The fact that I can’t get a VIP ticket in Milwaukee to meet my HEROES THAT HAVE LITERALLY SAVED MY LIFE for the first time when people that are going to the show have probably met them before is so upsetting. I wish one of my dreams could come true. This last year has been so hard for me, in and out of doctor’s offices trying to find a source of a mysterious pain in my side lasting over a year, keeping me from doing literally any sort of physical activity, ability to work and have a job, and the factors that come along with medical bills and stress, and so on.The only way to find out what’s wrong is to do exploratory surgery, which may or may not happen due to funds. That, along with my many anxiety disorders and severe depression that only @danielhowell and @amazingphil have been able to get me through. I cried my eyes out when I saw Dan’s depression video for the first time (as I can’t stop watching it) and realized that I am not alone in this journey.

MY ONLY WISH IS TO MEET DAN AND PHIL, and thank them for everything they have done for me.

If I had to choose between surgery and getting better and moving on with that part of my life, or meeting Dan and Phil and being able to tell them how much they mean to so many people, I WOULD PICK DAN AND PHIL.

To those of you who have VIP tickets to see them on their world tour, and have previously met them before whether it be at VidCon, Playlist Live, or other shows, please consider the ones who would literally give their life to Dan and Phil, for they have saved mine. As a girl who lives in Wisconsin and is unable to work, and coming from a lower class family, I am unable to attend these events as they’d be my most ultimate dream. Unfortunately, not everyone can schedule a flight and just go.

Give others a chance to show them that their fans have had an impact on them.

If you see this (which I doubt) @danielhowell and @amazingphil , I just want to let you know how much of an impact you’ve both made on my life. When I watch your videos, I have the will to smile and be happy again, despite the trauma, and difficulty I’ve been through. I’m only 21, but a lot can happen in that amount of time, but knowing you two are a few clicks away on YouTube, gives me hope that there are people out there willing to make people smile in tough times, times in which they no longer want to exist in this world. Without the internet, you two never would have met, and I hope someday I’ll be able to meet you too. I’ve been a loyal fan ever since the beginning of both of your channels, and I will always have the whiskers within. Thank you.