amkiireplied to yourpost:[torn between wanting to hang out with my friends...
…..what country are you moving to next?! Also, ask those friends. Won’t hurt to. You’ll regret it if you don’t at least ask. Trust me.
Back to the States. :) Dunno whereabouts I'm headed; wherever I can get a good job, I suppose. There is a slim chance that I might be able to stay in NZ, in which case, I'ma hang onto it like it's my last chance into one of the Titanic's lifeboats.
Ha, the problem is, one friend I wanna ask is my ex, and he doesn't seem too happy with me this weekend. Also, he's always very busy with job shenanigans and chores. The other friend I wanna have over just hung out with me last night and he's probably editing the video we made last night, or else talking to his gf. Or both. My flatmate's asleep and hungover to boot. Dunno what the other friend is doing but I'm starting to feel like I shouldn't bother her cuz I'm getting into a self-hating spiral of doom.
I just want someone to cuddle with me and watch a movie and eat delicious cinnamon-cranberry-walnut bread with them. :(













