor was Aviva, but Violet developed an incredibly strong bond with Zach, they became the best of friends, and they were virtually inseparable during their time at camp.
Picrew Link (what I like to think they looked like at science camp đ).
I included this meeting in the original version of Wild Violets, and while I plan to tweak it a bit, this is essentially how their first meeting went down! See below cut for the fanfic excerpt!
The camp was surrounded by trees and a large lake, which I was drawn to. Growing up on an island chain, surrounded by water, makes one who is used to seeing it comforted by the sight of other bodies of water.
I turned around and walked backwards while I gazed at the glimmering lake. A few moments later I bumped into someone, and we both tumbled to the ground. A shrill, whiny male voice soon filled my ears, âWATCH WHERE YOUâRE GOING!âÂ
My eyes found the source of the voice in a thin, pale, black haired young man lying on the ground, with me on top of him. I looked at his face, which was a bit blurry because my glasses had fallen off in our tumble, but I could see well enough to know he was furious. I snatched my glasses off the ground and placed them back on my face. I quickly scrambled off him and began apologizing, âIâm so sorry! I wasnât paying attention, are you okay? I hope youâre okay. I am so, so sorry!â
The young manâs emerald green eyes glared at me, flashing malice and hatred in my direction. I noticed his face was flushed with anger; he made a noise that sounded like a tea kettle squealing on top of a stove. A few tears escaped my eyes: I hated making people angry.Â
My aunt Amy, cousin Paige, and a few onlookers heard the commotion. I heard whispers around me, âsheâs made him her enemy.â âDo you see how mad he is?â âI feel bad for that kid.âÂ
I gulped and jumped up to stand beside Amy as âmy enemyâ continued glaring at me. Amy hugged me against her side and opened her mouth to speak, but she was cut off by a feminine voice asking, âZach, is there a problem here?âÂ
The owner of the voice was a young woman with tan skin, thick, brown hair tied back in a ponytail, and green-gray eyes. She raised her eyebrows and looked from me to Zach.Â
Zach turned to the young woman and pointed back at me, âSHE ran into ME because she was too busy ânot paying attention.ââ He held his fingers up and used air quotes when he said not paying attention, and, for added damage, he used an even whinier voice when saying those words to mimic me.Â
I felt Amy tense beside me, and I knew she was about to give him some of her signature southern sass, but the young woman spoke up, âI heard her say she was sorry, Zach. Itâs obvious it was an accident. Youâre both okay, so thereâs no harm done.âÂ
Zach cast me one final glare and turned on his heal uttering, âHumph.â As he stomped away, the young woman sighed and stuck her hand out to my aunt, cousin, and me.Â
âMy name is Aviva Corcovado, and I am one of the counselors here at the Greatest Minds of Our Youth Science Camp,â she explained as she shook all our hands. âIâm sorry for the way Zach treated you, he can be a bit difficult to get along with.â
In today's review, I find that laughter may indeed be the best medicine. As I attempt a #positive review of the 1996 film debut of The Kids In The Hall: Brain Candy
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In our last day of checking out the Alleymanâs Tarot, we finally get a look at what makes this deck 133-cards. In this deck, we have 133-unique cards from different decks, old and new, and from artists making standalone pieces just for it. All non-traditional cards went into this Second Arcana.
If you think this deck has seemed incredibly cool (because it has and it is), you can follow this very unique deck on Kickstarter before it even goes live. Then youâll be notified on April 13th when it does:Â https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/713books/the-alleymans-tarot
This will be a ONE TIME PRINT RUN, so be sure to get it on the Kickstarter, extra copies will sell fast and there will not be more made.
Card credits in order:
Amy Smith - The Fountain
Black Candle / White Candle from the Satanic Tarot
Yve Lepkowski - The Wild Hunt
Christian Ellingstad - Joker from the Arcadia Playing Card Deck
Zach Titterington - Paimon from the Goetia Deck
@jakeyouh - Giusseppe from Hypotheticards
ISNYR - The Dark Sun
Kanesha Bryant - Black Moon from her Carot
7DA - The Bogeyman from the forthcoming Misery Tarot
7DA - Fear
7DA - The Hole
LiteralCrow - The Hawkmoth from the Lepidoptera Tarot
Colleen Hardy - The Letter from the Enchanted Woods Lenormand
Castin Spells - The Wound Man
Natasa Ilincic - The Comforter from A Compendium of Witches Oracle
Connor Kennedy - The Lone and Level Sands
Eira O. Loptsjarsen - DAGAZ from their Urdâs Snowflake Rune Cards
Misery from Les Tarot dits de Mantegna
Hope from a French Minchiate Deck
Evan Doherty - Weird Ass Mystical Shit
7DA - The Tradition from their unreleased collage tarot
7DA - Frost from their Oracle Dice Oracle Deck
Winslow Dumaine - Deconsecration from his Tarot Restless
Cosmic Butcher - The Battle from the Cosmic Butcherâs Guide to the Strange and Eternal Tarot
Meet Amy Smith, an original character of Angelxoxo8âs fanfic, âI meet Rise of TMNTâ on Fanfiction.net. I couldnât draw her in the rottmnt style so I did mine instead.
Although, it would be nice if someone did...?
The design is by Redbat142 on Wattpad and her hair is by Jebens1 on Deviant Art.